First day of school after the holidays, and there's not OB lecture. Oh well. The only reason why I came to school so early is because daddy has to come Tampines anyway, and I don't have my ez-link card with me currently.

So I took a smart action and brought my laptop with me and came to school to watch......videos....

HO HO HO.

so off to videos, then to microecons later on.

Recent events:

1. Christmas eve @ Esplanade with my cell group members - count down to xmas.
2. Spent time in the east.
3. Appreciation CG @ Pris' with my CG.

Christmas came and went, with a blink of an eye.

NO more countdowns, I never did like them.

Welcome to the first and last edition of Things That Min Don't Like, by the (un)celebrated author, yours truly.

this is gonna be totally honest, and could be nasty, too.

1 I don't like chili. Kills my throat.

2 I don't like being with people that already know each other and clique up and leave out the rest.

3 I don't like not being in control when I see messes that can be solved very simply.

4 I don't like not being told about things that other people know about.

Like if the very-important people know Info A because it helps to run the "organisation", the not-so-important-but-still-important people should know about it, or at least the gist of it.

We can then cooperate with the very-important people and it makes things easier for the very-important people and the not-so-important-but-still-important people and most of all the very-very-very-important person.

5 I don't like people who don't follow instructions given by the very-important people and can only think of what THEY THEMSELVES want to achieve.

I can only come up with 5. Too tired.

To my dear YISS 4E1 '06 mates, I'm sorry I didn't go for the chalet. I had a camp right at those dates! I really didn't want to miss it, it's the first time I'm missing one. Haha. Oh well ):

Guess you guys had fun! (: saw the pictures through some blogs.

The power of blogs!

Been through a roller coaster ride with my emotions recently.

I'm at the top of one of those loops now. The whole scene, it's frozen, and I can fall anytime.

I open my mouth and I say this again.

I miss my secondary school mates. I know it's no point writing it here in my blog.

There wasn't much politics when I was 16.

There wasn't much backstabbing.

There wasn't so much stress.

There wasn't so much hate, nor so much love.

I miss the crazy times.

I can't believe I let it all go.

I can't believe I went to the east thinking I'll have a new life to meet with a reprise of my old life.

Harder, stronger;

Yes, hello to that left-out feeling again.

Year after year, time after time.

I love Christmas because everyone around me is happy.

While I wallow in self-pity.

I hate this!

Oh only food can cheer me up. Cos it's lunch time.

Did I mention I woke up not long ago?

I'm not fated to have a happy Christmas.

It's the 3rd year that I've spent Christmas crying.

Yeah sound dumb.

Christmas to me?

A time of giving.

I'll give you all.

You don't have to know what goes on beneath.

It's my fault for spewing all that shit out.

I'll keep on saying sorry.

OK blog la blog la.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LIM JIN YU MY:
- BEST BUDDY
- PUNCHING BAG
- EMOTIONAL PAIL
- ACCOMPANY ME WHENEVER I WANT
- BAG HOLDER
for almost 2 years already!

SORRY LA! When it was your birthday I was being a very busy woman! I am always very busy woman! You get to see me every week, very good already!

To JY: THANKS LA FOR BEING MY FWEN :D GIVE YOU HUG OK. MUST PAY MONEY ONE.

ANYWAY. the REAL reason I'm blogging is because of OTC. Why so late? Later you will find out. I'll go day by day.

17 december
First day of Temasek Polytechnic (TP) Orientation Training Camp (OTC). I was put into FYRTHO, WOOOTS!

Fyrtho apparently signifies fear.

Well hanged out with fellow group mates, about 50 of them, and we went to play station games and yadda yadda.

18 december
What a day. Woke up to morning PT (zzzzzz), had breakfast (zzzzz), cheered a bit (zzzzzzzzz), oh well. station games, even more, and at night we had the NIGHT WALK.

In school.

It's quite scary.

Serious. I don't wanna talk about it.

19 december
Last day of OTC. Well, Fyrtho got last for points. But I think we did pretty well for wet games and hunt-gry.

Didn't go to CPF mac, but went straight home cos I have to serve the next day.

20 december
Served for the Christmas service for Children's Church. As usual, doing bus, had prayer meeting afterwards.

Service was so touching.

Children are really a source of inspiration. They neer do think of what other people will think of them, and when they set their hearts into doing something, they will achieve it.

Even if it's a small matter to you, it;s different to them. Never look down on children.

21 december
Served again. I did transport again, but this is led 2 buses! Yay! First time I did transport myself, even if it is just for childcare centre.

First time I did block saturation too.

Pretty much an eye-opener for me, this day.

Also, my uncle and his family came from KL, Malaysia for Christmas. COOL! I had dinner at home for the first time in many many weeks.

22 december - today
Vivian came over, and this time we baked a lot lot lot.

My uncle and the rest of his family and my family went to some reservoir. Sian-ed. Luckily I didn't go. But it was good weather today.

The reason I didn't blog sooner was because up to last night, I was sleeping alone and thus didn't dare to stay up alone DUE TO OTC NIGHT WALK so I didn't stay up to use my laptop.

And then last night, obviously, my cousins were over and I was playing with my little girl and therefore had no time to use my laptop. Also, they would want to use it.

And I'm so not letting them near it.

And well. The little ball of sweet cuteness (my teensy girl cousin) is fluttering around on my bed, effectively messing it up.

She found a toy dog. Ah well, she can have it.

Bye world.

I have a long day tomorrow.

and I'll end with Fyrtho's signature cheer.

One for all, all for one
Fyrtho Fyrtho number one
Fyr fyr fyr fyr
To! (clap x4)
To! (clap x4)
To! (clap x4)
We will make you
To! (clap x4)
To! (clap x4)
To! (clap x4)
Judo!
Aikido!
Taekwundo!
Fyrthooooooo......
Fight like a champion fight fight!
Score like a champion score score!
Fight like a champion score like a champion
All the rest can go pangsai!
Pang sai pang sai
PANG SAI PANG SAI DUA DUA TEI AH
DUA DUA KANG AH DUA DUA KANG!
ehhhhhhhhhhh...
THE KANG, THE KANG, THE KANG MUST KAM!