it is that time of the year again.
yes, people, 2005 is ending. time to usher in 2006
i even wanted to put lyrics of Auld Lang Syne.
but it will sound really dead.
it has been a terribly eventful year, in which i have come to realise something
i am totally wasting my time. ever since september. i have totally been wasting my time.
biding on something not mine, wasn't mine, never mine.
yet losing out on the only thing i need : time.
isn't it crazy, how i could have done stuff like that and still dare to say all this?
i don't know, its just how i feel
i sound so solemn.
maybe i really am.
oh yea. its this is my 191th post. been a long time on blogger.
thinking back, this must have been one of my worst years, yet one of my best. ironic, isn't it?
all you have to do is to look at my year through different windows and you'll get what i mean.
i have lost friends yet made friends, improved friendships yet de-proved friendships, cried my worst yet laughed my loudest.
but i know one thing for sure.
in 2005, I LOOK GREAT!!!
heeheehee.
today. i wasn't really in a mood to do anything.
to be really honest, i didn't want to wake up, go band, go west mall. i didn't wanna eat, talk, run, sing, laugh, march, whatever.
i'm listening to Jay Chou's ye qu.
its really good. its on repeat. i love it. just feels my heart with this sorrow.
cos right now, all i wanna do is to crawl into bed and hide.
