These words are my own

I tell you, I'm in love with that song (refer to previous post), and I just love Natasha Bedingfield's voice!

I've been so ever busy, but it's been a great week (:

Not much to update about, well, not now, cos I'm so tired, and I have to be up around 8 for ministry tomorrow.

But my itchy hands die die want to blog.

Sometimes things just don't go our way, and when we force it to happen, it doesn't end up the way we want it to be.

To you who is troubled, know that no matter what happens keep your cool.

Things will just turn out fine, because that's just the way things are.

We were never meant to have a bad life, it's the results of our decisions.

I heard a song today on the radio, and I just had to blog about it, even though I have a huge day in front of me.

These Words
by Natasha Bedingfield

These words are my own

Threw some chords together
The combination D-E-F
Is who I am, is what I do
And I was gonna lay it down for you
Try to focus my attention
But I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
(But it's not coming easily)
Whoah oh...

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

Read some Byron, Shelly and Keats
Recited it over a Hip-Hop beat
I'm having trouble saying what I mean
With dead poets and drum machines
I know I had some studio time booked
But I couldn't find a killer hook
Now you've gone & raised the bar right up
Nothing I write is ever good enough

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

I'm getting off my stage
The curtains pull away
No hyperbole to hide behind
My naked soul exposes
Whoah.. oh.. oh.. oh.. Whoah.. oh..

Trying to find the magic
Trying to write a classic
Waste-bin full of paper
Clever rhymes, see you later

These words are my own
From my heart flow
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you

That's all I got to say,
Can't think of a better way,
And that's all I've got to say,
I love you, is that okay?

Enjoy, people. Tata!

I don't believe it.

You know, studying's so not for me. Oh well. I'll just have to pass this paper.

Have you ever tried doing something for someone really important to you?

And then you'd realized it wasn't working, and after struggling awhile, you'll give up.

And just at the point of giving up, it all comes back, the memories return momentarily, and you're right back to square one?

The things they'd do, people around us.

A small action might be so to you, however it might not be perceived the same way by others.

In the beginning of courtship, it is always sweet. The sweetest actions, the loveliest words. The hints drag on.

After two people get together, things change a little.

The ecstasy is slowly used up.

Don't give up hope, for love is all around. Whether you want it or not.

I just wanna go and sleep. RHT is killing me.

Did I ever mentioned I got my results back weeks ago and got a horrible GPA of 1.33 and I failed RHT and I have to retake it and if I don't pass the supp paper I'd have to retake this whole subject again and it'll be another semester of chi-square and one-tailed tests and research methods which I still know nuts about?

Not to mentioned I'm feeling terrible stretched out with my hectic schedule, I don't even know what I'm doing at times. And to think I'm so selfish to leave out my friends and family.

I need you.

Almost 400 posts already!

I believe I can do it. Everything in my life now.

Why can't I do it all at once? Everything.

Church, ministry, God. Friends, girls, boys, relationship, Trybe. Family, extended family.

All of it, every single day planned nicely.

If you want to ask me out, I'm so sorry. You'd have to plan a week before, and it's not because I'm some bloody big shot, I just have a lot of things to do. I apologise before hand.

I'll get my ministry schedule right first, cell group and church is fixed already. God is forever, and everything else falls in.

My weeks are planned weeks before the actual day.

You think it's fun being busy?

I love it, but it's caused my body to fail, like today.

I seriously need to plan my time out.

Oh crap, and money too -_-

If you disagree with me, and say that I spend too much time there and not here, you're welcome to raise it up with me. That will help me improve in my time management skills, and discipline myself into knowing what is priority in my life.

First up though, RHT paper this week, no going out. My week's packed already, with Children's day services and the chalet in the weekend.

And of course, sentosa with a special someone.

(:

Sorry people, anything has to be on next week.

Also, I'll apologise to Naios people for not turning up for the outing, I was totally knocked out today. I slept like, whoah.

Woke up to a splitting headache, too, but I'm better now, definitely.

Sorry to Henzy for the last minute cancel, things like that should not happen. It's just that church ministry has to come first. And anyway I was told last minute -_-

Sorry to Bingrong for the ever-continuing turning down of lunches and dinner!!!!!! This one really must say sorry, but really, I can't make it for last minute things anymore ):

Sorry to Sabrina for seeming like I don't have time for you! I really can't make it if you call me last minute ):

Sorry to everyone else who deserves a sorry!

I can't mess around no more, I'm 17 already.

It's time to be a Big Girl now!

Blogging is like?

Yeah, what is blogging to you? This is a mini English lesson I'm going to use as an introduction to my blog post today, just to spice things up.

You know, people always give descriptions like, I'm tired like shit, or this is as yellow as a banana... these are called..?

Okay I forgot what they are called. Help, please. But then, you get the gist of what I'm saying, right?

So, tagboard now, what is blogging like?

To me, blogging is like, eating something you love to eat, let's say, chocolate.

When I eat chocolate, I tend to think a lot. About everything possible, while enjoying the wonderful taste of chocolate inside my mouth.

And then after I'm done with it, I want more and more chocolate.

After which I fall sick from eating too much chocolate, and then stay away from it for awhile.

Therefore because I stayed away from it for awhile, I start to crave it again, and the cycle repeats.

NEVER MIND ME, HAHA.

Second visitation today, and it really inspired me. Well, David, not David Choo, the person whom I'm helping, really inspired me.

Wow, I don't even know where to start. Ask me about it.

Off to do songsheet now.

Anyway, about my previous posts, don't worry too much about it. I mean you guys should know me by now, I'm very emotional (HIGH I LA!), if I'm happy the world knows, if I'm upset the world knows, so, don't mind me, this is my blog afterall, hee hee!

LOVE TO THE WORLD!