Friday, December 30, 2005

Peace and Tranquility
it is that time of the year again.

yes, people, 2005 is ending. time to usher in 2006

i even wanted to put lyrics of Auld Lang Syne.

but it will sound really dead.

it has been a terribly eventful year, in which i have come to realise something

i am totally wasting my time. ever since september. i have totally been wasting my time.

biding on something not mine, wasn't mine, never mine.

yet losing out on the only thing i need : time.

isn't it crazy, how i could have done stuff like that and still dare to say all this?

i don't know, its just how i feel

i sound so solemn.

maybe i really am.

oh yea. its this is my 191th post. been a long time on blogger.

thinking back, this must have been one of my worst years, yet one of my best. ironic, isn't it?

all you have to do is to look at my year through different windows and you'll get what i mean.

i have lost friends yet made friends, improved friendships yet de-proved friendships, cried my worst yet laughed my loudest.

but i know one thing for sure.

in 2005, I LOOK GREAT!!!

heeheehee.

today. i wasn't really in a mood to do anything.

to be really honest, i didn't want to wake up, go band, go west mall. i didn't wanna eat, talk, run, sing, laugh, march, whatever.

i'm listening to Jay Chou's ye qu.

its really good. its on repeat. i love it. just feels my heart with this sorrow.

cos right now, all i wanna do is to crawl into bed and hide.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Rain Down On Me...
what a rainy day.

yet it was really really peaceful.

the time around christmas eve and day were really hectic.

time to enjoy peace, nature....and rain.

yes rain.

went out roller-cycling again.

what a fickle weather.

when i went out, it was okay.

then it started to rain.

then it stopped again.

then started again.

then stopped. i gave up and just went ahead.

only to get caught in the rain.

i was fully drenched, head to toe!

ate dinner out, daddy was home late and mummy is still in malaysia. with little bro.

and now i'm home. on the com. watching Love Concierge.

A Perfect Wedding Is One With Love.

is it true? sounds so cliche. you think love is that easy?

you think love can just come like that?

oh yes it can

the problem is, it can go like THAT too.

never ever believe in the fairytale of love.

be realistic.

or someday...you'll find your fairytale has turned...sour..

and when this day comes. it'll be too late. all too late.

and the only thing to fish you out of your upside down fairytale.

is to close the boook.

to you.

i'm not trying to say i'm very experienced.

and i'm really praying you won't go through what i went through.

honestly i'm pretty sure you won't lah hahaha i mean he is like much much more matured.

but then. you and me, everyone, we don't know what the future holds.

so unless you are seriously sure, don't go too far.

i'm not saying you are too far.

you may.

and you may say, how do i know if he is the one?

that. its too long to type here.

you may say. he IS the one.

well. only you know and God knows whethere truely he is or not.

good night.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Christmas
i've decided that every post will start with a title. and there. my first post with a title, it is about Christmas.

Saturday, Christmas Eve

morning, woke up at 7+. i had to go last minute shopping with my mom at westmall. no choice. it shopping not at the eleventh hour but the fifty-nineth minute. haha.

well we had to buy stuff for my cousins. actually chose clothes. but then i remembered how crazy they were with monopoly. so there.

then. got this COOL BIG HOT electronic chinese dictionary. wooot. you know why i'm actually happy with a chinese dictionary (a chinese dictionary!)? because :

1. IT CAN PLAY MP3!

2. it has a slot for......a....*drum roll*....SD card *big big grin*

3.its the first time i got an electronic something without asking for it.

heh heh heh.

then met my uncle...blah blah blah...at around 1 my parents bro and unc left for beautiful malaysia. muahaha.

okay. so actually, was supposed to go for the CHC christmas service at 430. and then get home and have a party cum sleepover (waaaaahoooo!) but then plans changed.

not much. heehee. we didn't go to the service, that's all.

haha. after going home from last minute christmas shopping, went out to westmall again. met david. now it is grocery shopping for the party.

went home. blah blah. baked some pizzas. hung around home. watched herbie. eunice stayed over. you know. i've already posted it.

Sunday

i slept at a darn time of 4 am. then woke up at 7+, woke eunice up who had to go for the service at 1030.

and you know this too. it was on my previous post.

well anyway. i said i wanted to sleep. but turned out i didn't. or more like couldn't.

so went to church. christmas service was great! super funny. won't go into details though. i'm currently watching a movie. while posting.

after the service we went to the carnival.

honestly, i was feeling terrible that day. extremly fatigued. what do you expect from someone who only slept for 3 hours.

and i still managed to play on a ride that went round....and round....and round....and faster...and faster...and faster...and i was being knocked around the seat with rachel beside me...dizzier and dizzier..

man. my feet hurt too. the tale of the 2 inch heels.

oh yea! isaac and david bought this shirt for eunice and me. its dark dark blue. and it has this cute bear...that lights up when you press a button on the side of the shirt. haha. its darn ke ai.

so after the carnival. went to eunice's house to join a party. didn't do much. just eating. and listening to people play the guitar. yea.

and eunice stayed over again. haha. was watching My Dog Skip. but i was too tired. too too tired.

so went to sleep.

and in the morning, went out to queensway to eat breakfast. same people. haha.

then went home to clear the laundry, and now i'm here, in david's house, using his laptop to do this post.

National Treasure just ended. not bad, for a movie.

and this post ends, too.

oh yea. go to david's blog for the details. and pictures. i guess. he told me to link him up. wheher he will blog or not, that's a different story. and he added: "that's 'his' problem. probably will be like, how many days time."

and the rest is out of point.

oh yea yea. its great to be a princess, but its even better to be a mermaid princess.

yea yea. i watched Disney's The Little Mermaid. before National Treasure.

JUST KIDDING.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

okay...zzz...i slept at like...4 am last night..

oh i meant this morning...zzz

had to wake up early to wake eunice up. she's going for the 10 o'clock service..luckily i'm going for the 1 pm one..i am like so tired..

but i can't go back to sleep! dang..

headache headache...

but i can't deny the fact this is one of my best, or actually my best christmas eve spent..

i'm going to try to go back to sleep...

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

yes, your princess is tagging at 2 am in the morning on a sunday!

she's up, yes she is, cos her parents ain't in town!

with her babe buddy eunice! who'e sleeping over. muahaha. ladies' night.

well it was actually daddy-daughter-daughter's buddy-daddy lil bro night. but aww someone had to go.

no problemo!

to tell you the truth, i'm pretty beat now. eunice's bathing haha. that's why i can take time off to tpye this little thing.

been having a great evening. david and isaac came over. we baked pizza. haha. then rachie! HEY RACH! came over. haha. then eunice. we caught some movies.

HERBIE and this AMERICAN PIE. i don't know what's the title. pretty awful langauge. but the storyline rules.

oops. gotta run. it's ladies' night! and the feeling's right!

good night! i mean, good morning. haha.

Friday, December 23, 2005

welcome, David, back from JB!

right! for the past days, other than the cell pre-christmas bbq, it has been crash course all the way until today! 3 cheers! no more crash course!

time to complete school work =(

so after course on thursday, went straight home (hop hop hop) and zoomed off with eddy to meralodge, rachel's place for the bbq.

what a wet day! lucky i wore shorts! i had to a buy an umbrella when i reached orchard from john little (whom was having a sale, haha, got $1 ++ off that $6.90 PINK umbrella).

apparently my shorts were to short, according to SOMEONE. pffft. buzz off.

well anyway. it was like, drizzling. haha. the others had put up this makeshift shelter. haha.

sidetrack - FREAKING GAMER! is that all you can put on your MSN nick? its like, NEVER changing!!

back to topic. while waiting for the fire to start up, daniel, jephthah, weekang and me sneaked off to play cards at the clubhouse. heh heh heh. we meanies.

rather uneventful after this. i didn't eat much haha.

and here's a piece of good news :

my parents are going malaysia tomorrow - WITHOUT ME!! THEY ARE LEAVING ME IN SINGAPORE! oh singapore, let the sun shine!!

ASK ME OUT!! I AM ACTUALLY FREE TO GO OUT!! come on people! XD

and i can go for service and i can stay out and i can eat whatever i want and i can don't eat if i want to....

THANK YOU GOD! COS THIS WAS ONE OF M WISHES ON MY WISHLIST!!! yay!

i am hyper!

here's a great christmas song for you guys! i've been singing this song over and over again today. haha.

All I Want For Christmas Is You
by Mariah Carey
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby
[repeat]

hahaha i must have repeated this song over and over don't know how many times already.

well then. merry christmas to you all. and. if i have the time, i might even make a christmas blogskin. stay "tuned" then!

oh yea. if you do have a skin request, just email me. or MSN. don't tell me face to face cos i will definately forget. by now i've only remember kaikee and farrah' request. both of you tell me the details over MSN yea?

once again, merry christmas!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

eeeek. 10 minutes to finish a post.

yes in my previous post i mentioned about something i wanted to type. well. i changed my mind. otherwise the previous post would have been a super long one.

i fell asleep in chem today! haha. wasn't the only one. the guy beside me alternated in sleeping and playing his handphone. the guy beside him just slept through. and he was there ever since 10 in the morning for physics, which i didn't take. LUCKILY.

fours hours is enough,

why must humans be so clever and come up with things like circular measure and logarithms? trigonometry? geometry?

aww. somethings tells me if humans weren't so clever, i would even have a computer, thus not posting this on a weblog.

Monday, December 19, 2005

okay.

i have gone without posting for FOUR days. it is the 19th today, and my last post was dated the 15th

first, some "annoucements". as for that part two DOs and DON'Ts (girls) in a relationship, i've decided not to post it as

1)it requires a guy to express what a girl should and should not do in a relationship. it has to be biased for the guys, just like mine was biased to the girls. yes i admit that.

2)i don't have the time. hehe. reasons? crash course.

3)if i do type it out, it will still be biased to girls. you see, i'll be saying stuff like, girls, you shouldn't depend on your guys and stuff like that. it will still be the benefit for the girls. poor guys. but sorry.

thus i have decided not to post it. unless i really have nothing to do. but i have something to share to everyone in this post.

oh yea. let me summarize these four days.

ever since the 15th i have been going down to orchard and back home just for that darn crash course. which made me miss out to alot of stuff. like david's trip to malaysia. i could have gone golfing okay! =(

oh yea. went for cell cum mini-potluck party on saturday. baked a cake with rachel and annabelle. her sis.

i thought it was really sweet, especially that layer of filling. too sweet to tahan.

turns out that was what you liked, wasn't it, people? haha.

and sunday, i went for service at expo, my first time. IT WAS GREAT! CANDLELIGHT SERVICE! it was really really beautiful. and justin, haha, thanks for summarizing everything neatly into one word - "romantic".

you see, i couldn't find a word that describe everything, and justin did. haha.

of course, it was more than romantic. haha. much much more. words can't describe.

more like i have a limited vocabulary. heh heh.

and at night. dinner at Church of Our Saviour. or COOS. christmas dinner (FYI recently did it struck me that christmas was approaching at the speed of light. oh no) with some entertainment.

boring..we (me eunice sean justin yolanda) ended up at this lousy arcade. which was still better than sitting there and stoning.

and today. went early out (eunice woke me up, actually) roller-cycling. with eunice and david. we went around gombak. long story.

enough typing for one day.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

so. part two of the DOs and DON'Ts in a relationship (girls).

sorry. the author is currently attending a seven-day secondary three revision crash course for chemistry and additional mathematics which started yesterday and is ending next week on thursday. it starts from 12pm to 4pm, with two hours for each subject. AND IT IS ALL THE WAY AT ORCHARD PLAZA!!!

by the way. i nearly lost my way yesterday. and i was late for 20 minutes. no, not because i lost my way. i left bukit batok late. hehe.

which is why i didn't have time to update yesterday. okay, so i did, but i was watching tv at night. how do you expect me to watch the rainbow connection while typing a post? so not.

and i am supposed to leave bukit batok at 1045. which is one hour from now. all the time i spent on surfing the net cut!!! =((

and this STUPID DARN FREAKING PHONE IS STILL GIVING ME PROBLEMS. i'm back to my old phone. it can last for 3 hours non stop talking too. hahaha. if you leave it charging, more than that. i suppose forever. but i have to sleep right?

in the meantime, i'll be nice and send them newgen people an email. if they do something i don't agree with...i'll be making a phone call then.

i hate to make phonecalls to these service care people. they treat you like a stupid blonde girl. please. i have brains!

i really should quit complaining about that crash course, cos in the first place i wanted it, second, it helps.

yea. it does. not so much for chemistry, judging from yesterday's topic (chemical bonding). i'm ok with chemical bonding. just that their questions...i don't even know where to start.

and for additional maths, guess what is that darn topic they started on!!! friends in the same class as me you should know!!!!!!

YES!! INDICES, SURDS AND LOGARITHMS!

well. i couldn't do anything. i think i only managed to answer 2 questions correctly. he gave more than 10. it was either he swept past the questions way to fast, or i must have been too slow.

i think it was because i'm too slow.

well today. it is QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS!!

finally something i can answer without sitting there like a total idiot.

currently i'm attempting to eat breakfast while typing.

FYI, its not working out.

whatever. i miss my sims2. =(

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

it has been long, like months ago.

yet it still affects me unintentionally.

i don't want to think about it. but when i watch shows that reminds me of what happened, i won't be able to stop thinking of it.

i don't like it. nope. who would.

honestly you won't expect me to forget something like that right?

okay enough of being emotional. i am super bored right now, due to my bloody new phone shutting down whenever i want to use it. sorry if you called and got cut off. my phone will just shut down. so i turned it off. and if you smsed me i didn't reply or if i smsed you and you replied but i didn't i am so so sorry.

since i'm bored, i'm going to type something.

I AM NOT PIN-POINTING ANYONE WITH WHATEVER I AM GOING TO SAY. or type, actually.

guys, this is for you. things to do and NOT to do when you wanna jio your desired girl.

1. please do not, do not, do not send "sweet" good night smses. or smses like...like...i don't know. just don't send those STUPID sweet smses.

2. don't offer to send her home. you'll scare the poor thing.

3. don't buy stuff for her - yet. buy stuff for her when you're successfully together. cos if you buy stuff for her and she rejects you in the end its you who lose out. haha.

4. do chat online or sms. talk about useful stuff like her favourite things. or your favourite things. stuff like that. USEFUL stuff. don't go online, say a hi to her.

5. however, do NOT go online, say a HI, and don't say anything else after that.

that's all i can think of. ok. now for the DOs and DON'Ts with your girlfriend

1. when your girlfriend says "where do you wanna go today?" please make a decision. don't, DO NOT say i don't know. make a decision!!!!!!

2. when she say I PAY, let her pay. no need to explain.

3. please, please, never ever EVER asks her whether she is jealous or even mention the J word. cos even if she is, you're supposed to know, but not say it out and still be able to fix her J problem. and if she is not BUT you keep asking, it is annoying isn't it? (this one is one of the most annoying probs i had with my last guy. argh!!! sickening.)

4. don't try to control her. you get 2 results out of that : she rebels against you(meaning breakup) or she breaks down. then break up with you.

5. don't force her to do anything. sometimes it seems as though you are not, you're just doing it for her own good. but in truth you are forcing her to do something she doesn't want to. just exlain why you're doing it. if she doesn't want to accept your help then forget it!

there. something for me to do wen i am bored.

silly min.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

yay. i love sentosa.

woke up at around 6 yesterday. but i DRAAAAG, and DRAAAAAG, and DRRAAAG, so ended up was late.

met david and rach, since only them (other than me) were like so enthusiastic about going SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes sentosa. the little island below little singapore. singapore is like small enough. but we went to a smaller island below singapore. and even to a smaller island below sentosa, one island which you can cover in less than 5 minutes time. more about that later

we took 106 to the bustop outside YISS, then changed to 963. it was fast. now i've decided if i wanna go sentosa take 963. you don't have to walk the long was from the east west MRT line outram station to the north west MRT line.

when we reached sentosa it was only 9+? i think so. nobody was at siloso beach, except that a BIG BIG BIG BIG AREA WAS CORDONED OFF JUST FOR DARN ZOUK.

but anyway. after while of walking and a short life on a bus, we reached a spot which was not only deserted, it had a small little hut and was ZOUK-FREE. HAH.

after settling down, it was beach time! slathered suntan oil on, and we're ready to tan!

rach brought a ball, and i brought a radio. no point lah, actually, since that stupid radio is so soft. should have brought my bigger but heavier one.

and i brought muffins, which i baked the day before, friday.

rach didn't want to get wet at first. so david and i swam. then we decided to swim to this small little island-let. its really tiny. you can walk the whole thing in five minutes' time. and it wasn't really far from siloso's shore, almost the distance of an olympic pool. just deeper.

it was hard to swim, since i wore that **************************** piece of ****, which is only nice to wear when you are dry. should have wore two-piece. but two-piece is shockingly pink! have quite enough of pink!

whatever. so we reached that island-let. it has the most unimaginable softest snad i;ve seen! when you lie on it, its like lying on a bed. and you have pillows and stuff. go make a bolster if you want. ha ha.

we made small little sand-men. 3, in fact. guess who were the 3 haha.

meanwhile, rach was hanging around back at mainland. i mean, sentosa. we kept shouting for her to come over. and she was like, no, no, no, no.

but finally she swam over *chuckles with glee*

SIDETRACK - I AM SO ITCHY NOW!! KEEP SCRATCHING!! @$%#*&$#!! =PpP~

we took pics on that small island. some on this man made rocks. and some for fun.

oh yea! rach and i made david excersize. he needed it. actually, so do i.

haha. 10 pushups, 30 situps and he had to drag rach and me along the water. wheeeeee hahaha.

actually wanted to going kayaking. or canoeing. whatever. but i changed my mind.

we left sentosa tanned at around 2. headed for cineleisure next!

at cine there was this event, i don't know what. more from daniel's blog. when we reached there it was like over. aww. too bad. but we met up with winnie, wee kang, charissa, jephthah, daniel, jeremiah, isaac, kai keng...did i miss out anyone...

had pastamania pizza! and a tiramisu. we used the vouchors won from human monopoly last time (refresh your memory).

after that, went to walk around. and finally went home. i was so tired, i went to sleep. zzz.

pics at david's blog. he hasn't post them up yet. but soon.

Friday, December 09, 2005

I AM SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER DUPER SI BEI HAPPY!!!

why? because:
number 1: SENTOSA! TOMORROW!

number 2: waiting.....waiting...waited...got it!!!!!!! i am so smart!

ok. gotta go. more tomorrow. or day after. i don't know.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

yesterday. before my little post. way way before. in the morning

i wanted to type this really really mean piece of bullshit in my blog about some people. and so i did. took me an hour.

and then, i clicked Publish Post.

Blogger has just encountered a problem. Any unsaved data will be lost.

i was totally OH MY GOODNESS!

but. it was actually something telling me not, NOT to blog that piece of bullshit cos its really really mean and terrible and after i published it, the whole school wil naturally slay me.

so. i left it there and then. and decided to forget everything.

TODAY
yes i wanna talk about today.

cos i went SHOPPING!

okay bad news first.

i have tuition now!!! =(((

chem and additional maths!!

oh welll...

and after that, mummy (she took leave) drove us to SPH to get my thingie from Seventeen magazine. i don't really know what it is, don't know how to explain, and its not important.

and AFTER THAT, we went to wisma to have BANANA PRATA!

just for banana prata must go wisma. haha. then bought a pomelo from isetan supermarket at shaw.

I LOVE POMELO!!!

okay. so after that, went home. halfway through, my mom decided to go west mall. which was good news for me tee hee hee. converse sale.

bought a bag and matching wallet, which i have been eyeing for some time.

mummy bought 2 shirts. and another 2 shirts somewhere else.

and i bought a pair of canvas shoes. finally.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

blinded little me.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Amarantine - click to listen
by Enya
You know when you give your love away
It opens your heart, everything is new
And you know time will always find a way
To let your heart believe it's true
You know love is everything you say
A whisper, a word, promises you give
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day
You know this is the way love is

(Chorus)
Amarantine
Amarantine
Amarantine
Love is always love

You know love may sometimes make you cry
So let the tears go, they will flow away
For you know love will always let you fly
How far a heart can fly away

(Chorus)X 2

You know when love's shining in your eyes
It may be the stars fallen from above
And you know love is with you when you rise
For night and day belong to love

okay. i'm a little behind updates.

saturday
i know i've already posted for saturday. but that's only for saturday morning. this is for th rest of the saturday.

so anyway, as i tried to complete my housework for that day(ironing, i'm still not done!), my mom came up and said, hey, let's go shopping later.

i was still mad, you know, so i was like, whatever. turned out to be some shopping spree. she should have been more specific, like, GROCERY shopping.

yea. we went to shop n save.

oh boring.

sunday
i got my dad to let me go church!!!!!! went for 2 services, 5 and 6. although its the same. doesn't really matter to me.

it was cool. this person, robin something (i am so sorry. i can't remember her name.) a Hollywood (hollywood!!!!!!) actress came and spoke to us about her life story.

she used to dance for Solid Gold. i found out from my dad. its just this programme that plays songs and have a great bunch of background dancers. my dad used to watch. haha. but he doesn't know their names.

haha. but after all the services i had to go. have a birthday dinner with my brother. we went to this restaurent near jurong entertainment. not bad. love the ambience.

love the food even more! but the best orh ni i've ever eaten is still at malacca.

my mom says maybe not though. there's this thai restaurent that also sells chinese food at jurong west. according to my mom, their orh ni is GREAT.

funny i've been to that restaurent plenty of times. just never eaten orh ni there.

orh ni fetish!!!!!!!!! XD

and now, i gotta go. no. not ironing. pul-leeze. its holidays. i'm off to the sims.

oh wait. yesterday after church i went home with jeremiah.

and when he found out that i could cook, he was like, "YOU CAN COOK???"

and he says i don't have the ironing face either.

is it so surprising i can cook????? jeremiah's not the first person to say that too.

okay. next cell group, you guys are in for a treat. i'll bake something. heehee. if i remember lah!

sayonara!

P.S i can do requests. tell me what you want, for example, pizza, choc chip cookies, and i'll see if i can bake them. i won't gurantee they are top quality though.

oh yea! i came back and added this.

never ever wear 2 inch high heels anywhere unless you are very very sure there is somebody to drive you to and fro from wherever you are going. and only when you are sure there is minimal standing. and that you can get a seat anytime.

and it wasn't my fault i went to wear those heels. i only realized they were 2 inches tall when i got home. which was a little too late. hehe. did anyone notice my sudden change in height?

Saturday, December 03, 2005

sooo. for the first time last night, i didn't go online even when there wasn't anyone using the com.

i didn't even go out of my room. and why, may you ask?

because of HER.

my brother and me, we are not superman and wonderwoman. we can't do EVERYTHING. we are also not your ladies-in-waiting, your HIGHNESS (my foot!), but actually, if you realized, your CHILDREN. from your WOMB.

i am not siding with my brother either. why is it everytime i don't do a chore, i get scolded (this is fair, i suppose) but when he doesn't do a chore, I GET SCOLDED TOO???? you just have to make sure EVERYTHING is my fault right??

just because daddy isn't at home doesn't mean you can call the shots at home. sorry. he still does. and i come in second. you are THIRD, in terms of education, if you do REMEMBER.

oh i FORGOT, her royal highness has a bad memory. which is WHY i have a bad memory too.

i am posting this on my blog, while everyone will go, minmin, you unfilial child!

HEY! WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE CHILD'S FAULT??? or in my case, why is everything the oldest child's fault???

why can't there be an unfair mother instead of an unfilial daughter?

so thanks to you, after dinner last night, i went straight to brush my teeth and stayed in my room. until i fell asleep. and woke up this morning.

well. to be honest. it was lucky i stayed in my room, because if i stayed outside you would have continued nagging and i would have finally shouted my throat hoarse at you and i'll probably earn more than that STUPID FUCKING grounding.

she didn't even know how to use the word grounding. all she said was (in chinese, DUH), "you better not go out anymore otherwise i *censored*" you don't wanna know that part.

i was so freaking mad at her, i didn't even want to shout back at her.

and that's not all. you always have to pick the day i decide to go out to come home and nag at everything.

by the way i went to david's house yesterday with eunice with a movie marathon.

"why aren't the laundry kept? did you sweep the floor? how come you never do any housework? your father and i work so hard to earn money and this is all we get?"

alright. first things first. I WAS OUT TODAY, DO YOU FUCKING REMEMBER??? second, YOU TOLD MY BROTHER, NOT ME, TO SWEEP AND MOP THE FUCKING HOUSE, REMEMBER? AND THIRD, IF YOU HAD PROBLEMS AT WORK, CAN YOU NOT TAKE IT OUT ON ME???

mind you, studying is tough business. you think working is? go try studying again, cos this is the 21st century. its definately different then what you had. and you only had up to secondary level, you AREN'T QUALIFIED TO COMMENT AT ALL.

so if you want everything to be done when you get home, GO GET A MAID. I AM NOT YOUR LADY-IN-WAITING.

i really shouldn't have gone out yeaterday. or maybe not gone out at all. i should just stay at home doing housework. i'll have perfect training to be a maid, just like hillary duff in the movie the perfect man, where her character has prefect training to be a house-mover.

i don't need to be in school anymore. you should just pay me to be your maid. i'll give you a discount. and you can save money on my school fees, since you say that's why you're working your bones out for.

go pamper your baby darling boy, cos he's never at fault, go give him the money intended for me to study architectural for him to study, i don't know, lawyer at Cambridge, so you can retire early. i'll just be your personal maid.

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I AM A TOTAL LOSERR.

because only losers fall for tricks like that. and embarress themselves. only losers are so stupid and muddleheaded.

and this morning, i turned on the radio, blasted it, and sang at the top of my voice, using my mop as the mike.

it felt good.

paart of thaaaaat....world!

(i was singing to disney's album. heeheehee.)

WAHHH! RACHAEL JUST SENT ME SOME SONGS BY ENYA!! at first i was so blur, i forgot who enya was.

THEN I REMEMBERED! YEA!

singing rocks!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

spent my day yesterday doing household chores. and of COURSE hogging the com

well you can't call it hogging a com, cos my bro gota NEW GAMEBOY SP from my mom.

i thought she wanted to get him a PlayStation. or Xbox. so at least i can play too.

and won't spoil his eyes that bad. gameboys have so tiny screens!

and since he already has a gameboy colour, which may be old but still very functionable, i think she should have got him a PS.

but whatever. at least he won't pester me anymore to let him play maplestory. oh yucks. i rather he play pokemon. haha.

pokemon is nice! better than MS!

but my all-time favourite game would be....the SIMS 2!

here's what you can get me for christmas(i've learnt that being buay hiau pai can do you good from a teacher hahaha)! a sims 2 expansion pack, sims 2 UNIVERSITY!

haha. just kidding. i rather get something else.

oh yea. in these two days, i've made 3 skins! still under construction, but you can go view them!

P R O M I S E S; keep them.
b e s t f r i e n d s
confessions of a broken heart

a little plain, these skins, especially the confessions one. but suggestions are very much welcomed, for this is an amateur at work. me.

thanks, peeps! (=

oh yea. these are all very emo skins. emotional skins. very common. so it may be a little to boring. but even if they suck, please tell me, cos its easier to accept my friends telling me my skins suck then an outsider from blogskins telling me my skins suck.

and i have a new trick up my sleeve. gonna try it out later. i don't know if it will work. wahaha.

ciao. time to get my creative brain juices flowing!

P.S i believe this is my 174th post. bus number 174 goes to jurong point.

lame, min, lame!

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire today. with farrah and weekang.

i don't wanna talk about the movie. its so depressing. how can anyone so cute, handsome, charming die at the hands of an evil sick-in-the-mind wizard??

its just not fair! and chochang isn't pretty at all. unless you compare her with fleur delacour. i mean, what's with all that oooooh oooh sound the beauxbaton girls were doing?? and they were like, all identical.

as if like, you HAVE to be pretty to join the Beauxbaton's Academy of Magic.

well whatever.

went straight home after that. and cooked. just for me and my bro though. parents are busy out.

this is a very short post. compared to yesterday.

i don't understand you guys. not at all. i mean, sometimes, do you even realise what you are doing? do you realise what messages you are sending?

and i'm a little pissed of with this. somebody told me on sunday, back in singapore, to not get taken advantage of.

taken advantage of?? number one, who would bother taking advantage of me? number 2, i assure you, if they did, they won't ever have a father's day to celebrate.

and i still don't understand guys. not at all.

i made a new skin. sorry for dragging yours so long, daniel. but i really don't know how to make them long scrolly ones nice. if you can see, my style is more...i call it...feminine.

oh yea! i have a new wishlist!

a new school bag

a new wallet/pouch

the cd Best 2005

Precious Moments bible. from the Life Bookstore.

to stay out late on christmas

to go on a big big chinese new year shopping spree

to go to sentosa

a new set of two-piece

a tube, black

hint hint

bad bad min! spank you!

Monday, November 28, 2005

my last post is dated 23/11/05.

oh dear. that was so long ago.

okay. i haven't been blogging because since 23/11/05 there was band during the day. and at night, my dad had to use the com (all the way to midnight!) for work.

that's for thursday.

on friday, some people came over. and my dad used the com at night. more on these later.

and during the weekend, saturday and sunday, i went to malaysia. again. sudden? you bet. it was such a sudden descision that even after the trip, i am still in shock. more on that later.

i'll start on 24/11/05. or thursday.

band. from 8 am to 5 pm. oh yea. this is for wednesday and thursday. we had LOTS LOTS LOTS of fun in band!

marching and marching. tiring, but fun.

so later at night, my dad used the com as usual, and the rest of the family (mummy, brother, me) watched tv. that is, until david called.

we talk talk talk. and then david said he was going to malaysia "tomorrow" which was saturday. until sunday.

Conversation went something like this. don't expect me to remember exactly right?
David: eh. you think eunice going or not? her parents going leh.
Min: duno. you ask her parents lah.
D: aiya. ask her lah! what for ask her parents.
(pause, david calling eunice)
(pause, again, david put handphone near home phone so min can hear eunice)
m: what you doing?
d: like this you can hear mah
m: dots lah, you ask her call my handphone conference lah!
d: oh ya, never thought of it.
(after a LONG while of chatting, eunice calls in.)
d & m: finally ar!
(chatting awhile about going to malaysia)
david/eunice(i don't know who): eh, min, you come also lah!
(convo goes on about how to ask my dad to let me go malaysia "the day after")

so thats about it. how i got to go msia.

so on friday, i spent my time thinking how to go about asking my dad, "daddy, can i go to malaysia TOMORROW?"

and spending time in band

and szehan and daph came over. we played cards, monopoly and cluedo. fun.

so i asked at night.

and he allowed! and offfff to malaysia.

saturday
woke up at 4+. i don't know what woke me up. haha. supposed to wake up at 530.

so only at 530 did i get out of bed. although i was already awake.

blah blah blah blah lah! i skip to the part until i reached malaysia.

ok. so along the way, i met with an accident!

no i'm alright. everyone is. well. except for the car.

apparently there was a speed check. and suddenly everyone slowed down. so uncle william, or eunice's dad, braked immediately. we nearly fell of our seats.

and then from behind, BANG!

a car couldn't brake in time. so it ended up crashing into us!

and eunice and me, we sat at the back. we got the full impact. she had a sore neck. i had a sore head. don't know why. i didn't hit anything.

well after that it was uneventful. except for that part. where this guy, justin, came up with this game. to count cars on the road. you choose a colour, and you count. i chose black. he chose motorcycles. eunice chose buses.

won, hands down. heeheehee. but forgot what the score was. we only played for a while. abit lame leh, the game.

event less...eventless...

ok. we reached malacca. stopped at this little place to have chicken rice balls! really cute. no pics though. the people compressed the rice in balls looking like fishballs. haha. one plate 5 balls. i could only eat 3. justin finished one. and i left the other one. great chicken meat though. i love it.

and after eating we went to walk around. bought a pair of earrings! same with eunice. 3 paris for 10 ringgit. one for me, one for her, and one for her mom.

and then we went to the hotel.

very nice place! its right beside the sea. lovely. but i didn't go to the sea.

after resting awhile, we went to shop at makohta.

i love shopping! BOUGHT STUFF! i love shopping! makes me sooooooooo happy. haha!

i bought a pair of denim shorts from FOS (its billabong! my first piece of billabong! kekekx), a pais of socks from FOS, and a sleeveless top from world of sports.

won't talk much about shopping though. not important.

after shopping, we went for dinner. that's when david came. he's late cos both him and his bro and to do something about their passports. unsure of details.

ate through a 10 course meal! eat until peng! i love the orh ni though! love it lots! i don't know why. its darn nice.

so. back to the hotel. and here's the fun part.

the kids, namely eunice, david, justin, yolanda (justin's sis), issac (david's bro), jolene, and me, we played cards. in the living room. haha. we pulled the pillows and cushions off the sofas and put them on the floor and sat on top. or actually, lie on top. we made so much noise, the adults kept on calling us to keep quiet! but we had lots of fun.

then everybody just slept on the floor together! haha. except for justin, you big baby (haha kidding). he slept on one of the sofas. and in the middle of the night moved back into his room.

i moved to the sofa in the middle of the night. SOMEbody was taking up space. pffft~

and this SOMEbody freaked me out early in the morning too har...scared the living daylights outta me.

the next morning we were supposed to go for breakfast. but the adults said they would buy for us. so we decided to go back to sleep.

but they came back o.0 and they said they changed their minds.

so we had to drag oursleves to go out for breakfast.

had some chee cheong fun. not bad. yolanda's char kway tweo very nice mmmm!

but alas, fun didn't last for long.

it was time to go. so we went back to the hotel. packed stuff, hung around the hotel for awhile before heading back to singapore.

i know this is an abrupt ending. you know why?

I'M SHAGGED TYPING MAN!

oh yea. for the pictures. do go to david's blog. you see, we agreed. i do the typing. he does the pics. so there.

good night people.

by the way. i took 2 hrs +++ to type this. while chatting with four people.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

i decided to update only when i have something important to say, and to me, this is very important.

it is dedicated to somebody i have known for just about, 1 mth? or lesser.

first things first. do any of you look down on normal acadamic or technical students? because i do not. and i know many of you do not.

take for example. i've got 4 steads already. mind you. its not something i'm very proud of. but the important thing is all of them were from normal acad. ecept for the last one. worse still. normal tech.

you should never judge someone by their education level. and you should NOT judge yourself by your education level, especially if people around you do not think that way.

so here's to you. i know i said we can never be together and i still stand by it. and you know the reason very well. BUT it's not because i am from the best class and you are from the worst class. it's not because you are from a worser stream than me. you can be in the special stream for all i care and i still won't change my mind.

please stop looking down on yourself. i really hate it. i hate people who do that.

and about your mood. you choose what you mood is. not your mood choose what you feel. so it is your own choice whether you wanna feel sad or angry and whatever. if you keep in it your head that you wanna stay moody, don't take it out on ME. or your friends. its not their fault nor mine that you are angry or sad.

i'm sorry if this hurts you. but i gotta say it before i burst my veins over you looking down on yourself.

man. people. i don't know what's with me and looking down. but. whatever.

type this crap also must type one hour. wah lao eh.

Monday, November 21, 2005

i'm here blogging. on a cold monday afternoon.

i have been watching kids central since 10.45 in the morning.

now its sesame street.

oh guess what???

i am BORED, freaking BORED!

can somebody please please please watch harry potter and the goblet of fire with me???

please please please?

somebody just added me in friendster.

at first i didn't regconise her.

but the moment i realised who it was i was like, "OH MY GAWD WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?"

lucky there wasn't anyone at home.

i mean, it just took secondary school to transform this girl

i don't know whether if she became more pretty or what.

she just changed ALOT from primary school.

then it got me thinking. alot of people in school changed too. especially...nevermind.

so i wonder if i did change or not.

so i looked through the class photos of 3 years.

and yes i did. but not obvious. unlike...forget it.

and then, online, i look through some people's photo albums.

and i was like WOW thats alot of changes.

3 reasons why this phone was detined to be mine.

1. its smaller than other phones. just like me. smaller than other people. and don't think being small is a good thing. it also means you're short.

2. i wanted a camera phone. my dad would only getme a $0 phone. i had to pay for anything else myself. and i found a $0 camera phone!

3. there is a preset picture of what looks like M&Ms inside!!!! its now my backgroud pic!!!!

there. haha. the results of being bored on a cold, monday afternoon watching sesame street.

and remember, elmo loves you!

whatever.

EURGH! I HATE 15 YEAR OLD BOYS! ESPECIALLY OF THEY ARE FROM MY SCHOOL! CHILDISH IMMATURE IRRITATING PEOPLE!

get off my back!

and anyway. judging from what i've seen and heard about the HPATGOF(harry potter 4), it doesn't follow the book.

and throughout the movies, from first to fourth, it gets worse and worse.

and i totally agree.

so maybe i may not wanna watch.

i'll just stick to the books.

argh. i started posting at 1.56. now its 2.39.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

i have 3 new things to annouce!
1. i got a new phone!
2. i changed my plan to that student plan i've been asking my dad to change to!
3. and, my mom came back from malaysia with 2 pairs of earrings for me! whee!
haha. and of course i'm happy!

but i'll start with events of yesterday.

saturday
i went to east coast park with w330, where we were gonna play a game of human monopoly!

yes, human monopoly. what we had to do is to go to different hotels (or checkpoints) and do a task. if we complete it, we get 50 bucks. and if we "passed" with flying colours, we get to roll a dice.

i don't really remember what was on the dice. there was double your money, triple your money, exchange money with the other group (unlucky lor if the other group has lesser money than you), lost half of youre money...that's all i remember. well anyway who is left with the most money at the end of the day wins.

our first task was to stop a passerby and have a game of guess what? with him/her. we were shown a word/thing, for eg a diamond necklace, on a piece of paper and we have to act it out. the passerby would have to guess what it was. well, we only got 4. and the team before actually got 13, if i remember correctly. jeez.

next task was the spider web one. always played in camps and such. not much about it. just that a group came at the same time we did. so we competed by see which group took the least time to bring all their members to the other side. who wins get to roll the dice..

we lost. just by 10 seconds. but when the other team rolled the dice, haha, twice it landed on half your money. soooo...too bad..

third task. *at this point of time author loses her memory*

i forgot!! haha. but i remeber we had to play waterbombs. for which ever task.

and how come i remember? because everyone pelted waterbombs at me!! ='(

okay not everyone. but i remember who did. david did. rachael did. and wee kang. did anyone else? own up! (haha kidding)

and i didn't start it! david did! i wanted to throw at weekang. but he dogded and it hit david instead! and then they all started. hmpfx!

and guess what? we won FIRST PRIZE!!! YEA WE DID! WHEN THEY WERE ANNOUCING THE WINNERS I SORTA HAD A PEEK SINCE THEY DIDN'T COVER WHO THE WINNERS WERE. AND I SAW THAT OUR GROUP GOT FIRST PRIZE! i told jepthah. who didn't believe me!!!!!!!!!

well anyway after east coast i was really really tired. i had been cycling up and down east coast the whole day.

but then we still went to bugis to have dinner with winnie.

and i ate some really really good mee soto! but had a bad appetite that day, due to gastric. since dinner was at 9 that night. hehe.

today
yea went to west mall mayim for lunch. and my dad finally finally finally agreed to change my plan to the student plan! whats more, and i hadn't been expecting this, he said we might as well get a phone along the way. yea!

btw. the reason i said i wasn't free today was thanks to the amount of housework i had to do. you should see how much ironing i had to do today. and its not an excuse. my dad won't let me out anyway.

well anyway after lunch we went to the hello shop. where i spotted this phone.


instead of orange outline mine is just silver.

and do you know how small it is? it fits just into my palm. and you know how small my hand can be. yea. that small. and it has a camera.

thats all i know haha. since i haven't got the chance to really explore.

actually i don't think i'm gonna explore much. just use and use and slowly i wil get to know more lah.

newgen E1200. its a new model from korea, apparently. i searched it on the net. all the phones are really stylish! will. except mine, which is just that rectangular. there's one i saw, which was shaped like a clam. interesting.

well i totally gotta stop blogging. off to dinner.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

soooo. it is saturday.

and why is saturday so important that i have to say "it is saturday" for my post opening?

nothing. i'm just being annoying.

well. i'm gonna have to play monopoly again today.

LIFE SIZED.

something like that.

in fact, i have no idea what i'm going to do today.

so long as it doesn't involve a goldfish again.

actually i'm supposed to be doing household chores right now.

but i'm glued to my chair. uh-oh.

rain outside my window pouring down, what now, you're gone, my fault, i'm sorry. feeling like a fool cos i've let you down, now it's too late to turn it around. i'm sorry for the tears i've made you cry, i guess this time it really is goodbye. you made it clear when you said i just don't love you no more..

no i'm not being emotional. i just love this song alot.

Photograph
by Nickelback
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn't let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since God knows when

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

here's another lovely song! it topped the perfect 10's top 10 hits yesterday. i love the music of this song. you should try listening to it.

ah! found it. go here to watch the mtv.

and now, i have to get back to vacuuming. just the kitchen left. and then mopping the whole house. and i have to change the bedsheets after that. and iron.

i feel like a maid.

except that you don't exactly see maids stopping in the middle of work and type out all their chores on to blogger and posting it for the world to see.

see ya.

by the way. this is my 168th post. but if you include my posts from the very first blog i had, its the 287 th post.


that's an eel. i didn't catch it. my cousin did. he caught two, and nobody else caught anything. except for the adults who went deep into the river and caught lobsters and prawns.

it is DAMN DISGUSTING! it looks like a snake right?

Thursday, November 17, 2005

OKAY. I REALLY WANT A CLASS CHALET. AND SINCE NOBODY SEEMS TO BE ORGANIZING ONE, WE(XF SH LJ ME) HAVE DECIDED TO HELP. SO IF YOU ARE FROM 3E1, DROP A MESSAGE IN MY TAGGYBOARDY WHEN YOU ARE GOING OVERSEAS. AND WHERE YOU WANT THE CHALET. AND IF YOU WANT, WHICH WEEK. IN FACT, PUT EVERY SINGLE DETAIL YOU WANT.

went out to town. orchard. singapore is like soooooo small......

on the way to the mrt, usually i have to cross this big road. from the playground side to bukit batok central.

so today, i was waiting for the traffic to stop before jaywalking across, i realized there was ALOT of police people around. and they were catching all the people who were jaywalking!

so had to cross the overhead bridge instead. what a bummer.

lijie, szehan, xinfang and me. we went around far east. just window shopped around. then to tangs. where i tried this pretty pretty dress. tube. all silky and black.

haha. they said i looked good. BUT. who am i kidding haha. wait for the prom, girl, before you try on dresses!

haha. xinfang. still gonna say, "mmm. not bad."

i think today. nearly everything i asked her whether it was nice or not she replied, "mmm. not bad."

i want my M&Ms!!! yea! i still haven't got them! can somebody buy me a tube of M&M Minis? pwease? pwetty pwease? pwetty pwetty pwease? pwetty pwetty pwease wib a cherwie on the top? i'm already pretending to be adorable?

oh man. i really really really really really want M&Ms!! i don't know why!

like there was one time i had a craving for kinder buenos. i had them everyday.

and popped plenty of pimples.

pffffffffffft~

geminial shan't blog no more cos no one's givin' her M&M minis.

just kidding. i still haven't got my photos. my uncle is sure taking long to zip them up and email them over.

although we can settle it in a twinkling of light.

3e1 peeps, do remember to tag my tagboard.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

well actually i wasn't planning to post anything until i got my pics on trip to malaysia from my uncle. but. i went went to david's blog and he asked what was the first thing i did when i came back to malaysia.

and i thought.

and thought.

and remembered. the first thing i did was to collapse on my sofa.

yes. after a week of adventure and another week of being a nanny/older sister/clothes-folder/dish-washer, i wasn't tired at all.

i was extremly fatigued.

and back in KL, i was kept on my toes from day to night, since i had to help my aunt take care of her four kids, aged 9, 8, 3, 2. the first 3 are guys, and the youngest a girl.

"min min jie jie! wanna play monopoly?"

"min min jie jie! i want the sweet! can help me open?" X 100 per day. god knows how many sweets they eat.

and the youngest two. they have to cry at least 2 times a day. once when they wake up and another anytime during the day when they fight with each other or when they don't get what they want. if they don't cry at least twice a day, that day won't be called a day.

and when they start to cry, all they want is their mum, and they whack anyone who get close to them. anyone, including their own brothers.

and the two bigger ones. help them with homework, play with them their PlayStation(i used to love the PS alot. now i think i hate it alot), and, the one i hate most, play monopoly with them.

my brother was with me during my first week in malaysia. and he made the big mistake of bringing our monopoly set to malaysia.

and playing it with my cousins.

the two bigger ones wanted to play it every free time they had. and the two younger ones wanted to play too. but. when they started to tear the paper money, i thought it was bedtime.

i thought wrong. both starting wailing.

so. we played monopoly without the money. just hop around the board.

lame? LAME.

but what could i do?

now i am so exhausted, i wasn't planning to go out this week. and during band, i was like, i wanna sleep man, and you are making me marching round and round the bloody school field, without a single command from the DM(we started on this follow-the-mace drills. kinda cool though. but very very tiring).

and i just woke up anyway. eating M&M's for breakfast. i just love chocs(now you know what cheers me up *hint hint*)!

so the first thing i did when i got home from malaysia was to collapse on the sofa.

haha.

lame lame lame. i'm just bored lah. even the sims 2 can't occupy me. i need a new game. maybe i should try out that rogue spear game my mom bought for my brother but didn't play cos we didn't know how to.

but. i believe i'm smart enough to figure everything out. after all, time is what i have. games is what i lack. LMAO.

argh. i want more chocs! just finished my M&Ms!

well anyway since i'm here i might as well tell you what has been going on during monday and tuesday

Monday
band! band! band! and band!

we did marching the whole day.

annnnnnd. i cut my hair! hahahahhahahahahaha.

after band i went to mac at bbecc with xinfang. ate the berrynice yoghurt. it is berry nice indeed. long time since i last ate it.

quality dropped though. frozen strawberries! eurgh.

after that we went to cut hair. at first all i wanted was a little trim. and thinning.

now i look like alion/rooster.

susan(the hairstylist) cut fang's hair first. she was my guinea pig, haha, to see if whatever susan was cutting was nice. or not.

well. everything looked good. this other hairstylist came and styled her hair. it did look nice!

so i decided to get that too.

what is that, you may ask?

well, i call it the choppered hairstyle.

we layered our hair. with ALOT of difference in hair lengths. the hair at the top of head were short enough to spike. which was what susan had in mind.

apparently it was in style now.

like i said before, it was nice. when she styled it for us.

here's the scoop: we don't know how to style it. so everything that is short now, stands!!!! it really looks weird!

i wonder HOW, am i gonna go out looking like this.

i've already survived a band practice, but, what if i wanted to go town?

xinfang's lucky, her hair grows out FAST.

well then. after that. went to west mall. oh. before that. fang went to run a comb through her hair!!!

so. all the nice standing hair went down. spoilerrr!!

i had 3 rolls of film developed at west mall, and i got them back already!! gonna scan them in soon. whenever i feel not lazy. haha

after that we went to her house. and slacked around. until my dad came to pick me up.

tuesday
band. again. was really tired. i wanted to sleep the whole day.

szehan and fang and fengru came over. we played cards

oops my bad. we GAMBLED. and i must have lost over 10 bucks. i don't know. lost count.

i'll never play cards with you again okay. every time lose all my money go to you man!!! haha.

THE END!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

well. after 2 weeks, here i am blogging again!

sooo? where was i within these two short weeks for me?

well, i haven't got the pics yet. kso. updates later. but i can give you an outline with out pics.

who was i with? ah! there is a long story here.

i was with my 3rd aunt's family. as in her brothers and sisters. meaning, my cousins other cousins.

well i was lonely at first. but. all it took was a game of cards! and the ice broke. haha. i mean with the kids. i'll intro the kids later.

here's a little family history. back then, my mum lived in the same village as my 3rd aunt's family. att the kids in my mum's family knew my aun't family(which means my dad and uncle married women from the same village). they were only separated by 2 lanes of houses and a road.

apparently, everybody( the adults only) knew who my mum was. and i was known as yoke lin's daughter (ah lin's lui in cantonese, yea, thats how all the adults knew me)

so. the kids. they were pretty surprised my mum's old house(which is still there, my mum's sis is living there and i go back every chinese new year) is just a couple of lanes away from their parent's old house.

and they were even more surprised i go to their parent's old house every year(cos my cousins are there and to get more ang pow heehee since my mu knows everyone there)

and they said they never seen me.

well. neither have i haha.

the peeps i do notice there didn't go to the trip.

oh yes, the trip!

i won't say much, cos i'm gona make a whole new blog for this where all the pics i can get will be there. but here's some peekers.

i went to a nature reserve, where i was on the bridge high HIGH HIGH above the ground!! EEEEEKKKKKKKS! freaked out man! you guys know i and heights don't go along!

and i went to THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BEACH I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE 15 YEARS OF BREATHING!!!! one of kuantan's beaches. took PLENTY of photos. get ready to see the beach gal in action!

just kidding. i don't even know what that means.

annnnd.....i went to this fishing village set right beside a river. this river is like, nearing the sea already so it was a mix of freshwater and saltwater.

we went to the beach there too.

and i went CANOEING!!! whats so big deal about canoeing? nothing! i just never did it before! canoeing is so fun! u can canoe and paddle and paddle and even if you're tired you won't stop cos it really fun! and when you stop floating on water is just so comforting!

well. i talked more then i canoe haha. poor thing, the guy who canoed with me. had to endure me talking for nearly 1 and a half hrs of canoeing. well he was very patient, and is my first friend there, jim, with a brother ken, and a little brother john, who is really adorable. ken is what i calla DAO KIA. he like totally ignored me. or like i had AIDS or something. sheesh. i have no idea what i did to freak him out like that. or maybe he's just shy. well. i've never seen a guy this shy and embaressed before. SHEESH. he really got on my nerves.

and he looks like one of those ah bengs we have here, dyed hair, emo specs, pink or black shirts.

just that to me he totally sounded like one of those gentle NERDS.

and his brother, jim, who canoed with me, looked like a nerd(sorry man. its a fact.) but has a much better character than his brother.

or maybe i'm just saying that cos he talked to me.

pah. whatever. hey in kuantan, even those BGF thingies are going hot. even ken, that weirdo has a girlfriend. wait til i get his pics. ewwww. when jim told me that i was totally hahahahahahahaha u must be kidding me.

well won't only talk about this two guys. there this little kid, han yu, pesky little thing! but he was sure friendly. and funny. always got me laughing mad.

okay i seem to be talking only about guys. but i really don't have a choice! apart from me and my 2 year old cousin, there rest were guys! there are 3 more guys, all younger then me. in fact, only ken is older than me. but. he's jut 16, no big DEAL.

this is a really long post.

i have a lot of things to tell everyone! but i gotta wait for those photos. developing.

i don't wanna type anymore man.

oh yea. you really really gimme the YUCKS okay. that is so DISGUSTING. never knew you would be like that too.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

GUESS WHAT???

I AM BLOGGING RIGHT HERE FROM MALAYSIA!!

HAPPY MAN! THAT I CAN FINALLY TOUCH SOME FORM OF CILVILISATION, SOME FORM OF TECHNOLOGY!

okay. been to plenty of places and climbed plenty of caves. pictures when i am back! be patient!

won't be nice nice photos although. i used a PRIMITIVE form of image capturing. just the old kind of film cameras. no digicams for me.

cos my dad WON'T get me one. YET.

ell anyway gotta rush. i'm in line for a bath actually. hahaha.

i miss everyone up down left right!!!

and i'll be back only 11 days later....

Friday, October 28, 2005

okay. like daniel said. its been 3 days since my last post.

gotta make this quick. my dad doesn't realize i'm still online.

been pretty okay this few days. just band, band, and more band.

IMPORTANT NEWS!!!

this coming sunday i will be going to malaysia. i don't know for how long, but definately more than a week.

i'm going kuantan. yea. on a tour thingie for 5 days. after that i'm staying over at my uncle's in KL.

for another 5-6 days.

don't miss me! and DO NOT msg or call me unless it is a life-and-death issue, like if i don't go back to sg the esplanade will collapse or something (even so i won't go back haha) but lame lame lame.

i am charged 30 cents for each msg i receive, isn't that stupid or what.

and i have to stop posting now, my typing is getting really louder!

see ya a fortnight later, people!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

just realised this is my 162nd post.

well. yesterday. school as usual, then after school went for lunch with xf and cy. then we went bowling. and after that i went to the library at westmall

i kinda seem to be tring to end my post on what happened yesterday huh? well yes i am, cos i have a topic to talk about today.

i borrowed this book from the library. forgot the title. its about this girl, who moves from country style houston to big city new york to live with her father.

well i won't talk much about the story. but she makes friends with this bunch of gals, and they are very good friends, trusting each other and everything. until one day they find out that she actually said bad stuff behind their backs, but only to a diary, which was scanned and posted online so people could see.

she wrote a letter of apology and explanation and scanned and posted it online. and just because of that they forgave her.

and here i was thinking, man, did i ever had friends that cool? seriously, they were like sisters meant to be ever since the day they were born.

and all she had to do was to say sorry sincerly and they were friends again.

i don't think i can find this sort of loyalty and trust in my world.

i mean, its all about first impressions here. and first impressions here ALWAYS stay no matter what no matter when.

totally wacky.

unless, as usual, the problem lies with me and me alone, for i think i do see it in other groups of people. and i do feel this sort of friendship with some of my friends outside.

oh well. the troubles of relationship, not only BGR, still resides with me.

my language is failing me, for i find i have nothing to say all of a sudden.

whatever.

well today. we have not enough instruments in band! the number of secondary ones added to band is even more than the current strength.

so cool. when they all assembled it was like look at YIMB 2003 again. that was back when i was in secondary 1

so so so cool.

ciaox.

P.S hey i thook a very short time to post today. usual its more than half and hour. today i only took 11 minutes! i must have really concentrated.

Monday, October 24, 2005

okay. i'm replying some of the tags from the tagboard here. cos i realised my tagboard can't tag a long message and i have many peeps to reply and if i do it in several tags i'll be flooding my own tagboard.

DAVID CHOO! FINE TAGG SI ME ALL YOU WANT!! =( u meanie..laugh at me! mind you, its not that i was early for sentosa. it was because YOU WERE LATE. haha. and so what if i was in the brownies???? ='( meanie flood me...no i don't want to do refreshments haha let rachel do everything...(bully her..)

DANIEl what?! you wear TAG HEUER specs..no wonder they are like THRICE of what mine cos lah! lol. so cool! wee kang wears levi's specs, remember?

FARRAH yea i had fun too! but i didn't get sunburnt at all weeeheehee!!

okay back to my post for today.

i'm lazy to blog for today! blogging tomorrow. haha.

Sunday, October 23, 2005

i went to sentosa yesterday, like i said in post previous post. and this is also the reason why i didn't post yesterday, cos i wasn't even home.

went out around 9 to meet david, issac, farrah at the bustop at david's house. we were going early to book a place.

farrah and i were like WAITING for you guys okay...so long..ok enough whining. reached sentosa at around 10.30. got the place wrong and ended up at palawan beach instead of siloso beach.

finally settled at this big big BIG hall. we had to wait and wait before everyone came.

*fastforward*

everyone is here! so we start with the games. the main attraction of my post today.

well. the first game was like one of those played in camps for an ice-breaker. you stand in a big circle and join hands with people opposite you and try to get untangled into a big circle with out releasing your hands. in my team was david, farrah, jeremiah, and this two gals from another cell group, audrey and hui min. we were the YELLOW team!!!! go go go! we came in second for that game.

the next was this game sorta like dog and bone. everyone in a big circle now. EVERYone.

and there were three flags stuck in the sand in the centre of this circle. in our groups we numbered ourselves 1 to 6. i was 6, david 5, huimin 4, ferrah 3, audrey 2, and jeremiah 1.

and when our numbers were called we had to go get the flags! ruched for them. on the flags were scores

so the winner would be the group that had accumulated the most number of flags.

david broke the flag numbered 80. TWICE. right? i got one flag once. haha. the person who got it in the beginning dropped it. i grabbed it and scooted off! haha

after that was a break, and after that was cell group time. it was a different experience, having cell group out in the open.

and games again! now we have the climax for today!

we played jacob's ladder first. or something's ladder. i forgot. everyone was paired up and sat in 2 rows, legs sticking out so we sorta formed a horizontal ladder on the sand. i paired with farrah.

it was okay, since i always played this in brownies back in primary school(yes, yes, i was in brownies, laugh all you want).

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnd the next game.

fear factor.

not exactly..well we got back into our teams. and. what we had to do was. to put. a. baby. goldfish. under. our. tongues. and. then. run. to. a. bowl. spit. it. out and then run to this plate of flour, stick your face into it, pick up a sweet with your teeth only and put in in the plate beside.

*repeat* I HAD TO PUT A GOLDFISH IN MY MOUTH!!!!! UNDER MY TONGUE!!! oh my goooodness!!

but YES!! I DID IT!! OVERCAME MY FEAR OF LIVE FISHES IN MY MOUTH AND YES I DID IT!!! it was a little sqiggly, that poor little thing.

oh well, it was really gross

but i did it, and now, if you ask me to do it again i so D-O N-O-T mind. haha

so after that. we hung around the beach, splashing around. until it was time to go. oh yea. the others had to wait for me, rachel, kaikee to bath finish before going off to habourfront. did you guys wait long. haha.

and then rachel had to go off. =(

so me, kaikee, farrah, winnie, isaac, jeremiah, daniel, david, yiquan, jephthah, and kai keng. yes, kai keng, who couldn't go with us to sentosa but came down all the way from west mall to eat dinner with us.

buti found out actually mr seah sent him here. ha ha ha. mr seah was foing clubbing, according to kai keng.

after eating i was so tired, but didn't sleep on the bus cos everyone was just talking and talking. and yiquan sent me home, thanks, afterwhich i just dumped everything down and popped off to bed. my brain shut down immediately after my head touched the pillow!

and thats the end of my day.

as for today, i had curry chicken for lunch! and today was the first time i deep-fried anything. pototoes. i hate deep-frying oily, yucky and painful.

but i didn't have a choice. my mom was busy so i deep-fried the potatoes for the curry.

and they wer beautiful, all crispy on the ouside and soft in the inside, golden brown and hot.

sounds nice? it was lovely.

here's something interesting. credits to qiaoying for telling me about it.

yes, i'm a Mechanical Intelligent Neohuman

cute? check it out on my msn nickname. i have no idea what those long and chim words mean. do you? do tell me.

click here for it.

so here i am, blogging, chatting, and off the sims2-ing!

Friday, October 21, 2005

soooooooooo...

i watched a movie yesterday. yes, a movie. i can't tell you what it is or anything about it cos i think i'll...erm..nevermind.

it sucked though, the movie. but i could understand why it was rated like that. but then again, helllo? i have them tooo! i look at them every single day of my life!

well anyway it was rather satisfying to prove you wrong. muahaha. its rare, proving you wrong!

well, sorry, but i can't help it, since you're so snobby too.

starting with a.maths lessons again. oh man!

and today i went to westmall with rach and kaikee. we wanted to watch that jubilation....3...thingie...i don't know what it's called.

but we missed the whole thing, cos we went to my house to play cards and cluedo. had fun though. and david recorded the whole thing, so we could watch.

what were the MCs standing on the stage doing nothing for, though?

well anyway daniel came so late, everything was over already!

then kaikee and rach went off, leaving me david daniel and david's friend, ken(i think) at the arcade. sneaked in under david's jacket, i was still in uniform.

we played daytona 2. i got second. it was like a miracle cos i think the last time i touched those machines was like last year.

and. i cooked pumpkin for the first time today!

it wasn't that bad. but it made me crave for pumpkin bread again. maybe this
sunday i'll bake it. muahaha.

and now, i'm blogging.

off to gaming.

oh yea. i'm going to SENTOSA tomorrow! finally peeps who would love to go!

see me tanned! yea rach?? haha!

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Collide
by Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And i'm tangled up in you, yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

i loved this song so much. it was on perfect 10 top hits once. or twice. many times. not now though.

was late for band. very very late.

very very very late! i woke up so darn late.

ms poh doesn't believe me. =(

and now i'm bored

gonna play games again.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

i'm kinda bored of posting today. but nevermind.

i'll start from yesterday.

jamming with rachel kaikee david charissa and kai ting...did i get their names right..

well anyway it was pretty fun. my first time doing something like that haha.

and after that went to west mall with david and kk. and we felt, according to david, the aftershocks of an EARTHQUAKE..

but, i still strongly believe it is NOT, N-O-T, an earthquake! no i can't explain what it was. but i really don't think it was an earthquake

we felt the floor tremble. a little freaky at first but you'll get used to it. when it stopped i didn't even notice.

so anyway. later kk went home and yiquan and daniel came down to westmall.

i had 2 bodyguards(daniel n yq) and a secretary(obvious) accompanying me home XD

thanks guys, for scaring of any potential murdurer/rapist/molester that might have targeted me.

just kidding! but thanks =)

well made it home in time to cook. haha. i cooked finished and my parents are still not home. had a pretty late dinner.

and off to the com.

and for today. the sec1 recruits joined us! teaching again. extra 5 members of the horn section. now we have 9 horn-ists.

well anyway got home and found my electricity cut.

no its not because my parents didn't pay the bills. they were re-wiring. the workers, i mean. not my parents.

so i had to wait til 5 to use the com and any other electical appliances.

this made me realize we should never take electricity for granted. you'll only know how it feels like when your electricity is cut. you want to charge your handphone and you realise you can't.

yes that was what happened to me. i took electricity for granted and tried to charge my phone, standing there like an idiot wondering why it wouldn't charge before realising the electricity was cut.

idiota.

well anyway. i went to prepare dinner, as usual, then bathed.

and here's something i am SO DAMN IRRITATED WITH.

yesterday. when i bathed. i put my spec on this counter thingie, which was where my shampoo bottles were.

so i reached for the shampoo....and knocked over some smaller bottles, which knocked my specs (OUCH!!!! they're frameless!) onto the floor.

picked it up while swearing, which was unfortunately caught by my mom. i sweared that loud. oh fucK! specs drop!. of course. those specs cost me, not my mom, ME, $187.

AND THE WHOLE THING HAPPENED AGAIN TODAY!!!! MY SPECS, MY BABY, MY DARLING WHICH TORE A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET, DROPPED TWICE!! IN THE BATHROOM!

swore even worse this time. wah lao what the fuck lah! kaox eh! omg!!! stupid specs! drop drop drop!

lol. and this few days the weather's been cold. huh.

and there's band tomorrow. sian..

Monday, October 17, 2005

the date for my last post is like, OCTOBER THE 10????

and now its the 17!

so i'll backtrack a little.

saturday
went to david's house. for cell group.

who was there? rachael, yi quan, kaikee, weekang, and of course david. and here are the peeps i got to know that day : daniel, farrah, jeremiah, isaac (david's little bro), and...and...oh yes winnie...and one more..that guy..i don't remember his name...oops..

well anyway i had a great time. everyone was like so nice. and funny.

and we took this picture, which i have to get from david...a picture of us in the uno colours holding uno cards! haha!

well when i saw the picture i was like OMG DAVID'S MORE THAN A HEAD TALLER THAN ME cos he was standing beside me and we were like four hobbits with an elf. like in lord of the rings.

and everyone treated me as if they knew me hundred and hundred of years ago. ahaha.

well oh sunday i went to church, chc, and i'm so so sorry david had to trouble you and everything and reach church late..

and it was a very wet day.

i'm looking through some peoople's pictures now. they just love taking pictures!

wow. well. i'm a little bored of blogging.

toodle noodles.

Friday, October 14, 2005

my results are so bad, i won't be talkting about them in this post.

i love me.

so NOT.

refreshing memories.

i'm going crazy baby!

cos i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed yooooouuuu.....

this babe didn't take her nedicine today.

i love you!

Thursday, October 13, 2005

went to town again today. BUT. this time with my mom. she drove to town!

well. we lost our way. went up the wrong expressway.

ended in some foriegn place. in the OUTSKIRTS of orchard.

haha. called up my dad, and thankfully he led us right to takashimaya.

which was where we parked.

there's this place, at the fourth floor of wisma. great great food.

and the price isn't that bad.

well anyway.

there was a little mishap when we went home to. took a wrong turn at orchard turn, and ended up 180o from where we were supposed to be.

well we got home safe anyway.

i DIDN'T buy anything...=(...my mom wouldn't buy me anything...BUT i saw lots of pretty pretty dresses! pretty!

awws. and there were plenty of sec4 peeps around. i think they were getting their prom gear. haha

estimated $$$ for prom next year : $300++

including dress, bag, hair, nails, face, shoes.

lucky that salon i go have everything from mails to makeup.

I MUST BE CRAZY! THINKING ABOUT PROM AT THIS KIND OF TIME! I SHOULD BE THINKING ABOUT O LEVELS!

yea right. if i was thinking about o levels right now. you can knock the statue of liberty down with a feather.

TOMORROW, IS, THE, DAY, I, GET, MY, FINAL, YEAR, RESULTS, BACK!!!

OH MY GOOODNESS.

and i still have the mood for prom 2006.

i'm bored *whines*

i miss that kind of life. yea and when i was living it. i missed single life.

now i think i miss single life, but in a different way which i won't mention her, or i'll probably get death stares tomorrow from everyone who have seen it.

I'MAFREAK.

i don't know why i don't have a backbone. it was before, and it is as now. always the same.

i should just STAY out of relationships. i just spoil everything that goes around me.

i mean, i should have thought of it earlier. would that have happened if not because i didn't act earlier? it was my fault, and mind alone. i should have never blamed him for that.

and this now. i should never have opened my big mouth in the first place, i should not have tlaked on the phone that night, i should not, i should have been studying.

and if i were my result won't be this horrible and i would never have been in such a state.

and now i want to solve everything for once and for all and i can't find the courage to do anything

heart don't fail me now courage don't desert me

an excerpt from anastasia, i don't remember the title of this song.

see how pathetic i am.

and they wouldn't treat me like that if i didn't treat them the same way

treat everyone the way you want to be treated

so this is the way i treat people. so i should be nicer.

oh come on, first impression last, even if i turned into ms little perfect, nobody would forget how i was before.

and you'll be thinking, only pathetic people write about pathepic things about themsleves and sympathises themselves.

how i wonder...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

can somebody tell me the rating for into the blue, starring jessica alba and paul walker?

cos i thought it was m18. and i SAW that it was m18.

but i just watched it.

watched 2 movies this week, corpse bride on monday, and into the blue today.

corpse bride is about this guy, victor about his matchmake with a girl victoria. held in ancient europe. like the 17 century or something.

well anyway. they even have rehersals for weddings. you have to remember your lines. i had to hear the lines over and over again, they're something like...with this candle i will light your way...your cup will never be empty for i am your wine...something like that..

well victor could never memorize his lines. so he's sort of upset. and he runs of into the woods.

and get married accidentally to emily, a corpse, when he was trying to memorize his lines.

well i didn't understand why he could have told her HI, THIS IS A MISTAKE, SORRY BABE.

but, that was 17 century europe, and victor was a butterfly collector/pianist.

i don't expect a butterfly collector/pianist to have such backbone, nevertheless one from 17 century europe.

well won't go on anymore.

into the blue. that was what i call - BORING.

there were good parts. like the story line. the story is good.

but the action? i thought it was supposed to be about sharks. yea it was. but. sort of lacklustre.

and throw in alot of swearing, naughty naughty hand signals and kissing.

i wanted to watch the myth or wait til you are older.

i will, haha. yes i will!

yea i type so much yesterday only to realise i didn't mention who i went out with.
so here : lijie and david. ok. haha

i'm darn bored. bored.

woke up and spent my day sitting at the computer.

another movie, perhaps?

what do you peeps think of this skin? picture-less.

but this one was alot of work.

all those bars there, i had to search all over the net for the full list of color hex values. but to no avail.

had to settle for the longest one instead.

i've been wanting to do something like this, ever since i heard that colours of the wind song.

eurgh. off to gunbounding.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

went to town today! finally can go shopping.

or actually window shopping.

went to pacific plaza first.

then far east, where i bought this pair of earrings to go with my outfit that day.

the dresses at this fashion are so pretty and so CHEAP! its like, 20 bucks???

and they are nice. just that....i'm not so lucky, not "well-endowed" in the correct places so it didn't really fit me.

xinfang. i think they would have fit you pretty.

*winks

i've learnt something today.

everyone has their own bad side, its whether they show it out or not.

like me, my bad side is on display for the whole world to see, until they only learnt to see my bad side and not my good side.

but for some people, they can be really bad, really mean, really horrible but they just don't make it so obvious.

its kind of sneaky. and to me thats worse than me cos at least you know that i can do this this this or that that that but a sneaky person? you'll never know what he/she is up to.

and the degree of "badness" is like totally different.

some people can be so bad, but you just don't know about it. and i sign for the ones who are really bad and show it.

i feel my life is missing something.

wonder wonder.

Monday, October 10, 2005

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)
by Craig David
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
if there's a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
it's not me who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I've made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

i love this song. the music and everything. i feel like the girl in the song though. not craig david.



just been blog hopping...boing boing..and i came came across this girl blog.

i don't know who she is lah. just anyhow click other people's links.

well anyway her blog was like, peppered with picture of she and her stead.

that is so cute and adorable. sweeeeet.

new skin coming. stay "tuned" to pyynk-princess.blogspot.com to see it.

Sunday, October 09, 2005


if you don't like reading crap and rubbish please click on that weeny little red cross up there NOW

whenever i read books about life in american schools, i wonder how come friends can stay such good friends. like, from elementary school all the way up to college.

do any of you peeps still keep in touch with your friends from kindergarten or primary school?

i mean, don't mention, primary schools, the friends i have change nearly every year.

like in sec 1 i hanged out with sec1 people.

in sec2 i hanged out with sec3 people, not so much with the people from my year

now in sec3 i'm hanging out back with sec3 people, people from my year.

same goes for me in primary school

the cliques i was in changed every year.

sometimes within the year

is it just me.

i think its just me. meaning there must be a problem with me.

its a little crazy, in this world she lives in where she know there are so many people lying to her everyday

tricking her into believe a fairytale that never existed

luring her into the trap planted to destroy anyone's life

cheating feelings within a young heart

so many dreams so many wishes so many gone.

and every night she try to figure out the roots of all these problems

only to wake up in the morning to face them again.

and she will never know, never find out what exactly did she do.

goodbye, huge endless cruel world.

...

...

i'm probably gonna spend my four days of holiday alone.

i can't go swimming

i can't go to the beach too, cos of THAT and i think only one person, my beloved lao ma will go with me. XD

OMIGOSH i so do want to go a beach.

anybody cares to accompany this little dreamy girl?

aw shucks even if tom felton (from harry potter, he's draco malfoy, the oh-so-ever-cute-and-handsome-ruler-of-my-heart tom felton) got down on his knees begging me to allow him to bring me to a beach in britain i still can't go.

then again, maybe i would. if he pays for everything, seeing that he is an actor and actors are very very very rich. and devishly handsome.

he has changed so much froom harry potter 1 up to harry potter 3

that reminds me.

people around me haved changed so much. i mean, like from sec1 to sec3 the difference is so much. 2 years ago i would never imagine some people looking like that.

haha. i supposed since people have changed so much to me, i should have changed alot to them. i just wondered whethere i changed for the better or for worse. the latter, i think.

aha! a picture my love, tom felton!

just joking.

Ain't he just so cute?

and mouse over the picture. what do you see?

kekekex.

vrooooom!!!! *car drives off*