okay.
i noe, wat the hell r u doing online this early on a fine morning instead of being asleep?
i'm going to sentosa in less then half an hrs time
hahahahahahaha...
so.
be back at ard 10pm to hear abt it
muahahahas
ciaoz!

What A Girl Wants

What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.

Like a rock you waited so patiently, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, I only looked but I never touched,
'Cause in my heart was a picture of us:
Holding hands, making plans,
And it's lucky for me, you understand.

What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.

A weaker man might have walked away, but you had faith
Strong enough to move over and understand, while I got it together.
While I figured it out, they say, "If you love something let it go.
If it comes back it's yours, and that's how you know.
It's for keeps, yeah, it's for sure."
And you're ready and willing to give me more [than]....

What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.

Somebody sensitive and tough;
Somebody there when the going gets rough;
Every night, he'll be giving his love
To just one girl... one girl... one.
Somebody cool but real tender too;
Somebody, baby, just like you
Can keep me hangin' around with the one who always knew.
I'm thankin' you for being there for me.

What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever makes me happy and sets you free.
And I'm thanking you for knowing exactly...
What a girl wants, what a girl needs,
Whatever keeps me in your arms.
And I'm thanking you for being there for me.

ARG!!!

been sick from yesterday, so i didn't blog...i'm enduring hell now...burning forehead and everything...but deardear just called me! heck, i'm so happppppppppyyyyyy.....haha...

i hate being sick.

1 more day to the return of my darling...

sometimes i really feel like life is so not fair. i mean, why is it that the friends you make can betray you and make better friendships after doing that? whatever i did to make you do this to me? why was it so good and then it turned into the opposite? i'm not jealous, i'm just wondering how come we were practically the same and yet others have chances of doing fun stuff i never got to do?

my dear audience out there, you must be wondering what the hell happened to me. oh well, i'll make myself clear. anyway, she's not gonna be seeing this. i hope. haha. anything is possible.

when i first entering YISS, i practically knew no one. okay, there were people i knew from my primary school but there was none i knew in my class. during the morning assembly(i didn't even knew it was called that then) i was like so damn lonely, along with my fear of loneliness, when all of a sudden, this girl came and said, "couuld i sit here?"
of course. the place beside me was public. anyone could sit there. boy, i was relieved to have a "friend". we got to know each other better and stuck together like you tiaos...well there's no other thing i could think of to describe what i meant. anyway, it was like, we had so many things in common. in time, it was obvious she was my best friend. i told her everything, including those that i was not suppposed to reveal. which resulted in me being "untrusted" by others. i don't know if she ever trusted my anyway.

so there. we were really good friends. until something happened at the end of that year. i don't wanna mention it. i never trusted her. only know how to give her black face. haha. so we sort of "lost touch". i made friends with people in sec3 normal acadamic when school reopened, which was this year.

then came the "heartbreaking" part. from ever since march this year, she's taken neoprints with the worst girl i've ever known(heaven knows how she tahan that bitch), done evrything i, as her "former" friend never ever did with her when we were still friends. do you know why it is such a blow to me? you may find it comical, i may even seem lesbian to you but i'm telling you there was never a friend as good as she was. until dear came along lah, that is =PpP haha...but...well...

ARG! I'M GOING MAD! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT TO SAY! GO TO HELL MAN!


3 more agonizing days to the return of my darling...=PpP

this is juz SO not fair...*sobs*

i juz came back frm m'sia ytd...n deardear has to go off todae...for five, long, cold days! *sobs again*

well...ytd was enjoyable aniwae...my parents r still still in m'sia..so i haf fReeDOm! for 2 daes muahahahas...went to watch harry potter...nice arz..but gettin boring le...haha...

4 more days of torture...miss u lots jem!!...