Okay. Oh my gosh. My head is still reeling with emotions.
No, silly, nothing happened to me. I just read and finished a book, that's all.
OH MY GOSH.
Why did I go to the school library today and happened to have chanced upon The Princess Diaries, Volume VIII - Princess On The Brink?
I should have guessed it from the title - Princess ON THE BRINK. MIA. SHE'S ON THE BRINK.
It was terrible!
Okay technically speaking Meg Cabot has not lost her wonderful writing skills. The book is beautiful.
But.
MIA BROKE UP WITH MICHAEL! WHY? SHE KISSED J.P! WHY? LILLY HATES HER? WHY? (Actually that was because J.P. was Lilly's boyfriend)
Most of all.
THE STORY ENDED WITH MIA EMAILING MICHAEL AN APOLOGY! AND IT WASN'T MUCH OF AN APOLOGY, HER EMAIL WENT "I'M SO SORRY, MICHAEL."
Are there torn pages in this book? Like, missing pages? It's new, but someone could have ripped the last pages off out of fury. Or something.
No. The book's whole.
I finished this book on the train from Tampines to Bukit Batok, including the time when I just stopped right outside BB MRT cos I wanted to finish the last few pages of the book. I nearly want to bawl my eyes out, too.
I mean, if you told me that in the 4th or 5th (I happen to have book 1 to 5) or even the 6th or 7th book that Mia and Michael (oh look, M&Ms, reminds me of the time I had a M&Ms craving back in sec 4) would break up I would laugh my ass off.
But they did. Because Michael - never mind.
Yeah. Never mind. Everyone of you now is probably thinking I'm insane, or didn't even to bother to read this post.
I was laughing at Mia's silly antics on the train.
And I started crying when she did, too. Of course I didn't have tears rolling down my faces and plenty of wet splotches on the book.
But my eyes were so full with tears that I had to BEG MYSELF to please, do not cry on the MRT. Everyone will think you are even more insane when you laughed at a book.
This reminds of the time when I got the last Harry Potter book, and I read it all in one day, practically crying myself dry.
But that was at home. And the last book was tragic. It was inevitable that people had to DIE.
But this is Mia and New York. It was NOT inevitable. She could NOT break up with him in the first place and NOT kiss stupid J.P. (actually it was an accident) who anyway should NOT have offered to bring her to watch Beauty and The Beast (Mia's favourite show) with seats for the top box just to cheer both of them up.
But Meg Cabot wouldn't have any readers left, as the people who grew up reading her first few books of Princess Diaries would have (like me) grown up by now, and wouldn't be really entertained with how Mia spends her time having princess lessons with Grandmere.
THIS IS NOT AN OBSESSION! STOP LAUGHING AT ME!
Anyway, about what I said, that reading books is like having sex. I retract that.
AND rephrase it.
Reading a NEW book is like a virgin having sex. You know, The First Time?
Not that I know what that feels seeing that I'm still a big V (and if not for the pregnancy thing that comes along with it actually I think - never mind) but that's what I feel when I read a book that I have not read before.
It's like, the first emotions, the first time you're reading something like this, and everything makes you want to go to the end (I just plain want to find out what happens in the end man).
But the 2nd and 3rd and consequent times, hmmm, not really.
That's why I don't really read books for more than 2 times unless I own them.
This post is really long. Thank God for blogging, I think I've recovered from the shock already. Dinner time.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Jude Deveraux
Have you heard of her? After spending 2 wonderful days alone in the school library (not the whole day, of course) reading 2 of her books, I feel like a new woman, hahahahahahahahah!
Reading her books are like reading a mature version of the love and fun found in the Princess Diaries combined with mysteries from Artemis Fowl.
I am serious. Though her books are filled with lust and sex (I'm not that inclined, by the way), her stories of time travel (Legend, 1996) and the unfathomables of men and women are very, very very intriguing.
I mean it! Read Legend. You can't borrow it now from the school library since this book is right beside me now.
Reading is my 3rd love. You don't have to know who/what are the 1st and 2nd. But give me 12 hours in a library (best with no air con so that it isn't that cold) with NO ONE disturbing me. That is nearly heaven, lol. Nearly.
Throw in a really comfy sofa.
The girls in her stories are pretty similar. Temperance O' Neil from Temptation, 2000, and Kade Long from Legend are very the same - they don't really trust men, even the ones they really love, and somewhere some how they are deluded into thinking they love someone else or they don't love anyone at all.
They are usually thrown into difficult situations, and it is in these situations the strong spirit of the girls are brought out, and it is heartwarming to read that they end up with good lives and loving husbands.
Do you know reading a book is like having sex?
I'm not kidding.
When you just start reading a book, it's like a budding romance. It might start off slow, and there's a lot of details to everything. Throughout the book the interest deepen, and there is a desire to want to finish the book otherwise I'll go bonkers not knowing what happens in the end.
Ok I think I don't want to go into details.
BUT my point is that I love reading books.
And that I'm in the middle of BCS class.
Actually, what happens in her books are pretty impossible. In both that I've read, the men try all sorts of ways (not evil, but they do lie) so as to ensure that the woman they love would stay at the side.
The women is usually the main person in the story.
But anyway. It doesn't look like this is real in the 21st century. Does this happen to you? A guy likes you so much he's willing to lie to you for it?
I don't think men now are noble enough to do that. Actually I rather they don't lie.
Legend is good. Temptation is good for a lovers' story, but Legend is good for a mystery.
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I guess reading is my sanctuary, my way of running away from all the busy stuff and all the pain and loneliness.
Sometimes, the feelings protrayed by those women, I can relate to them. Cos sometimes that's how I feel.
Actually reading the books gives me a 3rd person view of my own situation.
It's not easy.
Have you heard of her? After spending 2 wonderful days alone in the school library (not the whole day, of course) reading 2 of her books, I feel like a new woman, hahahahahahahahah!
Reading her books are like reading a mature version of the love and fun found in the Princess Diaries combined with mysteries from Artemis Fowl.
I am serious. Though her books are filled with lust and sex (I'm not that inclined, by the way), her stories of time travel (Legend, 1996) and the unfathomables of men and women are very, very very intriguing.
I mean it! Read Legend. You can't borrow it now from the school library since this book is right beside me now.
Reading is my 3rd love. You don't have to know who/what are the 1st and 2nd. But give me 12 hours in a library (best with no air con so that it isn't that cold) with NO ONE disturbing me. That is nearly heaven, lol. Nearly.
Throw in a really comfy sofa.
The girls in her stories are pretty similar. Temperance O' Neil from Temptation, 2000, and Kade Long from Legend are very the same - they don't really trust men, even the ones they really love, and somewhere some how they are deluded into thinking they love someone else or they don't love anyone at all.
They are usually thrown into difficult situations, and it is in these situations the strong spirit of the girls are brought out, and it is heartwarming to read that they end up with good lives and loving husbands.
Do you know reading a book is like having sex?
I'm not kidding.
When you just start reading a book, it's like a budding romance. It might start off slow, and there's a lot of details to everything. Throughout the book the interest deepen, and there is a desire to want to finish the book otherwise I'll go bonkers not knowing what happens in the end.
Ok I think I don't want to go into details.
BUT my point is that I love reading books.
And that I'm in the middle of BCS class.
Actually, what happens in her books are pretty impossible. In both that I've read, the men try all sorts of ways (not evil, but they do lie) so as to ensure that the woman they love would stay at the side.
The women is usually the main person in the story.
But anyway. It doesn't look like this is real in the 21st century. Does this happen to you? A guy likes you so much he's willing to lie to you for it?
I don't think men now are noble enough to do that. Actually I rather they don't lie.
Legend is good. Temptation is good for a lovers' story, but Legend is good for a mystery.
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I guess reading is my sanctuary, my way of running away from all the busy stuff and all the pain and loneliness.
Sometimes, the feelings protrayed by those women, I can relate to them. Cos sometimes that's how I feel.
Actually reading the books gives me a 3rd person view of my own situation.
It's not easy.
Monday, January 28, 2008
I can hear it.
The voice of my inner being, the good one, calling out to me.
"Thiew Min Min, stop living in DreamLand!"
"Stop pushing the snooze button on your life alarm clock!"
Funny, I think I just did that.
I'm tired, and I want to slide into dreams of nothingness, where things like this won't pop into my mind when I'm taking a bath in the middle of the night, which has become a routine for me recently.
I like this song on Sabby's blog. She posted it up recently, but cos I like it (it's really unique) and the movie from which it's from looks interesting so here it is.
Anyone Else But You
Your part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I'm always tryin to keep it real,
Now I'm in love with how you feel,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,My body swings from side to side,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.
I HAVE TO WATCH JUNO! Anyone willing to take me? ): Take me out of this busy time, and into a nice cinema, preferably with comfy chairs and a huge screen.
The voice of my inner being, the good one, calling out to me.
"Thiew Min Min, stop living in DreamLand!"
"Stop pushing the snooze button on your life alarm clock!"
Funny, I think I just did that.
I'm tired, and I want to slide into dreams of nothingness, where things like this won't pop into my mind when I'm taking a bath in the middle of the night, which has become a routine for me recently.
I like this song on Sabby's blog. She posted it up recently, but cos I like it (it's really unique) and the movie from which it's from looks interesting so here it is.
Anyone Else But You
Your part time lover and a full time friend,
The monkey on the back is the latest trend,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Here is a church and here is a steeple,
We sure are cute for two ugly people,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
We both have shiny happy fits of rage,
I want more fans, you want more stage,
Don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I'm always tryin to keep it real,
Now I'm in love with how you feel,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train,
I kiss you all starry eyed,My body swings from side to side,
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
The pebbles forgive me,
The trees forgive me,
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
I don't see what anyone can see,
In anyone else,
But you.
I HAVE TO WATCH JUNO! Anyone willing to take me? ): Take me out of this busy time, and into a nice cinema, preferably with comfy chairs and a huge screen.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Sorry for the lack of updates, they're attributed to many deadlines and work.
New year, new vision, stick by it, girl.
Don't let the material change the characteristics.
I'm in Raffles City's Starbucks now, finishing up on BCS. I'm done with my bit, and waiting for the rest to finish up on their part, and then I'll start on another part.
Confusing? It's ok. It doesn't apply to you.
HO ho ho.
This internet connection (wireless@SG) is not very stable. So I have to blog quickly.
Well, it's been quite busy for me, but with just one more project and presentation to go, it should be fine.
No, I'm fine, really.
最后的机会把自己的生活搞好。
不要后悔！向前看。
Meantime I have plenty of other things to distract me.
Aw shit who am I kidding.
New year, new vision, stick by it, girl.
Don't let the material change the characteristics.
I'm in Raffles City's Starbucks now, finishing up on BCS. I'm done with my bit, and waiting for the rest to finish up on their part, and then I'll start on another part.
Confusing? It's ok. It doesn't apply to you.
HO ho ho.
This internet connection (wireless@SG) is not very stable. So I have to blog quickly.
Well, it's been quite busy for me, but with just one more project and presentation to go, it should be fine.
No, I'm fine, really.
最后的机会把自己的生活搞好。
不要后悔！向前看。
Meantime I have plenty of other things to distract me.
Aw shit who am I kidding.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I got this from Jackson's blog! Quite surprised that he has this sorta stuff in his blog, but yeah.
Actually, not all of these are true.
this is really sweet........
When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person
....
Find a Guy . who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Sweet aite! Vivian ma chea wei, my dear girl, you-know-who should like, see this.
Then he'll, ya, appreciate you better. :D :D
Don't worry, Sabby and I appreciate you too :P
But honestly to find such a romantic guy who isn't a sticker, let you have freedom at the same time, not easy.
Looking at them (won't say who, better not LOL), I wonder if she has time for him. Like, all her time are with us!
Well not all, but I do wonder.
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Family means a lot to many of us. This Chinese New Year, are you going to spend it just like any other year?
Renuion dinner, gamble with cousins, shopping....
Why not do a little something special? Have a little family activity to bond everyone together.
Ah, done with dinner. Now, to work (:
Actually, not all of these are true.
this is really sweet........
When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person
....
Find a Guy . who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '
Sweet aite! Vivian ma chea wei, my dear girl, you-know-who should like, see this.
Then he'll, ya, appreciate you better. :D :D
Don't worry, Sabby and I appreciate you too :P
But honestly to find such a romantic guy who isn't a sticker, let you have freedom at the same time, not easy.
Looking at them (won't say who, better not LOL), I wonder if she has time for him. Like, all her time are with us!
Well not all, but I do wonder.
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Family means a lot to many of us. This Chinese New Year, are you going to spend it just like any other year?
Renuion dinner, gamble with cousins, shopping....
Why not do a little something special? Have a little family activity to bond everyone together.
Ah, done with dinner. Now, to work (:
What's left:
- BCS, plus presentation
- OB (tomorrow) plus presentation
- Jap role play
- Commsk 2 summative test
Oh well. God grant me greater capacity to handle everything! (:
I'm not going for DnD, nor I don't think I can make it for the class chalet. I'm sorry everyone! This holiday I will work my ass off.
Yes, Min is going to work her ass off.
I can do a lot of things to do for you God, tell me what you want me to do!
But.
Grah.
我不是一个人。记得，你也不是一个人。We have God with us. He's just there, waiting for us to to open our hearts to him.
I am not alone. I have God with me. (:
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Poo poo day.
I have 15 mins to leave the house and get to school on time.
I haven't changed, nor eaten my breakfast.
Nor have I finished my assignment due in 2 hours (i.e. when I reach school)
All I feel like doing is to blog, though. Screw the others.
What about... what about what?
I wish I stay near school, so now I would still be sleeping. My only progress is that my contact lens are on. The ever ai mei-ness in me.
Sometimes I do wish it doesn't have to be this way, my life, but then, that's what makes life move.
I'm 18 this year. Apparently I can learn to drive, and go clubbing, and watch M18 movies, and buy alcohol and blah blah blah blah...
What's the point? There's only one thing in my mind.
"18! So old! Umm, can I have a car?"
:D
I have 15 mins to leave the house and get to school on time.
I haven't changed, nor eaten my breakfast.
Nor have I finished my assignment due in 2 hours (i.e. when I reach school)
All I feel like doing is to blog, though. Screw the others.
What about... what about what?
I wish I stay near school, so now I would still be sleeping. My only progress is that my contact lens are on. The ever ai mei-ness in me.
Sometimes I do wish it doesn't have to be this way, my life, but then, that's what makes life move.
I'm 18 this year. Apparently I can learn to drive, and go clubbing, and watch M18 movies, and buy alcohol and blah blah blah blah...
What's the point? There's only one thing in my mind.
"18! So old! Umm, can I have a car?"
:D
Saturday, January 19, 2008
I feel so much better now.
Like, after cell group. Because we had ministry today.
Jessica spoke over my life, she was so right about it. I think I cried a little over one litre of tears (sorry for the pun), but yeah. haha.
God is good! I have nothing else to say. (:
He's always there when we need him, knocking on the door of our hearts. Only when we open the door to let Him in can we feel His presence and hear His word.
Like, after cell group. Because we had ministry today.
Jessica spoke over my life, she was so right about it. I think I cried a little over one litre of tears (sorry for the pun), but yeah. haha.
God is good! I have nothing else to say. (:
He's always there when we need him, knocking on the door of our hearts. Only when we open the door to let Him in can we feel His presence and hear His word.
Min's List of Really, Really Tireds
1. I'm really, really tired of projects
2. I'm really, really tired from waking so early everyday
3. I'm really, really tired having to work with some people but thank God that's going to be over soon
4. I'm really, really tired of Japanese
5. I'm really, really tired of Microecons
6. I'm really, really tired of thinking so much
7. I'm really, really tired of having to do so many things
8. I'm really, really tired of having so many appointments
9. I'm really, really tired of having no money for this and that
but most of all,
10. I'm really, really tired of being really, really tired.
And I guess everyone else is, with all the deadlines coming up. I don't have any right to complain.
But this is my blog, cut me some slack.
Woke up so early to do transport for children's church later.
Thank God that I finished the songsheet for cell group later. I like today's one, haha.
Actually I had a great time last night when the full-time funkies met up @ Causeway point. We had our usual bout of being really crazy. Of course there were photos.
I don't have them. As usual, Vivien has them. I've got them Vivo ones, and guys I promise to blog about the Vivo trip in our blog soon.
Even though last night was such a short meeting time (only 730 - 930 pm) at least we managed to spend some time with each other, and that's really important (:
Okay gotta go change and have my breakfast.
1. I'm really, really tired of projects
2. I'm really, really tired from waking so early everyday
3. I'm really, really tired having to work with some people but thank God that's going to be over soon
4. I'm really, really tired of Japanese
5. I'm really, really tired of Microecons
6. I'm really, really tired of thinking so much
7. I'm really, really tired of having to do so many things
8. I'm really, really tired of having so many appointments
9. I'm really, really tired of having no money for this and that
but most of all,
10. I'm really, really tired of being really, really tired.
And I guess everyone else is, with all the deadlines coming up. I don't have any right to complain.
But this is my blog, cut me some slack.
Woke up so early to do transport for children's church later.
Thank God that I finished the songsheet for cell group later. I like today's one, haha.
Actually I had a great time last night when the full-time funkies met up @ Causeway point. We had our usual bout of being really crazy. Of course there were photos.
I don't have them. As usual, Vivien has them. I've got them Vivo ones, and guys I promise to blog about the Vivo trip in our blog soon.
Even though last night was such a short meeting time (only 730 - 930 pm) at least we managed to spend some time with each other, and that's really important (:
Okay gotta go change and have my breakfast.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Look at this blog.
So much love! Food = love. Don't hesitate. Take a look at this lady's blog, and feel the love radiating through her blog posts.
Have you ever read something so inspiring?
Well it's certainly a lot more interesting than the 2 little girls sitting in front of me trying to put on make up for each other. Ugly.
Glutenfreegirl have many gluten-free recipes in her blog, suited for those who cannot eat gluten (HTM students, we learnt this in FBfun). They are very interesting, and look scrumptious anyway.
Things like this always happen, something unexpected. I was on the main page of Blogger reading about how they came up with a new way to arrange Blogger for languages read right-to-left, when I saw, on the right, a list of blogs featured.
This blog's name looked appealing, so I took a quick peek.
And discovered something new! (:
So much love! Food = love. Don't hesitate. Take a look at this lady's blog, and feel the love radiating through her blog posts.
Have you ever read something so inspiring?
Well it's certainly a lot more interesting than the 2 little girls sitting in front of me trying to put on make up for each other. Ugly.
Glutenfreegirl have many gluten-free recipes in her blog, suited for those who cannot eat gluten (HTM students, we learnt this in FBfun). They are very interesting, and look scrumptious anyway.
Things like this always happen, something unexpected. I was on the main page of Blogger reading about how they came up with a new way to arrange Blogger for languages read right-to-left, when I saw, on the right, a list of blogs featured.
This blog's name looked appealing, so I took a quick peek.
And discovered something new! (:
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Oh, I so wanted to shit about micro econs today, but my teacher totally offered me the PERFECT solution.
So now, my life's a BIT better. Just a bit.
You know it's like, I totally know the solution, but I'm kind of not doing it? Quite dumb, right?
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. rrr. rrrrrrrr. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
To give your heart a song to sing
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
And a cozy fire to keep you warm
And most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love
Actually, I don't think anyone around me listens to Lisa Ono. She's this Jap jazz singer. Bought the CD in 2001, and since I was a young little tot then, I didn't know how to appreciate it other then "so relaxing to listen to".
Now, grow up le, 18 years old le.
OH MY GAWD DAMN OLD.
Sean said, Min, if you don't like being busy yourself, why plan ahead of time?
I said cos there are activities what.
But honestly? I don't know. It's a reflex reaction I have (to plan ahead, that is) when things come my way.
HTM, can.
No, cannot.
I'm gonna lose my self-control anytime.
So now, my life's a BIT better. Just a bit.
You know it's like, I totally know the solution, but I'm kind of not doing it? Quite dumb, right?
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. rrr. rrrrrrrr. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health
And more than wealth
I wish you love
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best
I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
And a cozy fire to keep you warm
And most of all
When snowflakes fall
I wish you love
Actually, I don't think anyone around me listens to Lisa Ono. She's this Jap jazz singer. Bought the CD in 2001, and since I was a young little tot then, I didn't know how to appreciate it other then "so relaxing to listen to".
Now, grow up le, 18 years old le.
OH MY GAWD DAMN OLD.
Sean said, Min, if you don't like being busy yourself, why plan ahead of time?
I said cos there are activities what.
But honestly? I don't know. It's a reflex reaction I have (to plan ahead, that is) when things come my way.
HTM, can.
No, cannot.
I'm gonna lose my self-control anytime.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
It's 7.46 AM as I'm typing this.
Why am I up and online so early?
This is what you get when you don't want to do your work at night - you wake up early the next morning to chiong.
I want my breakfast man. Sigh.
Today, it's a heavy, heavy, heavy day.
很多时后，我们要为身边的家庭和朋友着想。为自己而做出的决定，有可能会影响到别人。
我知道是我对不起你，但是你比许要懂：你不是自己一个人在痛苦。
It's up to you whether you choose to believe that or not.
Why am I up and online so early?
This is what you get when you don't want to do your work at night - you wake up early the next morning to chiong.
I want my breakfast man. Sigh.
Today, it's a heavy, heavy, heavy day.
很多时后，我们要为身边的家庭和朋友着想。为自己而做出的决定，有可能会影响到别人。
我知道是我对不起你，但是你比许要懂：你不是自己一个人在痛苦。
It's up to you whether you choose to believe that or not.
Monday, January 14, 2008
Pride.
It marks on our actions, and our desires.
Pride is the beginning of many falling-outs, and the end for many beginnings.
I thought over it and got my answer.
Pride.
Sometimes you may think that you've already put down your pride, but all you did was to just use that as a convenient excuse.
What is putting down our pride?
Is it giving up all for something important?
Giving up embarrassessment to kneel before God.
Doing what's different for something extraordinary.
Facing the norm to do the unique.
It marks on our actions, and our desires.
Pride is the beginning of many falling-outs, and the end for many beginnings.
I thought over it and got my answer.
Pride.
Sometimes you may think that you've already put down your pride, but all you did was to just use that as a convenient excuse.
What is putting down our pride?
Is it giving up all for something important?
Giving up embarrassessment to kneel before God.
Doing what's different for something extraordinary.
Facing the norm to do the unique.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Oh I'm back. Something very funny happened just now.
I was standing at my sink, and washing my dinner stuff. Then I was there, thinking, why my stomach so pain ah, even though I don't feel like going to the toilet?
I thought over that for a long time.
Then... I realised...
It's not my stomach pain can. It's cramps la. Cramps. Period. Cramps. Ya?
Stupid. took me a whole 5 minutes to realise that.
I was standing at my sink, and washing my dinner stuff. Then I was there, thinking, why my stomach so pain ah, even though I don't feel like going to the toilet?
I thought over that for a long time.
Then... I realised...
It's not my stomach pain can. It's cramps la. Cramps. Period. Cramps. Ya?
Stupid. took me a whole 5 minutes to realise that.
Fast Facts About Min's Sunday.
I woke up really early. Cos I slept early last night!
Pst. Tan preached about Forgiveness today. Learnt a lot, like actually, FORGIVE NOT EQUAL TO FORGET LEH. wah. That one was a total shocker.
Want to see more? Call this number...ah no la. HAHA. Just MSN/SMS/email me.
I wasted 1 hour of my life at Jurong Point today. ALONE. Finding Popular.
I found it at the basement. Jurong Point sure changed a lot. No more Liberty supermarket.
I wasted another half an hour and 5 bucks at Raffles City Starbucks.
I got my period (Bad news).
I got my period (Good news).
I just finished dinner.
I hate being emo. LOL. Emo = min? NO LA. YOU FAIL ABC AH.
I got cramps now.
I need to go do my cue cards for tomorrow's presentation.
I'm gonna sleep by 1130 pm.
I woke up really early. Cos I slept early last night!
Pst. Tan preached about Forgiveness today. Learnt a lot, like actually, FORGIVE NOT EQUAL TO FORGET LEH. wah. That one was a total shocker.
Want to see more? Call this number...ah no la. HAHA. Just MSN/SMS/email me.
I wasted 1 hour of my life at Jurong Point today. ALONE. Finding Popular.
I found it at the basement. Jurong Point sure changed a lot. No more Liberty supermarket.
I wasted another half an hour and 5 bucks at Raffles City Starbucks.
I got my period (Bad news).
I got my period (Good news).
I just finished dinner.
I hate being emo. LOL. Emo = min? NO LA. YOU FAIL ABC AH.
I got cramps now.
I need to go do my cue cards for tomorrow's presentation.
I'm gonna sleep by 1130 pm.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
That's 2 blog posts in Chinese, and I'm already sick of it. I think I'll go bilingual.
就是说，在写日几时两个语文都用。
Finally had a bit of time today to spend with my mom, only to be called to go off for ministry.
I actually cried over that. Pek chek!
Actually, I cry over anything these few days. But HEY! I haven't been able to spend time with my family properly for a long time already.
I'm serious. Ever since my dad started working again he's been coming home late, and I've been going home late from school and everything.
Sigh. I make a terrible daughter.
I make a terrible friend too.
I haven't been spending time with Funkadelics, with TPSU subcomm, with Scythia, with Fyrtho.
How to survive FO like that! Aiyo.
其实我自己也不知道我到底在忙什么东西。
每天从学校回家，累到半死的样子。爸爸妈妈看了也不知道要跟我说什么话。
今天终算听到一件非常好的喜事，Jess is attached! Don't know who the lucky guy is other then his name is Samuel, but I know Jess would be very happy with him. She looks happy today (:
I SAID SUCKIN' TOO HARD ON YOUR LOLLIPOP oh LOVE'S GONNA GET YOU DOWN.
Mika 的歌全都很特别。
Here's a list! Haven't made one in a long time.
What Do Min Feel According To What She Wears.
Of course I have these colours for tops. Duh. My cupboard is right beside me and it's open.
Red - Cheery
Green - Anytime colour. It's my favourite.
White - Down-to-earth.
Black - It's a cold day.
Orange - Naughty.
Pink - Even Naughtier, even playful.
Purple - Sombre.
Jeans - Dress down day, or it's really cold.
Skirt (long) - Dress up day
Skirt (short) - Naughty day
Leggings - Comfy day
Dress - VERY dress up day.
Big shirts - Stay-at-home day.
Shorts - Same.
Make up - I woke up early that day (Obviously I do not wake up early at all).
Hairband - Little girl day.
Heels - I feel low (emotionally la. not physically).
Flats - Comfy, happy, secure.
Slippers - Carefree.
I like lists. I can type endlessly.
如果真的已我想象中一样，我真的会“一无所有”。
好了，就此离笔。哈哈！As if I writing composition.
就是说，在写日几时两个语文都用。
Finally had a bit of time today to spend with my mom, only to be called to go off for ministry.
I actually cried over that. Pek chek!
Actually, I cry over anything these few days. But HEY! I haven't been able to spend time with my family properly for a long time already.
I'm serious. Ever since my dad started working again he's been coming home late, and I've been going home late from school and everything.
Sigh. I make a terrible daughter.
I make a terrible friend too.
I haven't been spending time with Funkadelics, with TPSU subcomm, with Scythia, with Fyrtho.
How to survive FO like that! Aiyo.
其实我自己也不知道我到底在忙什么东西。
每天从学校回家，累到半死的样子。爸爸妈妈看了也不知道要跟我说什么话。
今天终算听到一件非常好的喜事，Jess is attached! Don't know who the lucky guy is other then his name is Samuel, but I know Jess would be very happy with him. She looks happy today (:
I SAID SUCKIN' TOO HARD ON YOUR LOLLIPOP oh LOVE'S GONNA GET YOU DOWN.
Mika 的歌全都很特别。
Here's a list! Haven't made one in a long time.
What Do Min Feel According To What She Wears.
Of course I have these colours for tops. Duh. My cupboard is right beside me and it's open.
Red - Cheery
Green - Anytime colour. It's my favourite.
White - Down-to-earth.
Black - It's a cold day.
Orange - Naughty.
Pink - Even Naughtier, even playful.
Purple - Sombre.
Jeans - Dress down day, or it's really cold.
Skirt (long) - Dress up day
Skirt (short) - Naughty day
Leggings - Comfy day
Dress - VERY dress up day.
Big shirts - Stay-at-home day.
Shorts - Same.
Make up - I woke up early that day (Obviously I do not wake up early at all).
Hairband - Little girl day.
Heels - I feel low (emotionally la. not physically).
Flats - Comfy, happy, secure.
Slippers - Carefree.
I like lists. I can type endlessly.
如果真的已我想象中一样，我真的会“一无所有”。
好了，就此离笔。哈哈！As if I writing composition.
Friday, January 11, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
I feel a really heavy weight on my shoulders.
No, I feel several.
WHAT IS WITH HTM, ANYWAY? WHY THE HECK DO WE HAVE SO MANY MODULES AT ONE TIME?
Anyway, I wanna say something about 2008.
I didn't blog about a Happy New Year, so here's my (really late) 2008 post.
Dear 2008,
You came and started with a bang, but I didn't know you were there. See, too caught up with everything to even celebrate.
2008, I hope you'll be even better then 2007. I had the best times of my life for 2007, but I know that 2008 will be even better.
However, 2007 had a bad ending, so I hope I'll have a better ending for 2008.
I had a pretty bad start to 2008 too, so I hope 2009 will be much more...happening.
Oh, 2008, I'm 18 this year. Not that it will make a lot of difference, just probably some things in my life will be, uh, easily obtained. Well, easier then in 2007.
I hope I won't spend as much money as I did in 2007, but I think I'll spend even more money.
I think I'll also need a part-time job.
2008, I pray that you will be full of happiness, craziness and most of all relaxation cos SURE GOT A LOT OF PROJECTS IN SEMESTER 2.1 AND 2.2.
Also, here's my New Year's resolutions.
1. Get a job.
2. Take better care of my laptop.
3. Sleep earlier.
4. Eat properly.
I think those are the ATTAINABLE ones. You can forget about the rest. They never do come to pass.
Yours Sincerely, Min.
Anyway, I'm in the freezing library now. Screw those admin people for closing down the study rooms for Open House. What are the kids gonna do in them? Squish together like sardines in a can?
No, I feel several.
WHAT IS WITH HTM, ANYWAY? WHY THE HECK DO WE HAVE SO MANY MODULES AT ONE TIME?
Anyway, I wanna say something about 2008.
I didn't blog about a Happy New Year, so here's my (really late) 2008 post.
Dear 2008,
You came and started with a bang, but I didn't know you were there. See, too caught up with everything to even celebrate.
2008, I hope you'll be even better then 2007. I had the best times of my life for 2007, but I know that 2008 will be even better.
However, 2007 had a bad ending, so I hope I'll have a better ending for 2008.
I had a pretty bad start to 2008 too, so I hope 2009 will be much more...happening.
Oh, 2008, I'm 18 this year. Not that it will make a lot of difference, just probably some things in my life will be, uh, easily obtained. Well, easier then in 2007.
I hope I won't spend as much money as I did in 2007, but I think I'll spend even more money.
I think I'll also need a part-time job.
2008, I pray that you will be full of happiness, craziness and most of all relaxation cos SURE GOT A LOT OF PROJECTS IN SEMESTER 2.1 AND 2.2.
Also, here's my New Year's resolutions.
1. Get a job.
2. Take better care of my laptop.
3. Sleep earlier.
4. Eat properly.
I think those are the ATTAINABLE ones. You can forget about the rest. They never do come to pass.
Yours Sincerely, Min.
Anyway, I'm in the freezing library now. Screw those admin people for closing down the study rooms for Open House. What are the kids gonna do in them? Squish together like sardines in a can?
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Actually, I don't have any right really to say that I'm tired.
Everyone in HTM is tired! Marketing is something like FBfun. So strict. And it's due this friday.
So jia you everyone! Don't give up cos you're tired.
Look towards the holidays that are coming! 2 months. Well, around there!
We'll be able to have fun!
All the hard work will be paid of surely.
This sounds more like I'm trying to reassure myself.
It'll be over soon.
How am I supposed to explain it?
There's just so many things I wanna say, and so many things I wanna do.
But I don't know how to say it in words.
Everyone in HTM is tired! Marketing is something like FBfun. So strict. And it's due this friday.
So jia you everyone! Don't give up cos you're tired.
Look towards the holidays that are coming! 2 months. Well, around there!
We'll be able to have fun!
All the hard work will be paid of surely.
This sounds more like I'm trying to reassure myself.
It'll be over soon.
How am I supposed to explain it?
There's just so many things I wanna say, and so many things I wanna do.
But I don't know how to say it in words.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Oh man. So sad.
I was watching Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa, and I seriously watched til I cried. So sad! Imagine someone whom you used to hate lost his memories, fell in love with you, got back his old memories but forgot the new ones and only retained the fact that he hated you.
SOBS.
Lots of people judge their relationships according to all these love serials.
Anyway, here's a word puzzle.
"Serious organised, really enthralled, gosh, radical, entertaining, TOTALLY.
My decision. "
No prize for the winner, though.
Anyway, I hate people forcing me to do things I don't wanna do. But I hate it even more when I don't have to guts to tell that someone I don't wanna do it.
Easily manipulated, you could say.
Sometimes I'm really curious about how I make my decisions.
At times I am so rational, and yet when the crisis hits I'm at a loss what to do. Decisions are made hurriedly and thus, they end up not being the right ones.
Sometimes because of some situations some decisions have to be made, no choices are given. And when it comes to that, no one will be happy because the ending is not what anyone wanted.
Today Pastor talked about focus. To focus on something, and not get distracted by any means, will lead to success.
There are decisions to make.
I was watching Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa, and I seriously watched til I cried. So sad! Imagine someone whom you used to hate lost his memories, fell in love with you, got back his old memories but forgot the new ones and only retained the fact that he hated you.
SOBS.
Lots of people judge their relationships according to all these love serials.
Anyway, here's a word puzzle.
"Serious organised, really enthralled, gosh, radical, entertaining, TOTALLY.
My decision. "
No prize for the winner, though.
Anyway, I hate people forcing me to do things I don't wanna do. But I hate it even more when I don't have to guts to tell that someone I don't wanna do it.
Easily manipulated, you could say.
Sometimes I'm really curious about how I make my decisions.
At times I am so rational, and yet when the crisis hits I'm at a loss what to do. Decisions are made hurriedly and thus, they end up not being the right ones.
Sometimes because of some situations some decisions have to be made, no choices are given. And when it comes to that, no one will be happy because the ending is not what anyone wanted.
Today Pastor talked about focus. To focus on something, and not get distracted by any means, will lead to success.
There are decisions to make.
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Meetings, marketing, meetings, project, meetings, hotels, meetings, havingtotahan, meetings, showoffs, meetings, proudshittyassholes...
AHHH
I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST.
I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE IN MY GROUP. YOU ALWAYS ACT SO BIG AND MIGHTY. TO YOU I HAV NO CONTRIBUTION, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE YOU SHOOT DOWN EVERYTHING I SAY. HELLOOOO...???
I'M JUST MAKING A POINT, JUST MAKING A STATEMENT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE A JOKE OUT OF EVERYTHING.
and like a small kid i will say..
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU GET OUTTTTTTTTTTTT OF MY LIFE YOU SUCKER!
what is wrong with _____ anyway? idiot.
AHHH
I NEED TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST.
I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE IN MY GROUP. YOU ALWAYS ACT SO BIG AND MIGHTY. TO YOU I HAV NO CONTRIBUTION, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE YOU SHOOT DOWN EVERYTHING I SAY. HELLOOOO...???
I'M JUST MAKING A POINT, JUST MAKING A STATEMENT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE A JOKE OUT OF EVERYTHING.
and like a small kid i will say..
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU GET OUTTTTTTTTTTTT OF MY LIFE YOU SUCKER!
what is wrong with _____ anyway? idiot.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Happy New Year.
Have a great 2008, people.
2007 was good, but it will be even better in 2008
2007 was terrible, but 2008 will be smashing.
I don't know how to use words to describe anymore.
Hello? Are you there?
But I'm not.
I can't.
And it doesn't have to be that way for all of us.
Have a good day celebrating, people.
It's Raining On Prom Night
From the Grease soundtrack
I was deprived of a young girl's dream
By the cruel force of nature from the blue
Instead of a night full of romance supreme
All I got was a runny nose and Asiatic flu
It's raining on prom night, my hair is a mess
It's running all over my taffeta dress
It's wilting the quilting on my Maidenform
And mascara flows right down my nose
Because of the storm
I don't even have my corsage, oh gee
It fell down a sewer with my sister's ID
Yes, it's raining on prom night
Oh my darling, what can I do? I miss you
It's raining rain from the skies
And it's raining real tears from my eyes, over you
Oh dear God, make him feel the same way I do right now
Make him want to see me again -
Oh what can I do
It's raining rain from the skies
It's raining tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh raining on prom night
Ooh raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Ooh raining, ooh raining on prom night...
Some cute girl sad cos she can't go to the prom night cos it was raining, HAHA!
Have a great 2008, people.
2007 was good, but it will be even better in 2008
2007 was terrible, but 2008 will be smashing.
I don't know how to use words to describe anymore.
Hello? Are you there?
But I'm not.
I can't.
And it doesn't have to be that way for all of us.
Have a good day celebrating, people.
It's Raining On Prom Night
From the Grease soundtrack
I was deprived of a young girl's dream
By the cruel force of nature from the blue
Instead of a night full of romance supreme
All I got was a runny nose and Asiatic flu
It's raining on prom night, my hair is a mess
It's running all over my taffeta dress
It's wilting the quilting on my Maidenform
And mascara flows right down my nose
Because of the storm
I don't even have my corsage, oh gee
It fell down a sewer with my sister's ID
Yes, it's raining on prom night
Oh my darling, what can I do? I miss you
It's raining rain from the skies
And it's raining real tears from my eyes, over you
Oh dear God, make him feel the same way I do right now
Make him want to see me again -
Oh what can I do
It's raining rain from the skies
It's raining tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Raining, ooh raining on prom night
Ooh raining, ooh tears from my eyes over you
Ooh raining, ooh raining on prom night...
Some cute girl sad cos she can't go to the prom night cos it was raining, HAHA!
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