GUESS WHAT???

i'm actually doing homework!

yes, at the computer. my homework is in the computer. that HeyMath thing.

man. it's awfully hard. crazy. i still don't get why i need differenciation in the future. unless i'm becoming an engineer or architect. low, low chance.

the batman rocks.

ooops. not supposed to be watching tv.

back to differenciation, then...

pooooooey.

i realized i didn't blog about something rather important.

How I Spent Last Thursday

why important? you'll find out soon..

have you guys heard about Thumbs Up? yusoffians should have.

so anyway, i attended a training session last thurs.

i still won't call myself an official trainer yet, though. long long way to go.

well anyway woke up early, met henzy at bukit batok mrt and we hopped to clementi to meet this guy nic who drove us down all the way to tampines.

my first thought was, when we reached tampines, if you abandoned me right here, i'll cry straight away.

rather mazey, the place.

i loved the TU office! it doesn't even look like an office. more like a home. lol.

and the people are all vivacious, loud, funny people.

that's what i loved about TU.

anyways, i learnt quite abit during the training session. one was that(i summarized it) a simple gesture to you may mean a lot to another.

won't go into furthur details. LONG.

i love joel! he is like so funny. he's this really great guy. and he brought his two adorable children to the training session too. hahaha.

and there's jia huey. she describes herself as innocently evil.

i'm inclined to agree XD.

and a whole bunch of other funky people you can meet.

spenta great thursay! =)

and after the session, which ended about 4, spent time playing the stick game(don't know what's it called) with dan and ryan and henzy.

didn't get the objective of the game.

so we played uno after that, TU style.

i'm telling you, it's a killer. you practically can't win.

oh there's this great great crepe stall there. banana and choc. ben was buying it, and he was like, everytime i come here, i HAVE to eat it.

i think i'm doing the same.

and after all the games, went to this place beside tampines mall for dinner. i don't know what it's called. we ate at long john silver.

oh during the training session, they even provided little titbits, like raisins, chips, sweets.

so i wasn't very hungry at lunch nor dinner time. kinda messed my tummy up, but it was ok.

ohhh go to henzy's blog for pics!!

this post is dedicated to my DEAREST parents. so scram if you don't want rants.

now that's something i don't understand.

it isn't fair, when parents can do something and then say that we kids can't.

for example, slamming something down when we're angry. my mom ALWAYS does that.

whenever i slam something, she fires up.

okay so i fire back. but that's not the point.

and my dad is like, worse.

he, at the freaking(i'm angry enough to use fucking. i just won't. oh oops, i just did.) old age of 40-don't know what, still throws tantrums.

when somebody does something he doesn't like, for example me coming home really late, like midnight or something, he totally shuts off.

he doesn't show in his actions or whatsoever that he is angry, but he just won't FREAKING talk to me. like ignore me.

well. these actions are total contradictory to what they say when i throw tantrums(not that i do, my brother does) or when i slam the door in frustration.

and why, why, WHY make mothers so naggy???

i DO do my homework. it's just that its the weekend, dammit, who does homework during weekends?

ok so my brother does but that's because he's a little baby who scared of everything from ants to dust. so naturally he'd be stressed if he didn't finish his homework on time.

and it's not my fault he's such a weirdo, cos my parents and my previous maid spoiled him pretty, even until now. at his age(primary 6), i was whacked nearly twice every week til i got pretty used to it.

well they can blame themselves if i talk back cos i've hardened up.

but my dear little brother cries as easily as paper can be crushed.

i say he'd finish his 6 mock exam papers in one week if he didn't spend most of the time playing his gameboy under the table where i "can't see".

and he wouldn't have to make up for it during the weekend.

look, i made progress already. i'm half-done with my english phrase book, half-done with that nan hua paper. it's not bad, for 2 weeks.

for me, i mean. usually i start around the 3rd week.

so why can't i take a break from it now huh? you didn't have to slam the bottle on the washing machine, dammit, woman!

and she nagged me bloody long for not washing my shoes. i've fucking washed them already, okay.

and she totally never says thank you for anything. all she knows is to nag if i didn't do any her chores.

well i have half a mind to go I WON'T DO ANY OF YOUR CHORES, THEN, WE'LL SHE HOW YOU HANDLE ALL THE CHORES ON YOUR OWN!

but i know even so she won't learn how to appreciate me. HAH.

and you know what's worse?

SHE ALWAYS EXPECTS ME TO THANK HER! it's one of the things she nags on too.

goes on and on about us studying hard so that we can achieve more in the future and other shit.

it all adds up to giving her a better life and a mansion and a maid and a chaffeuer to drive her to cloud 9.

I AM NOT DONE.

i haven't finished with my dad, that stingy old man.

he accounts and accounts and counts and counts all the bloody finances til my head wobble. he's nearly like that stingy guy in the christmas story by charles dickens. i don't know the title. but i'm sure you've heard of it. if not ask me lah.

he goes on and on about saving money and i don't know what.

EXCUSE ME???? you give SO MUCH allownace every month, i TOTALLY can save up!

oh wait. now my mom's at the dining table peeling something. i bet she's gonna start up.

i can go on and go on about everyone.

don't you go saying i'm not being appreciative. i appreciate my parents. but not when they're throwing childish tantrums or shooting their mouths about.

you know, my parents ALWAYS think they're right.

yea. did you know they believe i've lost my virginity?? sheesh. i think i took more sex education then both of them added up together to know what pre-marital sex is about.

just FYI i totally still have my virginity.

its a super long story to why they think so, and only one person knows this story. *winks*

and even on computer stuff.

add up what my brother, father, mother knows about computers, its probably not half of mine. and i don't know a lot either. in fact i probably know only about 20%.

but they go on and on like they know everything in this world.

and my dad. did you know, he was pissed off when i suggested getting tuition, he didn't want to pay the fees.

not that he did say. but usually he would volunteer to pay anything educational.

he was pissed that i didn't want him to teach me.

not that i didn't want to. but the way my dad teaches, it's exhasting. i only asked for A, not the whole alphabet. you didn't have to throw in numbers too.

so i practically had to make him pay. he's so darn rich. so he shouldn't be complaining.

rich and stingy...

it's not only in my allowance. he won't let my mom off either, when she goes on one of her shopping spree.

GAHHHHH!

holidays schmolidays.

this is one of the best holidays i've ever had.

and probably one of the best parties i've ever thrown too.

ok. rewind back to...let's see...

wow i haven't blogged for a long, long time.

nevermind.

oh jeez! what could be more brutal then killing your own flesh and blood to make sure no one gets in your way?

oh. i'm watching this show. called return of the condor heroes. i'm sure you've heard of it. mediacorp(or TCS then) did a version of it back in 199-something, starring christopher lee and fann wong. however the one i'm watching is released by some china company. just this year. there's some episodes up in youtube, you can go watch. or rent it.

so yesterday. partaaaaay!!! supposed to suprise rachel and si qian. but they weren't very surprised. well nevermind.

baked brownies the day before, on monday. actually if you asked me they turned out really horrible. like dry and stuff.

i'm gonna have to try again...

and yesterday, rushed to IMM for grocery shopping, present shopping and a little window shopping before rushing home to prepare.

actually there wasn't much to prepare. just a little this and that. long story.

we played a little of uno stacko and uno cards too.

ohmygosh my addiction with anime has gone to another level.

there is return of the condor heroes ala anime on youtube!!!!!!!!!!!

though it's a little weird for yang guo to be called youka in the japanese version. and yang kang youkuo.

awww nevermind none of you know how i feel here anyway *big sad sob eyes*

*blink blink*

I LOVE JAP!

*squeals*

(You Say It Best) When You Say Nothing At All
by Ronan Keating
_{heard it on the radio today. loved it.}
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

[Repeat chorus twice]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

i had a lot of things to blog today.

but i think forget it.

sometimes the mood isn't there.