Saturday, May 26, 2007

Nobody knows who I really am
I've never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

That's from Bleach, the ending theme song.

Ya, ya I started watching Bleach. I know I'm abit slow larh, but I didn't really have the time for it. Until recently.

Okay not really. I had a lot of time during that 6 months holiday but I never really spent those times on the computer. I spent them out. DUH? Which goon will spend that happy time at home?

I think my brother will, though. But he IS a goon.

I have nothing to say about my recent week.

It's been so good and yet so, so bad.

I've never been so stressed about an assignment before. I've never been so angry about one before, either.

But now my list of problems is considerable shorter already, so I thanks God for that. Phew.

But I didn't say it's empty.

You know, I'm really thinking about this problem. I've had it ever since I was born, and I just freaking don't get it.

If you have a problem that lasted for so long, you'd start to think as crazily as I am thinking now.

I mean really, the problem MUST lie with me. But I don't see anything wrong at all. You know, I need some... enlightenment.

On a happier note, they're speaking to me again. Not all of them, but yes, they are.

It's really tough having 'I' as your dominant profile.

The rejection really takes the heart.

I know I can get around this.