Tuesday, November 28, 2006

it feels really horrible, when you've got so much to blog and you can't write it out cos you can't and you don't want to anyway but yet you want to but it'll create a catastrophie and i don't know whether i spelled that correctly anyway BUGGER forget it.

i'm going to TP tomorrow, for that TP rawks thing. this trip will determine whether i am willing to make that sacrifice every day for 3 years.

yes, i have been going down to the east for 1 year already. but on a weekly basis.

whether i can take it if i'm going everyday will be a different story.

so many people got jobs since i came back from malaysia. i've been stoning a lot.

feel so unproductive.

WHAT'S THIS. I NEED A BREAK. I'M GETTING A BREAK. IT'S OKAY TO BE RESTING!

yes it is. lol. nevermind. tomorrow i'll be getting some exercise.

you better get online quick, i need to ask you how to get to TP!

i love this song. used to, anyway. i love this guy. i love his sister too! lol. natasha and Unwritten. well enjoy people.

the video suck, if you ask me, actually.

If You're Not The One
by Daniel Bedingfield

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

well. for those who have seen the tags, i must say that was a very nice welcome.

*sobs* and no one else wishing me a good trip...

nevermind.

Curled Bob, Heeled Feet And An Uneven Bitumen Road
a tale of a city girl going back to her roots
i did look forward to my Msia trip, but then again, as inferred from the title of this post, there are many things that don't go along with yours truly in sunny msia. here are snippets of the lovely stuff.


this was part of my welcome committee upon reaching Ketari Gardens (estate where i stay). stupid noisy barking-forever and barking-mad dog who never stops barking and everything and anything even throughout the night.


a couple of hours after we arrived, my uncle and family from KL reached. upon reaching, my little cousin of four who just woke up grabbed her winnie the pooh. she's just clamouring to be taken. so i grabbed my cam. "jia xian, smile, don't move arh, jie jie take photo. jia xian don't move! don't move!" hao bu rong yi, i managed to take the photo. phew.


and what did the little boys do while the girls went around taking photos?
"there, there, go there! press X 2 times then O! jump on top! no! go there!" kid in blue, big bother of jia xian hollering at my bro (in white).
"kor kor, i want to play..." my youngest guy cousin, hidden in the picture, whines.
"later then play, we play first." the second brother says. sigh.


"jie jie, play see saw with me. i want to play the swing also."
"jia xian careful arh, don't run too far arh"
imagine me running after a kid with one hand busy on a camera, an eye on jia xian and the other eye one the road out for cars. just a couple of hours into msia and i've gone into my usual job.


little tyke ran after me to my room when i went in to change and brush up for dinner. "jie jie, what is that you put on your face? mei mei (pretty in chinese) arh? jie jie i don't need right? i mei mei right?"
she talks a lot you know. i don't even know what she's saying. i just mumble back..ya..ya..



"then you fold here...and press here...and voila!" some shots of my maternal cousins.


"huh, take photo? don't want lah...later..." but i took it already. lol. sister of previous babe.


"what, you want to take a photo? sure. here's smile. pretty enough? of course pretty!" my BHB mom. lol. this was breakfast on monday.


"smile when you take photos! must show your teeth, then handsome. come on, smile!"


"now, there, doesn't that look better? must smile!" i must have told my brother a million times to smile when he takes photos, but he NEVER does. why huh? i realize it's a guy thing. a lot of guys think it's cool not to smile, i guess. sheesh.


this are some really comfy seats i found in the HKSH bank in malaysia. i was waithing for my dad to settle some dunno whats. i love these seats. lol.

and here's the fun part...on tuesday i met up with all my aunts and cousins from my mother's side, and we went shopping. i didn't do much shopping, i had to look after my niece. she's quite sticky, if you know what i mean. but i bought the mascara from maybelline (the XXX one) i wanted, and the pink eyeliner (lol pink fascination). and after that i went to my aunt's house to make this :

okay not exactly. that's melted chocolate. it's heavenly. i piped it into this:

lovely ain't it? lol. shaped choco on a stick! it was fun piping it. tiring. my cousins had a ball of a time. haha.


my favourites. of course i made them. lol. for all the people who have saliva drizzling down their shirts, i'm sorry. i didn't bring any back (how the heck am i suppose to bring them back without them melting????).


my 2 cuzzies, they were making the choc-on-a-stick too. while eating the melted choc. lol. look a like, don't they? they ain't twins, cuzzies too. just the same age.


and this is the end product! i really feel like making plenty and selling them. so pretty. i didn't want to eat them lol.


my niece. cutest baby of all. and the sticky one. i think she just woke up. lol. she actually calls me ah yi, aunt in chinese. so old...


the choc-on-a-stick making team! except my niece there. she wanted to be in the photo. as you can see they're all kids. i'm the only teen. the rest of my motherside cuzzies are adults. my niece there, her mom's my cuzzie too.

dinner time, after choc making. and this part's a little creepy.


if you see properly..there are NOBODY else in the restaurent. NOBODY. my family was the only one there. i was sitting at one side, near the wall, and i took these shots. good food though. i'm a food maniac so i didn't get food shots since i was busy eating lol.


it felt good to see this : the singapore immigration. it meant i was home after sitting in the car for so long. lol.

last picture. guess what's this:


overall, i loved the msia trip. took me away from technology for a change. but i really don't like the toilets. lol. not even in my own house.

and why are the roads so uneven????? sheesh. i must have tripped a million times. and i know it's not because i was wearing heels.

then again i bought a zillion things at hald the price. lol.

this is a super long post man. i totally have to go. lol. thank you if you have even read until here. XD

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

now, min can post more le, cos min is finishing her exams tomorrow! ending with a blast : a.maths paper 2 and chem paper 1 & 2. what a day.

not only i permed my hair, i got a new digicam over the weekend. not me : my mom.

man, i wanted to choose. but nevermind. she got an okay brand (olympus) so i have nothing to say.

i wanted to post some test shots up, but i am to lazy.

i should rename myself. lazy should be my middle name.

i'm getting worried about my holidays. i think i'm over planning. not that i'm planning too detailed.

i'm adding too many things to my schedule.

i'm going to malaysia this weekend, til next wednesday.

when i come back, i'm going out. activities already lined up :
1. sentosa (always number 1)
2. shopping trip not only with friends also with mom
3. wild wild wet
4. badminton games (not that i am very good anyway)
5. 2 chalets, one cg and one class.
6. not to mention the Trybe activities i want to go

all these over a span of 3-4 weeks, in which after that i may get a job.

and all these money spent, in a time of arise and build.

must save yet spend.

well. let's see.

i can do it. no problem. just put God first. the rest will fall nicely into place.

time for some fun!

and a song before i go :

退后
by Jay Chou

天空灰的像哭過
離開你以後 並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣 嗅出我們的距離
一幕最新的結局 像呼吸般無法停息

抽屜泛黃的日記 找到了回憶
那笑容是夏季
你我的過去 被算是真的忘記
缺氧過後的愛情 如星的眼淚是多餘

我知道你我都沒有錯
只是忘了怎麼退後
信誓旦旦給了承諾 卻被時間撲了空
我知道我們都沒有錯
只是放手會比較好過
最美的愛情回憶裡待續

天空灰的像哭過
離開你以後 並沒有更自由
酸酸的空氣 嗅出我們的距離
一幕最新的結局 像呼吸般無法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记 榨干了回忆
那笑容是夏季
你我的过去 被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情 粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都沒有錯
只是忘了怎麼退後
信誓旦旦給了承諾 卻被時間撲了空
我知道我們都沒有錯
只是放手會比較好過
最美的愛情回憶裡待續

我知道你我都沒有錯
是忘了怎麼退後
誓旦旦給了承諾 卻被時間撲了空
我知道我們都沒有錯
只是放手會比較好過
最美的愛情回憶裡待續

Monday, November 13, 2006

oh. i forgot to post this. my song-for-the-post.

Running
by No Doubt


this shows fwen stefani when she was still with no doubt. i love this song. it's quite old though.

Run, Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side


Me, I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

[Chorus:]
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be, Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up


[Repeat chorus twice]


(The future)


[Repeat chorus]

there..lovely ain't it.

PRIME TIME NEWS: THIS AUTHOR WAS BRAINWASHED IN SIGNATURE PARK TODAY.

Min Gets Brainwashed
okay. fine. so i got my hair perm a few days before planned. but i'm going to malaysia soon (must miss me! XD). i may not have time after the exams.

1. Attaching the electrodes:

what she's (the hairdresser-Irene) doing there is rounding my hair around this heater stick AKA electrodes (in blue and green) and securing it with rubber bands.

2. Sending an SOS (to no avail)

haha. i was caught smsing. anyway, Irene added this cloth thingie, i think to protect my scalp from the heat.

3. Attaching the wires

the scary part! the wires of the machine (as seen) are connected with said electrodes.

i tell you, this is the hot and important part.

it's darn heavy! my neck totally could not support my head! i was leaning on the chair and the back was supporting the whole thing on my head.

it's literally hot. kinda burning, at first, cos my hair was wet and the heat was evaporating all the water which started steaming my head. quite killing lol.

but after awhile the water evaporated off. then the rubber bands started snapping one by one. piak piak piak. ouch ouch ouch.

and these were the remnants of the rubber bands. you see the curled red worms things? yep. those.

4. Cute onlooker (who didn't know the photo was taken)

curious little adorable baby! 18 months and very active. followed her mom/grandmom (i don't know, didn't see, the electrodes were on my head already) to the hairdresser.

so here with the rubber bands snapped, the hairdresser used clips. of course, she had removed the heater thingie. i had to sit there for an hou before she took it off. now, i had to sit there to let it cool off.

and so on and so on. after getting cooled, she added this liquidto soak my hair in and washed it off.

and i was done!

credits to DAVID! for the pictures. thank you. for sitting there 4 hours after you cut your hair. lol.

the end. must sleep now.

Friday, November 10, 2006

i know i've posted this song before, but i was just listening to it. lot's of stuff.
What Can I Do
by The Corrs
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I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me...

i'm up to my nostrils with exams now. pretty okay recently.

Father i thank you very very very much for manageable papers!

phew.

you know, it's just like air. you never notice it, but it's there.

and when air gets fierce and starts moving into wind, onely then you'll realise the extent of it.

it becomes a natural disaster.

hey, poor thing on the tagboard, you can find Blogger's CEO's email on www.blogger.com i'm sure. at least at the help section. you sure need some help.

all th e best and God bless to all secondary four peeps. taking o'levels. and the sec 5.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

another day in my life. in a nutshell, i studied (STUDIED! WOW!), i played the com (duh), and i had BS at BK @ WM.

that's a lot of brackets and initials.

let's get counting...

8 more chances of wearing the school uniform. i'll miss it. muahaha. cos i'll never wear one again.

7 more exam days.

6 more days to that day where i would have to make a descision whether to go for TRYBE or SYTYCS (the LYL zone event).

5 more days to the weekend.

4 more months til i get my results.

3 more weeks to my 6-days-in-a-row chalet "marathon" (class & zone).

2 1/2 more weeks to going back to malaysia.

2 more weeks til i perm my hair and to F-R-E-E-D-O-M.

and 1 more day (or half a day) to cell group.

why am i blogging again?

oh, cos i kicked my brother off the computer chair.

what? i let him play since 8. as you can see, it just past 10. 2 hours is sufficient. and i bet you he played in the afternoon.

i like that channel 8 show at 9pm. i don't really remember what it's called. but who cares.

it's the one with fiona xie in it, with her being such a bitch.

why did they cast her as the bitch? i must admit she did a good job. but why her? hello, bitches aren't supposed to be pretty.

exactly. that's why they're bitches.

you know what, i just realized i was typing without looking at my fingers. i was fully staring at the computer screen.

be amazed by the prowness of my accuracy!

okay. that's a sign that i should stop blogging.

oh, one more thing.

it really is the trend to get a boyfriend from school now, cos i couldn't walk to west mall without meeting at least 10 couples from schools like YISS(DUH. you have to diss your own school before dissing other schools. ooops, i forgot. I GRADUATED!), BVSS, HGSS, to name a few.

not that it's a bad thing lah. but it's kinda of funny to watch them flirt with each other.

useless, seriously.

what was it i wanted to blog?! i forgot!

oh, i have a new found love. it's called CROSSWORDS.

kinda saw mt brother doing it that day. got caught on, and kinda couldn't stop.

what, that shitty wonderful project superstar is on again?

wow! i so GOTTA(pui!) watch it!

i need to buy a chamber pot too, to put beside my sofa as i watch!

good night, people. good night to my prince living in NI.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

i've finally decided to post something.

i'm so sick of having so many things stuck in my head but unable to tell anyone cuz i have no idea how to put everything into words.

so many things going on.

my mom's listening to 97.2 FM while she irons, and even though i have my headphones on listening to the cranberries crooning, i could clearing hear the song blaring out, as if it is right beside my ears.

ever since i knew how to appreciate music, songs have a very big impact on me. it is currently the only thing which can make me emotional without actually saying anything (it's a SONG, see?).

so anyway, the song (in chinese) went: "you're just too soft, just too soft. you hide everything hurtful inside you. you put on a strong front and..."

memory fails me here. anyway it's not very easy to translate chinese into english.

Sidetrack: guess what chinese song it is. hahaha.

yea and the song totally describes me. and i don't wanna put on a strong front anymore.

i mean, yea, everything is going on perfectly for me. everything. you name it, it's good.

just that slight problem which can cause huge catastrophies (hope i got that spelled right).

oh bull shit, it's not like anyone will understand anyway.

damn you, damn you, damn you, damn you.

everyone was right. i should have listened to them.

if you realised, there's actually a pattern, like a polymer and i'm just one of those damned monomers.

dang, you didn't even learn organic chemistry and if you did you would have forgotten by now.

why did you have to lie to me?

i have a reason for saying all guys are jerks you know. do all of you think i just like to say it?

all the guys i've met are jerks! one after another.

you think i like having such a past behind me? there's a reason behind it.

everytime i try to convince myself that it's just one guy in the whole billion of the world population, but everyone of you are the same.

i wonder who will be the next monomer.

this wasn't meant to be, hasn't meant to be and will never mean to be.

when you're gone..

but you'll sleep forever now

and i am waiting for you