Peace and Tranquility
it is that time of the year again.

yes, people, 2005 is ending. time to usher in 2006

i even wanted to put lyrics of Auld Lang Syne.

but it will sound really dead.

it has been a terribly eventful year, in which i have come to realise something

i am totally wasting my time. ever since september. i have totally been wasting my time.

biding on something not mine, wasn't mine, never mine.

yet losing out on the only thing i need : time.

isn't it crazy, how i could have done stuff like that and still dare to say all this?

i don't know, its just how i feel

i sound so solemn.

maybe i really am.

oh yea. its this is my 191^th post. been a long time on blogger.

thinking back, this must have been one of my worst years, yet one of my best. ironic, isn't it?

all you have to do is to look at my year through different windows and you'll get what i mean.

i have lost friends yet made friends, improved friendships yet de-proved friendships, cried my worst yet laughed my loudest.

but i know one thing for sure.

in 2005, I LOOK GREAT!!!

heeheehee.

today. i wasn't really in a mood to do anything.

to be really honest, i didn't want to wake up, go band, go west mall. i didn't wanna eat, talk, run, sing, laugh, march, whatever.

i'm listening to Jay Chou's ye qu.

its really good. its on repeat. i love it. just feels my heart with this sorrow.

cos right now, all i wanna do is to crawl into bed and hide.

Rain Down On Me...
what a rainy day.

yet it was really really peaceful.

the time around christmas eve and day were really hectic.

time to enjoy peace, nature....and rain.

yes rain.

went out roller-cycling again.

what a fickle weather.

when i went out, it was okay.

then it started to rain.

then it stopped again.

then started again.

then stopped. i gave up and just went ahead.

only to get caught in the rain.

i was fully drenched, head to toe!

ate dinner out, daddy was home late and mummy is still in malaysia. with little bro.

and now i'm home. on the com. watching Love Concierge.

A Perfect Wedding Is One With Love.

is it true? sounds so cliche. you think love is that easy?

you think love can just come like that?

oh yes it can

the problem is, it can go like THAT too.

never ever believe in the fairytale of love.

be realistic.

or someday...you'll find your fairytale has turned...sour..

and when this day comes. it'll be too late. all too late.

and the only thing to fish you out of your upside down fairytale.

is to close the boook.

to you.

i'm not trying to say i'm very experienced.

and i'm really praying you won't go through what i went through.

honestly i'm pretty sure you won't lah hahaha i mean he is like much much more matured.

but then. you and me, everyone, we don't know what the future holds.

so unless you are seriously sure, don't go too far.

i'm not saying you are too far.

you may.

and you may say, how do i know if he is the one?

that. its too long to type here.

you may say. he IS the one.

well. only you know and God knows whethere truely he is or not.

good night.

Christmas
i've decided that every post will start with a title. and there. my first post with a title, it is about Christmas.

Saturday, Christmas Eve

morning, woke up at 7+. i had to go last minute shopping with my mom at westmall. no choice. it shopping not at the eleventh hour but the fifty-nineth minute. haha.

well we had to buy stuff for my cousins. actually chose clothes. but then i remembered how crazy they were with monopoly. so there.

then. got this COOL BIG HOT electronic chinese dictionary. wooot. you know why i'm actually happy with a chinese dictionary (a chinese dictionary!)? because :

1. IT CAN PLAY MP3!

2. it has a slot for......a....*drum roll*....SD card *big big grin*

3.its the first time i got an electronic something without asking for it.

heh heh heh.

then met my uncle...blah blah blah...at around 1 my parents bro and unc left for beautiful malaysia. muahaha.

okay. so actually, was supposed to go for the CHC christmas service at 430. and then get home and have a party cum sleepover (waaaaahoooo!) but then plans changed.

not much. heehee. we didn't go to the service, that's all.

haha. after going home from last minute christmas shopping, went out to westmall again. met david. now it is grocery shopping for the party.

went home. blah blah. baked some pizzas. hung around home. watched herbie. eunice stayed over. you know. i've already posted it.

Sunday

i slept at a darn time of 4 am. then woke up at 7+, woke eunice up who had to go for the service at 1030.

and you know this too. it was on my previous post.

well anyway. i said i wanted to sleep. but turned out i didn't. or more like couldn't.

so went to church. christmas service was great! super funny. won't go into details though. i'm currently watching a movie. while posting.

after the service we went to the carnival.

honestly, i was feeling terrible that day. extremly fatigued. what do you expect from someone who only slept for 3 hours.

and i still managed to play on a ride that went round....and round....and round....and faster...and faster...and faster...and i was being knocked around the seat with rachel beside me...dizzier and dizzier..

man. my feet hurt too. the tale of the 2 inch heels.

oh yea! isaac and david bought this shirt for eunice and me. its dark dark blue. and it has this cute bear...that lights up when you press a button on the side of the shirt. haha. its darn ke ai.

so after the carnival. went to eunice's house to join a party. didn't do much. just eating. and listening to people play the guitar. yea.

and eunice stayed over again. haha. was watching My Dog Skip. but i was too tired. too too tired.

so went to sleep.

and in the morning, went out to queensway to eat breakfast. same people. haha.

then went home to clear the laundry, and now i'm here, in david's house, using his laptop to do this post.

National Treasure just ended. not bad, for a movie.

and this post ends, too.

oh yea. go to david's blog for the details. and pictures. i guess. he told me to link him up. wheher he will blog or not, that's a different story. and he added: "that's 'his' problem. probably will be like, how many days time."

and the rest is out of point.

oh yea yea. its great to be a princess, but its even better to be a mermaid princess.

yea yea. i watched Disney's The Little Mermaid. before National Treasure.

JUST KIDDING.

okay...zzz...i slept at like...4 am last night..

oh i meant this morning...zzz

had to wake up early to wake eunice up. she's going for the 10 o'clock service..luckily i'm going for the 1 pm one..i am like so tired..

but i can't go back to sleep! dang..

headache headache...

but i can't deny the fact this is one of my best, or actually my best christmas eve spent..

i'm going to try to go back to sleep...

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

yes, your princess is tagging at 2 am in the morning on a sunday!

she's up, yes she is, cos her parents ain't in town!

with her babe buddy eunice! who'e sleeping over. muahaha. ladies' night.

well it was actually daddy-daughter-daughter's buddy-daddy lil bro night. but aww someone had to go.

no problemo!

to tell you the truth, i'm pretty beat now. eunice's bathing haha. that's why i can take time off to tpye this little thing.

been having a great evening. david and isaac came over. we baked pizza. haha. then rachie! HEY RACH! came over. haha. then eunice. we caught some movies.

HERBIE and this AMERICAN PIE. i don't know what's the title. pretty awful langauge. but the storyline rules.

oops. gotta run. it's ladies' night! and the feeling's right!

good night! i mean, good morning. haha.