another day in my life. in a nutshell, i studied (STUDIED! WOW!), i played the com (duh), and i had BS at BK @ WM.

that's a lot of brackets and initials.

let's get counting...

8 more chances of wearing the school uniform. i'll miss it. muahaha. cos i'll never wear one again.

7 more exam days.

6 more days to that day where i would have to make a descision whether to go for TRYBE or SYTYCS (the LYL zone event).

5 more days to the weekend.

4 more months til i get my results.

3 more weeks to my 6-days-in-a-row chalet "marathon" (class & zone).

2 ¹/₂ more weeks to going back to malaysia.

2 more weeks til i perm my hair and to F-R-E-E-D-O-M.

and 1 more day (or half a day) to cell group.

why am i blogging again?

oh, cos i kicked my brother off the computer chair.

what? i let him play since 8. as you can see, it just past 10. 2 hours is sufficient. and i bet you he played in the afternoon.

i like that channel 8 show at 9pm. i don't really remember what it's called. but who cares.

it's the one with fiona xie in it, with her being such a bitch.

why did they cast her as the bitch? i must admit she did a good job. but why her? hello, bitches aren't supposed to be pretty.

exactly. that's why they're bitches.

you know what, i just realized i was typing without looking at my fingers. i was fully staring at the computer screen.

be amazed by the prowness of my accuracy!

okay. that's a sign that i should stop blogging.

oh, one more thing.

it really is the trend to get a boyfriend from school now, cos i couldn't walk to west mall without meeting at least 10 couples from schools like YISS(DUH. you have to diss your own school before dissing other schools. ooops, i forgot. I GRADUATED!), BVSS, HGSS, to name a few.

not that it's a bad thing lah. but it's kinda of funny to watch them flirt with each other.

useless, seriously.

what was it i wanted to blog?! i forgot!

oh, i have a new found love. it's called CROSSWORDS.

kinda saw mt brother doing it that day. got caught on, and kinda couldn't stop.

what, that shitty wonderful project superstar is on again?

wow! i so GOTTA(pui!) watch it!

i need to buy a chamber pot too, to put beside my sofa as i watch!

good night, people. good night to my prince living in NI.

i've finally decided to post something.

i'm so sick of having so many things stuck in my head but unable to tell anyone cuz i have no idea how to put everything into words.

so many things going on.

my mom's listening to 97.2 FM while she irons, and even though i have my headphones on listening to the cranberries crooning, i could clearing hear the song blaring out, as if it is right beside my ears.

ever since i knew how to appreciate music, songs have a very big impact on me. it is currently the only thing which can make me emotional without actually saying anything (it's a SONG, see?).

so anyway, the song (in chinese) went: "you're just too soft, just too soft. you hide everything hurtful inside you. you put on a strong front and..."

memory fails me here. anyway it's not very easy to translate chinese into english.

Sidetrack: guess what chinese song it is. hahaha.

yea and the song totally describes me. and i don't wanna put on a strong front anymore.

i mean, yea, everything is going on perfectly for me. everything. you name it, it's good.

just that slight problem which can cause huge catastrophies (hope i got that spelled right).

oh bull shit, it's not like anyone will understand anyway.

damn you, damn you, damn you, damn you.

everyone was right. i should have listened to them.

if you realised, there's actually a pattern, like a polymer and i'm just one of those damned monomers.

dang, you didn't even learn organic chemistry and if you did you would have forgotten by now.

why did you have to lie to me?

i have a reason for saying all guys are jerks you know. do all of you think i just like to say it?

all the guys i've met are jerks! one after another.

you think i like having such a past behind me? there's a reason behind it.

everytime i try to convince myself that it's just one guy in the whole billion of the world population, but everyone of you are the same.

i wonder who will be the next monomer.

this wasn't meant to be, hasn't meant to be and will never mean to be.

when you're gone..

but you'll sleep forever now

and i am waiting for you

why, it's friday the thirteen.

and 11 days from my last post.

i actually managed to force meself to stop blogging.

actually there wasn't a need to. with my (NEW! i know you know. i just wann asay it again) guitar and old (but still rocking) piano, i'm getting some progess on those fingers of mine.

and of course, i'm playing.

xiao jie, o`level no need study mah? still play play play??

no need, i've got God.

no lah, of course i still have to study! even if you want God to make miracles in your life, you have to make places for Him to do so!

so my cupcakes from CG who are running the O'level race, study hard and let God work His mighty miracle through us!

have His great faith!

and jia you!

i should now really continue blogging.

don't stop, don't stop.

ARHHH! I WANNA PLAAAAY!

pooooeey.

BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! BE MORE SENSITIVE! DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU WRITE LINES?

or type lines, in this case?

how would you feel if you were in his place?

just shut up for a change!

yuuuum...the delectable taste of snowskin mooncare melting in your mouth...irresistable!

i went to Ikea today, and got 2 clam-on lamps, on which i've clamped on my study table (it's orange) and the other i clamped on my bed (this one's white).

had quite a bit of trouble with the one i wanted to put on my bed. it couldn't seem to fit in anywhere.

see, my bad's originally a double-decker bed, and now even though i'm the only sleeping in it the second "story" is still there, with th supporting mesh. now, this mesh is blocking everything, and the only way to fix my lamp in the right position is to cut the mesh.

which i did, in a sense.

using a pair of pliers (author pauses here to take a bite of mooncake), i pulled out the hook supporting the mesh, creating a section where i could move the mesh away from the main bedframe. and stuck the lamp though. and VOILA!

another bite of mooncake.

now there's the problem of a dangling wire, right in the middle of nowehere. so i secured the wire onto the bedframe using that...plastic...ring...thingie...which you can "break" and it lights up for a few hours...got them from the planetshakers ultraviolet party (i think only keith and henzy will know what i mean).

well nevermind the details, let's talk about mooncakes.

i have 2 left in the fridge to myself, seeing i'm the only one who eats this "messy goo which sticks in your teeth", which was what my dad called it.

it doesn't stick!

well whatever.

Ikea @ alexandra is pretty small, compared to the one in PJ, malaysia. i love the one in malaysia.

no, i love both. i love Ikea. and my dad says (he's the Resident Engineer for Ikea @ tampines) i'd love the one at tampines even more. smaller, but comparable to Ikea @ PJ.

when i get a house, or when my mom lets me refurbish my room, i'm gonna get everything from Ikea.

as much as i can, anyway.

what the...

that little kid, in jay chou's ting ma ma de hua mtv...

SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!