happy?

sad.

happy?

sad.

happy?

sad.

final conclusion?

sad.

yes?

no

yes?

no

final conclusion?

no

had english today.

don't wanna talk about it.

don't wanna talk about anything.

just so depressed

i mean, it wasn't my fault right? i didn't want to.

or maybe it is.

its just that i didn't know what i was doing and now i totally regretted everything and i can't do ANYTHING about it can't do ANYTHING to stop it and i just wanna curl up and hide from all the things in this huge endless cruel world that we live in and the thunder is rolling and lightning striking and i'm going totally out of point.

yea.

and they aren't much help i mean how could anybody be so mean even if you don't like the person you don't have to be so mean it hurted you know? yea it hurted when i found out the truth. and still you wanna lie and cheat me. and behind i'm don't know how much has been going on and i am such a total idiot.

and nobody really cares not even he does cos i can totally count the number of messages i got from him this week with my ten fingers and its getting worse and worse and i wondered if i should even have made that dammit suggestion to call her that night and i would have never known you and i would never known them and i wouldn't have been such a mess.

and i shouldn't have agreed. agreed everything. right from the beginning.

my fault my fault and mine alone.

and to make EVERYTHING ELSE WORSE **** totally do not know i exist at all.

and i'm still short

and exams are here

and i just don't wanna live anymore.

so the exams are here.

well not exactly. english paper this friday. it end exactly one week later with chemistry on friday.

and guess what?

I WON'T LIVE THROUGH THIS EXAM WITHOUT FAILING!!!

haix.

oh well. the four of us are such a laughy bunch. we should call ourselves the crazed.

i hate maths

bought an OP skirt. although i did say OP is an everybody brand and blahah blah yadda dadda but i still went against my word

well toodles. gonna go study. and i don't think i'll be posting until next friday.

or maybe not.

ahaha.

finally finished the SS project.

right girls?

erm. i think so lah.

had to go home today to get some stuff before going back to school. and along the way back to school (i walked) and i saw this bus ad.

i've seen it plenty of times but didn't really noticed it. so i took a real long hard look at it today.

it's the one about Dove body shampoo. about imperfections in some women. like whether they look like a guy or whether their chest is too big or too small.

about the too small one. there was two options : flat or flattering.

so for those peeps who think they have a flat chest, lets put it this way. you have a flattering chest.

LOL. i KNOW what you are thinking xinfang!

if i remember i'll tell you tomorrow. *winks*

and here's a website for you guys to peep. its pretty interesting.
Spot The Difference:
http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/Zoeken.swf
Can you spot the difference? click on the link to see!

and...

oh well. that is reserved for the next post. =)

bye bye!

and remember, min loves you! (taken from a TV show, guess guess!)

TINKY WINKY!

DIPSY!

LALA!

PO!

TELETUBBIES!

TELETUBBIES!

SAY HELLO!

EH-OH!!

just reminiscing old times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIKEE!!
HAPPY BELATED TO DARLING XINFANG!!! (the reason for the darling is because i forgot it was your birthday and didn't post it up on 14 sept til today XD)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MINISTOR MENTOR LEE KUAN YEW!!! (lol it was yesterday. so cute right? heard it over the news.)

i don't think i've missed out any...

ok. went swimming with mummy fengru.

now i've got 3 tones of brown on my skin. first my bikini tan. then my one-piece tan.

no peeling skin this time. i took precautions.

argh. addicted to sims 2. again.

i so love marching. have you seen how the band is marching now? see it when the exams are over. haha

can't wait!!! first time i can't wait for something regarding band!!

outta here. sims 2. =P

gonna make this short.

1.presented for that ******** SS project. ( i don't feel like swearing today, haha.) lijie you were great, really! =)

2.spent 2hr+(i think) in jurong point. only 1 person knew what the heck i was doing there. right? *winks*

eh. maybe two.

3.****** gas finished when i was smack in the middle of cooking!!! had to wait for more than half an hour for that guy-with-the-gas-cylinders. and when he came up he was like mumble grumble mumble.....grumble mumble grumble...

HELLO??? whatever happened to you is totally YOUR PREROGATIVE. so not my problem.

4.falling asleep. so, ciao!