this is a happy princess.

i had one of my best weekends for a long, long, long time.

i need more of these weekends.

saturday

had the hariprasad thing. whatever you called it. boring. i am so sick of ushering. and i'll do good to humanity by not boring you with details

well after that event went to west mall food court with huimin, tsing xiu and james.

so bright sia. but whatever.

and we met yun peng and xiu jing there.

and here's the funny part.

after finishing our food, we were a little bored.

poor james. everyone was talking in chinese.

and then xiu jing left, and yunpeng said let's play that knowing personality game. is that what it was called? i forgot.

well it was like somebody asked a question, like how old is my mom or something.

and everybody had to give an answer.

but it got abit boring.

so i started on what i called the "sa" game.

learnt it from cell. its like the electricity game.

we actually had fun playing silly games! like the animal game. and this guess the number game.

we even combined them. lol.

in short, we acted like a bunch of ungrown kids having a ball of a time in the west mall food court, laughing like we've never laughed for years.

it was so embarrassing! lol.

ohhh and it was my mom's birthday.

rather funny. my dad messed my mum and me up. cos i was wearing one of my mom's long skirts and she was wearing one of mine.

sunday
went to church. i didn't go on saturday cos it was my mom's birthday.

well that day was a rather short service, that's all i could say.

after service we went to have lunch.

i shouldn't be so self-centered, i realized.

it not only harms people, it will destroy me too.

i thank God that i am able to help my friend. so maybe that was the reason i was put through it again huh.

well that's good.

after lunch we went to that new...what do you call it? clubhouse? country club?

whatever. that new thing opposite the BB polyclinic and has pools and a bowling alley.

we wanted to go bowling, but there was too many people.

and on sunday, i was freaking tired. slept through tuition.

but when i came home, and bathed, and suddenly i felt hyper again!

actually i was typing this post on sunday. but i went halfway to play an MSN game, and then i had to go off the computer.

and obviously i was online yesterday. but i was playing gunbound, having a good time thrashing somebody =D.

so sorry. but you're very pro. after we solved your "can't see" problem you actually won serveral times.

and i had to do housework and stuff.

and i have band today =(

nevermind. i'm gonna stay at home and do nothing anyway, i might as well go school.

PLAY IT and enjoy this song. its been stuck in my head since i don't know when. I LOVVE IT! Corinne Bailey Rae rocks!

Let Your Hair Down
by Corinne Bailey Rae
Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
And nothing seems to change, and it all will stay the same.
Oh, don't you hesitate.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that afro hairdo.

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

I LOVE FRIDAYS.

why?

1. its the weekend!

2. school ends at 12.30!!

3. i have cell group/bible study! yes this makes me happy, whatever you say.

4. i just LOVE fridays!

had that emergency exercise today. like, whatever. we were totally prepared.

got my report book back. man. what a bunch of shit.

went to david's for cell group. pretty cool today. prayed for rach. something i haven't exactly done before. took a step of faith and TADDAAA!

then had dinner with kk and angela.

i have two favourite perfumes now!

like last year, i went out towning with lijie and we got this Jean Paul Gaultier sample of the Gaultier². i loved it so much!

and on wednesday, i found my second fav, Adidas!

and they both are going on my list of wants. definaetly.

i've updated my wants. =)

man. i'm so hyper now, with no outlet for my energy!!!

aww. don't worry. so long as we learn from our mistakes. and we'll do better for o levels okay?

you and me know she's always like that. maybe we just have to accept it.

unless you want to tell her straight.

i hope you're doing fine cos it seems like you still got other problems. i won't probe deeper.

but do remember you still have two friends who are willing to help you with your problems =)

retail therapy WORKS WONDERS.

school ended early today, 11.40. REJOICE!

shot off right after school back home and then to town.

like, finally.

lijie, henzy, and me.

we went to suntec. and the area around.

retail therapy really helps. took all my stress off. like...pheww..

why must we blog about happy things in our blogs? blogs are for me to rant and swear and shoot people.

if even for my blogs i have to act happy, then i'll need alot of retail therapy.

so. WHATEVER. don't read lah..

sheesh.

so back to shopping. i didn't buy much. just window-shopped. even though i said i hated the feeling of seeing something and not buying.

but i needed that feeling of seeing something and not buying to take my mind off things. like how my homework is piling again, and the files we have to submit.

but i bought a couple of cucumber masks. i am just too lazy to shred fresh cucumber.

and when you use fresh cucumber for you face, you have to be in resting position.

at least when i use a mask, i can do whatever i want.

do you know whats a good way of relieving stress?

do childish things, like stepping on people's shoes when they walked.

yes, i did it to somebody today hahaha, and the feeling of success is good.

I HAVE A NEW WANT!

=(

i KNEW this shopping trip came with a price.

i want that adidas perfume!

i can't even remember what its called! but i just WANT IT! and its cheap okay. 19 bucks.

what's it called, lijie? floral-something? something-fresh?

i'm trying to search it out on the net.

so far not working out.

still not getting much.

i didn't even know adidas had a perfume line. but whatever.

i need a new school bag. soon.

marina square is sure cold.

aww. gotta go eat dinner.

_{see..i told you so..}

i told you so...i told you this in december 2003..

i told you this in january 2004...march...april 2004..

i told you this again, in june 2005....

and yet you would not listen!

and i was patient, wasn't i, i told you the same darn thing in december 2005, january 2006, february, march 2006, and yet listen you would not!

see what you have done? see the mental lacerations you've caused?

what is the use of crying over spilled milk?

when are you going to learn?

i will tell you again.

no more nonsense;

no more goodbyes;

enough crying;

just live your life.

don't just promise;

don't just swear.

for its no use;

they'll just die.

you know its true;

you know its right.

why won't you listen;

and give up your pride.

you don't need them;

you'll just hurt them;

no more messing up;

just live your life.

what do you call something that can cause hurt?

me.

no i am not upset, i am NOT. crystal clear?

in fact, i am happy.

my anti-highlight script finally has a use!

i have never gone and read so many blogs at one go in my life before.

i realise alot of people have alot of troubles now.

wonder wonder. who doesn't have troubles.

like me. i have troubles everyday. it is quite IMPOSSIBLE to not have troubles.

there's no such thing as tong hua, fairytale.

but really. how can i let myself be affect by this? i mean, i would understand if it was a huge thing.

BUT I'VE NEVER FELT SO INSULTED IN MY LIFE!

=(

i mean, yes, i AM short.

but you FREAKING DIDN'T have to rub it in.

OVER AND OVER AGAIN .

and i don't even know why i'm so pissed.

you're all nice guys...come on..don't be so mean can...i'm just this pooor little SHORT girl..

I STILL CAN'T BELIVE WHAT I JUST DID.

no turning back. lol.

after all the times i told myself to think through and not just do something cos my friend asked me too. what a waste.

i'm in such a terrible mood, though i try not to show it.