Tuesday, January 10, 2006

wooot. i finally have a day to post on my blog.

and i need a new skin. no problem. i have plenty of unused ones. and some new disney pictures. i love disney. expect some new disney skins coming up.

well to simply summarize what's going on ever since school reopened(alot of people kept asking me how was school since reopen o.0),

it was great!

i think i like school better than holidays. i know i do.

cos in holidays, i was either going out, blogging, skinning, or playing games. its like, everyday i was doing the same thing. except when i go out. then of course it would be fun.

however, back in school, everyday is a different day. we can expect all sorts of things to happen and everyday has new surprises in store for us.

so, love school. no matter how much i grumble and mumble and complain, deep in my heart, school is great.

although there is the homework factor. i still kept on my toes trying to catch up with my homework!

i should just buy another textbook for all my subjects. then i don't have to bring my books here and there. or accidently leave them somewhere or with someone.

and my bag won't be so heavy.

well anyway. it has been all band band band for me.

and we got our new uniforms! you must have a vague idea of how they look like. cos the pic is on david's blog. go see.

i was standing right at the corner, where this guy in black is standing. so you won't be able to find me on the pic heeheehee. cos i'm not on it.

well. i like it. not love it, but at least it was better than our previous uniform...and i won't go into that.

i have to wear a beret though, which pushes up all my fringe. i look terrible, so i won't take photos and show you guys.

hmm. i think there isn't any big event.

oh yeaaa. went for service last sunday! yea. it was totally great. although i was a little tired.

well i have been more tired recently. because of THAT stupid thing.

how unlucky i can get. time to come it never does and when time to stay away it doesn't. see the troubles of a girl.

so. service. joyce meyer was totally right about many things. lol. i like the one where she says about a girl at 20 still waiting for her on true guy while one at 40 wondering why she got married in the first place.

and yesterday, i had my first Highly Effective Youths lesson for this year.

WHY MY CLASS SO SUAY GOT YOU ARHHH! we got this teacher which i won't mention the name which i really don't like alot alot alot!!!

well anyway. we played this super sunday game.

like this group went out of the class first. then the rest of the class decides on a movie theme.

then the group(my group, actually. we went first) comes back in. and the first person is told the movie. but she has to act it out. to the next person.

and the acting is passed down until last person. who has to guess what movie it was.

my group got sex in the city o.0.

poor raziyah. she's this quiet little girl. who obviously isn't able to act out SEX IN THE CITY. lol. you guys arhh. sabo her.

but clever clever revathi guessed it. which won us M&Ms! chocolates!

its been a long time since i've eaten chocolates. was rather scared of them since christmas, where chocolates and high spirits were running high.

well. the M&Ms ignited the chocolate flame in me again ^_^

i love chocolates!

hee. xinfang. i still haven't thank you for the lovely bottle of M&M minis, which kept me alive during that band practice. XD. thanks!

i also want to thank everyone else who bought me chocolates or anything that has chocolates or offered me a sweetie that has chocolates! or even a sweetie! especially lijie! cos i kept eating your lemon fisherman's friend! and mr hong! although i don't like the nimm sweet very much. but i was dying for a sweet and you gave me one =D.

i'm being silly billy goo goo.

anyway. i have something to say about this song

Crawling Back To You
by Backstreet Boys
Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do, just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad, I can't blame you for being mad
But baby here I am

Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you

Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth, now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

i have to admit, its a very nice and touching song.

BUT.

guys out there, seriously, if you think like that..

keep on dreaming, unless the girl has a mental problem, she *WILL NOT* take you back.

and if she does, she is only doing it for revenge. so you're like, totally in for it.

and you know why she won't take you back in?

Number 1(and most obvious), YOU DUMPED HER!! DUHH??? WILL YOU TAKE BACK A GIRL WHO DUMPED YOU??

Number 2, please lah. she would have got over you already. otherwise she would have been running after you.

Number 3, you don't deserve her, since you broke her heart in the first place.(i'm being so mean.)

Number 4, honestly, if she takes you back in, its either
-she pity you
-she wants revenge.

she doesn't truly loves you. so don't bring harm upon yourself and beg for her forgiveness. or something like that.

Number 5, because(in terms of singaporeans), most girls have a big ego. so even if they still love you alot, they DIE DIE also won't admit it. ha ha ha.

so there.

and this goes for girls too.

don't think you girls are all holy and nighty and great, cos you're not, you are just as bitchy as the bastard men.

you dump a guy and you want him back. in your dreams, sista.

i know you people are going like, don't trash such a nice song! spoiler lah, min!

i love this song too! but i can't help it.