I always seem to blog in school, during this sort of early mornings alone in the library.

Okay, that sounded really sad. The only reason why I'm alone is due to the fact that my project meeting is at 9, and I arrived at school (Thanks daddy!) at 8.30. So there.

My laptop makes really funny noises, of which I didn't notice before since I hardly stay in such quiet environments like the library (also because it is really cold).

Being alone in the library, especially when it just opened, can be quite creepy.

Oh well. only 14 more minutes to 9.

And above all that, I rather be alone in the school library then be stuck doing a proj...

Never mind.

Here's a song, I haven't posted one since the gwen stefani one (and that song is still in my head).

OH MY GOODNESS I just coughed and the echo was so freaking loud lah!

Anyway. The video's a little laggy, but it's the song that matters.

Beautiful Girl
by Sean Kingston
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

[Repeat Chorus]

It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doing my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

[Repeat Chorus]

Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slighted
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

I think it's a nice song lah! Even though the meaning of the song doesn't really apply to me. HAHA.

It's 9. Sighs.

I'm back in school, again.

BUT! Because of something, I'm happy.

I've been happy since sunday.

I'm even happier today.

HAHAHA.

Friday went Simpsons, then saturday to Trybe centre!

Eric had this really casual thing for us, it's his special hosting workshop. We did pretty interesting things, like to face up to those things putting us down from speaking in public and tell them off.

I'm so going to benefit from this!

It's really interesting what speakers really do before they start on a public appearance.

Oh man! 5 more minutes to class, and I'm not going in yet.

Gonna wait for Sabby!

L, is for the way you look at me
O, is for the only one I see
V, is very very, extraordinary
E, is more than everyone that you adore..

Love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,
Love was made for me and you.

I love that advertisement! (:

SPIDER PIG!

Yes, I went to watch The Simpsons Movie, even though I personally felt that I should not have watched it. But now that I have, I think it's pretty good for a time of non-stop laughter.

Met up with Nic, BR, Daniel, Michelle at Vivo City, after which we went bowling (they bowled, I was watching movies on my laptop) and now I'm home!

Gotta wake up early tomorrow actually, cos there's a hosting workshop organised by Eric, and we've (me and BR) gotta be there at 11. So we're meeting at 9. Geez.

I should just move to the east. My life is there. My school is there, Trybe is there, church is there, just that cell group isn't.

And it'd kind of be a hassle to go town, too.

Not like it's not a hassle now, living in the west.

But it sure is tough to have to wake up so early every morning.

Why can't I stay on campus? They have dorms there, too.

Aw shucks I promised I wouldn't complained when I put down TP as my first 6 choices.

So for all the TP people who are reading this' sake, I'll explain again, why I qian li tiao tiao (OR WHATEVER) stay in bukit batok and come to tampines to study.

How about an arrow diagram.

Min -> likes hospitality and tourism management -> TP's HTM reputable since has longest history in Singapore -> TP got tourism academy in sentosa -> TP Rawks was fun -> Min have a lot of Tampines-living friends -> Trybe is in Tampines -> THUS MIN GO TP LOR..

DOn't get it your problem already.

Tired arh!

Hello, I'm in school early again.

For once, I reached home early yesterday (9 pm! That's early, compared to the kind of time I reached home on Tuesday) because Mummy is back in Singapore with the (most important thing) car! So Daddy can send me to/from school again. Yay.

Then again, I think I'll give it a rest hanging out in the lounge til such late hours. I have lots of things to do, which I rather not be stuck doing 12 am onwards and sleeping at 2 am and waking up at 630 am.

Maybe I really should move to the east, or something.

I have 12 more minutes to commsk1 class, and it'll be 2 hours of real boredom. After that is another class! I can' believe it.

Oh crap. I didn't print notes.

I don't think I can skip another lecture. Lecture is actually very fun. It's those tutorials that...

Nah, never mind.

Anyways, I have dearest Sab in lectures.

And I'll go see my CP soon, about my class thing. Yea, I will.

8.52 NO I'M NOT GOING TO SKIP COMMSK1.

Even though I fully can.

I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO EXTERNAL THREATS!

Whatever that means.

See, be like Harry. Everyone thought he was such a nutter in book 5. But it turns out he was right.

He, in chinese, jian chi dao di.

You know, that song.

Never mind.

I'm sleepy. I think I will fully fall asleep in class later.

Proverbs 13:10 By pride comes nothing but strife, but with the well-advised is wisdom.

Pride Wisdom!

8.56

Sighs. Wisdom!

LOL.

I've gone crazy due to many things that's going on right now.

Last night, I left my computer on and just decided to sleep on my oh-so-comfy sofa.

Morning woke up to realise I missed that intHT meeting.

Quite pissed unhappy actually cos I rushed down in a taxi (a taxi!) only to find out I wasn't needed anymore.

I'm sure a loser lah.

No, seriously.

You haven't seen anyone more pathetic then me. Just try having my thoughts and experiences for one day. If there was ever a competition to see who is the lousiest loser, I'd win it with no problems.

FYI, I think I treat my laptop like shit.

It's so cold, even though I have my comforter with me. I think I'm gonna sleep on the sofa today. It's really comfortable.

The most important things are the hardest to say. I have so many things to tell you, and yet, I can't bring myself to do anything.

I'm tired. Physically, mentally, spiritually.

I just had to tell somebody.

I've just finished reading the 7th and final Harry Potter book! Just 36 hours and 13 minutes from it's release into the world. took me, let's see, from 2pm to 7 pm, 5 hours.

Well I did rush through the book.

I won't spoil it for anyone, but all I have to say that it's FREAKING good!

I'm actually happy with the ending. You know, APPARENTLY Harry died.

Sorry, I couldn't help that one.

But this book totally makes up for the absurd movie that come out recently.

I cried countless times reading the Deathly Hallows, shrieked at climaxes and even swore when Harry did.

It's like watching the movie, when you read the book. Images just form in my head and played like a film that I'm actually reading, not watching.

If you didn't pre-order the book, I think you won't be about to just walk into any store and buy it now, anyway. It'd be too late.

But what a shame, to not read the book.

This book, no matter what they said about it, is the Darkest one of all, and although it is not the thickest (that honour probably goes to the 5th book), it is thick in terms of information you have to absorb and catch along the way in the book.

Go get one, when you can. Don't bother borrowing it from me, my brother would take weeks to finish it.

And this book is certainly the most heart-wrenching one.

I've got to stop here. I might just type out the whole book already. Not to mention, it's dinner time.

SO!

I haven't been blogging much recently, cos of some unforeseen circumstances (i.e. lazy), but since I reached school at 8.30 on this cold and windy Thursday morning, I have a little time to spend on my blog.

For the past week, I've been going home at hours like 10, 11, or even, in the case of last night, 12!

Hey! I'm a high I person. I like hanging out with people. LOL.

But that caused me to fall behind certain projects.

IT ENDS, ON THE THIRD OF AUGUST!

I can't wait.

8.50. I'm lazy to go up to class, but I have already missed 2 commsk lessons, and can't afford ot miss anymore.

It's getting REALLY cold here. I'm glad I'm not wearing shorts again, like yesterday.

AH CRAP! I just realised! My mouse is fall apart! The wire's protective insulation is torn!

TIME TO GET A NEW ONE XD

Off to class.

It started out as a beautiful morning.

But no one can escape monday blues.

I entered the car with the biggest smile on my face, and left the car at school with a frown so deep, I thought it became permanent.

And the rest of the day is history, until I met up with my TRYBE MATES at Marina Square to watch HARRY POTTER!

I guess that was the only thing (meeting up, I mean) that went well for me, because the movie totally...

SUCKED.

I can't wait for the last book. Pro-ordered it already. But I must have said that one million times. HAHAHA.

I'm so tired of projects projects projects projects AND projects.

I need the peace of God.

Sighs.

I've come to that point in life where I have so many things in my head, but I can't say anything out, at all.

I went to cell group today, and it's our first W450 meeting! Did I mention cell group multiplied a week ago? It was rushed even for me, so maybe that's why I didn't mention it.

Well, it was such a great time.

My vision: to help Jessica as much as I can, to complete FT1 by August, and to play for praise at least once for cell group.

Those are short term goals.

Long term goals are a little more private, so, heh heh, unless you're a darn good friend of mine (somebody who's reading this, anyway), you wouldn't know what they are.

And worse still, if you're not in my cell group or CHC, you wouldn't even know what I've been rambling on and on about.

Anyway. I'm up to my neck with projects. I don't even know my progress, since there is so many to catch up wit. Along with my not atttending lectures frequently, I'm sliding all the way back again.

Here's a nice song. I just love Gwen Stefani.

4 In The Morning
by Gwen Stefani
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

More updates on my life?

SU's fun. So fun.

But there's something missing in my life, and I know what it is, but like the little stupid girl I am, I refuse to embrace it.

Don't use that and control my life.

Some choices we make comes with a lot of consequences, though.

Big Girls Don't Cry
By Fergie
Da da da da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, serenity

(chorus)
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that i'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

(chorus)

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, serenity

(chorus)

I love this song. It totally describes how I feel now.

I've got so much going on in my life, I don't even want to start blogging about it.

I need something to cheer me up.

So looking forward to Harry Potter 5!

Hey, girls out there.

Don't ever let a guy stir your heart when you don't know much about him.

You might just end up stirring your whole life.

It's been another long break from blogging.

Some updates:
1. Watched Die Hard 4.0 last Sunday (please don't ever watch it)
2. Completed Ghost Hunt series!
3. Spent lots of time in student lounge hahaha.
4. July - Project due month -_-
5. Made plenty new friends from sub com camp.
6. My results are really bad.

I realised I've lost my will. That strong will I used to have.

Everything is flying past me, so fast. It seems like I'm slowing down, moving backwards.

Nothing is turning around. Maybe it's because nobody bothered to push it.

Several needs are not met, and many wants are hidden.

On a happier note, I've booked tickets for HP5. Next monday, will be MY day!

Movies I've Watched So Far For This Year And My Rating
In order of remembrance,

1. Spiderman 3 (2/5)
Draggy, draggy, draggy. And oh, draggy. Need I say more?

2. Music And Lyrics (5/5)
Love stories just ROCK. And some people just cannot comprehend that.

3. Shrek the Third (3/5)
Good, but pales in comparison to the first 2 movies.

4. Pirates 3 (4/5)
Love the action. But I think the best ever Pirates of the Carribean movie was the first one.

5. Ocean's Thirteen (4/5)
OOOH, this was such an exciting and entertaining movie to watch! I wonder if it can happen in real life?

6. Die Hard 4.0 (1/5)
The only thing good was the company I had for the movie.

7. TRANSFORMERS!!!! (5/5)
WHAT CAN I SAY? THE BEST EVER MOVIE I'VE HAD SINCE I DON'T KNOW WHEN!

I'm sure there were more. Goodness, I've spent a lot of money eh?

Especially for taxi fare. I think for the first half of 2007, the number of times I had taken a taxi is at least twice of the number I have taken my entire 16 years of living.

Wow.

I'm fully to blame for not updating.

DUH.

I spent my time on Bleach for the past few days after coming back from the TPSU subcom camp.

So I'll continue from there, then.

The Camp. I shall just call it that. Cos the full name's kind of long, you know.

Split into groups as usual, and I was in the same group as Jia Hui and Eileen and Hui Xian!

and for the sake of this person who said that I didn't mention him...

I WAS IN THE SAME GROUP AS SHEP

WE WERE IN THE COOLEST, GREATEST, FUNEST, BESTEST GROUP - NAIOS!

Cool eh. We had plenty of fun. However broke camp really early. I don't think I ever had a camp that was over at 6 pm. LOL.

Quite a "bu san bu si" timing right.

Well anyways that was on saturday evening. So what did I do after that?

Nic sit picked me up and we met up with Daniel and some other people and went to watch transformers at Marina Square!!!

THE MOVIE ROCKS! BIG TIME!

Even though we were sitting at the front row. LOL. Seems like I always sit in front nowadays. Spiderman 3, too. It was even in the same place.

The movie ended at 12+ (started at 920), and I reached home nearly 3 am that morning.

Goodness. But it really was a good movie.

You should watch it! (:

Anyways. I'm in the school library stoning around. I can't stand this thick atmosphere around here, but there is a power plug and air-con.

It's the people I can't take.