It started out as a beautiful morning.

But no one can escape monday blues.

I entered the car with the biggest smile on my face, and left the car at school with a frown so deep, I thought it became permanent.

And the rest of the day is history, until I met up with my TRYBE MATES at Marina Square to watch HARRY POTTER!

I guess that was the only thing (meeting up, I mean) that went well for me, because the movie totally...

SUCKED.

I can't wait for the last book. Pro-ordered it already. But I must have said that one million times. HAHAHA.

I'm so tired of projects projects projects projects AND projects.

I need the peace of God.

Sighs.

I've come to that point in life where I have so many things in my head, but I can't say anything out, at all.

I went to cell group today, and it's our first W450 meeting! Did I mention cell group multiplied a week ago? It was rushed even for me, so maybe that's why I didn't mention it.

Well, it was such a great time.

My vision: to help Jessica as much as I can, to complete FT1 by August, and to play for praise at least once for cell group.

Those are short term goals.

Long term goals are a little more private, so, heh heh, unless you're a darn good friend of mine (somebody who's reading this, anyway), you wouldn't know what they are.

And worse still, if you're not in my cell group or CHC, you wouldn't even know what I've been rambling on and on about.

Anyway. I'm up to my neck with projects. I don't even know my progress, since there is so many to catch up wit. Along with my not atttending lectures frequently, I'm sliding all the way back again.

Here's a nice song. I just love Gwen Stefani.

4 In The Morning
by Gwen Stefani
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot

& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

More updates on my life?

SU's fun. So fun.

But there's something missing in my life, and I know what it is, but like the little stupid girl I am, I refuse to embrace it.

Don't use that and control my life.

Some choices we make comes with a lot of consequences, though.

Big Girls Don't Cry
By Fergie
Da da da da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, serenity

(chorus)
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that i'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

(chorus)

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, serenity

(chorus)

I love this song. It totally describes how I feel now.

I've got so much going on in my life, I don't even want to start blogging about it.

I need something to cheer me up.

So looking forward to Harry Potter 5!

Hey, girls out there.

Don't ever let a guy stir your heart when you don't know much about him.

You might just end up stirring your whole life.

It's been another long break from blogging.

Some updates:
1. Watched Die Hard 4.0 last Sunday (please don't ever watch it)
2. Completed Ghost Hunt series!
3. Spent lots of time in student lounge hahaha.
4. July - Project due month -_-
5. Made plenty new friends from sub com camp.
6. My results are really bad.

I realised I've lost my will. That strong will I used to have.

Everything is flying past me, so fast. It seems like I'm slowing down, moving backwards.

Nothing is turning around. Maybe it's because nobody bothered to push it.

Several needs are not met, and many wants are hidden.

On a happier note, I've booked tickets for HP5. Next monday, will be MY day!

Movies I've Watched So Far For This Year And My Rating
In order of remembrance,

1. Spiderman 3 (2/5)
Draggy, draggy, draggy. And oh, draggy. Need I say more?

2. Music And Lyrics (5/5)
Love stories just ROCK. And some people just cannot comprehend that.

3. Shrek the Third (3/5)
Good, but pales in comparison to the first 2 movies.

4. Pirates 3 (4/5)
Love the action. But I think the best ever Pirates of the Carribean movie was the first one.

5. Ocean's Thirteen (4/5)
OOOH, this was such an exciting and entertaining movie to watch! I wonder if it can happen in real life?

6. Die Hard 4.0 (1/5)
The only thing good was the company I had for the movie.

7. TRANSFORMERS!!!! (5/5)
WHAT CAN I SAY? THE BEST EVER MOVIE I'VE HAD SINCE I DON'T KNOW WHEN!

I'm sure there were more. Goodness, I've spent a lot of money eh?

Especially for taxi fare. I think for the first half of 2007, the number of times I had taken a taxi is at least twice of the number I have taken my entire 16 years of living.

Wow.

I'm fully to blame for not updating.

DUH.

I spent my time on Bleach for the past few days after coming back from the TPSU subcom camp.

So I'll continue from there, then.

The Camp. I shall just call it that. Cos the full name's kind of long, you know.

Split into groups as usual, and I was in the same group as Jia Hui and Eileen and Hui Xian!

and for the sake of this person who said that I didn't mention him...

I WAS IN THE SAME GROUP AS SHEP

WE WERE IN THE COOLEST, GREATEST, FUNEST, BESTEST GROUP - NAIOS!

Cool eh. We had plenty of fun. However broke camp really early. I don't think I ever had a camp that was over at 6 pm. LOL.

Quite a "bu san bu si" timing right.

Well anyways that was on saturday evening. So what did I do after that?

Nic sit picked me up and we met up with Daniel and some other people and went to watch transformers at Marina Square!!!

THE MOVIE ROCKS! BIG TIME!

Even though we were sitting at the front row. LOL. Seems like I always sit in front nowadays. Spiderman 3, too. It was even in the same place.

The movie ended at 12+ (started at 920), and I reached home nearly 3 am that morning.

Goodness. But it really was a good movie.

You should watch it! (:

Anyways. I'm in the school library stoning around. I can't stand this thick atmosphere around here, but there is a power plug and air-con.

It's the people I can't take.