okay. like daniel said. its been 3 days since my last post.

gotta make this quick. my dad doesn't realize i'm still online.

been pretty okay this few days. just band, band, and more band.

IMPORTANT NEWS!!!

this coming sunday i will be going to malaysia. i don't know for how long, but definately more than a week.

i'm going kuantan. yea. on a tour thingie for 5 days. after that i'm staying over at my uncle's in KL.

for another 5-6 days.

don't miss me! and DO NOT msg or call me unless it is a life-and-death issue, like if i don't go back to sg the esplanade will collapse or something (even so i won't go back haha) but lame lame lame.

i am charged 30 cents for each msg i receive, isn't that stupid or what.

and i have to stop posting now, my typing is getting really louder!

see ya a fortnight later, people!

just realised this is my 162^nd post.

well. yesterday. school as usual, then after school went for lunch with xf and cy. then we went bowling. and after that i went to the library at westmall

i kinda seem to be tring to end my post on what happened yesterday huh? well yes i am, cos i have a topic to talk about today.

i borrowed this book from the library. forgot the title. its about this girl, who moves from country style houston to big city new york to live with her father.

well i won't talk much about the story. but she makes friends with this bunch of gals, and they are very good friends, trusting each other and everything. until one day they find out that she actually said bad stuff behind their backs, but only to a diary, which was scanned and posted online so people could see.

she wrote a letter of apology and explanation and scanned and posted it online. and just because of that they forgave her.

and here i was thinking, man, did i ever had friends that cool? seriously, they were like sisters meant to be ever since the day they were born.

and all she had to do was to say sorry sincerly and they were friends again.

i don't think i can find this sort of loyalty and trust in my world.

i mean, its all about first impressions here. and first impressions here ALWAYS stay no matter what no matter when.

totally wacky.

unless, as usual, the problem lies with me and me alone, for i think i do see it in other groups of people. and i do feel this sort of friendship with some of my friends outside.

oh well. the troubles of relationship, not only BGR, still resides with me.

my language is failing me, for i find i have nothing to say all of a sudden.

whatever.

well today. we have not enough instruments in band! the number of secondary ones added to band is even more than the current strength.

so cool. when they all assembled it was like look at YIMB 2003 again. that was back when i was in secondary 1

so so so cool.

ciaox.

P.S hey i thook a very short time to post today. usual its more than half and hour. today i only took 11 minutes! i must have really concentrated.

okay. i'm replying some of the tags from the tagboard here. cos i realised my tagboard can't tag a long message and i have many peeps to reply and if i do it in several tags i'll be flooding my own tagboard.

DAVID CHOO! FINE TAGG SI ME ALL YOU WANT!! =( u meanie..laugh at me! mind you, its not that i was early for sentosa. it was because YOU WERE LATE. haha. and so what if i was in the brownies???? ='( meanie flood me...no i don't want to do refreshments haha let rachel do everything...(bully her..)

DANIEl what?! you wear TAG HEUER specs..no wonder they are like THRICE of what mine cos lah! lol. so cool! wee kang wears levi's specs, remember?

FARRAH yea i had fun too! but i didn't get sunburnt at all weeeheehee!!

okay back to my post for today.

i'm lazy to blog for today! blogging tomorrow. haha.

i went to sentosa yesterday, like i said in post previous post. and this is also the reason why i didn't post yesterday, cos i wasn't even home.

went out around 9 to meet david, issac, farrah at the bustop at david's house. we were going early to book a place.

farrah and i were like WAITING for you guys okay...so long..ok enough whining. reached sentosa at around 10.30. got the place wrong and ended up at palawan beach instead of siloso beach.

finally settled at this big big BIG hall. we had to wait and wait before everyone came.

*fastforward*

everyone is here! so we start with the games. the main attraction of my post today.

well. the first game was like one of those played in camps for an ice-breaker. you stand in a big circle and join hands with people opposite you and try to get untangled into a big circle with out releasing your hands. in my team was david, farrah, jeremiah, and this two gals from another cell group, audrey and hui min. we were the YELLOW team!!!! go go go! we came in second for that game.

the next was this game sorta like dog and bone. everyone in a big circle now. EVERYone.

and there were three flags stuck in the sand in the centre of this circle. in our groups we numbered ourselves 1 to 6. i was 6, david 5, huimin 4, ferrah 3, audrey 2, and jeremiah 1.

and when our numbers were called we had to go get the flags! ruched for them. on the flags were scores

so the winner would be the group that had accumulated the most number of flags.

david broke the flag numbered 80. TWICE. right? i got one flag once. haha. the person who got it in the beginning dropped it. i grabbed it and scooted off! haha

after that was a break, and after that was cell group time. it was a different experience, having cell group out in the open.

and games again! now we have the climax for today!

we played jacob's ladder first. or something's ladder. i forgot. everyone was paired up and sat in 2 rows, legs sticking out so we sorta formed a horizontal ladder on the sand. i paired with farrah.

it was okay, since i always played this in brownies back in primary school(yes, yes, i was in brownies, laugh all you want).

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnd the next game.

fear factor.

not exactly..well we got back into our teams. and. what we had to do was. to put. a. baby. goldfish. under. our. tongues. and. then. run. to. a. bowl. spit. it. out and then run to this plate of flour, stick your face into it, pick up a sweet with your teeth only and put in in the plate beside.

*repeat* I HAD TO PUT A GOLDFISH IN MY MOUTH!!!!! UNDER MY TONGUE!!! oh my goooodness!!

but YES!! I DID IT!! OVERCAME MY FEAR OF LIVE FISHES IN MY MOUTH AND YES I DID IT!!! it was a little sqiggly, that poor little thing.

oh well, it was really gross

but i did it, and now, if you ask me to do it again i so D-O N-O-T mind. haha

so after that. we hung around the beach, splashing around. until it was time to go. oh yea. the others had to wait for me, rachel, kaikee to bath finish before going off to habourfront. did you guys wait long. haha.

and then rachel had to go off. =(

so me, kaikee, farrah, winnie, isaac, jeremiah, daniel, david, yiquan, jephthah, and kai keng. yes, kai keng, who couldn't go with us to sentosa but came down all the way from west mall to eat dinner with us.

buti found out actually mr seah sent him here. ha ha ha. mr seah was foing clubbing, according to kai keng.

after eating i was so tired, but didn't sleep on the bus cos everyone was just talking and talking. and yiquan sent me home, thanks, afterwhich i just dumped everything down and popped off to bed. my brain shut down immediately after my head touched the pillow!

and thats the end of my day.

as for today, i had curry chicken for lunch! and today was the first time i deep-fried anything. pototoes. i hate deep-frying oily, yucky and painful.

but i didn't have a choice. my mom was busy so i deep-fried the potatoes for the curry.

and they wer beautiful, all crispy on the ouside and soft in the inside, golden brown and hot.

sounds nice? it was lovely.

here's something interesting. credits to qiaoying for telling me about it.

cute? check it out on my msn nickname. i have no idea what those long and chim words mean. do you? do tell me.

click here for it.

so here i am, blogging, chatting, and off the sims2-ing!

soooooooooo...

i watched a movie yesterday. yes, a movie. i can't tell you what it is or anything about it cos i think i'll...erm..nevermind.

it sucked though, the movie. but i could understand why it was rated like that. but then again, helllo? i have them tooo! i look at them every single day of my life!

well anyway it was rather satisfying to prove you wrong. muahaha. its rare, proving you wrong!

well, sorry, but i can't help it, since you're so snobby too.

starting with a.maths lessons again. oh man!

and today i went to westmall with rach and kaikee. we wanted to watch that jubilation....3...thingie...i don't know what it's called.

but we missed the whole thing, cos we went to my house to play cards and cluedo. had fun though. and david recorded the whole thing, so we could watch.

what were the MCs standing on the stage doing nothing for, though?

well anyway daniel came so late, everything was over already!

then kaikee and rach went off, leaving me david daniel and david's friend, ken(i think) at the arcade. sneaked in under david's jacket, i was still in uniform.

we played daytona 2. i got second. it was like a miracle cos i think the last time i touched those machines was like last year.

and. i cooked pumpkin for the first time today!

it wasn't that bad. but it made me crave for pumpkin bread again. maybe this
sunday i'll bake it. muahaha.

and now, i'm blogging.

off to gaming.

oh yea. i'm going to SENTOSA tomorrow! finally peeps who would love to go!

see me tanned! yea rach?? haha!

Collide
by Howie Day
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And i'm tangled up in you, yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide

i loved this song so much. it was on perfect 10 top hits once. or twice. many times. not now though.

was late for band. very very late.

very very very late! i woke up so darn late.

ms poh doesn't believe me. =(

and now i'm bored

gonna play games again.

i'm kinda bored of posting today. but nevermind.

i'll start from yesterday.

jamming with rachel kaikee david charissa and kai ting...did i get their names right..

well anyway it was pretty fun. my first time doing something like that haha.

and after that went to west mall with david and kk. and we felt, according to david, the aftershocks of an EARTHQUAKE..

but, i still strongly believe it is NOT, N-O-T, an earthquake! no i can't explain what it was. but i really don't think it was an earthquake

we felt the floor tremble. a little freaky at first but you'll get used to it. when it stopped i didn't even notice.

so anyway. later kk went home and yiquan and daniel came down to westmall.

i had 2 bodyguards(daniel n yq) and a secretary(obvious) accompanying me home XD

thanks guys, for scaring of any potential murdurer/rapist/molester that might have targeted me.

just kidding! but thanks =)

well made it home in time to cook. haha. i cooked finished and my parents are still not home. had a pretty late dinner.

and off to the com.

and for today. the sec1 recruits joined us! teaching again. extra 5 members of the horn section. now we have 9 horn-ists.

well anyway got home and found my electricity cut.

no its not because my parents didn't pay the bills. they were re-wiring. the workers, i mean. not my parents.

so i had to wait til 5 to use the com and any other electical appliances.

this made me realize we should never take electricity for granted. you'll only know how it feels like when your electricity is cut. you want to charge your handphone and you realise you can't.

yes that was what happened to me. i took electricity for granted and tried to charge my phone, standing there like an idiot wondering why it wouldn't charge before realising the electricity was cut.

idiota.

well anyway. i went to prepare dinner, as usual, then bathed.

and here's something i am SO DAMN IRRITATED WITH.

yesterday. when i bathed. i put my spec on this counter thingie, which was where my shampoo bottles were.

so i reached for the shampoo....and knocked over some smaller bottles, which knocked my specs (OUCH!!!! they're frameless!) onto the floor.

picked it up while swearing, which was unfortunately caught by my mom. i sweared that loud. oh fucK! specs drop!. of course. those specs cost me, not my mom, ME, $187.

AND THE WHOLE THING HAPPENED AGAIN TODAY!!!! MY SPECS, MY BABY, MY DARLING WHICH TORE A BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET, DROPPED TWICE!! IN THE BATHROOM!

swore even worse this time. wah lao what the fuck lah! kaox eh! omg!!! stupid specs! drop drop drop!

lol. and this few days the weather's been cold. huh.

and there's band tomorrow. sian..

the date for my last post is like, OCTOBER THE 10????

and now its the 17!

so i'll backtrack a little.

saturday
went to david's house. for cell group.

who was there? rachael, yi quan, kaikee, weekang, and of course david. and here are the peeps i got to know that day : daniel, farrah, jeremiah, isaac (david's little bro), and...and...oh yes winnie...and one more..that guy..i don't remember his name...oops..

well anyway i had a great time. everyone was like so nice. and funny.

and we took this picture, which i have to get from david...a picture of us in the uno colours holding uno cards! haha!

well when i saw the picture i was like OMG DAVID'S MORE THAN A HEAD TALLER THAN ME cos he was standing beside me and we were like four hobbits with an elf. like in lord of the rings.

and everyone treated me as if they knew me hundred and hundred of years ago. ahaha.

well oh sunday i went to church, chc, and i'm so so sorry david had to trouble you and everything and reach church late..

and it was a very wet day.

i'm looking through some peoople's pictures now. they just love taking pictures!

wow. well. i'm a little bored of blogging.

toodle noodles.

my results are so bad, i won't be talkting about them in this post.

i love me.

so NOT.

refreshing memories.

i'm going crazy baby!

cos i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed yooooouuuu.....

this babe didn't take her nedicine today.

i love you!

went to town again today. BUT. this time with my mom. she drove to town!

well. we lost our way. went up the wrong expressway.

ended in some foriegn place. in the OUTSKIRTS of orchard.

haha. called up my dad, and thankfully he led us right to takashimaya.

which was where we parked.

there's this place, at the fourth floor of wisma. great great food.

and the price isn't that bad.

well anyway.

there was a little mishap when we went home to. took a wrong turn at orchard turn, and ended up 180^o from where we were supposed to be.

well we got home safe anyway.

i DIDN'T buy anything...=(...my mom wouldn't buy me anything...BUT i saw lots of pretty pretty dresses! pretty!

awws. and there were plenty of sec4 peeps around. i think they were getting their prom gear. haha

estimated $$$ for prom next year : $300++

including dress, bag, hair, nails, face, shoes.

lucky that salon i go have everything from mails to makeup.

I MUST BE CRAZY! THINKING ABOUT PROM AT THIS KIND OF TIME! I SHOULD BE THINKING ABOUT O LEVELS!

yea right. if i was thinking about o levels right now. you can knock the statue of liberty down with a feather.

TOMORROW, IS, THE, DAY, I, GET, MY, FINAL, YEAR, RESULTS, BACK!!!

OH MY GOOODNESS.

and i still have the mood for prom 2006.

i'm bored *whines*

i miss that kind of life. yea and when i was living it. i missed single life.

now i think i miss single life, but in a different way which i won't mention her, or i'll probably get death stares tomorrow from everyone who have seen it.

I'MAFREAK.

i don't know why i don't have a backbone. it was before, and it is as now. always the same.

i should just STAY out of relationships. i just spoil everything that goes around me.

i mean, i should have thought of it earlier. would that have happened if not because i didn't act earlier? it was my fault, and mind alone. i should have never blamed him for that.

and this now. i should never have opened my big mouth in the first place, i should not have tlaked on the phone that night, i should not, i should have been studying.

and if i were my result won't be this horrible and i would never have been in such a state.

and now i want to solve everything for once and for all and i can't find the courage to do anything

heart don't fail me now courage don't desert me

an excerpt from anastasia, i don't remember the title of this song.

see how pathetic i am.

and they wouldn't treat me like that if i didn't treat them the same way

treat everyone the way you want to be treated

so this is the way i treat people. so i should be nicer.

oh come on, first impression last, even if i turned into ms little perfect, nobody would forget how i was before.

and you'll be thinking, only pathetic people write about pathepic things about themsleves and sympathises themselves.

how i wonder...

can somebody tell me the rating for into the blue, starring jessica alba and paul walker?

cos i thought it was m18. and i SAW that it was m18.

but i just watched it.

watched 2 movies this week, corpse bride on monday, and into the blue today.

corpse bride is about this guy, victor about his matchmake with a girl victoria. held in ancient europe. like the 17 century or something.

well anyway. they even have rehersals for weddings. you have to remember your lines. i had to hear the lines over and over again, they're something like...with this candle i will light your way...your cup will never be empty for i am your wine...something like that..

well victor could never memorize his lines. so he's sort of upset. and he runs of into the woods.

and get married accidentally to emily, a corpse, when he was trying to memorize his lines.

well i didn't understand why he could have told her HI, THIS IS A MISTAKE, SORRY BABE.

but, that was 17 century europe, and victor was a butterfly collector/pianist.

i don't expect a butterfly collector/pianist to have such backbone, nevertheless one from 17 century europe.

well won't go on anymore.

into the blue. that was what i call - BORING.

there were good parts. like the story line. the story is good.

but the action? i thought it was supposed to be about sharks. yea it was. but. sort of lacklustre.

and throw in alot of swearing, naughty naughty hand signals and kissing.

i wanted to watch the myth or wait til you are older.

i will, haha. yes i will!

yea i type so much yesterday only to realise i didn't mention who i went out with.
so here : lijie and david. ok. haha

i'm darn bored. bored.

woke up and spent my day sitting at the computer.

another movie, perhaps?

what do you peeps think of this skin? picture-less.

but this one was alot of work.

all those bars there, i had to search all over the net for the full list of color hex values. but to no avail.

had to settle for the longest one instead.

i've been wanting to do something like this, ever since i heard that colours of the wind song.

eurgh. off to gunbounding.

went to town today! finally can go shopping.

or actually window shopping.

went to pacific plaza first.

then far east, where i bought this pair of earrings to go with my outfit that day.

the dresses at this fashion are so pretty and so CHEAP! its like, 20 bucks???

and they are nice. just that....i'm not so lucky, not "well-endowed" in the correct places so it didn't really fit me.

xinfang. i think they would have fit you pretty.

*winks

i've learnt something today.

everyone has their own bad side, its whether they show it out or not.

like me, my bad side is on display for the whole world to see, until they only learnt to see my bad side and not my good side.

but for some people, they can be really bad, really mean, really horrible but they just don't make it so obvious.

its kind of sneaky. and to me thats worse than me cos at least you know that i can do this this this or that that that but a sneaky person? you'll never know what he/she is up to.

and the degree of "badness" is like totally different.

some people can be so bad, but you just don't know about it. and i sign for the ones who are really bad and show it.

i feel my life is missing something.

wonder wonder.

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)
by Craig David
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
if there's a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
it's not me who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I've made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don't love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

i love this song. the music and everything. i feel like the girl in the song though. not craig david.

just been blog hopping...boing boing..and i came came across this girl blog.

i don't know who she is lah. just anyhow click other people's links.

well anyway her blog was like, peppered with picture of she and her stead.

that is so cute and adorable. sweeeeet.

new skin coming. stay "tuned" to pyynk-princess.blogspot.com to see it.

if you don't like reading crap and rubbish please click on that weeny little red cross up there NOW

whenever i read books about life in american schools, i wonder how come friends can stay such good friends. like, from elementary school all the way up to college.

do any of you peeps still keep in touch with your friends from kindergarten or primary school?

i mean, don't mention, primary schools, the friends i have change nearly every year.

like in sec 1 i hanged out with sec1 people.

in sec2 i hanged out with sec3 people, not so much with the people from my year

now in sec3 i'm hanging out back with sec3 people, people from my year.

same goes for me in primary school

the cliques i was in changed every year.

sometimes within the year

is it just me.

i think its just me. meaning there must be a problem with me.

its a little crazy, in this world she lives in where she know there are so many people lying to her everyday

tricking her into believe a fairytale that never existed

luring her into the trap planted to destroy anyone's life

cheating feelings within a young heart

so many dreams so many wishes so many gone.

and every night she try to figure out the roots of all these problems

only to wake up in the morning to face them again.

and she will never know, never find out what exactly did she do.

goodbye, huge endless cruel world.

...

...

i'm probably gonna spend my four days of holiday alone.

i can't go swimming

i can't go to the beach too, cos of THAT and i think only one person, my beloved lao ma will go with me. XD

OMIGOSH i so do want to go a beach.

anybody cares to accompany this little dreamy girl?

aw shucks even if tom felton (from harry potter, he's draco malfoy, the oh-so-ever-cute-and-handsome-ruler-of-my-heart tom felton) got down on his knees begging me to allow him to bring me to a beach in britain i still can't go.

then again, maybe i would. if he pays for everything, seeing that he is an actor and actors are very very very rich. and devishly handsome.

he has changed so much froom harry potter 1 up to harry potter 3

that reminds me.

people around me haved changed so much. i mean, like from sec1 to sec3 the difference is so much. 2 years ago i would never imagine some people looking like that.

haha. i supposed since people have changed so much to me, i should have changed alot to them. i just wondered whethere i changed for the better or for worse. the latter, i think.

aha! a picture my love, tom felton!

just joking.

and mouse over the picture. what do you see?

kekekex.

vrooooom!!!! *car drives off*

guess what??

EXAMS (for me) IS OVER!! OVER!! O-V-E-R!!!

happy? you bet.

i went bowling right after chemistry today. i am like so happy!!!!!!!!

went with szehan, lijie, daphne and xinyuh.

after that to my house. sang a little bit. then went to play basketball. or actually just watch. i was on my rollerblades.

then they came over again.

and szehan became a woman today. haha.

we put makeup on her. eyes became bigger right, han?

lol.

so nice. i only managed to get a pic on my dad's phone cam, which isn't nice at all. cos you can't really see the difference.

but see it in real life? wow. 10 years later the szehan wor!

i'll try to get the pic into my com.

oh well. can't. another day, then.

Nine Million Bicycles
by Katie Melua
There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

We are twelve billion light years from the edge
That's a guess
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you

I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar
Just believe everything that I say

There are six billion people in the world
More or less
And it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all

We're high on the wire
With the world in our sight
And I'll never tire
Of the love that you give me every night

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

And there are nine million bicycles in Beijing
And you know that I will love you till I die

i love this song. its new on perfect 10. its lovely.

i want it!! Katie Melua. interesting name.

OKAY MIN MIN IS BREAKING NEW GROUND i have a new topic to bitch about.

you know the recent upsurge of singaporean-bloggers-eg-xiaxue-kennysia-wannabes?

there's this one i got to know of recently. i AM so not gonna tell who who they are or anything cos i SO DO NOT want to publicise them

they are totally against those kind of people whuu tYyPpe lIikE tHiiiS aLL tHe TiMe wOrx! ThOsE toTallY aCt cUutex de WoRx!

i so agree with that and all. and they really discriminate ALOT of friendster profiles. which i agree that sucks alot.

HOWEVER, you keep saying they are doing that, taking cute pics and everything of themselves JUST FOR ATTENTION. they are crazy and just looking at their fuckface gets onto your nerves.

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING THEIR PICTURES AND POSTING IT ALL OVER YOUR BLOG? LETTING EVERYONE IN THE WORLDSEE? and helping them to advertise, which gives them even MORE attention?

HELLO??? haven't you just given them their 15 minutes of fame(or actually longer cos this is online)??!!

stupid asses.

i really don't know what to say about them. as if they don't want attention.

grrrrr spoil my mood.

i didn't blog yesterday cos i was lazy. so here am i.

yesterday was geography and maths paper2

oh wait. just now i was on the bus with xinfang, and she said that last time it seems that we always had alot of extra time after we've completed our paper. but this year, it seems like we wither have just enough tim eor not enough time.

that is so true. i haven't got any paper which i can sit and relax before time is up.

so anyway. geography. not enough time though. but it wasn't as bad i had expected, actually.

at least the qeustions could be understood. unlike ms lim's class tests, where she beat around the bush while asking a question.

and there wasn't even questions on bearing. but i think i did horribly for the questions on MNCs.

and for maths p2...how come paper1 and paper2 are set by different teachers?

if only miss wong set paper2 too.

but mdm lim did, and there's no use crying over spilled milk.

and as for today, i totally flunked physics! i mean, the total amount of marks i calculated from the questions i didn't do was more, much more than 50!!

you know what that means?

I FAILED!!!

yes and this is a totally definately gurantee plus chop.

as for a.maths. totally didn't have enough time. i think 4 hours is much more suitable. i won't have to rush through everything. and i have this tendency to make more careless mistakes then usual people.

like in my primary school maths. i never got higher then 80, and my dad was like, why?

he checked through, and everythng i lost marks it was due to careless mistakes.

its not lke i don't know how to do the questions. i just make alot of careless mistakes.

but for physics, i don't even understand the questions, don't mention make careless mistakes!

then again. celebrate! fellow 3e1 peeps, tomorrow is our last (and for me most terrible) paper - CHEMISTRY!

why chemistry last, anyway?

whatever. ONE LAST PAPER TODAY BEFORE I AM FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahaha.

oh wait. there is just one more thing i have to do right before i go on enjoying.

i have to figure that out.

i mean, this is much more important then my exams. it concerns my life, my future, ME!(goes to show i'm totally a self-centered person huh.)

but HOW am i going open my mouth?

tch. the last time was totally horrible. i don't another one like that.

so like HOW HOW HOW?

don't know don't know don't know.

i rather sit for another round of exams.

oh wait a minute. NO WAY. i rather do this than sit for another round of exams. exams gave me so much pimples!

had social studies and maths p1 today.

at least the maths paper was aesier than usual.

although i've already lost nearly 10 marks.

i'm in the swing!

haix.

you know, sometimes people can get really really weird.

or is it just me.

seriously hope its just me, cos that will make things easier.

okay. 3 more days of exam to go. GAMBATTEH!!!!

okay i will start from saturday.

saturday
as usual. wake up brush teeth wash...okok just kidding. haha. just spent the whole morning spilt between watching tv, sims two-ing, gunbound-ing, and doing household chores. aiyer! skip saturday. saturday is SO boring.

sunday
went to mayim for lunch. you know, the restaurent in westmall.

actually i just went last week. or actually, the week before. for dim sum.

my mom loved it so much, we went again this week. or actually, last week.

this time with my cousin, her boyfriend, my uncle and my aunt.

they loved it too.

yea. now i'm sick of dimsum.

now the main feature of this post will be my dinner.

why dinner? let's see. i had steamed egg rolls stuffed with fish cake. very nice, since i love egg and i love fishcake and i love steamed food.

BUT. i HATE preparing it. you know how gooey fishcake is? first you have to scrape it off the fish bones. then you mash it up in a bowl of water, pepper, starch and light soya sauce. and continue mixing, or mashing, until the whole bowl of...thing( i don't know what to call it, paste?) is nice and smooth.

but it only looks smooth. it is so not smooth to touch.

then spread it onto egg, erm, pancakes? ommelettes? the flat round yellow thingies? whatever. i'm sure you know what i mean.

the spreading is horrible. the fishpaste never sticks to anything except the spoon.

but the fruits of labour are sweet. XD

yea david, that was my dinner. that was what i was busying about so i could not reply your message. i was having the time of my life with fishpaste. or fishcake. WHATEVER!

i hate raw fishcake/paste.

and today. i had chinese.

3 simple words:

I

will

fail.

end of story.