how can anyone feel so many emotions in a short span of 6 hours?

i woke up feeling hurt. ouch.

no not because my tooopiidx harrt iishh brokenn..lol.

because of this stupid ulcer on my tongue. the same one a few weeks ago. i can't talk properly again. not eat properly. TORTURE! =(

then i got very happy, cos i got a very nice mom whom helped my buy breakfast home.

the very same mom i got angry with for making me hang out laundry. I HATE DOING THE LAUNDRY!

and then i got very upset. because * you are unable to read text *

and then i got happy again, because it was lunchtime. food is the second thing which can make me happy. the first is SHOPPING.

and then i got happier, because i am online.

then i got upset again.

because of things i read on blogs.

stupidly hilarious, that's me.

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so what's up with me this days i haven't blogged?

firstly, i haven't been blogging cus its the midyears, and i'm trying to instill some sense of discipline into myself. so i stayed off the computer.

nothing much really happened, since monday, friday was the english paper, but i'm sure you know already.

went for emerge extreme sports yesterday.

AHH!

you know right, captain's ball the captain must stand on the stupid chair right, then i go be the stupid captain lor, stand on the stupid chair, then hor, the defender from the other team right, came and stand in front of me lah, then hor, THEN HOR, I REALIZED, EVEN THOUGH I WAS STANDING ON THE CHAIR RIGHT, HE STILL CAME UP TO MY NECK!!!!!!!!!!!

wah lao ehhhh the guy is super super duper duper extra handsome man.

hehehe.

but his team thrashed us, 7-0.

whatever.

after extreme sports went for CIC then service..blah blah blah.

oh BTW, i'm Macdonaldphobic.

what do you expect? ate mac on friday for dinner, mac for lunch on saturday, and the same EVM, moreover.

gahh sick of mac.

and on saturday after the whole extreme sports thing i was so tired. i slept a little on the bus back to bukit batok, slept a little on the mrt to expo, nearly fell asleep in CIC(wahaha), i was practically nodding away.

luckily i didn't fall asleep in service.

but how could you fall asleep, with such an energitic pastor preaching? i tell you, paster mark conner got me in stiches man. haha.

but on the train home i started to feel sleepy, and when i reached home, i showered..

and practically fainted on my bed.

speaking of fainting. i've never fainted in my life before, if i remember correctly.

has anyone fainted before? i wonder what it feels like. NOT THAT i want to faint.

i'm just wondering.

man. hardly anyone is online. all studying, huh.

i love that beep song. lol. pussycat dolls are great dancers.

i'm in 7th heaven.

shan't tell you why.

although technically i should be crying my eyes out now, thanks to saturday.

actually i already did, so there isn't anymore tears to spare.

but after reading something, from quite ong ago, i realized its very easy to be happy.

so i've been happy ever since.

some people do little little things, not knowing what they did could change something in another person's life.

however its a little silly, and some of you may think "wai wai" if i mention it here.

i have alot to catch up to, in school, in terms of homework and the latest juicy stuff.

wahahaha. like i have said today for the 3rd time, i really don't know where these two honeybees pop out from.

shou shou shou shou shou ni ai wo wo wo wo wo shuo bu chu ko.

yes kai i agree with your nick.

you know, i have this weird habit of starting every post for my current feelings.

copy cat, chase the rat, go home let your mommy slap.

don't copy me! pahh

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you know what is called stupid?

stupid is when you go and dig this hole and fall inside.

then you climb out, and learn from your mistake.

you know what is idiot?

idiot is when you do and dig a hole, fall inside, climb out, dig a hole in another place, fall inside, climb out, and repeat the whole process. but someday, you will learn from your mistake.

but you know what is brainless?

brainless is when you dig a hole, fall inside, climb out, repeat whole process, and NEVER learn from it.

so. judging by my current status, i'm about to fall into another hole.

we'll see if this time, i'm stupid, an idiot, or just brainless

oh. one more option : smart - nevr falls into holes.

maybe i'll be smart huh.

its 2 more days.

sheesh.

impossible things can really happen.

i found out something impossible today.

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!

and i won't tell you what song it is. first person who can guess it gets something from me.

i am serious.

here's a clue: if you currently read my blog last month, you'll know what song.

i hate fickle weather.

why must is rain like nobody's business in the morning(so freaking cold)?

and in the afternoon, the sun shone like...like nobody's business too.

can't it stay constant?

its 3 more days. to some, this day is like, FINALLY!

but some dread this day. they go OH SHIT

as for me, 50% goes to FINALLY, 30% OH SHIT, 20% WHAT THE HECK WHATEVER

i kinda regret not having good attendance back in secondary 2 and 3.

otherwise i will really have a 100% gurantee plus chop A1 for CCA.

lots of sec4 have an A1 ever since sec2, the last competition.

watch this video.

not that its some porn vid either! just shakira dancing.

if you know who shakira is, you'll get what i mean.

i don't know how anybody could move like how shakira moves her hips. its kinda scary.

and have good vocals too. i like her voice. power packed.

Hips Don't Lie
by Shakira feat. Wyclef Jean

Ladies up in here tonight
No fighting, no fighting
We got the refugees up in here
No fighting, no fighting
Shakira, Shakira

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man wants to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection

Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
And it's driving me crazy
And I didn't have the slightest idea
Until I saw you dancing

And when you walk up on the dance floor
Nobody cannot ignore the way you move your body, girl
And everything so unexpected - the way you right and left it
So you can keep on taking it

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel you boy
Come on lets go, real slow
Don't you see baby asi es perfecto

Oh I know I am on tonight my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection
Shakira, Shakira

Oh boy, I can see your body moving
Half animal, half man
I don't, don't really know what I'm doing
But you seem to have a plan
My will and self restraint
Have come to fail now, fail now
See, I am doing what I can, but I can't so you know
That's a bit too hard to explain

Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de día
Baila en la calle de noche
Baila en la calle de día

I never really knew that she could dance like this
She makes a man want to speak Spanish
Como se llama, bonita, mi casa, su casa
Shakira, Shakira

Oh baby when you talk like that
You know you got me hypnotized
So be wise and keep on
Reading the signs of my body

Senorita, feel the conga, let me see you move like you come from Colombia
Mira en Barranquilla se baila así, say it!
Mira en Barranquilla se baila así
Yeah
She's so sexy every man's fantasy a refugee like me back with the Fugees from a 3rd world country
I go back like when 'pac carried crates for Humpty Humpty
I need a whole club dizzy
Why the CIA wanna watch us?
Colombians and Haitians
I ain't guilty, it's a musical transaction
No more do we snatch ropes
Refugees run the seas 'cause we own our own boats

I'm on tonight, my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel you boy
Come on let's go, real slow
Baby, like this is perfecto

Oh, you know I am on tonight and my hips don't lie
And I am starting to feel it's right
The attraction, the tension
Baby, like this is perfection

No fighting
No fighting

crazy huh. but it gets a little boring, since all she knows how to do is to shake her hips.

here's another great vid.

Explosive - Bond + a mini interview + a dance in Australia

i love this. lol.

i am so embarressed.

did you all watch tv just now?(check what time did i post this. did you?)

if the youths are really like that, i am really embarressed.

rude, selfish, impatient little buggers with no sense of discipline.

and the problem is, they're all above 22.

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had a great Easter service. i loved the part where they sang that million dollars song in hokkien. hilarious. lol. and i know W330 is in expo right now enjoyig what i did last afternoon/night.

pastor was kinda right, this should be rated PG. people hanging from the ceiling? and from a tree too. guess who did that.

i've never been to tampines mall. has anyone here been to tampines mall? you should go take a look. one day, when i don't have CIC, i'll pop over to tampines mall before service and have a ball of time. tra-la-la.

i'm bored.

TOP 5 SPOTS IN THE WORLD THAT I THINK IS BEAUTIFUL
^{(that i've been to, of course. i know the beach in Tahiland is beautiful, but i haven't been there!)}

5.My room, Bukit Batok, Singapore.

do i need to say more? who doesn't love their room? i love my room. my posters, been there ever since i started pasting them on the wall when i was primary 5.

who has a sewing machine in their room? not that i use it. haha.

how about a piano? XD

so, i love my room. and i thank God for all His blessings on me.

4.Ikano Power Station, KL, Malaysia
^{[No pictures. no recent ones, anyway. the last time i went, digicams were still alien, like logarithms and i.]}
no, it does not supply power. it is actually a shopping mall. with Ikea beside it, in a separate building but joined walkways.

its called a Power Station cos Ikea gets more money by renting out the shops, and the shoppers who go to the Power Station may eventually go to Ikea too. So they get more customers.

smart, ain't they?

well anyway its a BIG BIG BIG shopping mall. when i say big, i mean BIG.

lots of stuff. and cheaper than what you'd get in Singapore. it houses Malaysia's largest Popular. and if i remember, there's a pet shop inside.

which actually looks like a mini-zoo. colossal. fishes, little puppies, kittens, hamsters, mice, even a reptile corner, which i hated. lol.

literally SHOP TILL YOU DROP.

3.Sentosa.
^{[i'm sure you don't need photos for this. but whatever.]}

i was born for water. oh yes. i don't have the figure but i'm born for water. however, sentosa is at number 3 cos it is man-made. and its kinda obvious. rather fake.

did you know there was once, i played gunbound with this guy from US and he asked me about singapore and what i like about singapore so i told him about how i loved beaches. he said, "Singapore must have a lot of beaches."

i told him oh not really, there's sentosa, but it's a man-made beach.

"Oh."

2.Lentang, Pahang, Malaysia.
^{[sorry no pics. ditto Ikano Power Station.]}
Lentang is a river near my parents' hometown in Bentong, Pahang, about an hour's drive away. in Malaysia, an hour is short. and the clear, cool water of the river will ease all your tiredness.

not as well as a spa would, though. =D

and finally...

1.the beach in Kuantan, Malaysia.

just 2 simple, simple words : very beautiful. but you have to BE there. pictures can't take you anywhere. only when you are THERE can you enjoy the beauty of Kuantan and her beaches.

so. here you go. you learn something new about me. =D.

just kidding.

P.S FYI i have a bright yellow toothbrush =)

P.P.S ITS APRIL 16!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHA.

some people sure have egos too big for them

as fat as they are.

man.

have you ever seen anyone with so much love for the people of the world?

regardless of race, language, religion, sex, age, whatever.

if only there were more people like that is this world.

yet this person is so brittle, like a piece of glass teethering over the table. anything, that piece of glass could just fall and break into a million pieces.

i suppose that's what you get for loving so much.

i don't mean those BGR love. like friendship love. teacher-student love. classmate love. brother-sister love.

but it only takes a few words to crash this person's heart.

don't hurt this person anymore. you can see how frail this person actually is.

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yes i'm still at home. my throat is terrible. its like somebody is strangling me 24/7.

it doesn't hurt, just very constricted.

i like what kaikee said about friends. go view her blog later.

but then again, kaikee, we should have friends all around and not just limit ourselves to church friends.

because there is alot of things one can learn from everyone around, be it good or not. its up to oneself to choose whether one wants to accept these "knowledge".

spent my afternoon yesterday, after watching grease, on the internet.

and the first thing someone said to me was "HI. YOU FREE? WANNA PLAY GB?"

wah. cannot ask whether i'm okay or not ah.

okay which this person did, after awhile.

so i went off to play gunbound, only to get thrashed like, 3/4 of the times we played.

fine...somebody double gold axe or whatever mah...i'm only double silver axe...this is called massacre..

to those who prayed for me yesterday: THANKS GUYS! YOUR PRAYER WORKS! i only took a half hour sleep and i was up and about, watching tv and acting as if i wasn't sick!

i even managed to cook dinner last night. i could go and do starjumps, if not for the fact there wasn't an ounce of carbohydrate in my body, since all i ate was porridge.

Praise the Lord!

and although my mom didn't let me go to school in the morning, i'll be going for the parade this afternoon. and i'm sure i'l be able to go for easter service during the weekend.

we're gonna paint this big o town red!

SOME VIDS!!! of some of the nicst songs from grease!!

You're The One That I Want - John Travolta and Olivia Newton-John

We Go Together - Cast of Grease

enjoy! i'll upload more vids when i can.

there's nothing better then being sick and stuck at home watch Grease.

oh yes.

Grease is nice. watch it if you have a chance. you'll find that people back in the 1970s are very different from people now.

and the songs are good.

AND the dancing. i love the dancing parts. especially the school dance one. where john travolta swings olivia newton-john around in his pink shirt.

i can lend you guys the VCD.

and although i've said this a million times in my blog, i'm gonna say it again:GREASE ROCKS.

very short post today. i need my sleep.

it is just as nice to buy something (even though its very minor its still buying. soothed my overworked nerves) as to going online again within a tight schedule.

however, how do you enjoy a good day with lots of humps making your day uneven?

for example, people calling you up for your study hours.

yes i am pretty pissed about being asked for my study hours. don't take any offence, david. its not your fault. in fact, i pity you for being the very suay one who has to call me up. i'm pissed cos i don't know my study hours. there you go.

so i'll write them all out, here, and i can count properly, and you can refer to this and quit calling me every sunday for my freaking study hours. cos they won't change.

monday: 1 hour chinese remedial, 2 hours chem tuition
tuesday: 1 hour group study, 2 hours homework/self-study
wednesday: same
thursday: same
friday: 2 hours homework/self-study(is BS counted? add another 1 1/2 hours if yes)
saturday: NADA (its a saturday. who studies on a saturday? i'm not gonna study on a lovely saturday, not even for o levels)
sunday: 2 hours physics tuition, 3 hours homework/self-study
total: 19 hours w/o BS

hmm. told you so. i need 20 huh. well we'll see. i'm rather surprised i even bother to study for 19 hours.

okay. i shouldn't be so pissed. people are kind and nice to care for me. i should be kind and nice to care for people.

boy if anyone know what i'm thinking now...

you know. i'm not only angry cos of this.

i'm angry because i go online, and i see all the pathetic people who go I'M SO SAD, SHE/HE DUMPED ME, I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WITHOUT YOU, I'M BETTER OFF DEAD, WHATEVER THE SHIT, SHUT UP, PEOPLE!

you know, seriously, get a life. i've decided recently, i won't let a man turn my whole life upsidedown.

nor let my friends too.

and i'm living a happier life.

have you ever thought what was the point of living?

you are born from your mother's womb, grow up, grow taller, grow pubic hair, whistle at girls, ogle at men, buy LV, be a superstar, marry a hunk/babe, have offspring, grow old, play mahjong.....and DIE????

what the heck is the point of living?

so here's my testimony. what i bore witness to.

before i joined church, my life was seriously in A MESS. like, A M-E-S-S.

getting horrble results, failing this, getting dumped, dumping guys(okay exaggerating. i didn't get dumped. but i dumped someone. and that's another story.), thinking that what the heck am i gonna do, mixing with the wrong crowd..the list goes on.

so after i joined church, it was like, windows opened.

there's more to life then buying branded goods and getting dumped not only by boyfriends but your own girlfriends.

people out there, they're just different. and they'll help you see things in a different and more mature, more practical, more common-sensed way.

they aren't childish and bitchy and all stucky up.

even if you don't wanna be a christian, you could just come and take a look. just look at all the wonderful people you can learn from. be like.

gain success and throw away failure.

but then again, there's also more about joining a church then the friends you can make.

and that, is another story.

i hope, and i pray, that you guys would come for easter service.

its just a drama. a very nice drama. and if i remember correctly, tell if i'm wrong, this drama isn't about the story of jesus christ.

you could just come, and take a look.

and i'm sorry for swearing. but i won't remove them. its the perfect to showcase my emotions properly.

oh yes.

i am extremely overjoyed.

its nice to fulfil one thing from my wishlist, but it is even more satisfying to fulfil TWO things from my wishlists. by just doing ONE thing.

i bought a new bag. for school.

my previous bag broke/spoiled whatever.

so i have a reason for buying.

and i wanted a tote bag so that i can have a bigger bag to bring to church.

so i bought a tote bag for school which i can also use in church.

in a way, it is killing two birds with one stone.

I AM GLOATING NOW MUAHAHAHA.

okay okay. so i did say i hate totes. and i proclaimed very loudly that i will never use totes for school.

but i have my reasons.

1. i HAD to get a bag ASAP. IMM didn't have nice backpacks. it had nice tote bags. and handbags. heee.

2. it was cheap man.

3. it is nice. although the other colour is nicer. but its white/pink and will get dirty easily and unfortunately will clash with my school uniform. so i got the black/white one.

4. i was tired walking around searching unfruitlessly for bags. i admit i rather hurried my decision. i only time a long time to decide on the colour.

and so on and so forth. the rest of the reasons are not important.

tralalala. go on, out with all your crap. i can take it.

service was great today, as usual. and i am in a dilemma whether to go to church on sunday or saturday for easter. currently, saturday is in the lead.

make a choice for me people. saturday, and lose out in the fun or sunday, and lose out in sleeping hours?

good night, my lovely cupcakes.

i'm not supposed to be online..

but here am i anyway so i'll make the best of it =D

i actually made a promise lah not to go online during the weekdays.

but going home early for once, the computer tempted me. even though i know i have ALOT of homework.

its so fun to finally be online. heeeeheee.

i actually have nothing to blog.

OH.

yusoffian idol.

seriously there only few reasons i was there is:
1. Candice is there. must support.
2. Give some moral support to chou peng too. who didn't get in anyway.
3. got air-con!
4. i thought mr alan wong will be there to suan some people lah...and let me have a good laugh...well somebody else TRIED...

and...seriously...with the exception of one or two..

it wasn't really very good.

enough of YI idol.

please people. these people who come out from all this american idol, singapore idol, prject superstar, campus superstar...

REALLY, THEY CANNOT MAKE IT ONE LAH!

give an 5 examples of people who have, apparently "made it". WITH THE EXCEPTION OF
KELLY CLARKSON, MIND YOU.

even if zhi yang or whatever his name is is super duper handsome or whatever the crap, i seriously doubt he will go far.

okay enough blogging.

or all the fans of zhi yang will come after me.

new skin.

okay. not very new. i actually did it during the december holidays. but i didn't really had time to update it.

and i actually wanted to change my skin on friday at rach's but the computer was needed.

on friday, when i was preparing to go to school, i heard that song again.

one of my all-time favourites. it's a very old song. unless you're a Grease/ONJ fan, i don't think you've heard of time.

by the way. this vid of her is ugly. its just her voice that is nice. but when ONJ(Olivia Newton John, by the way) was filming Grease, she rocked.

Hopelessly Devoted To You
by Olivia Newton John
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you

I know, I'm just a fool
Who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see
There's nothing left for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now, there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying
Fool, forget him
My heart is saying
Don't let him go
Hold on to the end
That's what i intend to to
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now, there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you