Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Friday, June 24, 2005
hate housework.
tomorrow is saturday.
the day after is sunday.
the day after after is monday, AKA, school-reopen-day
AAARRGHH!! I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORK!
thank you my dearest bestest whateverest friend xinfang for REMINDING ME THERE WAS MATHS HOMEWORK. both maths. reminder:i have the same teacher for e.math and a.math.
not that i minded. it gave me "motivation" to start on my homework. hehe. i meant pressure.
but really, thks, anyway. =)
on the plus side. no housework tomorrow. gonna go out. with aziemah.
that concludes my day.
oh yeah. made an improvement to this skin, if you noticed.
IMAGE MAPS! MY FINAL BLOGSKIN BORDER OVERCAME! at last.
and henzy's blog. made the skin too. mind you henzy, i didn't put credits in it. forgot. and lazy to change. lol. ccheck out henzy blog here
Thursday, June 23, 2005
huiyin, chang zhi, henzy and i. we went for a movie at shaw towers. cuz hy had free preview tix to initial d.
and wow was the movie nice or what!
jay chou was v, v, v, v, v, v, ery handsome. more handsome then YOUR edison ok hy! i don't care!
the movie was about this jap guy.....
aiya. lazy. go watch it yourself!
anyway i ended up reaching home at around 11.30. i think.
was so darn tired.
and i am still.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
went out with my mom and brother. to city hall. met my uncle for lunch. he brought us to the esplanade library (the esplanade was just a walk from where we had lunch. i don't know where.) and the library is like, wow. so...art.
anyway thats not the point. the point is that there was this section just for DVDs. and its not only one shelve. nor two shelves. FOUR BIG FULL SHELVES OF DVDs WAITING FOR ME!!
i took my time to choose, there was so many! finally i got x-men 2, x-men evolution, harry potter 2 and men in black 1. for my brother. lol.
and i spent the last night watching x-men 2! i know the movie was long ago...but it really RAWKS!!
so from today onwards. i will be a fan of : Harry Potter series, Star Wars and X-men.
expect a skin on either one of those soon. most propbably x-men. or even all.
anyway. shopping. i spent 80 over yesterday! *ouch* gigantic hole in my pocket. 39+ for this off shoulder top from U2. yellow. i so love it. 17.90 for...OCEAN'S NEW ALBUM! THE SIX COLOURED RAINBOW(i think)!!! I FINALLY BOUGHT IT! and i bought my brother a early birthday present. a sling bag from yellow. 20+.
so there. i love shopping. makes me so happy. even if i have holes in my pocket. heeheehee.
to you all. i know you don't really like me esp you. but everyone has their faults. its just that i have more and i show it. and of course i can't change cuz i don't know where to start. so please give me a hand and tell me wher my faults are.
cuz i really wana get things moving. about this starting over anew. its not only about BGR you know. this includes friends. my life.
PS I LURVE X-MEN! ESP CYCLOPS! lol. the shoot-laser-with-his-eyes guy. whatever-you-call-it.
Monday, June 20, 2005
Untitled - Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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so i still cant walk much. cant live my life.
seriously. i don't think what you want to do is wrong. i don't mind. i will respect your desicion, like i have ever since we were together. only i was the one usually respecting desicions. if you get what i mean. i know this is not the time to rub it in. i can't help it.
so we will start a new chapter apart. i have made up my mind. i don't have any more time.
i hope you are reading this.
Saturday, June 18, 2005
i mean, it is not really that nice...i admit the song is touching. and loving. but whatever.
i'm talking about the song well loved by many people i know. NEVER BEEN REPLACED. sounds familiar?
i know people will go, aiya, minmin just jealous lah. but i won't want to be jealous of a bunch of peeps who even sing out of tune. or is it suppose to be like that? ok only one sings out of tune. the background one.
i'd like to get my hands on the original copy. if there is one.
baby i love you
and ill never let you go
but if i have to
boy i think that you should know
all the love we make (..eww..all the love we make..)
can never be erased
and i promise you that you will never be replaced
ok that sounds pretty sweet. gal loves guy. wont leave guy. good SO FAR.
i wana marry you and i wana have your kid???
errr....things kind of things...i don't find girls singing about. only guys. weird, girls will sound.
i don't have anything against this song. it is not bad. not bad at all. but. i feel weird listening to it.
so sue me..teeheehee.
P.S jem is back. muahahaha.
Friday, June 17, 2005
what are blinkies, you may ask? see the moving thingies on the right? the animated pics at the bottom? blinkies. simple. nice. fun to create. gives on a sense of satisfation.
ok whatever. lol.
so if anyone of you want a personalised blinkie, meaning with your name or whatever you wanna put, just drop me a message on the tagboard. include what you want me to do( you want me to animate you name or your nickname or your mother's or father's name) and what color. and i'll try to do it.
anyway. i'm hopping to school later. literally hopping. my leg still hurts when i stand. actually if i could i would not go. but a bbq sounds fun. all the prefects will be there. and i can finally get out of the house. even if i can't walk that much.
ok. pop quiz. just answer yes/no/true/false.
1)Am i snobbish fakeo pretend-to-know-it-all stupid childish little girl?
2)The blinkie sucks True/False
3)If i went for modelling the guys/gals/boss there would laugh their heads off at me. True/False
4)I need to gain some self-confidence True/False
answers to the tagboard!
aw, crud.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
1)it is nearly the end of the week. i haven't even gone out.
2)i haven't started on my homework!!
3)that bloody wound got infected, causing me to have on/off fever!!!
4)yellow solution, although antiseptic, can cause prolonged stinging. and my very clever mother put it on a gauze and stuck it to my leg where it's causing 24 hrs stinging!!
5)he's not back yet. i haven't chatted on the phone this whole week. my first time.
6)plenty of sucky people in my life.
this bloody drawer at my com table can't close! keeps on hitting my knee where the wound is!
i hate me. sucha loser. and don't start on the sperm thing. whatever.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
fell down while rollerblading with eunice today. landed on my left knee and scratched my right knee badly.
unfortunately this whole thing happened somewhere near princess elizabeth pri sch. which is FAR FAR FAR from my house.
fortunately there was a provision shop right next to where i fell. so i "crawled" to the shop and bought water plasters and tissue. of course with eunice's help. if she was not there i will die both of embaressment and pain. hehehe.
so when i got home my mom was like, what the hell happened to you??
actually what she meant was why-haven't-you-cooked-and-why-did-you-go-roller-blading-without-telling-me?
and when i bathed it was so darn stinging, i didn't want to bath tomorrow.
yuck.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
OBVIOUS, the answer is. i did a new skin! comments on it please.
took me so long. the whole afternoon. actually wanted to do one with the img map thingie. you know, those that people can click and it brings you (on the same page) to your links, tagboard, stuff....but it is darn hard.
or maybe i was too lazy. teeheehee.
another wasted at home. i wana go out! please! somebody go out with me! i can't syand being at home nor i can't stand going out myself!
bleahh. all abandon me. you oso =(.
just kidding. heex.
DON'T TURN YOUR BACK ON ME, I WON'T BE IGNORED!!
just listening to Faint by Linkin Park. that sentence is the most prominent one. to me. it kept on repeating.
what do people have against her, anyway?
Monday, June 13, 2005
NOTHING
i wanted to go out. NOBODY wanted to go out with me. =(
so sian!
you ar. faster come back lehs. only you want me. nobody else wants me. not even my mummie. =(
but. sometimes i wonder why you want me. so irritating. i'm a carbon copy of somebody, if you'll notice. somebody you don't like.
what else did i do today? i play gunbound. go around get thrashed by al the stupid s'pore-pros-which-have-big-mouths-that-do-not-know-how-to-scold-vulgarities. seriously. get a LIFE would you people. or should i just say POOPle. fuck here fuck there. shit here shit there. nice hit also shit. bad hit then say nice shot. their english is lously too. because of them i don't dare to play with the US people. scared that they will scold me for nothing as the singaporeans scold them for nothing. sick asses.
by the way if any of you have anti-viruses that do not allow vulgarities you would not be able to access my blog. teeheehee. cos there's lots of fucks and shits here tooo...i have that bloody anti-virus that block me from my own blog. argh. actually i have three anti-virus and anti-sypware progs. teeheehee. play safe.
you are all very sickening, unfair, biased, unforgiving, unforgetting(means you do not forget), SEXIST, ugly, bitchy, showoffs, unsexy but make yourself look sexy, unpretty but make yourself look pretty, unwanted but make yourself look wanted, flirtish, sickening bloody sluts.
how DARE you. i really wana name you out. i really do. but then. since i'm such a loser i think if i did the whole class will go against me like 2e1 did in secondary 2. for a period of time.
wow. i feeeeeeeel good.
you wana know why?
cos i'm so darn stupid! i'm just like a stupid little childish-ugly-guillable-naive-freakish-fat-five year old girl! i believe anything people say even if it is out-of-the-world. it takes me 1 second to give in to people. how could i have ever *bleep*!!!!!!!
Friday, June 10, 2005
first of all. i've got to know of so many things. too many and unappropraite to mention here. and that aloha loyang is a very nice chalet.
-day one-
reached the chalet at around five. checked out the place. very very cosy. BUT. the florr is very dirty! there are four rooms, two one the first floor and two the the second. two of the rooms were master bedrooms. and the other two had two single beds. since mr wong had decided to occupy the room on the second floor, and that guys were allowed one room and girls two rooms(there were really twice as much girls at the chalet than boys), the guys also took the rooms on the second floor. so the girls had no choice. first floor it is. but in one room we had to squeeze in EIGHT people!! so anyway a bunch of us settled down and went walking at the beach. it wasn't really nice...but we took lots and lots and lots fo photos. if i'm not lazy i'll put them up. otherwise go to my online album below. for dinner everyone except another bunch including me stayed at the chalet and ate noodles. they bought alot of food. so don't waste lor. help to eat finish. teehee. and i actually slept at six AM!! SIX AM!! i never slept so late before. when my head touched the head i kind of fell asleep immediatly!!
-day two-
went cycling. actually didn't feel really well cos i did not each much breakfast. which led to gastric. what a spoiler. so i spent time just walking around. sian.
sian sian sian. lots of people including szehan and xinfang kept on gambling like they got all the money in the world.haha. but they are good. and NOISY. bleaah! slept late too. but around three plus.
-day three-
went to the beach for some fun! not much lah. started out as captain's ball. or however you spell it. whatever. anyway that was so boring as there were too many people. i never even touched the ball. so i went off to help make water bombs. lots and lots. and we all played a game. it was like..a pair from each team will compete in a test of i think strength. one will piggyback on the other and try to knock the other team down. whoever wins get to throw waterbombs at a person from the other team. but mostly people MOSTLY GUYS were like, this is boring, i have better things to do, sort of attitude. so we ended up just throwing the waterbombs on each other. until someone decided to throw them on mr wong. muahahaha. and i fell. so funny. revathi was gonna throw a waterbomb at me (cos i threw one at her haha) then i ran and fell on my tummy. but still got slightly scratched. lijie said she heard a loud sound. and thought i broke my arm. actually. that is ridiculous. i would have been bawling if i broke my arm. the reason for that loud sound is my very large-and-look-like-i'm-pregnant tummy. it didn't even hurt. imagine how many layers of fat is underneath my skin. lol.
-day four-
actually i have nothing to say about day for. except. i feel that i:
just very very naive.
really. just tell me a whole lot of crap and i will lap it up. meaning i will believe you. but of course must be logical things. like is you said you were an alien i will laugh me head off.
hais. to sian to bored.
to you: you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised you promised ME! so keep it a promise! cos breaking it is a sin!!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
what is that suppose to be, i ask you?
what is that suppose to mean?
imagine someone says *bleep*.
but that someone's action does not show *bleep*.
how would you feel?
mind you. i have feelings too.
i'm not talking bout you jem. =)
just *bleep*ing about some people i know of.
sometimes i stop and ask myself whether he was right and they were wrong.
or they were right and he was wrong.
and that i have magligned her. cos she's nice. at least she's nice. its wonderful having someone pay attention to you. even if its a funny sort of attention.
well lady i'm sorry to you.
i hate backstabbers. and my phobia of being alone doesn't help. i tend to think in every corner of the school where ever i walk there would be people laughing at me, talking aobut me, making a joke of me. unless someone is with me.
did YOU ever know that i'm like that?
nah. can't be. you're a freaking *bleep* too. *bleeep* you. and you. and you. and you.
only one of them. only one.
-end of crap session-
i really need to start on that swimming lesson soon. i'm really getting larger than i expected. or i'm probably pregnant.
KIDDING! don't worry.
then again. anything is possible.
i'm kidding again! so. don't go crazy people. haha. like my mom. i'm so sure she still thinks *bleep bleep bleep*(can't tell you). she's crazy. oh well. one day she'll know i'm right and she's WRONG. muahahaha.
HELLO HELLOOO...(HOLA)...I'M IN A PLACE CALLED VERITGOOOO....
i feeeeel gud. after *bleep*ing!
*bleep* you.
B-O-R-I-N-G
yea! there wasn't any tables and chairs and we had to stand the whole night watching people perform and i had a leg cramp and the show wasnt really fab and the food wasnt really wonderful and we paid 20 bucks for all this. wah lao.
end of story. i hate complaining now.
guess what band members. mr ng is on lifestyle newspaper. today. interviewed about his new instrument in a shape of a merlion. its like a recorder, but according to the article, it sounds like a flute. yea.
wow.
Saturday, June 04, 2005
well actually we were supposed to go town. then. changed our minds. haha.
i bought a shine wax. from watsons. i haven't tried anything like that so just bought it lor. haha.
we thought we wont have enough time, but it turned out that we had plenty of time to dress up and go to the Chevrons.
anyway. i'm wearing a long long skirt(belongs to my mom) and jus a plain shirt. just boring old me. haha. and. i'll be wearing STAR dangling earrings. cos Jubilation posters have stars on them. hahahahaha...lame right.
why am i even telling everyone what i'm wearing. what a joke. lol. haha. sorrie for boring you on the details.
now i'm waiting for hui yin to come over. she said 5. now its 5.01.
-dontphunkwithmyheart-
Thursday, June 02, 2005
-english:71.8 A2
-chinese:49.3!!! D7
-add. maths:60.3 B4
-maths:77.4 A1 (not much of an A1 there..)
-chem:71.8 A2 (what a miracle)
-physics:78.5 A1 (what a disppointment)
-combined humans(geo+ss):55.7 C5 (four letters=s h i t.)
and i'm like oh-my-goodness-this-is-so-horrible-and-its-my-fault-as-i-did-not-study
no. its more like.
oh-my-goodness-its-finally-the-hols-but-i'm-still-so-bored.
gonna play gb. hehe.
