Weird people listen to weird music, that's all I have to say.

Talk about blogging twice in a day.

After talking to my twiny Joann (who was MIA for awhile -_-), I was reminded of many unpleasant things. No it's not your fault, I have to face up to reality too.

So here goes a little rant post that, if you have objection to people being emo, you can go on reading. If not, skip this and go to the next post.

You guys always talk behind me, and I know what you say, who does she think she is?

Always skip lectures, now skip tutorials, then in PW don't know what shit she is sitting there staring at people for?

Nothing to say at all, give useless information.

What kind of class rep is that? useless la.

Did you ever think I wanted to do this?

Who in the right mid would want to skip classes that cost more than a thousand bucks per semester?

Who would want to fail their modules?

I'm not showing of here, but as students of HTM, this means you and I have some form of good O level grades already, and somehow our attitudes should match our grades, ey?

Would O level students with my results want to skip classes?

WHY THE HELL WOULD I REALLY SKIP CLASS/LECTURE/DO NOTHING IN PW?

Cos I can't take it.

I hate being alone, stared at when I'm alone, stared at for being alone, stared at for knowing nothing.

I hate sitting in class and not talking at all to anyone, when everyone around me is happy about something.

Call it childish behaviour, but what she did was even more childish then my 13 year old brother.

I hated it, being alone in tutorial rooms. I hated it when the teacher said "now go into your groups, and discuss the following questions."

Because I would be invisible in the group anyway.

If I said something you would disagree

If I said nothing, you would ask me what

And if I said it was really nothing, you would tell me to stop it and just say whatever I want.

And if I did say whatever I wanted, you would shoot me down again.

And the cycle repeats.

I hated it when you said I can trust you. WHAT THE SHIT.

I hated the way you treated me, like I was some small kampong girl with no brains at all.

I hated you for not standing up for me at all

I hated you for not telling me what really is going on, and what went wrong.

And I hated the rest of you, for not even caring at all.

And thus, I hated being in the room at all.

Try being in the room with someone whom you thought cared, but actually never did, not even as a friend, and now stare at you with disdain.

Yes, I can't stand up to it, I'm a scaredly cat, yadda yadda yadda.

I hated going to lectures cos of the same reason too.

and nobody, NOBODY can really understand how this feels.

BECUASE THIS. ISN'T MY FIRST TIME.

Take all of the above, and multiply it with 4 years.

Somewhere, somehow, it must be something to do with me. It has to be, because it's happening to me. There must be something different with me.

After the exams, the real part comes back.

And I try to bury myself with activities, but it's still there.

Yeah, that's why I'm so "busy". Cos I don't want to have time to think.

WHOOOSHH.

Exams ended on wednesday, and I definitely had a BLAST of a time.

After my paper, I met up with JY and after this and that and this and that we ended up at Downtown East NTUC chalets, where only 5 people (-_-) were there to stay over.

We (or they, actually) had a good time talking, and really fellowshipping and getting to know a lot more about one another. I was the only girl there (another -_-) but it didn't really matter, because I had the protection of my brothers who have undergone transformation after going through M³!

Yes! They have benifitted from this event, and I seen many changes within the brothers of W450. CONGRATS to david for winning the Transformation prize!

On Thursday, David, Daniel, De Shun and your truly were left in the chalet as JY had classes in the morning (poor guy didn't sleep) and we headed to Mac to eat breakfast.

AND I STILL HAVE NOT GOT TO EAT MY BAGEL.

WHAT IS THIS? HOW I FEEL? (A.K.A. Alex the new LJS poster boy)

Oh if you guys go to Long John Silver (LJS) to eat and see this poster off 2 guys promoting something for LJS, the one in blue and on the left (pointing at godknowswhat) is my friend and Scythia GL, ALEX.

So proud of him ey. HAHA.

Anyways, at night I went for the final M³ session, finally headed home.

I was so so tired laaa. But I wanted to complete a book.

Wild Swans: Three Daughters of China
by Jung Chang

This story is about the auther herself, and the 3 generations of women (her grandmother, mother, and herself) living in the time of Kuomintang and the Communists, and how they had survived.

It's really intersting to read about them, and the brutality of both the Kuomintang and Communists when they wanted to make their different ways of living work in China.

This book belongs to my dad (who would be appalled at the way that I'm treating this book, heh heh) in 1994 when I was a wee toddler at the age of 4. Pretty surprising as my dad doesn't really buy books and I'm usually the one spending money on books.

The author's parents were pro-Communism, and had participated actively. Therefore they had high rankings, and the author, together with 4 siblings, have lived in immensely good care.

However, danger was imminent everywhere, as the Communists had suspicions of nearly everyone, and to me (I hope no pro-communists people are here), I think Mao zedong was a bit too full of power to make right decisions, and when mistakes appeared he did not take the responsibility of them.

People were punished simply for reasons like not sharing food.

Good book. But still not done with it. It's damn thick lah. And it's not like Harry Potter where I can read real swiftly, this books really got content.

If only I can read my notes like this -_-

Oh well. Anyone has a copy of Titanic? Cos I just watched teh trailer and I REALLY WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN.

But lazy to go rent.

HAHA.

YOOOOOOUUUUUU HEEREEE THERE'S NOOOOOOTHING I FEEEAAARRRR!

WAH LAO, Celine Dion eat what grow up one lah. INHUMAN YOU KNOW, THIS SONG.

fantastic voice. sighs.

ohmigosh in the mtv jack and rose are sinking sinking sinking SINKING SANK.

I know I put this song up before.

BUT as I've said before, yet again, THIS IS ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONGS.

See what I said about singing when I'm stressed. I'm stressed about RHT. Although it's the final paper. Which means no more exams.

Don't wanna think about sub papers.

Come What May
by Ewan McGregor and Nicold Kidman

Go search the lyrics somewhere, haha...

Oh man now I'm like so emo!

DO YOU REMEMBER WATCHING THIS AND CRYING.

I so did man. I'd love to watch this over again.

OH MAN CAN I ADD A NUMBER 11?

11. I LOVE SURPRISES! PLENTY PLENTY!

I just read my dear one and only Korean friend JAMES LEE'S blog, and found that even though I haven't met him in eons and zeons and beons and leons and whatevereons, HE MENTIONED ME IN A POST!

Okay even though all it was for was to do some weird random thing, but I'm so honoured, and decided to take time off from studying to dedicate this post to him, and also to do the weird thingie he asked me and others to do!

So here goes.

10 Weird things/Habits/Little Known Facts About Min!

1. I like to read. Not many people know that. I read A LOT, actually. You should see me read. YISS people would know.

2. When I read I HATE PEOPLE TALKING TO ME.

3. I have 3 pillows large medium small, 2 bolsters one big one small, and 4 soft toys on my bed. And oh my blanket.

4. I have a certain fetish for tofu. I like, LOVE tofu. Many many.

5. I always wanted to be a princess. Up to now. HAHAHA. (I always knew it'll never come true, too. What prince is there left on this Earth?)

6. I have a tendency to sing randomly when I'm stressed.

7. I love naruto and bleach!

8. I don't cry easily. In fact, unlike many females, I don't cry often. I'm not affected easily by emotional things, or matters of the heart.

9. I don't like taking zhi lian pictures, seriously.

10. I can bake?

Okay. Now to pass it on to the people to do it...

1. JY (cos James didn't put him. YOU BETTER DO. I SAW YOUR TAG ON JAMES'S BLOG)
2. Sean (I know you're reading my blog and you have a blog NOW GO DO)
3. JemX (HAHAHA.>
4. Vivien (self-declared holiday eh? YOU HAE PLENTY OF TIME)
5. BR (YOU TOO, YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE =P)
6. anyone else who reads this, tag me if you did it! I wanna see!

BACK TO STUDYING...POM AND FBFUN.

DAMN SAD LAH.

Risque
by Cute Is What We Aim For

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do?
What's a crush to do when he can't get through?

Medically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and trick me
Pretty please, just trick me
Pretty please

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do
What's a crush to do when he can't get... through?

I'm obsessed and stressed with this mess
I can't think of things
To write down
To type down
And these fingertips are moving faster than these lips
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is
So you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And a phone to the other
And I can't get a hold of her
And what's a crush to do
What's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And what's a crush,
And what's a crush to do?

OhhhhhOhhhhhOhhOhhOhhhhOhhhhhOhhh
I'll turn on a dime, and spin me around
So you can shine, shine right now
We'll even have a crowd
We'll make this purchase count

Gramatically speaking you're adorable
And from what I hear you're quite affordable
But I like them pricey
So exaggerate and trick me

I got birds in my ears
And a devil on my shoulder
And what's a crush to do?
And what's a crush to do?

I got birds in my ears (I got birds in my ears)
And a devil on my shoulder (And a devil on my shoulder)
And what's a crush to do
When he can't get through, when he can't get a hold of her?

What's a crush, what's a crush to do?

Since when was I ever so free on saturdays?

Today's prayer meeting at Riverwalk was so good. It reminds me of first love, you know, my first love for God.

I had dreams, and goals that I wanted to meet.

But due to the many giants in my life I was deterred from the path that should be.

Be faithful, believe.

AND now I have to be faithful to study macroecons, and belive that I will pass.

I got mostly Cs for coursework, and the only reason why I can't take that is because of what I used to get in secondary school. Only Cs came from Chinese (C is for Chinese what, why not).

I have to catch up. Don't think about this semester anymore and focus on the next semester already.

You don't wanna end up repeating subs, Min. You really don't.

Yes I really don't.

OKAY!

One paper down, 4 more to go! Be positive min!

If after every paper I go out and celebrate like I did today, I think I will end wednesday with a blast.

Oh wait I AM ending it with a blast. I have a chalet on wednesday and thursday HAAA ROCKS.

So today. I went to Vivo to watch SECRET with Jem A.K.A DSK. And although I've watched it on crunchyroll already, the movie was just so much better in the cinema, like really.

Moved me NEARLY to tears. Only because I've already watched it so I didn't cry.

From what I heard, a lot of people cried.

Anyways, after the movie Jem and I went to ROC and didn't a lot of silly things including eating bananas and sushi bought from Giant in front of some spectacle shops.

I also did a lot of what I loved best - TALKING!

You know they say laughter is the best medicine, but I think for me talking is the best ever solution. Or anything to do with vocals coming out of one's mouth.

Like when I'm bored I'll talk to people, and when I'm stressed I'll sing. HAHA.

So now. time for PICTURES.

OH by the way Jem's got pictures up his blog too. A bit unglam for me. But then what he posted up I won't post. So CLICK HERE for his blog.

EH SUN DAMN BRIGHT.

You can't see me....

Now you see him.

Now you don't (:

This was when I was eating the banana in front of that optical shop (don't know what it's called) HAHAHA.

I LOVE THIS LAH. WHO HERE HAS SEEN ME TAKE EMO MO MO PICTURES?

I don't even ZL that much! Courtesy of future director JEREMY HO, I was captured being "emo" in Starbucks.

I think I posed damn long lah.

Jem has a go too.

This picture is like a great achievement. I took like so long to set up the camera so that we could both took a photo using the timer thingie. Only after SOMEONE gave me a little tip though.

WHAT IS WITH THE FINGER -_-

And this was not taken today but yesterday when I was studying in the lounge with the people you can see in the picture. From left SABBY (:, seaner and blur matthew (haha he doesn't read my blog anyway).

And now I leave you with...

不能说的秘密
by 周杰伦

Enjoy! (:

Untitled
by Anon

The notes and the pens
Fluttered in the air
She stopped to pick them up
But he was first, there.

Her nose was in books
And her eyes on music
However she knew
His heart was losing

He took her hand
And she knew it was time
Truth shall set us free
But hurt, it defines

The glances that met
And the cheeks that were rouge
One heart beat faster
The other went loose

Nights spent in avail
Lurches off to sleep
But only one of them
Can be allowed, free

The notes and the pens
Fluttered in the air
She stopped to pick them up
And from afar, he stares.

OKAY OKAY BACK TO INTHT.

I was supposed to be studying.

See this is what happens if I stay at home. I can't study. Study weeks just don't work for me.

So I better get my ass to school, where I'm surrounded by people studying left right top down diagonally centre and I'd be SO STRESSED that I'll force my head into studying, like I did yesterday for FBfun.

Turns out I have a paper this Friday, anyway, so it's intHT first.

Oh well. Spent the day on anime and scores of the soundtracks from Jay Chou's latest, The Secret. MSN me for more details.

I WILL GO AND STUDY IN SCHOOL TOMORROW. EVERYONE READING THIS NAG ME.

Jess said there's no such thing as self-discipline, the best way is to tell someone about it, so that you will be "discipled".

DISCIPLE ME TO STUDY!

Here's a really old song, but nice. Lovely. I LOVE this song man.

Somethin' Stupid
Originally Frank Sinatra, this one's by Robbie Williams and Nicole Kidman

I know I stand in line,
until you think you have the time
to spend an evening with me

And if we go some place to dance
I know that there's a chance
you won't be leaving with me

And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
and have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like :"I love you"

I can see it in your eyes
that you still despise the same old lines
you heard the night before

And though it's just a line to you
for me it's true
it never seemed so right before

I practice everyday
to find some clever lines to say
to make the meaning come true

But then I think I'll wait
until the evening gets late
and I'm alone with you

The time is right
your perfume fills my head
the stars get red
and oh, the night's so blue

And then I go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like: "I love you"

The time is right
your perfume fills my head
the stars get red
and oh, the night's so blue

And then I go and spoil it all
by saying something stupid
like: "I love you"

"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnd...ACTION!

Yeah it is time, again, for our annual programme, Stress Them Students!

This year we are featuring one of the prime courses in Singapore that causes the worst ever stress ever recorded on students!

Let us now take a look at the problems faced by none other then students of this very course - Hospitality and Tourism Management at Temasek Poly!

Okay I'll stop being in la la land thinking I'm some high-flying reporter for some high-ranking tv show.

Out to study today. Exams are just like, this week. I went back to school (as far as it is, yes) and met up with dearest Sabby, Yu fei and seaner.

PICTURES! I brought cammie (:

Around 4 Sabby went off to TM to watch Secret, but before that she tied a French Plait for me, and Seaner was nice enough to take photos for me.

There she is, in purple, and Yu Fei in brown.

And there's Sab's creation! I like it. HAHA. THANKS SABBY! (: LOVE LOVE!

This is Seaner being emo HAHAHA I took it without him knowing.

S-C-Y-T-H-I-A ROCKS!

So now Sabby left already, with Yu Fei, leaving me with SEANNERRR WAH LAO.

SEAN HARDWORKING SIAHH

"Hmmm, later dinner wanna eat what...."

"Eh you take picture siah! I smile!"

Afterwhich CY came over to join us. HAHAHAHA. SILLY FACE.

I remember lijie always did this before O levels in secondary school! LIJIE WHERE ARE YOU SIAHH!

When JY saw this picture he was like, half princess.

I went no, 3/4 princess.

If you get the joke.

Then later Ivan came, like really really late!

On 66, we were bored. So, yeah.

SHIT ASS FACE.

Anyways.

STUDY SIAHH.

BTH!

Actually there was a mistake in my previous post.

"Watched Rush Hour 3 too! .....gonna watch it in the cinema"

I don't even know what I am talking about there.

Actually what I meant was, I watched the movie by jay chou SECRET already, somewhere online and I won't mention where, but I think most people know already, and I'm gonna catch it in the big screen cos it's just so damn nice lah.

Anyways. I was at Ikea yesterday, and I spent a day limping around because of the pair of highly lethal pointy toe-d heels I had to wear on thurs for commsk.

You males always like to ask why we females like to wear shoes that hurt us right.

So I'll answer you, then. BUT BEAR IN MIND this are all in my point of view, meaning, why I WEAR HIGH HEELS.

1. Easy. I am short. I wear high heels. Although some of you spite me by saying there is no difference. I know there is. So, GRAHHHH.

2. To match with clothes. Imagine wearing a dress with sneakers. Something along that line. Get what I mean? It's like, you guys like to style your hair. And spend half the day doing that.

3. 80% of my shoes are heels, I don't have much of a choice :D

4. Wearing heels can improve your posture. It's proven.

5. I need to wear heels for formal ANYWAY!

See, I started at an early age (not reall - just 14) wearing heels, and now, at least my feet are trained. Up to about 2 inches, anyway. So when I'm at poly, which is like now, I won't have that much of trouble getting used to them - COS I AM!

Yeah whatever.

TO VICTORY AND BEYOND!

okay SEANER is right. My blog's getting old and mouldy.

Let's start from.. last week! Just a quick recap. Wah, like having lesson lah. Should I have lesson objectives too?

SHUT UP MIN.

Last weekend was a blast man. Such a crazy time. Best not to go into details cos the wrong kind of person might read. But you can asked me what I did last weekend.

Monday - after school, went down to the Esplanade to meet bestfriend and Jem and their classmates.

Had one of the worst yet best experiences in my life there.

You just have to learn from there thing and not repeat your mistakes.

Watched Rush Hour 3 too! It was so nice! Haha. I'm so gonna catch it in the cinema.

Tuesday - FREAKING late for school, I missed POM and FBfun! Goodness. Sighs lucky I still went for the revision lecture.

Wednesday - I went jogging with bestfriend and Jem. AND I WAS SO TIRED AFTER THAT LAH. Then we went to techno for dinner, a real late dinner.

Today - Had commsk 1 presentation, my last and final one! There. Over and done with. And tomorrow is the last day of school! SO COOL.

Went to Trybe centre after school, around 3, met up with DANIELLE (HAHAHA) and Rong`er! We had a mighty time playing that PS2 with the steering wheel thingie.

Of course I can't drive it lah. Suck man.

HOW TO LEARN DRIVING LIKE THAT

Anyway, like I've said, Friday is the last day of the semester! I have one week of studying next week, another week of exams, AND HOLIDAYS!

CANNOT TIO SUP PAPER!

I already have a list of things to do.

Which includes 2 chalets, a BBQ, several trips to Sentosa, watching movies, a trip back to Msia, shopping, shopping, and of course shopping.

That's just like, the peak of the mountain.

Min's happy today!

She spent the night/morning (haha) out, and it was fun (:

I've been happier for the past few weeks (2, actually) so I'll post up some pictures. In no particular order, I bring to you:

A slice of life of a 154 cm tall girl.

^{(HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH! CRACKED UP!)}

1. Life as a TPSU sub-comm member in the student lounge...
Before I start anything let me just say that I'M SOME SHITTY PHOTOGRAPHER LAH SO pardon my shitty photos. I was never artistic to start with, anyway.

So here you can see (look at the background of them photos too, not just people) are pictures of the sub-comm area in the SL (I did say I have shitty skills).

That's Eugene acting being cool. This is the area, towards the back of the subcomm area, where there's a table and chairs and people either use their laptops and study here or eat here.

That's SHEP! He's so funny. (: You can kind of see the front area of the place.

Jacintha. That yellow door goes to the meeting room where the EXCO are.

Seng Yi, and Sabrina (AKA Sabby, Sab) at the front area of the place where as you can see there are sofas and there's actually a table there which you can't see so never mind.

Oh there. The whole sofa area. Oh, and that's, uh, Dion. Haha.

Ben Chow and Shep. This is the reception area, where people who wanna borrow games and get foosball..balls.. (whatever they're called).. outside so that they can play.

These were taken at the SL area, where there are tables and chairs for people playing board games AND THEY HAVE HUGE HUGE MIRRORS THERE! (: Guy in white is Chang Yong, and the other guy's Ivan, my classmate too!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAND...these are the highlights of the SL! The main reason why many people are there - to play either foosball or pool! I personally prefer pool, although many people beg to differ. People like, SEAN.

Okay so maybe it's me with the disability to coordinate my hands while trying to hit that puny dirty pink coloured ball around the foosball table into my designated goal post.

I think it's because they're better lah, I'll just stick to pool. I'm not super at pool but at least I won't make a fool of myself =X

Final picture! This is the area beside the pool tables where there is a TV set and an old VCR player (what century are we in again?) There are sofas and little stools and tables too, makes a nice place to hang out.

There we go! A part of my life in Temasek Poly, which of course I'm sharing to those that are not from TP and are reading this. Duh!

2. Festival Of Praise (hereafter known as FOP)
^{pictures courtesy of Wei Jian}

Not many photos I have for FOP, but still! The anointing was there indeed! Delirious? was DARN GOOD LAH. I LOVE MARTIN SMITH. TEEE HEEE.

And for once pst Phil preached SO FAST lah. HAHA.

Anyways, 2 friends! Jeremy on my left, and Cheryl on my right! Hello hello!

3. Trybe run at Chung Cheng High (Main)

The class that I took, together with T-ru, Raymond and Joseph! 1 Benelovence (how do you spell that?) AKA 1BN. We had plenty of happy times.

This was a very good run, and like what Jaime/Jovi/Joel (forgot who) said that day, CCHMS is one of our favourites! I remember I was here last year, too, for either my 2nd or 3rd time with Trybe, and it was real fun.

This is my first time as co-lead, and I wanna thank T-ru for REALLY giving my that high chance to do the profiles. Thanks so much! (:

Of course after every session, we hip and happeneing facilitators gather to do only what's worth doing - cam whore.

Bingrong, Tien Lang, T-ru.

One of my close buddies BR!

Another one - THOMAS (:

Henzy and Steven Jr exalting the "very cool" pose. Don't stun the girls, now. They're only secondary one.

Brian, Nat and Nic, playing around huh!

Min and steph!

This is Preston, everyone!

Ben and his group. I'm the extra lah. HAHA.

4. A day with my beloved cell group

We were all at David's house for cell, one fine Thursday, both W376 and W450.
From top to right, David, Jinyu, Wei Jian, Jonathan - manhood! LOL

Isaac! David's younger brother. I think he's damn cute lah!

Everybody say HI to Frisky, David's dog!

Kennedy looks cool with his retro-ish shades..

That day at CG, it was such a wholesome experience. Hard to go into details, but I really enjoyed it. (:

Love God, love people.

5. TP girl by day, and when night falls...

Nothing really happens to me when night falls, just that I get a lot crappier, lamer, and noisier, according to some of my friends.

Met up with Nic, Br, Daniel and Michelle at PS TCC.

Oh wait, did I mention that we were supposed to meet around 9 plus, but I only ended up going to TCC around 11?

YEAHHH. But I can forgive and forget - I'm nice (:

So we spent the night out just chilling and playing some very interesting game with I will not go into details because that's part of the game, too. HAHA.

I ended up at home around 3 am, and slept around 4..LOL! shiok arh!

I live a pretty interesting life, I guess.

But there's a lot more to me then the surface shows.

I wish you all a Happy National Day!

Did I mention that I'm blogging during the parade, too?