270^th post. and lots more to come.

was watching service online a few moments ago. inter-esting. guess what pastor was talking about today?

the beautiful thing about SEX.

no details. this will be discussed face to face among us.

hahaha. but this is so hilarious.

men, you can start rejoicing. women, get ready.

and reading the book of the song of solomon, especially chapter 4 or 7.

apparently the most erotic book in the bible (not my words!)

some of you here may be looking at my blog in astonishment, you know, the wide eyes, gaping mouth....hey, it's true. go to cityharvest.com to watch the marriage seminars.

yesterday's service was on PILs, and that was funny too.

in fact, the bible makes it VERY clear on sex between couples, adultery and fornication.

so actually, this marriage workshop has been asn eye-opener for not just me, i'm sure but many, many other people.

countdown to prelims: 3 days for english (not that this matters) and a couple more weeks to the rest (now this matters).

countdown to end of o' levels (which is on november 16, FYI): 81 days, roughly 3 months.

current mental state: screw the prelims.

predicted mental state after prelims: shit.

plan/action now: what study? it's nearly lunchtime. shuuddddaap.

and i actually want to score A1s for my maths and sciences, at least A for english, at least B for humanities and i don't give a hoot about chinese unless my some work of miracle i get an A and it affects my L1R5/L1R4

honestly i've been going around talking about tourism and how i WILL go to poly but now with the exams that close, i'm having second thoughts.

i don't want to spend 3 years doing something and then work in that sector and find out how much i hate it (cos that always happens to me) and then waste my time and then get to university only to choose another course and probably waste another 4-5 years on it (luckily i don't have to go NS or this post will be longer than it already is).

nooooo...stop complaining.

okay.

the world is beautiful.

you know having the exams so near puts me in another light. i'm actully graduating soon.

and the whole graduation song plays in the background and people are crying and running around hugging everyone and...

haha.

talk about remembering, i have a lot to say. but no time. so i leave you with this song...guess what song it is?

Graduation(Friends Forever)
by Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon

And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

i'll miss secondary school life.

okay. planetshakers ultraviolet party. a big, huge, fun thing which happened....last week. right. last saturday.

so shoot me for not blogging about it. i forgot. lol. and i don't go online on weekdays, except friday, which shouldn't be called a weekday. but whatever.

it was a last minute plan which cost me an angry dad, not that i care. henzy told me about it nearly a month ago, and i, worry bro, kinda forgot about it. but i DID want to go. heh.

so, innocently (waha. overstatement, i know) little me, walking to hall 8 for service from hall 4A (library sale. you can't get me away from books. especially when it is a SALE), when i saw that blue (i think so) gigantic advertisement about it.

was checking out the date when i realized, hey it's....today!

!$%#%^%!#!

called henzy immediately...(fast forward)...and called my dad blah blah blah (concerts end late, of course he was angry) and so i ended up at the max pavillion for (wooo hooo) a great time of praise and worship!

to go into details would mean i have to stay online for another half an hr, but in half an hours' time i'm meeting the cg.

and i haven't changed....

well i defintely had fun, anyway. that's the most important thing.

and now i leave you with two of my favourite songs.

Going Crazy
by Natalie

great vocals. i love this song. and i love the ending. she sings that her guy is gone, and he told her (on TV!) that he'd be home soon! ain't it sweet?

Almost Here
by Brian McFadden and Delta Goodram

this song is so sad. lol. but it's really great, lovely lyrics. that's why i put them in. brian mcfadden from westlife. i used to love westlife a lot.

Boy: Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Girl: But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Boy: I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Girl and Boy: Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Boy: Haven't I always loved you

Girl: But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Girl and Boy: Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Boy: Haven't I always loved you

Girl: But when I need you
You're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you)
Girl: And when I hold you your almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
Girl and Boy: And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
Boy: 'cause I know I'm almost here
Together: Only almost here

pretty, lovely songs, hmm?

yesterday was a great day!

went out, early and bright, to a ballroom somewhere in raffles city (at the hotel there) for a tourism seminar. with kim teck, samuel, yu tong, wei cai and desmond.

wasn't bad, not at all. in fact, i am now even more determined to go into the tourism sector.

the guy (don't know what's his name, sorry sir) from Sands, who won the Marina IR project, came and talked to us with slides from the presentation they presented to the government. imagine! and WHOAH Marina Bay Sands is cool. you should have seen the pictures. won't tell much, since it's very troublesome and you'll find out in 2009 or sometimes there.

people from PATA, STB came and spoke too. and oh, a person from at-sunrice too.

overall, i am thoroughly convinced tourism is THE one for me.

lol pastor just said something funny (watching service online).

by the way, watch the marriage sermons. you're not married but you'll find out a lot about marriage.

after going for the seminar, we went to marina square foodcourt to eat lunch. love the lemon fish. i don't know what fish but it's nice.

then went to the arcade to watch weicai (hahaha) and desmond pit their driving skills against each other. weicai kept losing, i gave up rooting for him. lol.

after that went for service. sorry for making you, jy, wait but the walk from marina square to citylink mall to city hall MRT took longer then i thought. heh.

spent time at that national library sale. staring at the long queue, thoughts of mountains of books waiting to be read, sitting in my room immersed in books of mystery and love with a lovely cup of honey by my side flew out of my head.

settled on reading a Fearless book. nearly finished it, in 45 min (somebody was so shocked) but winnie called and i had to drop it. oh well. i could guess the ending already, since i read enough Fearless book.

BY THE WAY, JY, i am NOT scary. my specs are thick and my english grade good because of years and years of reading and reading. back in primary school and up to about secondary 2 i read like a pig who loves eating.

practice makes perfect, heard of it? want to read like me? sure. read 24/7. i used to stay up at night just to complete reading a book which i jut HAD to know the ending. one example: Harry Potter.

btw pastor's wearing the same shirt from yesterday, just that today's shirt is black and yesterday's orange.

wahaha pastor's so funny!!!

sorry. back to reading.

honestly i don't mind my specs cus i got good things out of it. people used to say, you rewad so fast, how can you get the gist?

but after all this years of reading, i've learnt where are the irrelevant parts of a story where you can just skim over and laugh about and where are the parts to pay attention. you'll learn how to pick up all the key points/words too.

the only thing i don't understand is WHY my summary is this bad.

i actually practice summary you know. really practice it. cos my summary's the one always dragging me down.

somehow i always fail summary.

luckily chinese doesn't have summary writing. i will DIE instantly.

this marriage seminar is really good.

Mark 12:30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength.

success! for somebody who can't memorise stuff, this is good!

the role of the wife: helper.

the role of the husband: leader.

i need those sermon outlines. i hate my printer.

no. i don't hate it. i immensely dislike it!

I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker
by Sandi Thom

I PASS MY CHINESE 'O' LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all. haha.

hanging out at rach's now.

you know, yesterday i took a walk down memory lane to about 2-3 years ago

dug out all my old stuff that i kept from that time, including the whole stack of neoprints i took.

i don't think anyone has this much neoprints. or any couple, in this case.

and then i found it.

actually i totally forgot about it, since i never wore them. i used to hate it.

but now i like it a lot. just mine though. not the other one.

wearing it right now. can see it glinting. lol.

haha.

it was the best and the worst time of my life, those years.

i was a devil in an angel's disguise.

it was that bad, yes.

i'm waiting for those neoprints, JY, you were supposed to email them to me!

crazy neoprint addiction...

i want to go shopping.

and i want ***

well hello.

it would have been a perfect day, if i didn't have to lie about it. oh well. give and take. heh.

anyway, since it's on my blog now and the chances of my blog being read by my parents (or just my mum actually) is zilch, so, i can fire away.

went to causeway point today and watched Click, with james, jin yu and weijian.

i didn't want to go out at first, today, but now i feel that LUCKY i went out today.

Click is a VERY good movie. VERY. won't spoil it though, but i tell you it was worth watching. it looks like some of those stupid just-for-laughs movie, which i thought it was, but it isn't.

dang just go watch it. i can't tell you how fabulous it is without spoiling the surprise element.

oops. i just said it.

he he he.

before the movie we hung around causeway for about an hour...and i saw IT..

yes, it, a new item which i WILL be adding onto my wishlist.

it's soooooo pretty!

my black tube-with-butterfly-detail dress, one day i WILL own you!

and i saw what i finally been finding, that half cardigan with long sleeves, at 77th street. hmm.

anyway, i didn't know guys like taking photos. i don't know about other guys, but james, weijian and jin yu sure doesn't mind. lol.

we look a little like the black eyed peas kind, just that i can't sing as well and fergie(whatever her name is), of course.

reminds me of the good times long long ago.

i'll scan the prints up, someday.

neoprints cheat your feelings.

they make you look nicer then you really are.

he's online.

freaky, isn't it?

after what my friend told me last night, i was like forget it.

but i don't understand it.

how can anyone look that...different?

it's like, perfect man.

nevermind.

this is a nice song. yellow. i don't know why it's called yellow. but sure is sweet.

i want to swim.

Yellow
by Coldplay/Tanya Chua
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh all the things you do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you.

okay.

in a nutshell, i watched 2 movies twice (pirates & superman, hope my parents aren't reading my blog they will KILL me), relatives from USA are here and i'm not exactly enjoying that (the very reason for my MSN nick, hope they don't read my blog either), school = tests + tests + tests + homework, painted an office black without a single drop of paint on me (i hit other people. accidentally. sorry veggie. and the rest of the people i dripped black paint on. and white, for the shirts. lol.), silkscreened my own Trybe shirt (what a disaster...), saw deliverance for the first time (i don't know what to say for this) aaaaaaaaaaand...that's all.

i watched pirates of the caribbean 2: dead's man chest with james jin yu weijian. and i rate it..3/5. 1 extra star for orlando bloom. stupid, long, draggy movie. luckily the grand cathay has grand seats so that your butt wouldn't hurt that much after sitting for 2hr+. that was 2 saturdays ago.

i went to watch again, the nest day, with my dad and bro. i couldn't exactly say no, right? nearly fell asleep watching the same thing over. doesn't hurt watching orlando bloom again, though.

*sheespish smile* sorry but i still prefer orlando bloom to sexy johnny depp. captain jack sparrow has too many admirers. he doesn't anymore. loved the part hwere he was flirting with elizabeth though. soooo funny.

and superman, you guys knew i watched it during youth day long ago. watched it AGAIN, with my family, at the omni-max theatre. last sunday. i must say, it's a different experience. pretty cool. catch a movie at the omni-max theatre if you can.

and my mom came back from m'sia some time last week. what a relief. the house was getting disorganized. lol.

and my cousins just came in from m'sia last sunday. they're so....ang moh...kinda irritating. not the accent. the attitude. why did i have to have a "hipstah" for a cousin?

the sisters are pretty okay. well anyway. i'm sure we'll get along. i plan to make them my good buddies. and succeed, too.

school? what else? don't talk about it.

what's Trybe, you ask? well TU changed their name, not offically i think, to Trybe and had new logo and shirts and stuff. that's why i was painting the office over with black so that artist Trase can go do his stuff on the wall. lol. can't wait to see how it turns out.

i love meeting new people. and i love that prata shop in tampines.

maybe i should go live in tampines. savvy? (too much pirates. lol. thanks a lot though, henzy, for the pirates influence.)