omg, so many things happened today!!! i'll start from the top
first, it was per usual, go school and all. and i had to do class cleanliness. so i missed morning assembly. why is morning so assembly so important today??? because they talked about BLOGS! yes, what i am totally involved in! according to sharon, it was about friendster and blogs discriminating and cursing and whatsoevers at teachers of YISS. i shrugged it of because i thought it was about friendster not blogs.
later, i had another one of my STUPID TUMMY UPSETS(sickening), vomitted and went home AGAIN. so i missed out on all the subs after recess. and the very one before. bleahx. where was i? oh. well i went home got a rest and play GB(=PpPpPpP bleahx). after that dear came over and we talked and suddenly he told me that somebody(cant reveal the name) WAS SUSPENDED because he/she cursed a teacher through blogs! then i remembered what sharon said about the morning assembly. BLOGS BLOGS BLOGS!!! i mean like, (i not gonna start dissing teachers anyway) we have our rights! we were respecting the teacher by not telling STRAIGHT IN HER/HIS FACE WHAT WE THINK OF THEM!!! THIS IS OUR BLOGS! ONLINE DIARIES!!! WHO DOES NOT WRITE THEIR FEELINGS IN THEIR DIARIES!!! WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO! WE ALL DO!! EVEN THAT TEACHER(whoever it was)WAS AFFECTED HAVE THE RIGHT!!!
okay, i dont wanna make sucha biggie fuss. so. enough .
We Go Together
We go together, like rama, lama, lama, kadingy, kading-a-dong
Remember forever, as shoowop, shoowally, wally, yippity, boom-de-boom
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, that's the way it should be, wahoo,yeah
We're one of a kind, like yip, ayip, ayip, shoowa, sha wooly-woo
Our names are signed abooglde, booglede,booglede,booglede,shooby,shoowop,shabop
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, we'll always be like one,wa-wa-wa-one
When we go out at night, and stars are shining bright, up in the skiesabove
Or at the highschool dance, where you can find romance
Baby, it might be love
rama lama lama kadingy,kading-a-dong
shoowop, shoowally,wally yippity boom-de-boom
chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop
yip, ayip,ayip, ayip, shoowa, sha wooly-woo
booglede, boogldee, booglede,booglede, shooby shoowop, shabop
AWOMP BAMMA LOOMA AWOMP BAM BOOM!
We're for each other, like awomp bama looma awomp bam boom
Just like my brother, nanananana yippity, dippty doo
Chang-chang, changadee-chang-chibop, we'll always be together, wahoo,yeah
We'll always be together (repeats out)
that is the ending song for Grease the musical. IT RAWKS!!! anyone wanna watch? i totally recommend it. i have the VCD. =)
oh yea, just wanna say: i know you guys don't really like me and all. but, i'm in 2e1, you just have to accept that. tatas
Thursday, September 09, 2004
okay, so i DID say GunBound was boring. i ADMIT now that it IS fun. i'm addicted. oh sheesh. i am such a loser in there. hahaha...its so weird, coz i juz started yesterday when SOMEBODY installed in into my computer. curiosity got to me so i went in and POOF! exposed to a whole new world. okay, exaggeration, but fun it was. bleahx.
threw a party for adeline on the tuesday before. she was darn shocked she cried. quite satisfying. muahahahaha. but all we did was eat talk play talk eat play and watch tv hahaha...
i still like playing pokemon. at least i know what's my objective, not like in GB. i still don't know whats the point of going around in tiny lil' cute(i must admit) "thingies" shooting people and earning GOLD to buy avatars and repeating the whole process over and over again probably until you get sick of the whole game.
haha, i know a little sEcReT!
Sunday, September 05, 2004
lah lah lah...i'm sick of projects...='(...=)...=PpP *this girl is crazee*
so so sianx...e one wk sept. hols r here...so it means going out and out and out and out!!!! hahahahaha....i wannna go wild wild wild wild wild wild wet wet wet....sharon go k? haha...as if i'm so richh....haix. got my results back...not bad bahx...but can do betta. hmm. try again. especially mt mt mt mt....!!!!! its killing me. hmpfx. made a new skinny...SHE de...but dun think nice lehx. not muchie ppl dwl.
so so sianx...e one wk sept. hols r here...so it means going out and out and out and out!!!! hahahahaha....i wannna go wild wild wild wild wild wild wet wet wet....sharon go k? haha...as if i'm so richh....haix. got my results back...not bad bahx...but can do betta. hmm. try again. especially mt mt mt mt....!!!!! its killing me. hmpfx. made a new skinny...SHE de...but dun think nice lehx. not muchie ppl dwl.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Allstar
Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was lookin' kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead
Well, the years start comin' and they don't stop comin'
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground runnin'
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with takin' the back streets
You'll never know if you don't goY
ou'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey, now, you're an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you're a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin' stars break the mold
It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now, wait till you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture
The ice we skate is gettin' pretty thin
The waters gettin' warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire, how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored
Hey, now, you're an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you're a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin' stars break the mold
Go for the moonGo for the moon
Go for the moonGo for the moon
Hey, now, you're an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you're a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin' stars
Somebody once asked, "Could you spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place"
I said, "Yep, what a concept, I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change"
Well, the years start comin' and they don't stop comin'
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground runnin'
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart, but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go (Go)
You'll never shine if you don't glow
Hey, now, you're an All Star
Get your game on, go play
Hey, now, you're a Rock Star
Get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin' stars break the mold
And all that glitters is gold
Only shootin' stars break the mold
FINALLY!!!!!!!CHASMS is over over over OVER!!!! i am like, so relieved...haha.
seems like these few days many people are caught up in the webs of love. like ivan, 2e1 " [//Ivan\\] Waiting 4 U [//Ivan\\] " OR...well...some other people lah.
couple of interesting stories to share. right below:
STORY 1
When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space, they found out that the pens wouldn't work at zero gravity (Ink won't flow down to the writing surface). In order to solve this problem, it took them one decade and $12 million. They developed a pen that worked at zero gravity, upside down, underwater, in practically any surface including crystal and in a temperature range from below freezing to over 300 degrees C. And what did the Russians do.....?? The Russians used a PENCIL!!!
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STORY 2
One of the most memorable case studies on Japanese management was the case of the empty soap box, which happened in one of Japan's biggest cosmetics companies. The company received a complaint that a customer had bought a soap box empty. Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to the assembly line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the delivery department. For some reason, one soap box went through the assembly line empty. Management asked its engineers to solve the problem. Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine with high-resolution monitors manned by two people to watch all the soap boxes that passed though the line to make sure they were not empty. No doubt, they worked hard and they worked fast but they spent a whoopee amount to do so.
But when a rank-and-file employee in a small company was posed with the same problem, did not get into complications of X-rays, etc but instead came out with another solution. He bought a strong industrial electric fan and pointed it to the assembly line. He switched the fan on, and as each soap box passed the fan, it simply blew the empty boxes out of the line.
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Moral of the story: KISS (Keep It Simple, Stupid) i.e always look for simple solutions. Devise the simplest possible solutions that solves the problem =) so, learn to focus on solutions, not on problems.
"If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything. If you look at what you have in life, you have everything."
seems like these few days many people are caught up in the webs of love. like ivan, 2e1 " [//Ivan\\] Waiting 4 U [//Ivan\\] " OR...well...some other people lah.
couple of interesting stories to share. right below:
STORY 1
When NASA began the launch of astronauts into space, they found out that the pens wouldn't work at zero gravity (Ink won't flow down to the writing surface). In order to solve this problem, it took them one decade and $12 million. They developed a pen that worked at zero gravity, upside down, underwater, in practically any surface including crystal and in a temperature range from below freezing to over 300 degrees C. And what did the Russians do.....?? The Russians used a PENCIL!!!
STORY 2
One of the most memorable case studies on Japanese management was the case of the empty soap box, which happened in one of Japan's biggest cosmetics companies. The company received a complaint that a customer had bought a soap box empty. Immediately the authorities isolated the problem to the assembly line, which transported all the packaged boxes of soap to the delivery department. For some reason, one soap box went through the assembly line empty. Management asked its engineers to solve the problem. Post-haste, the engineers worked hard to devise an X-ray machine with high-resolution monitors manned by two people to watch all the soap boxes that passed though the line to make sure they were not empty. No doubt, they worked hard and they worked fast but they spent a whoopee amount to do so.
But when a rank-and-file employee in a small company was posed with the same problem, did not get into complications of X-rays, etc but instead came out with another solution. He bought a strong industrial electric fan and pointed it to the assembly line. He switched the fan on, and as each soap box passed the fan, it simply blew the empty boxes out of the line.
Moral of the story: KISS (Keep It Simple, Stupid) i.e always look for simple solutions. Devise the simplest possible solutions that solves the problem =) so, learn to focus on solutions, not on problems.
"If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything. If you look at what you have in life, you have everything."
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
CHASMS
gotta run man...haha...have fun...
- Chinese opera:
- this is cool. totally.
- got net shopping! cool!=PpP
- i am the laziest person in the world. here are the rest.
Malay dance:
Indian thingie:
gotta run man...haha...have fun...
This is for the attention of my fellow CHASMS project groupmates
Updated to-do list:
I was not able to find any information about the male costumes. So, we(Lijie and me) decided to change it into other things instead of only doing costumes.
- Chinese: opera(learnt some kewl facts during music. Did we, Lijie? =P)
- Malay: male Malay dance, again introduced during a music lesson.
- Indian: that Thaipusam(sorry Reghu if I've got it wrong) thingie where the males have to pierce their bodies and run on hot ashes...correct me if I'm wrong.
Here are some other changes to bo made and agreed on.
- Interviews. Please. Can we interview, properly interview Mrs Doris Lim or any other school "member"? I don't mind being the one to ask questions.
- Colours of the world. DIE DIE DIE!!! Can't find anything. Any kind soul who went for that remarkable session of CHASMS session where we played and talked about the colours of different races can tell me anything?? If not we'll have to change it to Eurasians or something like telling people who buy our 'zine where to get the best deals for traditional costumes(I like that. Can we have it?).
DEADLINE:(if possible)NEXT WEEK!!!!
readers, readers, i have not becum guai all of a sudden. i juz need 2 type this out sumwhere so i did it here. haha. arent i clever? and BY THE WAY, the pizza's EDIBLE. u wun die of food poisoning. trust me. i practically grew up eating it. no lah. juz kidding. but it was my lunch last sunday. i'm not dead yet, right? =PpP...
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Min's Perfect Pizza Dough
Enough for two twelve-inch pizzas
Ingredients:
one and one-third cups warm water
two teaspoons active dried yeast
three tablespoons olive oil
three and a half cups flour, sifted
Steps:
1)Mix everything except the flour together.
2)Sift the flour in a mixing bowl. Make a hole in the center.
3)Pour the mixture from 1 into the hole.
4)Mix everything together with a spoon. Use your hands to knead the batter into a dough that is smooth.
5)Cover the dough with a damp cloth. Leave it to rise for about one hour.
6)Divide the dough into two. Put them in separate bowls and let them rise for another twenty minutes.
7)Spread a thin layer of olive oil on a pizza pan or any other pan that is about twelve inches in diameter. Using your fingertips, flatten the dough on the pan. Top the pizza according to your taste and bake it for about twenty minutes in a temperature of one hundred and eighty degrees.
Tips and suggestions:
-Some toppings would be canned button mushrooms, pineapple cubes, ham, broccoli or capsicum.
-Instead of kneading with your hands your can use a food processor.
-Before flattening your dough on the pan, dip your fingers in olive oil. This makes it easier to handle the dough.
hahaha....not exactly my recipe. its from a book called cooking with FRIENDS(as in the sitcom) but i've edited some parts from experience. hahaha.
Enough for two twelve-inch pizzas
Ingredients:
one and one-third cups warm water
two teaspoons active dried yeast
three tablespoons olive oil
three and a half cups flour, sifted
Steps:
1)Mix everything except the flour together.
2)Sift the flour in a mixing bowl. Make a hole in the center.
3)Pour the mixture from 1 into the hole.
4)Mix everything together with a spoon. Use your hands to knead the batter into a dough that is smooth.
5)Cover the dough with a damp cloth. Leave it to rise for about one hour.
6)Divide the dough into two. Put them in separate bowls and let them rise for another twenty minutes.
7)Spread a thin layer of olive oil on a pizza pan or any other pan that is about twelve inches in diameter. Using your fingertips, flatten the dough on the pan. Top the pizza according to your taste and bake it for about twenty minutes in a temperature of one hundred and eighty degrees.
Tips and suggestions:
-Some toppings would be canned button mushrooms, pineapple cubes, ham, broccoli or capsicum.
-Instead of kneading with your hands your can use a food processor.
-Before flattening your dough on the pan, dip your fingers in olive oil. This makes it easier to handle the dough.
hahaha....not exactly my recipe. its from a book called cooking with FRIENDS(as in the sitcom) but i've edited some parts from experience. hahaha.
a long period of time had passed before we meet again, my friend.
har. har. har
tat's my way of saying long time nv psot liao.
got food poisoned on friday. practically puked my internal organs out.
hahaha i heard tat mr chui was teaching 2e1 on fri 4 PC coz mrs chuah wasn't there...hope he had a good tme...if u get wat i meant...muahahaha i am SO bad...
juz finished 2 pizzas for lunch. with my family, tat is. not only me.
i made them myself hahahaha....
sundays r like SO boring. i have absolutely nothing to do.
n deardear is on the other side of the world.
actually, juz the other side of singapore.
aiya no difference lah
mabe i'm gona do another skin
cIaO
Friday, August 13, 2004
Sunday, August 08, 2004
long time nv blog le!! haha...but this is so sian n a big waste of time
but aniwae, i juz read sumtink off sum1's blog...looks like SUMBODY'S ENJOYING IT! haha...u noe hu u r! hahahahaha.....when i read it i couldnt stop laughing...
k lah. i noe beri bad. i'll stop it k?
relax. dun burst a vein.
hm...tat person really beri boliao lehz..but if he/she likes it continue lor....but rewally wat u can gain out of it? money? or news of me jumping off e 12 floor? watever...
honestly.
haiz, like dear said, they r lowlife ppl.
like i said, they eat liaoz den nth 2 do....
anyway. dun think i dunno hu u r.
dinner time! muahahahaha....
Friday, July 30, 2004
There's a boy in my mind and he knows
I'm thinking of him
All my way through the day and the night
Stars shine above me
He's been gone for some time
But I know I truly love him
And i'm singing a song
Hoping he'll be back when he hears it
My heart goes shalalala
Shalala in the morning
Shalalala shalala in the sunshine
Shalalala shalala in the evening
Shalalala shalala just for you!
make some noise for the vengaboys!)
If your lucks gone away just like mine
You feel like crying
Sing along maybe once maybe twice
Lets try it together
Some sweet day no one knows he'll return and you'll be happy
Shouting sweet in a song
Listen to your heart it is singing
My heart goes shalalala
Shalala in the morning
Shalalala shalala in the sunshine
Shalalala shalala in the evening
Shalalala shalala just for you!
My heart goes shalalala
Shalala in the morning
Shalalala shalala in the sunshine
Shalalala shalala in the evening
Shalalala shalala just for you!
Shalalala shalala just for you!
Thursday, July 29, 2004
two songs by carpenters which is really nice...
Close To You
Why do birds suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
(*) On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue
(**) That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Repeat (*)
Repeat (**)
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Woo... Close to you...
Because We Are In Love
Children
It was more fun to be children
We just took life as it happened
Run thru the days
Don't look behind
Over wink of an eye and it's over
What a surprise to discover
We were people ourselves
What kind of people did we want to be
No answer ever came to me
I didn't sleep at all last night
Mom, I've come to you like yesterday
About today
Mom, I'm afraid
Hon, come and sit by my side
Listen to me
Words come so hard
But what my heart says
I will give you
Because you are in love
Your eyes begin to open
As if you had awoken from a sleep
Because you are in love
You use imagination
And lose your concentration
When someone drops his name
You're back in his arms as always
Your day-dreams work out that way
It's all just a trick you mind plays
The more love grows
The more it says the same
(Same little girl who's frightened)
But I love him so
(Same little girl who's sure)
That she loves him so
(Sees with a woman's vision knows what a woman knows)
Because we are in love
We reach for our tomorrows
And know we won't be lonely
In laughter and in sorrows
Where love abides
There is the place we'll keep our love forever
You and I
Because we are in love
When love abides
There is the place we'll keep our home forever
You and I
Beacuse we are in love
Close To You
Why do birds suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
(*) On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue
(**) That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Repeat (*)
Repeat (**)
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you
Woo... Close to you...
Because We Are In Love
Children
It was more fun to be children
We just took life as it happened
Run thru the days
Don't look behind
Over wink of an eye and it's over
What a surprise to discover
We were people ourselves
What kind of people did we want to be
No answer ever came to me
I didn't sleep at all last night
Mom, I've come to you like yesterday
About today
Mom, I'm afraid
Hon, come and sit by my side
Listen to me
Words come so hard
But what my heart says
I will give you
Because you are in love
Your eyes begin to open
As if you had awoken from a sleep
Because you are in love
You use imagination
And lose your concentration
When someone drops his name
You're back in his arms as always
Your day-dreams work out that way
It's all just a trick you mind plays
The more love grows
The more it says the same
(Same little girl who's frightened)
But I love him so
(Same little girl who's sure)
That she loves him so
(Sees with a woman's vision knows what a woman knows)
Because we are in love
We reach for our tomorrows
And know we won't be lonely
In laughter and in sorrows
Where love abides
There is the place we'll keep our love forever
You and I
Because we are in love
When love abides
There is the place we'll keep our home forever
You and I
Beacuse we are in love
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
ooooookkkkkaaaayyyy.....
time for the truth.
that story you've just read there?
forget it.
yea some of you may have worked out was its true meaning was.
but
it was only 90% truth
the remaining 10% went to emotional stuff.
got it?
ok!
soooo....
i've just read a book. its called the sunflower diary and its really touching! anyway i seem to be attached to books in diary format. they have alot alot of emotional stuff. the book is about a sixteen year old girl called Slava Lenski, during the time of the Jew massacre by the Nazi, led by Hitler. she writes about her stay in a Victoria boarding school where she reluctantly conceals her Jewish identity. but the memories of war-torn Poland, her missing sister and the memory of her beloved father intrude. then the other girls in her school discover her diary and her secret is revealed. i will type out the whole book if i can. but too bad if i cant. so you people may be able to enjoy...
The Sunflower Diary.
by Lillian Boraks-Nemetz
Chapter 1
August 15, 1949, afternoon,
Cher Soleil,
Joshua gave you to me as a parting gift. Sunflowers seem to grow out of the corners of your cover, and because sunflowers resemble the sun, I have named you, Soleil.
Now, I shall start pouring out to you all my thoughts and feelings. I will create stories with plot and dialogue, and, for practice, I am going to use myself, Slava Lenski, as the main character. You will not be an ordinary diary with records of boring details and monotonous observations. You will be unique. In you I will write about life as it is and was. For all I know, you might supple ozygen for my first book, and become its breath.
I will begin immediately:
Early this morning, Mama met me at the train station and took me to her new aparment. The first thing I saw when I walked in was this photograph on the side table in the living room.
It was Mama seated next to a amnawho was not my father. She was wearing an orchid corsage. He had a carnation in his lapel. They looked as if a celebration had taken place.
"Max and I were married several weeks ago. Our new name is Steiner," said Mama suddenly.
Crash. I felt as if a bomb had fallen on my head. I didn't think Mama would marry Max so soon after she met him! So that's why she left me in Montreal and came out here with Pyza! I remember one day last summer, when Mama and Max met at the Silverman's garden party. An old friend of Mama's introduced them, and after that they corresponded back and forth. Often, though I knew it was wrong, I would sneak into Mama's closet and read some of Max's romatic letters. I had never before read such emotional declarations of love! I had shared their deep dark secret. Now they're married. So soon after Papa's death. If they had wanted me to be at the wedding, they would have waited until I came. But they didn't This really hurt.
"I don't want my name to be Steiner," I retorted andgrily, "I want to keep my old name, Lenski."
I spoke my mind with a conviction that seemed foreign even to me.
"You don't have to take the name Steiner, if you don't want to, Slava. Your sister will, because Max wwants to adopt her and y-"
Mama didn't finish the sentence because just at that moment Max walked into the living roon and sat down next to her. I sat on a hard wooden chair, facing them as if they were some sort of tribunal.
Although Max was not yet aware of how I felt about him, the matter was settled. I would never give up my father's name.
The chair I was sitting on became harder and harder. My body felt as if it were being put through a lawn mower. I had just arrived in Vancouver two hours ago, having crossed Canada on the Canadian National Railways. I wished I were back in Montreal with Miriam Silverman, my best friend. Mama had left me at the Silverman's to complete a course in English grammer, a subject I was still struggling with. The Silvermans reated me just like a member of the family. We pickened, told jokes and went to the movies. Mrs. Silverman did tell me once that Mama might marry Max, but I just shrugged it off.
While Mama was talking with Max, I looked around the aparment. It had small windows that didn't allow much light. The furniture was brown, the rug beige, the walls a mouse-frey. Though it was nicer than our aparment in Montreal, it didn't feel like home. Montreal was home. We first came to Montreal in 1947, from Polan, after the war. Papa was my lucky star. During the two difficult immigrant years, when I was struggling in school, always behind in most subjects, he guided me. Then he got very ill. His subsequent death, and having to leave Montreal and my dearest friends, makes me now feel that I belong nowhere else in the worls.
Max and Mama continued talking to one another. I didn't quite know what to do next. Should i go for a walk? Or go to my room? I was just getting ready to do something about leaving, when Mama said, "Slava dear, would you mind baby-sitting tonight for a while? Max and I have to go out."
Although I loved my sister, I hated baby-sitting. How often I wished Pyza were older so we could do things together as friends. So i could tell her about our family. Where we came from. What happened to us during the war. Mainly, I wanted to tell her about Basia, our other sister who was taken away by the Nazis and never returned to us. But Pyza was twelve years younger than I. She woulsn't understand.
I could say nothing to Mama, but mutter a waek, "No, I don't mind."
Anyway, there was nothing telse to do. I had no friends to call. Not only was Miriam far away in Montreal, but my boyfriend Joshua, whom I dearly loved, was there too. Having lost my enthusiasm for the walk, I went to my room.
It was a tiny den off the living room, but I breathed in its air of privacy gratefully. Then Pyza ran in and excitedly chriped away at everything I took out of my old brown shuitcase, particularly my sunflower ballet costume, which i had promised to let her wear on Hallowe'en. Out came my braids (chopped off on the boat to North America) still tied with red ribbons, my growing collection of stories and poems, the radio given to me by my first Canadian friend, Marie from St.Adele, and Joshua's menorah. And of course, my two favourite books, the Canadian Anne of Green Gable, and the Russian Princess Nina Dzavaha. All of these treasures except the radio I placed on the cupboard shelf, while Pyza looked on. Then i lay down on the couch-bed and daydreamed about Montreal, Miriam, Joshua and Papa.
Saturday, July 24, 2004
casey started having other problems. she knew her classmates hated her. she did not have any friends at all. and thus for no reason at all she started hating them too, especially the chinese girls for they always seem to make fun of her. maybe it was because she was too sensitive. yes, sensitive, but she couldn't help it. but there was one girl in her class hu was always with her, one girl whom had helped casey alot. this would be another story.
soon, casey was accepted by the prefectorial board and she started making friends with seniors.
anyway the december holidays went and passed...casey had the best of her holidays. she made friends with people a level higher than her and were well-received. she vowed, when the new school year started she would start over again. the first day of casey's second year came. she came, full of confidence, a total contrary to her very first day at her school. a new year, a new life. that's what she wanted. a life that does not include the people in her class, for at that moment she hated her class(that, is another story). they talked behind her back, mentioning how she had two faces-one "bad" one in front of her classmates and one "good" one in front of the prefect. but she did not care. casey enjoyed her first half of her year, making more and more friends, getting god-siblings and even got a boyfriend. she was, in her opinion, the luckiest girl alive. her june holidays were perfect for once. she spent the whole time shopping and going out with her entourage. her life, for once, was turning to the light. but something spoilt it. all.
to be continued...see ya next time on min's channel! =PpP
Thursday, July 22, 2004
hmm...
there's once this girl. let us call her mary. mary had just started in secondary school. she seem confident that she would be popular and make alot of friends. at the gathering place iduring the morning of her first day of schol, she had no one to sit with. spotting another girl, whom we shall call casey, mary asked if she could sit beside that girl. casey said,"yes."
let us talk about casey. unlike mary, casey dreaded her first day. she had wanted to go another school. but she had no choice. so when mary asked to sit beside her, she felt immediately she would like this girl and hoped to get to know her.
it was a beginning of a friendship. ever since that day casey and mary stuck together like glue sticking two pieces of paper. they had many things in common, even the most uncommon thing. they were the best of friends.
but soon, casey started to change. at first she was quite well-received my her new friends. but she started showing her true colours, much earlier then her other friends. soon, she was hated by eveybody, even mary. everybody thought she was a sucker for attention, though actually it was her nature and she couldn't help it. but mary still remained friends with her, even though she spoke bad of casey behind her back with her other friends.
soon, it came to the june holidays. casey thought that she could go out everyday with mary, but mary kept saying she was busy when actually she was going out with her new best friends. she thought casey did not know, but actually, casey found out and was very hurt. after the school holidays, mary totally ignored casey. casey was so hurt but she kept it in her heart. (casey is NOT a lesbian, for YOUR information. it is just that she is very loyal to the people she call her friends)
soon after that casey found a new group of friends, but she still wondered if mary did really treat her as a fren coz they had nv did things best friends did.
to be continued...
i just love these bears-forever friends. they r damn damn damn nice lor....tat's y i did so many skins (ok only 2) on them..
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
A friend is someone to behold,
to laugh with and chat with, when warm or cold,
someone to comfort you when you're blue,
to talk about the old and new.
One has many acquaintances in life,
but when there is sorrow or strife,
a friend is someone who will understand,
to lend an ear or a helping hand.
It matters not where you are,
whether you are near or far,
around the world or across the street,
a friend is someone we like to meet.
So when life's little troubles get you down,
try to smile, do not frown,
turn on the computer, or pick up the phone,
with friends, you are never alone.
friends forever
Thursday, July 15, 2004
sometimes life really really amazes me. anything can just happen out of the blue, even the last thing you expect. like something that had just happen. oh man. are our class gals are angels in the eyes of sec3 normal guys? muahaha...kind of exaggerating...anyway, so many things happened. amazing ones. cant mention here, it'll start the world war 3.
and i just wanna sae
I'M DEAD!!! I'M SO, SO, SO DEAD!!!
HOW COULD I DO THIS????
HOW THE HELL COULD I DO THIS????
WHAT KIND OF PERSON AM I?
WHAT IF THEY FOUND OUT???
WHAT IF HE AND HE AND SHE FOUND OUT???
I'LL NEVER GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN!!!
I, AM, SO, DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 10, 2004
no blogging for days...haha so busy wif sch stuff...n of coz...e special sum1...=P...welcum me back! muahahaha....got screw loose in here *taps her head* hm...sze han bdae tml...happy bdae gal although u wun c this...haha...o sian sia...lately sum stuff happened ard..but nvm bout them...sch's getting real busy! dun haf time 4 lots of stuff nowadaes...haiz...
Monday, July 05, 2004
i did a new blogskin...check it out here. comment on it k?
haiz...ytd was youth dae, so todae is a sch hol. i'm going out wif deardear later...dunno he wake up le mahz....ytd so many things happen...dun feel like typing it out here. but it really makes me think twice abt e ppl i haf ard me...
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Accidentally In Love
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
okay long time no blogging...hahaha juz uploading of pics n pics n pics n music...haha...so much has gone on since the reopening of sch...4 example, i haf only collected 10 bucks for e sch donation drive...n my timetable changed...n i haf music lessons! there was a lesson 2dae...e tcher was sum1 called mr gooi...he's like, so obsessed wif music...but is sorta turned in2 a physics class....haha he was explaining abt sound...but sum peeps were doing hw when he was explaining...u noe hu u r...muahahaha....n not much ppl were listening tooooo...haiz....my sidebar is getting longer so i haf 2 make this a very very very very very very long post...hm...sum stuff is going inside band...frm wat i heard....but its best not 2 sae it here...gonna raise alot of issues...there was a exco mtg 2dae n we discussed stuff abt youth dae...budden we r students so actually i was like, youth dae lehz, how cum is not e tchers doing? haha...we went ahead aniwae....hm...kinda stressed out 2dae...shld go slp early...n i tink deardear is kinda bz....coz nv msg me...='(...haiz....i tink long enough le lah! buaix...
Saturday, June 26, 2004
The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
i'm addicted 2 this song..e lyrics r so darn meaningful...muahahahaha...
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
muahahahas...yea kinda hard 2 wake SOMEBODY up...aniwae...i went 2 cineleisure watch CODY BANKS 2 wif dear ytd...cody banks very shuai lehz! whoopsie...bleah...haha...e movie damn funny....i rmbr when we buying e movie tickets got this guy ask us if he can "pay " 4 us using his credit card so tat he can get his points or sumtink...so we pay him e money den he got his watsoever points...haha...haiz juz msg dear den he juz CANT wake up. oh nv mind....lazy piggies r like tat...=P...
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
woah...blogging early morning haha...i'm going out later but i have a prob-dear wun wake up! sheesh...so hard 2 wake him up muahahaha...gave him an extra half n hr le...dunno if he'll wake up this time.....aniwae peepshies mind giving me ur comments on tat blue divider frm ipetz? do u think it shld b there or not? kaesh gtg le....buaizbuaiz...
Monday, June 21, 2004
OKAYSH...i didn't blog for a looooonnnngggg time, i know.
so what? like anything has happened to me ever since thursday.
life is so boring! i cant stand it!
all i did this few days was to
EAT
SLEEP
PLAY
EAT
SLEEP
PLAY
DO HOMEWORK
EAT
SLEEP
PLAY
arg! i even get sick of typing it out!
it's just 1 more week to school reopeneing and i HAVE not done my CME homework.
I'M DEAD!
i hate schhhhhoooooolllll.......
check this out anyway...
mIsS iNdePeNdAnt
muahahahahahahahaha...
i'm crazeee...
Friday, June 18, 2004
soooowwwiiiiieeeeeeeee....
mommie was using e com yesterdayyy, how was i gonna blog? so i haf 2 do it in e morning
more like i was bored in e morning n came to blog hahaha...
so. sentosa. thk u soooooooooooo MUCH!
i got sunburns on my shoulder. ha. ha. ha.
but it was fun, of coz it's fun, i went wif deardear n korkor n meimei...haha
my "big" family
i better start from e beginning
kor n mei were supposed to meet me @ 9 @ BB mrt station, but i dunno where the hell they went n only met me @ 9.27
we were supposed to meet dear @ je mrt station @ 9.15
he reached bb mrt station e same time e other mrt came 2 bring us 2 je mrt station. haha.
so we went, and we went to habourfront.
took a bus to sentosa
(i find it fun typing a sentence den pressing enter)enter
AND I FINALLY WENT TO A BEACH THIS HOLS!
muahahahahaha i'm crazy
after playing we went to wash up n everything n went back to habourfront where henzykor treated ur to sakae sushi....wah the bill killed him....=P
i got chip in hor!
hahaha
nth nth nth else i rmbr le...so...
END OF STORY
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Saturday, June 12, 2004
What A Girl Wants
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
Like a rock you waited so patiently, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, I only looked but I never touched,
'Cause in my heart was a picture of us:
Holding hands, making plans,
And it's lucky for me, you understand.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
A weaker man might have walked away, but you had faith
Strong enough to move over and understand, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, they say, "If you love something let it go.
If it comes back it's yours, and that's how you know.
It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure."
And you're ready and willing to give me more [than]....
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
Somebody sensitive and tough;
Somebody there when the going gets rough;
Every night, he'll be giving his love
To just one girl... one girl... one.
Somebody cool but real tender too;
Somebody, baby, just like you
Can keep me hangin' around with the one who always knew.
I'm thankin' you for being there for me.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
Like a rock you waited so patiently, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, I only looked but I never touched,
'Cause in my heart was a picture of us:
Holding hands, making plans,
And it's lucky for me, you understand.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
A weaker man might have walked away, but you had faith
Strong enough to move over and understand, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, they say, "If you love something let it go.
If it comes back it's yours, and that's how you know.
It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure."
And you're ready and willing to give me more [than]....
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
Somebody sensitive and tough;
Somebody there when the going gets rough;
Every night, he'll be giving his love
To just one girl... one girl... one.
Somebody cool but real tender too;
Somebody, baby, just like you
Can keep me hangin' around with the one who always knew.
I'm thankin' you for being there for me.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
sometimes i really feel like life is so not fair. i mean, why is it that the friends you make can betray you and make better friendships after doing that? whatever i did to make you do this to me? why was it so good and then it turned into the opposite? i'm not jealous, i'm just wondering how come we were practically the same and yet others have chances of doing fun stuff i never got to do?
my dear audience out there, you must be wondering what the hell happened to me. oh well, i'll make myself clear. anyway, she's not gonna be seeing this. i hope. haha. anything is possible.
when i first entering YISS, i practically knew no one. okay, there were people i knew from my primary school but there was none i knew in my class. during the morning assembly(i didn't even knew it was called that then) i was like so damn lonely, along with my fear of loneliness, when all of a sudden, this girl came and said, "couuld i sit here?"
of course. the place beside me was public. anyone could sit there. boy, i was relieved to have a "friend". we got to know each other better and stuck together like you tiaos...well there's no other thing i could think of to describe what i meant. anyway, it was like, we had so many things in common. in time, it was obvious she was my best friend. i told her everything, including those that i was not suppposed to reveal. which resulted in me being "untrusted" by others. i don't know if she ever trusted my anyway.
so there. we were really good friends. until something happened at the end of that year. i don't wanna mention it. i never trusted her. only know how to give her black face. haha. so we sort of "lost touch". i made friends with people in sec3 normal acadamic when school reopened, which was this year.
then came the "heartbreaking" part. from ever since march this year, she's taken neoprints with the worst girl i've ever known(heaven knows how she tahan that bitch), done evrything i, as her "former" friend never ever did with her when we were still friends. do you know why it is such a blow to me? you may find it comical, i may even seem lesbian to you but i'm telling you there was never a friend as good as she was. until dear came along lah, that is =PpP haha...but...well...
ARG! I'M GOING MAD! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SAY! GO TO HELL MAN!
3 more agonizing days to the return of my darling...=PpP
my dear audience out there, you must be wondering what the hell happened to me. oh well, i'll make myself clear. anyway, she's not gonna be seeing this. i hope. haha. anything is possible.
when i first entering YISS, i practically knew no one. okay, there were people i knew from my primary school but there was none i knew in my class. during the morning assembly(i didn't even knew it was called that then) i was like so damn lonely, along with my fear of loneliness, when all of a sudden, this girl came and said, "couuld i sit here?"
of course. the place beside me was public. anyone could sit there. boy, i was relieved to have a "friend". we got to know each other better and stuck together like you tiaos...well there's no other thing i could think of to describe what i meant. anyway, it was like, we had so many things in common. in time, it was obvious she was my best friend. i told her everything, including those that i was not suppposed to reveal. which resulted in me being "untrusted" by others. i don't know if she ever trusted my anyway.
so there. we were really good friends. until something happened at the end of that year. i don't wanna mention it. i never trusted her. only know how to give her black face. haha. so we sort of "lost touch". i made friends with people in sec3 normal acadamic when school reopened, which was this year.
then came the "heartbreaking" part. from ever since march this year, she's taken neoprints with the worst girl i've ever known(heaven knows how she tahan that bitch), done evrything i, as her "former" friend never ever did with her when we were still friends. do you know why it is such a blow to me? you may find it comical, i may even seem lesbian to you but i'm telling you there was never a friend as good as she was. until dear came along lah, that is =PpP haha...but...well...
ARG! I'M GOING MAD! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SAY! GO TO HELL MAN!
3 more agonizing days to the return of my darling...=PpP
Monday, June 07, 2004
this is juz SO not fair...*sobs*
i juz came back frm m'sia ytd...n deardear has to go off todae...for five, long, cold days! *sobs again*
well...ytd was enjoyable aniwae...my parents r still still in m'sia..so i haf fReeDOm! for 2 daes muahahahas...went to watch harry potter...nice arz..but gettin boring le...haha...
4 more days of torture...miss u lots jem!!...
i juz came back frm m'sia ytd...n deardear has to go off todae...for five, long, cold days! *sobs again*
well...ytd was enjoyable aniwae...my parents r still still in m'sia..so i haf fReeDOm! for 2 daes muahahahas...went to watch harry potter...nice arz..but gettin boring le...haha...
4 more days of torture...miss u lots jem!!...
Monday, May 31, 2004
hey hey heyyyyy...ytd...i was at sentosa...n e day b4 i was in sch 4 e sec3 meet e parents...n b4 tt on e same day i was at lot1...wait wait...i going backwards...on sat morning i go lot1 wif dear, henzy kor n ade mei...hahaha....we went at ard 9+...siao rite...nth opened yet...so we go makan at mac den go arcade..haha...dun wanna talk abt tat...den go henzy hse...arz...i 4got do wat oredi...whoops...heehee...den go sccccchhhhooooolllll for sec3 meet e parents...den ended up at henzy hse again....but i had 2 go off 2 sentosa le...hm..deardear sent me all e way 2 habourfront...so sweet..thks dear! luv u lots...den when i was walkin ard sentosa lookin 4 my parents...i gt this feeling like, wat e hell is a yusoffian doing in sentosa? i was wearin my uniform...stupid...haha...n my stupid, stupid handphone no reception....finally when haf le i managed 2 contact my daddy...den go c tat magical fountain..sPeCtAcuLaR! haha...but i was more interested in slpin...den after i canot tahan le...pester my dad 2 go back 2 e hotel rm...where i feel aslp like a PIG. bo bian wat..ppl tired....haiz...tml gonna colect my results...dunno wat will happen...
Thursday, May 27, 2004
there was a party after school today. we had canadian pizzzzzaaaa! so many sia...lost count of it. mrs chuah is damn generous...so many bottles of coke...haha....n then there were pringles too...cool seh...hahaha...went to henzy hse 2dae...me n dear n ade...we the usual 4..hahaha...tried to watch lotr1 but got distracted...:P...anyway i wanna get a gd dae in e hols n watch it properly...haiz dun wanna blog le..so sian...
I have a picture
pinned to my wall
An image of you and of me
And we were laughing with love in it all
Look at our life now
tattered and torn
Fussing and fighting delighting with tears
And we cry until dawn
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
You say i'm a dreamer
we're two of a kind
Both of us searching for some perfect world
We know we'll never find
So perhaps i should leave here
Yeah, yeah go far away
But you know that there's nowhere that
I'd rather be than with you here today
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
Woah oh oh
you ask if i love you
well what can i say
You know that i do and that this is just
One of those games that we play
So i sing you a new song
please don't cry any more
i ask your forgiveness
Though i don't know just what i'm asking it for
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
pinned to my wall
An image of you and of me
And we were laughing with love in it all
Look at our life now
tattered and torn
Fussing and fighting delighting with tears
And we cry until dawn
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
You say i'm a dreamer
we're two of a kind
Both of us searching for some perfect world
We know we'll never find
So perhaps i should leave here
Yeah, yeah go far away
But you know that there's nowhere that
I'd rather be than with you here today
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
Woah oh oh
you ask if i love you
well what can i say
You know that i do and that this is just
One of those games that we play
So i sing you a new song
please don't cry any more
i ask your forgiveness
Though i don't know just what i'm asking it for
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
(oh oh) hold me now
(woah) hold my heart
Stay with me
let loving start
Let loving start
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
hey! is that a nice pic or what? haha...there's this new thingie on blogger called hello and it creates picture posts for you. out of interest i went to download it and voila! here's my first picpost! hahaha...that day was at sentosa...i was planning to sneak out but my mom was home...and there was poeple waiting for me at the mrt...so i was like, i can't go, i can' go...and suddenly it occurred to me i could ask my dad. which i did, and off i went to sentosa. but i didn't bring along my stuff so i just walked around with my dear...then we took this pic...
today was a boring boring day...just the usual stuff...henzy and ade are having probs...sheesh..."kids" nowadays arz...haiz...:P muahahahahahas...i managed to pass my art! haha...55..phew...tomorrow there's a sort of party for my class...after school...i don't think i'll be staying for a long time coz it'll be boring...i don't like being with the class anyways...my results for this term dropped horribly...i'm position 20 in class...haiz...must buck up le...otherwise cannot get the subs i want next year...haiz don't feel like typing so much..ciaoz...
today was a boring boring day...just the usual stuff...henzy and ade are having probs...sheesh..."kids" nowadays arz...haiz...:P muahahahahahas...i managed to pass my art! haha...55..phew...tomorrow there's a sort of party for my class...after school...i don't think i'll be staying for a long time coz it'll be boring...i don't like being with the class anyways...my results for this term dropped horribly...i'm position 20 in class...haiz...must buck up le...otherwise cannot get the subs i want next year...haiz don't feel like typing so much..ciaoz...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
sheesh...i SO embaressed myself 2dae!
my klaz performed in e canteen todae. we were so not prepared at all...we did this battle of the sexes n e guys didn't practise much but they won? the audience luved them. haiz. too bad gals. we'll try nxt time...if there is ever a nxt time...btw i was mc, so i cant take sides muahahahas...syazana n fairuz was too, n patmah but there was sum probs wif her...she din bring her clothes n she was kinda unfair abt sum stuff...she din even turn n so we had to take up her lines...den we were like so kan cheong...haiz...den sum bitch was like scolding me fuck in klaz..she 2dae lucky lorz...otherwise she will b cryin e way hme...haha...
my klaz performed in e canteen todae. we were so not prepared at all...we did this battle of the sexes n e guys didn't practise much but they won? the audience luved them. haiz. too bad gals. we'll try nxt time...if there is ever a nxt time...btw i was mc, so i cant take sides muahahahas...syazana n fairuz was too, n patmah but there was sum probs wif her...she din bring her clothes n she was kinda unfair abt sum stuff...she din even turn n so we had to take up her lines...den we were like so kan cheong...haiz...den sum bitch was like scolding me fuck in klaz..she 2dae lucky lorz...otherwise she will b cryin e way hme...haha...
Thursday, May 20, 2004
haiz...we got most of e results back todae..sux man...especialy history...nearly fail...haha but maths RAWKS man!!! haiz haiz haiz...sumtimes losing a fren can feel so bad...did she nv really care abt our frenship? is she nw ignoring me?i nv had believed tat she wld b like tat...nw it seems 2 b true...we were so close...haiz haiz haiz..den 2dae another frenship lost...not nice 2 sae here lahz...hm...nw listening 2 e when u believe by mariah carey n whitney houston...very nice..singing like hell now...many nights we prayed....haha...there can be miracles when u believe....blah blah...haiz..sing le later window break...haha...SCREAM!!!
nvm...i'm abit crazy now...juz gt sum probs...ciaoz....
nvm...i'm abit crazy now...juz gt sum probs...ciaoz....
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
I'M BACK!!! after weeks and weeks of not blogging, i'm back!
siao right? muahahahahaha....
okay exams r over...juz only...n i haf e mood 2 watch 2 movies in e midst of exams!
i watched van helsing n troy. actually, i watched van helsing twice. crazh hey?
actually i haf nth 2 blog....so...cant blame....this will b a very very short entry...so
CIAOZ!
siao right? muahahahahaha....
okay exams r over...juz only...n i haf e mood 2 watch 2 movies in e midst of exams!
i watched van helsing n troy. actually, i watched van helsing twice. crazh hey?
actually i haf nth 2 blog....so...cant blame....this will b a very very short entry...so
CIAOZ!
Friday, April 30, 2004
okayy......haha...2dae chasms so fun...we play games...pretend 2 act...so funny..tink i gonna lose my voice coz i shouted n screamed alot...especially me n minglee...haha...we siao le....i got a tink 4 sum ppl in my klaz 2 read..too bad they dun cum here often...but i'm sure sooner of later they'll noe.....
u ppl r so fake. u dun even care abt ur own frenz. u even betray her. especially YOU. wish i can sae ur name but i cant coz i'm givin u abit of FACE. get it? dun even noe y in e 1st place i wanna b ur fren. after u follow tat bloody bitch u change so much u bcum her. damn her n u. dun even noe if i can trust u. dun tink u deserve my trust aniwae. shld save it for ppl hu deserve it better den u. like her. more worth my time. n e other ppl. hate sum1 juz sae lah. hide hide 4 wat. i dun care, u all better watch out coz if u make her sad again i'll make sure u guys r "sad" too. in a DIFFERENt way. nobody deserves wat she got. fancy u all doing this 2 sum1 hu really treat u as her gd fren n really care abt u guys. u tink u r worth her care n concern? i dun tink so. only noe how 2 use big big words huh. can sae canot do. n i m here broadcasting u 2 e rest of e world. u may sae i scared 2 sae out. i juz ignore u this time. har har har.
crazy? u wish. it's all facts.
u ppl r so fake. u dun even care abt ur own frenz. u even betray her. especially YOU. wish i can sae ur name but i cant coz i'm givin u abit of FACE. get it? dun even noe y in e 1st place i wanna b ur fren. after u follow tat bloody bitch u change so much u bcum her. damn her n u. dun even noe if i can trust u. dun tink u deserve my trust aniwae. shld save it for ppl hu deserve it better den u. like her. more worth my time. n e other ppl. hate sum1 juz sae lah. hide hide 4 wat. i dun care, u all better watch out coz if u make her sad again i'll make sure u guys r "sad" too. in a DIFFERENt way. nobody deserves wat she got. fancy u all doing this 2 sum1 hu really treat u as her gd fren n really care abt u guys. u tink u r worth her care n concern? i dun tink so. only noe how 2 use big big words huh. can sae canot do. n i m here broadcasting u 2 e rest of e world. u may sae i scared 2 sae out. i juz ignore u this time. har har har.
crazy? u wish. it's all facts.
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
okayyy.
didn't blog for a looooong time. i know. so what?
i'm listening to Get Busy. By Sean Paul. Didn't even know i had this song.
boring.
exams are coming. shit. i'm not even studying. if i don't score in chinese this time i can forget about about staying in express.
hm...
i'm bored of blogging
chiaoz..
didn't blog for a looooong time. i know. so what?
i'm listening to Get Busy. By Sean Paul. Didn't even know i had this song.
boring.
exams are coming. shit. i'm not even studying. if i don't score in chinese this time i can forget about about staying in express.
hm...
i'm bored of blogging
chiaoz..
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
FINALLY. i do not have to stay back everyday in school.
okay, there still is LSS. for a day of the week. so what? it's pretty ok.
i'm so scared. don't even know why.
i hate school. why does it even exist?
well...nothing much today.
during assembly all band members had to go on the stage steps and wait for edmund to present that plate thingie to mrs lim.
i was late for assembly. had to go up there and embarress myself. however u spell that.
argh!
okay, there still is LSS. for a day of the week. so what? it's pretty ok.
i'm so scared. don't even know why.
i hate school. why does it even exist?
well...nothing much today.
during assembly all band members had to go on the stage steps and wait for edmund to present that plate thingie to mrs lim.
i was late for assembly. had to go up there and embarress myself. however u spell that.
argh!
Sunday, April 18, 2004
oh yea....bloggin in e mornin n bloggin in e nite. funny, aint i?
sum ppl do really suck. check out my tag-board. bloody freakin hell.
okay. i did say forget, did i?
so lets forget that. hm. so be it. (haha i got this out of someone)
my parents n bro went to sentosa today. whatsoever is nice there i do NOT know.
obviously, i did not go.
stayed at home, watch tv, use this com, typed e previous entry.
how come i'm typin like this all of a sudden?
heck. i don't know. who cares.
hermione's in hospital. something to do with low platelets in blood.
wanna go visit her tomorrow. don't really know if it is okay to do so...
watching the NKF thingie now. fann wong is doing some stunts. whoa!
i'm so bored.
sum ppl do really suck. check out my tag-board. bloody freakin hell.
okay. i did say forget, did i?
so lets forget that. hm. so be it. (haha i got this out of someone)
my parents n bro went to sentosa today. whatsoever is nice there i do NOT know.
obviously, i did not go.
stayed at home, watch tv, use this com, typed e previous entry.
how come i'm typin like this all of a sudden?
heck. i don't know. who cares.
hermione's in hospital. something to do with low platelets in blood.
wanna go visit her tomorrow. don't really know if it is okay to do so...
watching the NKF thingie now. fann wong is doing some stunts. whoa!
i'm so bored.
heyyyy!!!! ah!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!! so many things happened!!! SYF was yetd...we got silver!!!!!!!!!!! better then bronze!!!!!!!!! oh yea...but every1 was crying....crying crying....coz gold was expected....den got silver...it was like "yusof ishak....SILVER!" *sniff sniff* hey? dun cry le....silver better then nth....haiz....
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Saturday, April 10, 2004
todae go...go....causeway.....walk walk....n walk...walk....do nth lah actually...met wanrong n her bunch in kfc.....oh i was wif my mom aniwaez...haha...now den sae.....tml got BAND!!! why why why did i ever ever ever go n listen 2 xinfang n join band????? ppl pissin me off n all e stuff...worse den 2e1 put 2gether.....n get lied, tricked, and all....long story...ppl hu noe me frm last yr will noe....but aniwaez i wouldnt haf known david, wanrong, vivian, ain, lotz other band ppl....colour guards...
n probably ended up joining sum sucky cca like guides....big fan of u-grps last yr...haha....lotz of crap arz......so fed up juz bcoz of sumtink sum1 sae 2dae....tat......nvm.....gonna hurt, this one....although e person may not see it.... nth 2 do wif any1 hu cum here often horz....dun get wrong idea....wan slp le....so tired...
n probably ended up joining sum sucky cca like guides....big fan of u-grps last yr...haha....lotz of crap arz......so fed up juz bcoz of sumtink sum1 sae 2dae....tat......nvm.....gonna hurt, this one....although e person may not see it.... nth 2 do wif any1 hu cum here often horz....dun get wrong idea....wan slp le....so tired...
Friday, April 09, 2004
arg!! my leg so pain!!! 2dae went out...gd fri mahz...qiaoying weekian henzy jem n this guy called shawn was there...he jem chrurch fren...we supposed 2 go lot1....den go bugis....walk walk walk until plaza sg eat at mac.....but qiaoying n weekian went 2 eat sumwhere else....den they went off early...den my henzy jem n shawn suppose 2 go watch movie but den dunno y suddenly dun wan le,....got abit pissed but hu cares anyway...haha along e way 2 plaza sg we where under this makeshift sheltered walkway...den jem went 2 hit e roof....den dunno y he cut his finger.....so much blood.....yuckiez....haiyerz dunno y i so not happy.....juz feel so ever since this morning....my leg very very very pain!!!!!
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
hellllloooooo!!!!!!!! long time never posted.....so so so bz these days.....haiz....but nvm....i managed to post...although in a few mins i gtg le.....juz went 2 c sum1's blog...one of my outside frenz.....den i realised sum stuff...but really...not so nice 2 sae here.....but man do i wonder or wat....so bored....dun even noe wat i blog 4 heehee....wat have i been doing this few days??? okiez....track back...lah lah lah.....oh! there's a new guy in class...ok not so new....he's an ex-yusoffian...cho yih or sumtink like tat.....he went 2 australia last yr....when he sec2...den cum back....to my class.....how cum my class get all the new ppl? aniwaez he's funny. n blah blah. on and on and on and......haiyerz i'm spitting rubbish again.....now listening 2 cum wat may....still a very very very nice song to me.....okiez. still got wat happen......nth else interesting lahz....wanna go le....buaiz!
Saturday, March 27, 2004
worse den ever
nv like this b4
y i dunno
my heart cries
no, it says
n i muz go on
sumtimes hatred fills me
i feel like going back
back 2 e old times
at least nobody bothers
at least nobody cares
not like now
it is too much
sumtimes my heart breaks
i dun even noe y
mabe i'm going crazy
exposed 2 e facts of life
i dun even noe wat m i typing nw
:D
coz iz crap...
hehehe...scared u out? ignore me....i need 2 destress....
Thursday, March 25, 2004
k larz...nt nw blog....juz tat i did a blog up den put e webbie e same...so iz a whole nw blog.....if u dun get me den 4get it....haiz 2dae so sianz...hate band sooooo much.......den hermione was there imitating edmund comducting....i was laughing until i couldn't play e musical march 2......den we had 2 do e formation later....den mr mickey made me go sit coz i nv bring e movement 2....stupid...tml muz do e movement 4...finale....hai me wan slp le....nitez....2 all peeps out there tat is.....
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
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