Look! A Peanut!

Have you watched it? (only if you've watched will you know what I'm talking about)

I bet you haven't.

I did, last saturday, with Wei Jian. It was more on a whim. We were having lunch with the cell group, and we two were loners left.

Wei Jian: Eh I feel like watching movie.
Min: Ya me too.

Both looks eye to eye. A spark of understanding zapped between...

He even treated me, as a present. Thanks man.

IT was good!!! So, so nice.

Ending's sad, like what Amanda said. But sweet.

ANYWAYS.

I'm addicted to this online vids watching lah.

CANNOT CANNOT.

Oh man. There's a lot of things I'm addicted to know.

Sab's right. When one has nothing to do, one tends to think a lot.

SIGHS.

Nobody knows who I really am
I've never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

That's from Bleach, the ending theme song.

Ya, ya I started watching Bleach. I know I'm abit slow larh, but I didn't really have the time for it. Until recently.

Okay not really. I had a lot of time during that 6 months holiday but I never really spent those times on the computer. I spent them out. DUH? Which goon will spend that happy time at home?

I think my brother will, though. But he IS a goon.

I have nothing to say about my recent week.

It's been so good and yet so, so bad.

I've never been so stressed about an assignment before. I've never been so angry about one before, either.

But now my list of problems is considerable shorter already, so I thanks God for that. Phew.

But I didn't say it's empty.

You know, I'm really thinking about this problem. I've had it ever since I was born, and I just freaking don't get it.

If you have a problem that lasted for so long, you'd start to think as crazily as I am thinking now.

I mean really, the problem MUST lie with me. But I don't see anything wrong at all. You know, I need some... enlightenment.

On a happier note, they're speaking to me again. Not all of them, but yes, they are.

It's really tough having 'I' as your dominant profile.

The rejection really takes the heart.

I know I can get around this.

I always wanted something.

I wished that there's something that could directly link my thoughts up to Blogger, and blog while I walk around during the day, be it in school or while I'm travelling to school, or whatever.

Seems like my life now really revolves around school.

Well anyway walking around I get a lot of inspirations about stuff and I really like to share it, but everything I'm home I don't think I remember it anyway and I'm bogged down with lots of work. No time to really remember and blog.

Like now, I'm gonna rush through this post, because FBfun is due tomorrow.

You'll see a lot of this 'FBfun' word around, especially on Mondays. Cos it's always due on Tuesdays.

I have 3 tests scheduled this week, all of which I have not prepared for. Shoot me, now.

Yea. Cos on top of all the heavy school work, people like to dao me for no particular reason.

This is even worse then in secondary school. At least in secondary school people only hated me after a certain undefinable period of time. But I'm in TP for barely 5 weeks (actually today is week 5), and this kind of.. crap caught up with me.

Thought I left it all the day I took my results.

Why the hell did I choose TP?

Cos I wanted to get away from YISS as far as possible, as far as I could. I succeeded, since I only know 2 other people from TP that are ex-Yusoffians.

And all I have been doing for the past 4 weeks were to sing praises about how great a class 1H10 has been.

Don't get me wrong. They are a great class.

I'm just not a good friend.

I knew something like this will happened when they picked me for class rep.

Being a high "D" is something to be proud of I guess.

But it's not really doing wonders to me, especially if the people around you don'y understand you, why you do such stuff, why do you do things the way you do things..

It's not like in Trybe, where everyone really understands.

I DON'T GET IT. CAN SOMEONE, PLEASE, JUST TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON???

I don't wanna think about it.

I don't wanna think about them hating me.

I don't wanna think about you not talking to me.

I don't wanna think about how this is all a misunderstanding but you don't seem to agree.

You don't seem to care, anyway.

I don't wanna think about all the fun times we had and how they're all disappearing.

I'm still feeling to coldness.

It was accidental. But this problem of mine started ever since I could breathe, and it has always broken friendships.

Well. Cell group. It's great that it's the weekend and I just love going to cell group to relax and seek God.

Zhipeng is right (:

I did my nails today, with all the leftover stuff. They're red now, with nail art. Haha. I love them!

Actually this is the first time I did such an extreme colour! But they're not bright red, like those auntie kind. Slightly darker.

not really nice, though, I don't have long nails!

Hmm. I'm pretty moody today, though I can't exactly mention why. It's quite a long story.

Haha. Ivan and Terry and whoever else, if you're reading this, I was blogging already when chatting with you guys lah. HA HA!

HI IVAN! I KNOW YOU THINK I ROCK! I KNOW I DO! SEE YA! (:

see ya people (:

HI ALL!

This has been such a great week!

Okay it was good on Sunday when I got baptised.

But my mood went down on Monday, not because of school or anything.

It's cos of some silly thing, and I was stupid to be moody for this week just because of CCN day.

Firstly I wanna apologise to my classmates, cos I have been in a bad mood the whole week. I know I was nasty to a lot of people, especially the ones clser to me namely Amanda, Shaun, Kher Meng and Yin Zhou.

Sorry I keep showing black face! Dao-ing you! Diao-ing you! Staring blankly! Being pissed forever! Shouting at you! Screaming at you! Being cynical at the wrong times!

I was like waking up on the wrong side of bed bed everyday for a whole week lah.

Cannot, lah. If I'm going to be so easily stressed out, I'm going to go crazy lah. I have 7 more majoy projects coming up leh.

Secondly sorry to my other classmates! Same thing. I shout at them even more. Bad min. Cannot lah...

But I also wanna say my thankyous.

Firstly thank you Daddy God! For strength, faith, wisdom, presence, everything! Don't think I could have done anything without You! (:

Next is definitely all 1H10 people! why? without us? NO CCN DAY BOOTH FROM 1H10 LAH! DUHHH??? Thank you guys so much for your valuable input!

SO WHAT IS CCN DAY?

CCN day, or Campus Care Network (something like that) Day is a day where each class sets up a booth in the school doing something to raise money for the school charity. In other words, for the needy. So it is a good cause!

Well we started on something pretty huge - Express Manicure! $6 per person, discount if you bring 2 friends along. Add an extra dollar for pretty nail art!

We got really busy this week, which was why I got so stressed up. But then, today was a pretty good day. Sadly this CCN is only for one day or I bet we'd have higher profits.

SO. more updates. Thanks again to 1H10 and terry and nicole (two seniors) for celebrating my birthday (which passed 2 days ago) with me! Terry specially came down to school! He didn't have school on that day. Thanks to Amanda for the lovely cake and the whole idea. Confirm is her cos she was the only one I told.

Then again she only told Ivan it was her birthday and Ivan told me and I told everyone! Well one for one. haha. That's we we're such great friends!

Some photos! Amanda's online albums of some stuff my classmates do.
GUYS BEING CRAZILY GAY
Playing Pool.

Enjoy. (:

It's a very important day today, for me.

Yes, I got baptised today, in our old Jurong West building! Love the place man. First time I'm up at the rooftop though. Lovely place.

Before I say anything I guess I should show pictures. And here they are, credits to David. Others have pictures and even videos (horrificious I won't show that) but others are not online.

This is before, obviously, I look so dry. I was the last person in line you know, and Pastor was like this is our last person for today and everyone clapped and I turned a shade redder.

I. Got. Well. Very nicely dunked in. I like being in water. But this is a different experience. This is getting baptised. This is dying and being reborn. This is being touched.

As David aptly put it, my first few moments reborn! However they're not very glam pictures. LOL.

And I'm sure I don't have to tell you what this is.

The first question I was asked is what do I feel.

Honestly?

I feel strangely happy. Just. Happy.

Well what's my baptism name?

It's not on the certificate, and Pastor didn't read it out because I didn't put it in.

I want to be called Anastacia.

More pictures, more information, more stuff when i have a clear mind.

HO HO HO.

Sadly, it's not Christmas.

No wait, I don't want it to be Christmas. I want to fully enjoy and utilise my time.

SO. No updates, not even a short post, my fault! School's rather busy, quite unexpectedly busy.

I'll make a list.

5 things unexpectedly different and busy in TP
1. I print my own notes.
Why? Cos this is making me really messy. I take 7 subjects for this semester, and even though this is my third going onto fourth week of school, I'm still blur with my timetable and what to print and what not to print. I even bring the wrong notes for class. That actually happened twice.

2. School canteens
Let me further explain. There are 6 different canteens in my school - ITAS, Biz Park, Design, Mensa 1 & 2, and the two in Engineering. And there are about 15 000 people in my school? I'm not very sure. Maybe just a litte over 10 000. But the point is, they are ALWAYS PACKED TO THE BRIM. Especially Mensa and Design (well the good food is there). `Nuff said. I'm sure I'm not the only one with canteen-sitting woes.

3. Location of classrooms (tutorial rooms)
Do I even have to elaborate? Like said, I'm going on to my fourth week in school, and I still have to take more then 5 minutes to navigate through the school just to find my classroom.

4. My classmates
Now I'm not complaining about them. On the other hand, they're the bestestmestestrestest classmates I've ever had! Which is pretty unexpected. No offense, but I never really had such a good relationship with any of my 10 years worth of classmates. I mean as being united as a class. And they cetainly keep me busy, with all the mass MSN convos and lunches together!

5. Pool in the student lounge
Why is this unexpected? Well I'm not so sure about it myself. But all I wanted to say that is having pool tables in school is fun. Although they're nearly always packed. But I got to play, a couple of times, more then that. In fact there was a week I spent a lot of time in the lounge.

So there. A supposedly short but not very short anymore introduction of my first three weeks in school.

Let's talk about recent events then.

With school being so near Ikea, who would miss a chance to enjoy one of Sweden's famous dishes, Swedish meatballs? This reporter (haha too much Communication Skills) now take you to back in time to last wednesday, where Amanda, Shaun, Kher Meng and I made our way down to Ikea Tampines, where we had a little feast at the eatery.

Actually the whole point of me telling you this is... SWEDISH MEATBALLS ROCKS, PERIOD.

:D

Yesterday, Friday, was SCYTHIA DRESS UP AND EAT OUT DAY!

Fun. But I didn't dress up, I had dance audition.

(I can totally hear you say HARR MIN YOU GO DANCE? WHAT DANCE? YOU DANCE? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)

Let's answer that one by one. Yes, I went for dance audition. Hip hop dance. I don't think I can make it for modern dance. No, I don't dance. But I want to try.

So anyways, it didn't go as badly as I thought it would. Of course it didn't go as well, either.

So to de-stress, even though I wasn't dressed up, I joined my dear Scythians with their dinner.

But end up I didn't go. I went to watch Spiderman with the emo team, Eugene, Lester and TJ.

And.

SPIDERMAN 3 SUCKS LAH, BIG BIG TIME.

I won't spoil it for you. I have FBfun homework to do. But please, don't watch it if you can help it.

Oh. I've just finished printing my notes for this upcoming week.

Back to work.

Not without showing some random pictures!

MY QING AI DERH 1H10! MIIEE AIIEE EUU WORSH!

Sorry let me translate that for you. Being a non-twit, I can't speak the twit language very well and have no desire to learn it anyway, Terry. But thanks.

The people in yellow are my fellow classmates, people in black are our HTMLs (leaders in simple terms) and the single lady in white is Nicole, also a leader but higher up.

This is a picture taken by either Amanda/Kher Meng/Shaun when we went over to Amanda's house and I GOT MY HANDS ON THIS REALLY HEAVY BUT REALLY REALLY AMAZING GIBSON GUITAR WHICH IS LIKE A LOT OLDER THEN ME.

Amazing. Shaun is super when he plays the guitar, I tell you. But that is one fabulous piece of musical technology. No sane guitar-playing person will want to put it down after your fingers brushed the very string of it!

But don't ask me what Kher Meng is doing. He's the one that looks...weird in the picture. The other one is Yinzhou, class joker. I think he's the best at making people laugh. You rock on, YZ.

Okay. This one's really random. I was having dinner with (from left) Lester, TJ and Eugene at Billy Bombers Marina Square before watching Spiderman 3.

"Eh, what you want to eat arh? Very hungry leh."

All three open the menu and cock their heads to the right.

Kodak moment!

And now I really have to go. Have to reach expo around 8.30 am. Time to communicate with my bed.

Yea, sorry for the update less blog.

Okay so some updates then!

School - MY CLASS ROCKS. We spend lots of time "ice-breaking" haha.

Do you know TP has this student lounge? You can play games like pool inside too.

But I think I spend way too much time in there. haha.

You know what?

Lots of things happened recently, but I don't wanna mention them

Lots of things ran through my mind, and I did want to blog about them, but now I don't want to.

Let's do some sharing.

5 Things about Min I bet you didn't know
1. I like butter on my toast. Nothing more, nothing less. No kaya, peanut butter, or jam. Just butter.

2. I have an old-school sewing machine in my room that still works.

3. I like to eat preserved mango.

4. I have not grown any taller since I was secondary one.

5. I have a DISC profile of ID, but I like to keep my files as neat as possible (high C).

5 Things that I currently am saving up for
1. A new pair of heels. Or more pairs of heels. (:

2. A new bag for school. Something I can put all my files and books and laptop in.

3. More tops. For school.

4. More flats/pumps FOR SCHOOL.

5. A micro SD card for my handphone.

I think I'll save until NEXT YEAR...sighs.