Peace and Tranquility
it is that time of the year again.

yes, people, 2005 is ending. time to usher in 2006

i even wanted to put lyrics of Auld Lang Syne.

but it will sound really dead.

it has been a terribly eventful year, in which i have come to realise something

i am totally wasting my time. ever since september. i have totally been wasting my time.

biding on something not mine, wasn't mine, never mine.

yet losing out on the only thing i need : time.

isn't it crazy, how i could have done stuff like that and still dare to say all this?

i don't know, its just how i feel

i sound so solemn.

maybe i really am.

oh yea. its this is my 191^th post. been a long time on blogger.

thinking back, this must have been one of my worst years, yet one of my best. ironic, isn't it?

all you have to do is to look at my year through different windows and you'll get what i mean.

i have lost friends yet made friends, improved friendships yet de-proved friendships, cried my worst yet laughed my loudest.

but i know one thing for sure.

in 2005, I LOOK GREAT!!!

heeheehee.

today. i wasn't really in a mood to do anything.

to be really honest, i didn't want to wake up, go band, go west mall. i didn't wanna eat, talk, run, sing, laugh, march, whatever.

i'm listening to Jay Chou's ye qu.

its really good. its on repeat. i love it. just feels my heart with this sorrow.

cos right now, all i wanna do is to crawl into bed and hide.

Rain Down On Me...
what a rainy day.

yet it was really really peaceful.

the time around christmas eve and day were really hectic.

time to enjoy peace, nature....and rain.

yes rain.

went out roller-cycling again.

what a fickle weather.

when i went out, it was okay.

then it started to rain.

then it stopped again.

then started again.

then stopped. i gave up and just went ahead.

only to get caught in the rain.

i was fully drenched, head to toe!

ate dinner out, daddy was home late and mummy is still in malaysia. with little bro.

and now i'm home. on the com. watching Love Concierge.

A Perfect Wedding Is One With Love.

is it true? sounds so cliche. you think love is that easy?

you think love can just come like that?

oh yes it can

the problem is, it can go like THAT too.

never ever believe in the fairytale of love.

be realistic.

or someday...you'll find your fairytale has turned...sour..

and when this day comes. it'll be too late. all too late.

and the only thing to fish you out of your upside down fairytale.

is to close the boook.

to you.

i'm not trying to say i'm very experienced.

and i'm really praying you won't go through what i went through.

honestly i'm pretty sure you won't lah hahaha i mean he is like much much more matured.

but then. you and me, everyone, we don't know what the future holds.

so unless you are seriously sure, don't go too far.

i'm not saying you are too far.

you may.

and you may say, how do i know if he is the one?

that. its too long to type here.

you may say. he IS the one.

well. only you know and God knows whethere truely he is or not.

good night.

Christmas
i've decided that every post will start with a title. and there. my first post with a title, it is about Christmas.

Saturday, Christmas Eve

morning, woke up at 7+. i had to go last minute shopping with my mom at westmall. no choice. it shopping not at the eleventh hour but the fifty-nineth minute. haha.

well we had to buy stuff for my cousins. actually chose clothes. but then i remembered how crazy they were with monopoly. so there.

then. got this COOL BIG HOT electronic chinese dictionary. wooot. you know why i'm actually happy with a chinese dictionary (a chinese dictionary!)? because :

1. IT CAN PLAY MP3!

2. it has a slot for......a....*drum roll*....SD card *big big grin*

3.its the first time i got an electronic something without asking for it.

heh heh heh.

then met my uncle...blah blah blah...at around 1 my parents bro and unc left for beautiful malaysia. muahaha.

okay. so actually, was supposed to go for the CHC christmas service at 430. and then get home and have a party cum sleepover (waaaaahoooo!) but then plans changed.

not much. heehee. we didn't go to the service, that's all.

haha. after going home from last minute christmas shopping, went out to westmall again. met david. now it is grocery shopping for the party.

went home. blah blah. baked some pizzas. hung around home. watched herbie. eunice stayed over. you know. i've already posted it.

Sunday

i slept at a darn time of 4 am. then woke up at 7+, woke eunice up who had to go for the service at 1030.

and you know this too. it was on my previous post.

well anyway. i said i wanted to sleep. but turned out i didn't. or more like couldn't.

so went to church. christmas service was great! super funny. won't go into details though. i'm currently watching a movie. while posting.

after the service we went to the carnival.

honestly, i was feeling terrible that day. extremly fatigued. what do you expect from someone who only slept for 3 hours.

and i still managed to play on a ride that went round....and round....and round....and faster...and faster...and faster...and i was being knocked around the seat with rachel beside me...dizzier and dizzier..

man. my feet hurt too. the tale of the 2 inch heels.

oh yea! isaac and david bought this shirt for eunice and me. its dark dark blue. and it has this cute bear...that lights up when you press a button on the side of the shirt. haha. its darn ke ai.

so after the carnival. went to eunice's house to join a party. didn't do much. just eating. and listening to people play the guitar. yea.

and eunice stayed over again. haha. was watching My Dog Skip. but i was too tired. too too tired.

so went to sleep.

and in the morning, went out to queensway to eat breakfast. same people. haha.

then went home to clear the laundry, and now i'm here, in david's house, using his laptop to do this post.

National Treasure just ended. not bad, for a movie.

and this post ends, too.

oh yea. go to david's blog for the details. and pictures. i guess. he told me to link him up. wheher he will blog or not, that's a different story. and he added: "that's 'his' problem. probably will be like, how many days time."

and the rest is out of point.

oh yea yea. its great to be a princess, but its even better to be a mermaid princess.

yea yea. i watched Disney's The Little Mermaid. before National Treasure.

JUST KIDDING.

okay...zzz...i slept at like...4 am last night..

oh i meant this morning...zzz

had to wake up early to wake eunice up. she's going for the 10 o'clock service..luckily i'm going for the 1 pm one..i am like so tired..

but i can't go back to sleep! dang..

headache headache...

but i can't deny the fact this is one of my best, or actually my best christmas eve spent..

i'm going to try to go back to sleep...

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

yes, your princess is tagging at 2 am in the morning on a sunday!

she's up, yes she is, cos her parents ain't in town!

with her babe buddy eunice! who'e sleeping over. muahaha. ladies' night.

well it was actually daddy-daughter-daughter's buddy-daddy lil bro night. but aww someone had to go.

no problemo!

to tell you the truth, i'm pretty beat now. eunice's bathing haha. that's why i can take time off to tpye this little thing.

been having a great evening. david and isaac came over. we baked pizza. haha. then rachie! HEY RACH! came over. haha. then eunice. we caught some movies.

HERBIE and this AMERICAN PIE. i don't know what's the title. pretty awful langauge. but the storyline rules.

oops. gotta run. it's ladies' night! and the feeling's right!

good night! i mean, good morning. haha.

welcome, David, back from JB!

right! for the past days, other than the cell pre-christmas bbq, it has been crash course all the way until today! 3 cheers! no more crash course!

time to complete school work =(

so after course on thursday, went straight home (hop hop hop) and zoomed off with eddy to meralodge, rachel's place for the bbq.

what a wet day! lucky i wore shorts! i had to a buy an umbrella when i reached orchard from john little (whom was having a sale, haha, got $1 ++ off that $6.90 PINK umbrella).

apparently my shorts were to short, according to SOMEONE. pffft. buzz off.

well anyway. it was like, drizzling. haha. the others had put up this makeshift shelter. haha.

sidetrack - FREAKING GAMER! is that all you can put on your MSN nick? its like, NEVER changing!!

back to topic. while waiting for the fire to start up, daniel, jephthah, weekang and me sneaked off to play cards at the clubhouse. heh heh heh. we meanies.

rather uneventful after this. i didn't eat much haha.

and here's a piece of good news :

my parents are going malaysia tomorrow - WITHOUT ME!! THEY ARE LEAVING ME IN SINGAPORE! oh singapore, let the sun shine!!

ASK ME OUT!! I AM ACTUALLY FREE TO GO OUT!! come on people! XD

and i can go for service and i can stay out and i can eat whatever i want and i can don't eat if i want to....

THANK YOU GOD! COS THIS WAS ONE OF M WISHES ON MY WISHLIST!!! yay!

i am hyper!

here's a great christmas song for you guys! i've been singing this song over and over again today. haha.

All I Want For Christmas Is You
by Mariah Carey
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You

All I want for Christmas is you baby
[repeat]

hahaha i must have repeated this song over and over don't know how many times already.

well then. merry christmas to you all. and. if i have the time, i might even make a christmas blogskin. stay "tuned" then!

oh yea. if you do have a skin request, just email me. or MSN. don't tell me face to face cos i will definately forget. by now i've only remember kaikee and farrah' request. both of you tell me the details over MSN yea?

once again, merry christmas!

eeeek. 10 minutes to finish a post.

yes in my previous post i mentioned about something i wanted to type. well. i changed my mind. otherwise the previous post would have been a super long one.

i fell asleep in chem today! haha. wasn't the only one. the guy beside me alternated in sleeping and playing his handphone. the guy beside him just slept through. and he was there ever since 10 in the morning for physics, which i didn't take. LUCKILY.

fours hours is enough,

why must humans be so clever and come up with things like circular measure and logarithms? trigonometry? geometry?

aww. somethings tells me if humans weren't so clever, i would even have a computer, thus not posting this on a weblog.

okay.

i have gone without posting for FOUR days. it is the 19^th today, and my last post was dated the 15^th

first, some "annoucements". as for that part two DOs and DON'Ts (girls) in a relationship, i've decided not to post it as

1)it requires a guy to express what a girl should and should not do in a relationship. it has to be biased for the guys, just like mine was biased to the girls. yes i admit that.

2)i don't have the time. hehe. reasons? crash course.

3)if i do type it out, it will still be biased to girls. you see, i'll be saying stuff like, girls, you shouldn't depend on your guys and stuff like that. it will still be the benefit for the girls. poor guys. but sorry.

thus i have decided not to post it. unless i really have nothing to do. but i have something to share to everyone in this post.

oh yea. let me summarize these four days.

ever since the 15^th i have been going down to orchard and back home just for that darn crash course. which made me miss out to alot of stuff. like david's trip to malaysia. i could have gone golfing okay! =(

oh yea. went for cell cum mini-potluck party on saturday. baked a cake with rachel and annabelle. her sis.

i thought it was really sweet, especially that layer of filling. too sweet to tahan.

turns out that was what you liked, wasn't it, people? haha.

and sunday, i went for service at expo, my first time. IT WAS GREAT! CANDLELIGHT SERVICE! it was really really beautiful. and justin, haha, thanks for summarizing everything neatly into one word - "romantic".

you see, i couldn't find a word that describe everything, and justin did. haha.

of course, it was more than romantic. haha. much much more. words can't describe.

more like i have a limited vocabulary. heh heh.

and at night. dinner at Church of Our Saviour. or COOS. christmas dinner (FYI recently did it struck me that christmas was approaching at the speed of light. oh no) with some entertainment.

boring..we (me eunice sean justin yolanda) ended up at this lousy arcade. which was still better than sitting there and stoning.

and today. went early out (eunice woke me up, actually) roller-cycling. with eunice and david. we went around gombak. long story.

enough typing for one day.

so. part two of the DOs and DON'Ts in a relationship (girls).

sorry. the author is currently attending a seven-day secondary three revision crash course for chemistry and additional mathematics which started yesterday and is ending next week on thursday. it starts from 12pm to 4pm, with two hours for each subject. AND IT IS ALL THE WAY AT ORCHARD PLAZA!!!

by the way. i nearly lost my way yesterday. and i was late for 20 minutes. no, not because i lost my way. i left bukit batok late. hehe.

which is why i didn't have time to update yesterday. okay, so i did, but i was watching tv at night. how do you expect me to watch the rainbow connection while typing a post? so not.

and i am supposed to leave bukit batok at 1045. which is one hour from now. all the time i spent on surfing the net cut!!! =((

and this STUPID DARN FREAKING PHONE IS STILL GIVING ME PROBLEMS. i'm back to my old phone. it can last for 3 hours non stop talking too. hahaha. if you leave it charging, more than that. i suppose forever. but i have to sleep right?

in the meantime, i'll be nice and send them newgen people an email. if they do something i don't agree with...i'll be making a phone call then.

i hate to make phonecalls to these service care people. they treat you like a stupid blonde girl. please. i have brains!

i really should quit complaining about that crash course, cos in the first place i wanted it, second, it helps.

yea. it does. not so much for chemistry, judging from yesterday's topic (chemical bonding). i'm ok with chemical bonding. just that their questions...i don't even know where to start.

and for additional maths, guess what is that darn topic they started on!!! friends in the same class as me you should know!!!!!!

YES!! INDICES, SURDS AND LOGARITHMS!

well. i couldn't do anything. i think i only managed to answer 2 questions correctly. he gave more than 10. it was either he swept past the questions way to fast, or i must have been too slow.

i think it was because i'm too slow.

well today. it is QUADRATIC FUNCTIONS!!

finally something i can answer without sitting there like a total idiot.

currently i'm attempting to eat breakfast while typing.

FYI, its not working out.

whatever. i miss my sims2. =(

So Sexy!


HOW WOULD YOUR PROM DRESS LOOK LIKE? -11 different outcomes-
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the results of being bored online yesterday.

girls. go check it out. for guys. click on the Quizilla link for more interesting quizzes. =) have fun. this prom princess has gotta run.

it has been long, like months ago.

yet it still affects me unintentionally.

i don't want to think about it. but when i watch shows that reminds me of what happened, i won't be able to stop thinking of it.

i don't like it. nope. who would.

honestly you won't expect me to forget something like that right?

okay enough of being emotional. i am super bored right now, due to my bloody new phone shutting down whenever i want to use it. sorry if you called and got cut off. my phone will just shut down. so i turned it off. and if you smsed me i didn't reply or if i smsed you and you replied but i didn't i am so so sorry.

since i'm bored, i'm going to type something.

I AM NOT PIN-POINTING ANYONE WITH WHATEVER I AM GOING TO SAY. or type, actually.

guys, this is for you. things to do and NOT to do when you wanna jio your desired girl.

1. please do not, do not, do not send "sweet" good night smses. or smses like...like...i don't know. just don't send those STUPID sweet smses.

2. don't offer to send her home. you'll scare the poor thing.

3. don't buy stuff for her - yet. buy stuff for her when you're successfully together. cos if you buy stuff for her and she rejects you in the end its you who lose out. haha.

4. do chat online or sms. talk about useful stuff like her favourite things. or your favourite things. stuff like that. USEFUL stuff. don't go online, say a hi to her.

5. however, do NOT go online, say a HI, and don't say anything else after that.

that's all i can think of. ok. now for the DOs and DON'Ts with your girlfriend

1. when your girlfriend says "where do you wanna go today?" please make a decision. don't, DO NOT say i don't know. make a decision!!!!!!

2. when she say I PAY, let her pay. no need to explain.

3. please, please, never ever EVER asks her whether she is jealous or even mention the J word. cos even if she is, you're supposed to know, but not say it out and still be able to fix her J problem. and if she is not BUT you keep asking, it is annoying isn't it? (this one is one of the most annoying probs i had with my last guy. argh!!! sickening.)

4. don't try to control her. you get 2 results out of that : she rebels against you(meaning breakup) or she breaks down. then break up with you.

5. don't force her to do anything. sometimes it seems as though you are not, you're just doing it for her own good. but in truth you are forcing her to do something she doesn't want to. just exlain why you're doing it. if she doesn't want to accept your help then forget it!

there. something for me to do wen i am bored.

silly min.

yay. i love sentosa.

woke up at around 6 yesterday. but i DRAAAAG, and DRAAAAAG, and DRRAAAG, so ended up was late.

met david and rach, since only them (other than me) were like so enthusiastic about going SENTOSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes sentosa. the little island below little singapore. singapore is like small enough. but we went to a smaller island below singapore. and even to a smaller island below sentosa, one island which you can cover in less than 5 minutes time. more about that later

we took 106 to the bustop outside YISS, then changed to 963. it was fast. now i've decided if i wanna go sentosa take 963. you don't have to walk the long was from the east west MRT line outram station to the north west MRT line.

when we reached sentosa it was only 9+? i think so. nobody was at siloso beach, except that a BIG BIG BIG BIG AREA WAS CORDONED OFF JUST FOR DARN ZOUK.

but anyway. after while of walking and a short life on a bus, we reached a spot which was not only deserted, it had a small little hut and was ZOUK-FREE. HAH.

after settling down, it was beach time! slathered suntan oil on, and we're ready to tan!

rach brought a ball, and i brought a radio. no point lah, actually, since that stupid radio is so soft. should have brought my bigger but heavier one.

and i brought muffins, which i baked the day before, friday.

rach didn't want to get wet at first. so david and i swam. then we decided to swim to this small little island-let. its really tiny. you can walk the whole thing in five minutes' time. and it wasn't really far from siloso's shore, almost the distance of an olympic pool. just deeper.

it was hard to swim, since i wore that **************************** piece of ****, which is only nice to wear when you are dry. should have wore two-piece. but two-piece is shockingly pink! have quite enough of pink!

whatever. so we reached that island-let. it has the most unimaginable softest snad i;ve seen! when you lie on it, its like lying on a bed. and you have pillows and stuff. go make a bolster if you want. ha ha.

we made small little sand-men. 3, in fact. guess who were the 3 haha.

meanwhile, rach was hanging around back at mainland. i mean, sentosa. we kept shouting for her to come over. and she was like, no, no, no, no.

but finally she swam over *chuckles with glee*

SIDETRACK - I AM SO ITCHY NOW!! KEEP SCRATCHING!! @$%#*&$#!! =PpP~

we took pics on that small island. some on this man made rocks. and some for fun.

oh yea! rach and i made david excersize. he needed it. actually, so do i.

haha. 10 pushups, 30 situps and he had to drag rach and me along the water. wheeeeee hahaha.

actually wanted to going kayaking. or canoeing. whatever. but i changed my mind.

we left sentosa tanned at around 2. headed for cineleisure next!

at cine there was this event, i don't know what. more from daniel's blog. when we reached there it was like over. aww. too bad. but we met up with winnie, wee kang, charissa, jephthah, daniel, jeremiah, isaac, kai keng...did i miss out anyone...

had pastamania pizza! and a tiramisu. we used the vouchors won from human monopoly last time (refresh your memory).

after that, went to walk around. and finally went home. i was so tired, i went to sleep. zzz.

pics at david's blog. he hasn't post them up yet. but soon.

I AM SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUPER DUPER SI BEI HAPPY!!!

why? because:
number 1: SENTOSA! TOMORROW!

number 2: waiting.....waiting...waited...got it!!!!!!! i am so smart!

ok. gotta go. more tomorrow. or day after. i don't know.

yesterday. before my little post. way way before. in the morning

i wanted to type this really really mean piece of bullshit in my blog about some people. and so i did. took me an hour.

and then, i clicked Publish Post.

Blogger has just encountered a problem. Any unsaved data will be lost.

i was totally OH MY GOODNESS!

but. it was actually something telling me not, NOT to blog that piece of bullshit cos its really really mean and terrible and after i published it, the whole school wil naturally slay me.

so. i left it there and then. and decided to forget everything.

TODAY
yes i wanna talk about today.

cos i went SHOPPING!

okay bad news first.

i have tuition now!!! =(((

chem and additional maths!!

oh welll...

and after that, mummy (she took leave) drove us to SPH to get my thingie from Seventeen magazine. i don't really know what it is, don't know how to explain, and its not important.

and AFTER THAT, we went to wisma to have BANANA PRATA!

just for banana prata must go wisma. haha. then bought a pomelo from isetan supermarket at shaw.

I LOVE POMELO!!!

okay. so after that, went home. halfway through, my mom decided to go west mall. which was good news for me tee hee hee. converse sale.

bought a bag and matching wallet, which i have been eyeing for some time.

mummy bought 2 shirts. and another 2 shirts somewhere else.

and i bought a pair of canvas shoes. finally.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

waiting.

blinded little me.

Amarantine - click to listen
by Enya
You know when you give your love away
It opens your heart, everything is new
And you know time will always find a way
To let your heart believe it's true
You know love is everything you say
A whisper, a word, promises you give
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day
You know this is the way love is

(Chorus)
Amarantine
Amarantine
Amarantine
Love is always love

You know love may sometimes make you cry
So let the tears go, they will flow away
For you know love will always let you fly
How far a heart can fly away

(Chorus)X 2

You know when love's shining in your eyes
It may be the stars fallen from above
And you know love is with you when you rise
For night and day belong to love

okay. i'm a little behind updates.

saturday
i know i've already posted for saturday. but that's only for saturday morning. this is for th rest of the saturday.

so anyway, as i tried to complete my housework for that day(ironing, i'm still not done!), my mom came up and said, hey, let's go shopping later.

i was still mad, you know, so i was like, whatever. turned out to be some shopping spree. she should have been more specific, like, GROCERY shopping.

yea. we went to shop n save.

oh boring.

sunday
i got my dad to let me go church!!!!!! went for 2 services, 5 and 6. although its the same. doesn't really matter to me.

it was cool. this person, robin something (i am so sorry. i can't remember her name.) a Hollywood (hollywood!!!!!!) actress came and spoke to us about her life story.

she used to dance for Solid Gold. i found out from my dad. its just this programme that plays songs and have a great bunch of background dancers. my dad used to watch. haha. but he doesn't know their names.

haha. but after all the services i had to go. have a birthday dinner with my brother. we went to this restaurent near jurong entertainment. not bad. love the ambience.

love the food even more! but the best orh ni i've ever eaten is still at malacca.

my mom says maybe not though. there's this thai restaurent that also sells chinese food at jurong west. according to my mom, their orh ni is GREAT.

funny i've been to that restaurent plenty of times. just never eaten orh ni there.

orh ni fetish!!!!!!!!! XD

and now, i gotta go. no. not ironing. pul-leeze. its holidays. i'm off to the sims.

oh wait. yesterday after church i went home with jeremiah.

and when he found out that i could cook, he was like, "YOU CAN COOK???"

and he says i don't have the ironing face either.

is it so surprising i can cook????? jeremiah's not the first person to say that too.

okay. next cell group, you guys are in for a treat. i'll bake something. heehee. if i remember lah!

sayonara!

P.S i can do requests. tell me what you want, for example, pizza, choc chip cookies, and i'll see if i can bake them. i won't gurantee they are top quality though.

oh yea! i came back and added this.

never ever wear 2 inch high heels anywhere unless you are very very sure there is somebody to drive you to and fro from wherever you are going. and only when you are sure there is minimal standing. and that you can get a seat anytime.

and it wasn't my fault i went to wear those heels. i only realized they were 2 inches tall when i got home. which was a little too late. hehe. did anyone notice my sudden change in height?

sooo. for the first time last night, i didn't go online even when there wasn't anyone using the com.

i didn't even go out of my room. and why, may you ask?

because of HER.

my brother and me, we are not superman and wonderwoman. we can't do EVERYTHING. we are also not your ladies-in-waiting, your HIGHNESS (my foot!), but actually, if you realized, your CHILDREN. from your WOMB.

i am not siding with my brother either. why is it everytime i don't do a chore, i get scolded (this is fair, i suppose) but when he doesn't do a chore, I GET SCOLDED TOO???? you just have to make sure EVERYTHING is my fault right??

just because daddy isn't at home doesn't mean you can call the shots at home. sorry. he still does. and i come in second. you are THIRD, in terms of education, if you do REMEMBER.

oh i FORGOT, her royal highness has a bad memory. which is WHY i have a bad memory too.

i am posting this on my blog, while everyone will go, minmin, you unfilial child!

HEY! WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE CHILD'S FAULT??? or in my case, why is everything the oldest child's fault???

why can't there be an unfair mother instead of an unfilial daughter?

so thanks to you, after dinner last night, i went straight to brush my teeth and stayed in my room. until i fell asleep. and woke up this morning.

well. to be honest. it was lucky i stayed in my room, because if i stayed outside you would have continued nagging and i would have finally shouted my throat hoarse at you and i'll probably earn more than that STUPID FUCKING grounding.

she didn't even know how to use the word grounding. all she said was (in chinese, DUH), "you better not go out anymore otherwise i *censored*" you don't wanna know that part.

i was so freaking mad at her, i didn't even want to shout back at her.

and that's not all. you always have to pick the day i decide to go out to come home and nag at everything.

by the way i went to david's house yesterday with eunice with a movie marathon.

"why aren't the laundry kept? did you sweep the floor? how come you never do any housework? your father and i work so hard to earn money and this is all we get?"

alright. first things first. I WAS OUT TODAY, DO YOU FUCKING REMEMBER??? second, YOU TOLD MY BROTHER, NOT ME, TO SWEEP AND MOP THE FUCKING HOUSE, REMEMBER? AND THIRD, IF YOU HAD PROBLEMS AT WORK, CAN YOU NOT TAKE IT OUT ON ME???

mind you, studying is tough business. you think working is? go try studying again, cos this is the 21st century. its definately different then what you had. and you only had up to secondary level, you AREN'T QUALIFIED TO COMMENT AT ALL.

so if you want everything to be done when you get home, GO GET A MAID. I AM NOT YOUR LADY-IN-WAITING.

i really shouldn't have gone out yeaterday. or maybe not gone out at all. i should just stay at home doing housework. i'll have perfect training to be a maid, just like hillary duff in the movie the perfect man, where her character has prefect training to be a house-mover.

i don't need to be in school anymore. you should just pay me to be your maid. i'll give you a discount. and you can save money on my school fees, since you say that's why you're working your bones out for.

go pamper your baby darling boy, cos he's never at fault, go give him the money intended for me to study architectural for him to study, i don't know, lawyer at Cambridge, so you can retire early. i'll just be your personal maid.

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I AM A TOTAL LOSERR.

because only losers fall for tricks like that. and embarress themselves. only losers are so stupid and muddleheaded.

and this morning, i turned on the radio, blasted it, and sang at the top of my voice, using my mop as the mike.

it felt good.

paart of thaaaaat....world!

(i was singing to disney's album. heeheehee.)

WAHHH! RACHAEL JUST SENT ME SOME SONGS BY ENYA!! at first i was so blur, i forgot who enya was.

THEN I REMEMBERED! YEA!

singing rocks!

spent my day yesterday doing household chores. and of COURSE hogging the com

well you can't call it hogging a com, cos my bro gota NEW GAMEBOY SP from my mom.

i thought she wanted to get him a PlayStation. or Xbox. so at least i can play too.

and won't spoil his eyes that bad. gameboys have so tiny screens!

and since he already has a gameboy colour, which may be old but still very functionable, i think she should have got him a PS.

but whatever. at least he won't pester me anymore to let him play maplestory. oh yucks. i rather he play pokemon. haha.

pokemon is nice! better than MS!

but my all-time favourite game would be....the SIMS 2!

here's what you can get me for christmas(i've learnt that being buay hiau pai can do you good from a teacher hahaha)! a sims 2 expansion pack, sims 2 UNIVERSITY!

haha. just kidding. i rather get something else.

oh yea. in these two days, i've made 3 skins! still under construction, but you can go view them!

P R O M I S E S; keep them.
b e s t f r i e n d s
confessions of a broken heart

a little plain, these skins, especially the confessions one. but suggestions are very much welcomed, for this is an amateur at work. me.

thanks, peeps! (=

oh yea. these are all very emo skins. emotional skins. very common. so it may be a little to boring. but even if they suck, please tell me, cos its easier to accept my friends telling me my skins suck then an outsider from blogskins telling me my skins suck.

and i have a new trick up my sleeve. gonna try it out later. i don't know if it will work. wahaha.

ciao. time to get my creative brain juices flowing!

P.S i believe this is my 174^th post. bus number 174 goes to jurong point.

lame, min, lame!