i try and i try...but whenever it appears i can't help thinking over again
whether i was wrong or i was right that does not matter as i have made my decision and that decision was already carried out.
but..
i still can't forget that day.
you try it. i'm sure you won't either.
and now only one (or two) person know what i'm spewing.
right gurl (and guy) ?
imagine trying to sleep at night but you can't cos you're crying and crying and crying and the pillow's wet and you nose is blocked and you can't breathe.
there's no one to talk to. no one who will care.
black.bubbles.heart.break
broken.
i have to forget it. its messing me up. and my life.
i have to live again.
