-i cant concentrate
-bad bad bad bad DREAMS. plenty about school. won't say out why they are bad, though. or actually, can't. ask me personally.
-can't study
-distracted
-moping
-tired
-don't know whats going on in lessons (due to sleeping)
-sleep during school time. alot
-and no teacher realise i'm sleeping. *ponders*
i don't know whats happenning to me! i DON'T want to sleep in class but i feel so tired. and whatever the teachers say in scool i just can't seem to concentrate. i'm distracted. and i don't know WHY!!!!
can't stand it any longer. i feel like ending it all!
but why end when i don't even know WHY???
wo bu kai xin le. why?
i duno. even if i want to kai xin also cannot.
but. sheesh.
i feel like a pregnant woman.
I AM SO NOT PREGNANT!
but my mood has been like, UP, down, UP, down..
and i'm getting a little too big there
my tummy i mean.
i want to talk to somebody. anybody.
=(
