I'M DONE.

IT'S FRIDAY, AND NO MORE PROJECTS!

Even though there is still exams. BUT. I think I rather have exams than projects.

I feel a little guilty, though.

YEAAAAHH.

I'm so happy, I'll post 3 songs.

I skipped school in the morning to finish up macro econs, and while doing that I heard this song over the radio. Loaded it in youtube immediately. I wanted to post this song up for so long already.

Stay (I miss you)
By Lise Loeb
You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so

And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you
Yeah yeah, I missed you

You say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard, don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
To anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song:
Lover's in love and the other's run away
Lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you

You said that I was naive and I thought that I was strong
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you
Yeah, I miss you

You said, "you caught me 'cause you want me and one day you let me go"
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
'Cause you know you're just scared to lose
And you say, "Stay."

You say I only hear what I want to...

Next 2 songs are "intro-ed" to me by none other then SEANNER! They're kind of irritating songs, those that get stuck in your head the whole day. Both by Mika!

Love Today
Doom da da di da di Doom da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love
today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.

Hey girl why can't you carry on,
Is it 'cause you're just like your mother,
Little tight, like to tease for fun,
Well you ain't gonna tease no other,
Gonna make you a lover.

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today.
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl in the blue with the big bust on
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your momma and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

I said Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said Everybody's gonna love
today, gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

carolina sits on 95
Give her a dollar and she'll make you smile.
hook her book her nook her walk away !

girl dresses like a kid for fun,
Licks her lips like they're something other,
Tries to tell you life has just begun,
now you know she's getting something other
Than the love from her mother

Everybody's gonna love today,
love today, love today
Everybody's gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.
Girl in the blue with the big bust on
Big bust on, big bust on.
Wait till your momma and your papa's gone,
Papa's gone
Momma, momma papa, shock shock me,
Shock shock me, shock shock.

Said Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today
I said Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today,
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di do do da di da di do do
da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di

Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love
today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.

da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di do do da di da di do do
da da di da di
da da di da di
da da di da di

Grace Kelly
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself
But you only want what everybody else says you should want

I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

I always seem to blog in school, during this sort of early mornings alone in the library.

Okay, that sounded really sad. The only reason why I'm alone is due to the fact that my project meeting is at 9, and I arrived at school (Thanks daddy!) at 8.30. So there.

My laptop makes really funny noises, of which I didn't notice before since I hardly stay in such quiet environments like the library (also because it is really cold).

Being alone in the library, especially when it just opened, can be quite creepy.

Oh well. only 14 more minutes to 9.

And above all that, I rather be alone in the school library then be stuck doing a proj...

Never mind.

Here's a song, I haven't posted one since the gwen stefani one (and that song is still in my head).

OH MY GOODNESS I just coughed and the echo was so freaking loud lah!

Anyway. The video's a little laggy, but it's the song that matters.

Beautiful Girl
by Sean Kingston
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

[Repeat Chorus]

It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doing my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

[Repeat Chorus]

Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slighted
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

I think it's a nice song lah! Even though the meaning of the song doesn't really apply to me. HAHA.

It's 9. Sighs.

I'm back in school, again.

BUT! Because of something, I'm happy.

I've been happy since sunday.

I'm even happier today.

HAHAHA.

Friday went Simpsons, then saturday to Trybe centre!

Eric had this really casual thing for us, it's his special hosting workshop. We did pretty interesting things, like to face up to those things putting us down from speaking in public and tell them off.

I'm so going to benefit from this!

It's really interesting what speakers really do before they start on a public appearance.

Oh man! 5 more minutes to class, and I'm not going in yet.

Gonna wait for Sabby!

L, is for the way you look at me
O, is for the only one I see
V, is very very, extraordinary
E, is more than everyone that you adore..

Love is all that I can give to you,
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it,
Take my heart and please don't break it,
Love was made for me and you.

I love that advertisement! (:

SPIDER PIG!

Yes, I went to watch The Simpsons Movie, even though I personally felt that I should not have watched it. But now that I have, I think it's pretty good for a time of non-stop laughter.

Met up with Nic, BR, Daniel, Michelle at Vivo City, after which we went bowling (they bowled, I was watching movies on my laptop) and now I'm home!

Gotta wake up early tomorrow actually, cos there's a hosting workshop organised by Eric, and we've (me and BR) gotta be there at 11. So we're meeting at 9. Geez.

I should just move to the east. My life is there. My school is there, Trybe is there, church is there, just that cell group isn't.

And it'd kind of be a hassle to go town, too.

Not like it's not a hassle now, living in the west.

But it sure is tough to have to wake up so early every morning.

Why can't I stay on campus? They have dorms there, too.

Aw shucks I promised I wouldn't complained when I put down TP as my first 6 choices.

So for all the TP people who are reading this' sake, I'll explain again, why I qian li tiao tiao (OR WHATEVER) stay in bukit batok and come to tampines to study.

How about an arrow diagram.

Min -> likes hospitality and tourism management -> TP's HTM reputable since has longest history in Singapore -> TP got tourism academy in sentosa -> TP Rawks was fun -> Min have a lot of Tampines-living friends -> Trybe is in Tampines -> THUS MIN GO TP LOR..

DOn't get it your problem already.

Tired arh!

Hello, I'm in school early again.

For once, I reached home early yesterday (9 pm! That's early, compared to the kind of time I reached home on Tuesday) because Mummy is back in Singapore with the (most important thing) car! So Daddy can send me to/from school again. Yay.

Then again, I think I'll give it a rest hanging out in the lounge til such late hours. I have lots of things to do, which I rather not be stuck doing 12 am onwards and sleeping at 2 am and waking up at 630 am.

Maybe I really should move to the east, or something.

I have 12 more minutes to commsk1 class, and it'll be 2 hours of real boredom. After that is another class! I can' believe it.

Oh crap. I didn't print notes.

I don't think I can skip another lecture. Lecture is actually very fun. It's those tutorials that...

Nah, never mind.

Anyways, I have dearest Sab in lectures.

And I'll go see my CP soon, about my class thing. Yea, I will.

8.52 NO I'M NOT GOING TO SKIP COMMSK1.

Even though I fully can.

I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO EXTERNAL THREATS!

Whatever that means.

See, be like Harry. Everyone thought he was such a nutter in book 5. But it turns out he was right.

He, in chinese, jian chi dao di.

You know, that song.

Never mind.

I'm sleepy. I think I will fully fall asleep in class later.

Proverbs 13:10 By pride comes nothing but strife, but with the well-advised is wisdom.

Pride Wisdom!

8.56

Sighs. Wisdom!