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_sour.

don't want, don't want.

no choice, no choice.

i just suck.

don't _{lie to me anymore go away.}

one week of not touching the computer -> no blogging + no MSN + no gunbound

that reminds me of chemical equations.

looking back a year ago this time, i was a stranger to chemical equations. now, they're like my..my...nevermind.

um. i stopped blogging awhile to pick up a phone call. OMIGOSH i don't remember doing such a survey. but i won a pair of movie tix from this survey!

i still can't believe it.

put it aside push push push it away.

i really love weekends. i know i said it alot of times. but know it : MIN LOVES WEEKENDS.

and there's a special event tomorrow.

its the birthday of a special person.

yes, birthday of my bestie, LIJIE!

happy early bithday girl! i wrote this on a saturday post cos i know i won't have time to do it tommorrow. sweet 16!

hey lijie i just wanted to let you know, as a friend, you mean alot to me. you were the one who didn't shun me back in secondary two when i know everyone did. you've been a pillar of support, listening to all my complains and other crap and you listened patiently.

remember that we must attend each other weddings and funerals. and you MUST TELL ME when you get your first BF okay????? X)

once a friend, always a friend. we will stay best of friends forever yea!

and here's a song to you ^^

we're all starting a new goal next year, opening a new book of life, unwritten in.

once again, happy 16^th birthday.

Unwritten
by Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes,
but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

sundays are always fun, especially when i go to servic on sunday. it is never fun when i go on saturday. sorry jin yu. but you're a little quiet. be a little more...noisy?

but here's the catch : we meet at 8 at BB mrt. thats, erm, very early on a beautiful sunday morning.

but its always fun to sit with a whole bunch of people whom you love and you know loves you too.

i know that's very cliche but its true.

i love the dance items for the past two weeks!

tra-la-la-la-la.

my physics tuition teacher is so funny.

he talks about the stars and the moon and the sun while teaching us about alpha particles, beta particles and gamma rays.

as you can see we're on the radiation topic.

how funny God can be.

today i was complaining about how useless my physics tuition is as all we do is to do exam papers then go through them. what is the point, i say, of going through, when i don't even have the basic understanding?

so then, today we went through a topic. like really had a lesson.

then i was like...diao...

then just now, i put this on my msn nick....on the italic part...i think only humans should be forgiven.

mind i was a little unhappy about something. you can guess what that little nick meant.

but anyway, after i did that..

MY COM CRASHED, DAMMIT!

and when i finally got it back, went online..and saw that my nick changed back to its previous.

so i put there :FINE.

God is a wonder.

and i wonder who would ever do such a stupid thing.

oh yea i was talking about my tuition teacher.

i find him very pro man. in terms of physics.

oh he said something interesting.

he said, back in his times, they studied much more then we do now. like 1 and a half times more.

but they were much more free, and had much more time to really think about stuff. like all the theories and stuff.

so he wondered, how come, we students now have such a tight schedule? even when we learn lesser then them.

they didn't have remedials, they didn't have to go back to school during the holidays, they didn't have tuition and sutff.

and they understand it all better then we do, even though they have a lot more to learn and remember.

i wonder too.

does it make you wonder too?

how silly it sounds. but it is all true true to the blue.

do go and see this.

oh don't worry its ain't any of those pop up scary ghosts thingie. i promise. its really cute kittens.

i had my fair share of pop up scares. thanks to jin yu.

thank you ah. next time i see you i make sure you no more father day.

go see the website!

gotta pop offline now. hols is over. enough gunbound-ing.

my 3rd post for today.

band today rules. we've completed the formation. although its in bits and pieces. at least its something.

then we had band bbq. not much of a bbq. lol. find details on other people's blogs.

pahh.

i hate it.

i know i hate it.

i thought i got over it.

so i decided to try.

i just hate doing things like that.

so why am i such an idiot, to do it over and over again?

its enough once in a year.

but twice in a week.

if it was poisonous, i would have fully decomposed by now.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. i feel better now.

why must i feel so __________ ?

okay lah, tell you the truth lah.

i don't even know how i feel now. so i put a blank there. makethings easier for me =D

really, really. i swear.

why is it always like this huh?

i mean, seriously, i really don't know how they do it.

i feel like everyone are a mixture of magnets and iron.

while i am just a piece of paper in the midst of all the magnetic forces of attraction AKA friendship.

funny i always feel this when bbqs roll around.

all the way back in primary school.

what an extra-vert.

oh here's something interesting.

its called a Johari's window.

click here to find out more.