I don't need this right now.
Woke up, and I never should have turned on my laptop, anyway.
First thing Seaner said to me when I got online was EH MIN HOW'S YOUR RESULTS.
Okay, so I failed RHT again. I'll just retake the whole subject next semester.
If you knew me for long, you'd known I don't let things like this affect me. I don't stay sad for long. Why for?
No use blabbering over spilled milk, I guess.
I think I'm like this because I'm afraid to turn out like those freaks whom commit suicide if they don't get their 9 A1s, or in my case, GPA of 4.0
MY GPA IS 1.33, LIKE IT OR LOVE IT.
I'm proud of it. I passed, see.
So I'll work hard the next semester. I'll push myself. Not letting it affect me doesn't mean I don't care.
On the surface I don't let it show, but it torments me inside. I have feelings too, you know. I hurt inside, and I blame myself for not putting in effort too. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I DON'T CARE????
I so do not need this right now.
