why, it's friday the thirteen.

and 11 days from my last post.

i actually managed to force meself to stop blogging.

actually there wasn't a need to. with my (NEW! i know you know. i just wann asay it again) guitar and old (but still rocking) piano, i'm getting some progess on those fingers of mine.

and of course, i'm playing.

xiao jie, o`level no need study mah? still play play play??

no need, i've got God.

no lah, of course i still have to study! even if you want God to make miracles in your life, you have to make places for Him to do so!

so my cupcakes from CG who are running the O'level race, study hard and let God work His mighty miracle through us!

have His great faith!

and jia you!

i should now really continue blogging.

don't stop, don't stop.

ARHHH! I WANNA PLAAAAY!

pooooeey.

BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU WRITE LINES?

or type lines, in this case?

how would you feel if you were in his place?

just shut up for a change!

yuuuum...the delectable taste of snowskin mooncare melting in your mouth...irresistable!

i went to Ikea today, and got 2 clam-on lamps, on which i've clamped on my study table (it's orange) and the other i clamped on my bed (this one's white).

had quite a bit of trouble with the one i wanted to put on my bed. it couldn't seem to fit in anywhere.

see, my bad's originally a double-decker bed, and now even though i'm the only sleeping in it the second "story" is still there, with th supporting mesh. now, this mesh is blocking everything, and the only way to fix my lamp in the right position is to cut the mesh.

which i did, in a sense.

using a pair of pliers (author pauses here to take a bite of mooncake), i pulled out the hook supporting the mesh, creating a section where i could move the mesh away from the main bedframe. and stuck the lamp though. and VOILA!

another bite of mooncake.

now there's the problem of a dangling wire, right in the middle of nowehere. so i secured the wire onto the bedframe using that...plastic...ring...thingie...which you can "break" and it lights up for a few hours...got them from the planetshakers ultraviolet party (i think only keith and henzy will know what i mean).

well nevermind the details, let's talk about mooncakes.

i have 2 left in the fridge to myself, seeing i'm the only one who eats this "messy goo which sticks in your teeth", which was what my dad called it.

it doesn't stick!

well whatever.

Ikea @ alexandra is pretty small, compared to the one in PJ, malaysia. i love the one in malaysia.

no, i love both. i love Ikea. and my dad says (he's the Resident Engineer for Ikea @ tampines) i'd love the one at tampines even more. smaller, but comparable to Ikea @ PJ.

when i get a house, or when my mom lets me refurbish my room, i'm gonna get everything from Ikea.

as much as i can, anyway.

what the...

that little kid, in jay chou's ting ma ma de hua mtv...

SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lean meat, lean meat, lean meat.

guess i'm not the only one with a "problem".

you poor things, you'll get through it fine, don't worry.

meat pie, throw at you.

why are all boys + men + old ah kongs i.e anybody with testosterone like this?

clueless. about EVERYTHING. from umbrellas to mrt to..nevermind.

i said i would complain anymore.

no more, no more, no more.

OH DAMMIT I'M LOSING IT.

and you know what's the most terrible thing?

you could be reading this.

aiya. i didn't explain myself properly.

currently in church, we are undergoing a churchwide bible study series called Making Marriage Work.

totally irrelevant to us youngsters. but still, it's pretty interesting.

(aiyo, that jay chou aiyo song is playing.)

where was i? oh, i learnt many interesting things too, including the uses of sex (not biologically). hahaha. like it was God's will, way before Adam and Eve had eaten that apple, for married couples to enjoy sex.

too much info for you? nah. look at it in a biblogical way.

stuff like when married, a couple has to "leave" their parents and be joined to their spouses. check genesis 2:24. around there. haha.

and yesterday, a couple of thousand married couples renewed their marriage vows. today, too, will this renewing be going on in service.

so where does the emotional map come in?

well in one of the lessons pastor talked about communication, and this emotional map can be used to write a letter to your other half so as to improve communication between spouses.

writing one to yourself is another way to make sure you don't become "emotionally shut down".

like i said in the previous post, obviously i am not emotionally shut down (and somebody is super aware of that huh, mr aiyo?) but still i wanted to try writing a letter. and you have to be totally honest to yourself.

it's my way of telling you guys how i have been feeling lately too. not exactly a bad thing, but it may not be a good thing anyway.

so to non-CHC peeps who think i need help, nah, chill! just being honest and frank with myself. you wanna check out that marriage series? sure. pop me an (why is it AN, not A, sms?) sms or gimme a nudge in msn. you could try the emotional map yourself.

to CHC buddies, you have give it a try. be totally honest with yourself. you'll feel a lot better. for the first night i slept with out funny dreams.

ever since that darn prelims started i had dreams every night. they aren't scary or nice, just weird.

people pop out in unexpected places. i don't remember any dream, but i know they were all weird.

not those spiritual attacks kind either, though. i used to have these dreams, not not continuously for 2 weeks!

anyway, do you think i have too many youtube vids in my blog?

answer that question in my tagboard, i'm off to making a skin.