I've come to that point in life where I have so many things in my head, but I can't say anything out, at all.
I went to cell group today, and it's our first W450 meeting! Did I mention cell group multiplied a week ago? It was rushed even for me, so maybe that's why I didn't mention it.
Well, it was such a great time.
My vision: to help Jessica as much as I can, to complete FT1 by August, and to play for praise at least once for cell group.
Those are short term goals.
Long term goals are a little more private, so, heh heh, unless you're a darn good friend of mine (somebody who's reading this, anyway), you wouldn't know what they are.
And worse still, if you're not in my cell group or CHC, you wouldn't even know what I've been rambling on and on about.
Anyway. I'm up to my neck with projects. I don't even know my progress, since there is so many to catch up wit. Along with my not atttending lectures frequently, I'm sliding all the way back again.
Here's a nice song. I just love Gwen Stefani.
4 In The Morning
by Gwen Stefani
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
[CHORUS]
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)
More updates on my life?
SU's fun. So fun.
But there's something missing in my life, and I know what it is, but like the little stupid girl I am, I refuse to embrace it.
Don't use that and control my life.
Some choices we make comes with a lot of consequences, though.
