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blinded little me.

Amarantine - click to listen
by Enya
You know when you give your love away
It opens your heart, everything is new
And you know time will always find a way
To let your heart believe it's true
You know love is everything you say
A whisper, a word, promises you give
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day
You know this is the way love is

(Chorus)
Amarantine
Amarantine
Amarantine
Love is always love

You know love may sometimes make you cry
So let the tears go, they will flow away
For you know love will always let you fly
How far a heart can fly away

(Chorus)X 2

You know when love's shining in your eyes
It may be the stars fallen from above
And you know love is with you when you rise
For night and day belong to love

okay. i'm a little behind updates.

saturday
i know i've already posted for saturday. but that's only for saturday morning. this is for th rest of the saturday.

so anyway, as i tried to complete my housework for that day(ironing, i'm still not done!), my mom came up and said, hey, let's go shopping later.

i was still mad, you know, so i was like, whatever. turned out to be some shopping spree. she should have been more specific, like, GROCERY shopping.

yea. we went to shop n save.

oh boring.

sunday
i got my dad to let me go church!!!!!! went for 2 services, 5 and 6. although its the same. doesn't really matter to me.

it was cool. this person, robin something (i am so sorry. i can't remember her name.) a Hollywood (hollywood!!!!!!) actress came and spoke to us about her life story.

she used to dance for Solid Gold. i found out from my dad. its just this programme that plays songs and have a great bunch of background dancers. my dad used to watch. haha. but he doesn't know their names.

haha. but after all the services i had to go. have a birthday dinner with my brother. we went to this restaurent near jurong entertainment. not bad. love the ambience.

love the food even more! but the best orh ni i've ever eaten is still at malacca.

my mom says maybe not though. there's this thai restaurent that also sells chinese food at jurong west. according to my mom, their orh ni is GREAT.

funny i've been to that restaurent plenty of times. just never eaten orh ni there.

orh ni fetish!!!!!!!!! XD

and now, i gotta go. no. not ironing. pul-leeze. its holidays. i'm off to the sims.

oh wait. yesterday after church i went home with jeremiah.

and when he found out that i could cook, he was like, "YOU CAN COOK???"

and he says i don't have the ironing face either.

is it so surprising i can cook????? jeremiah's not the first person to say that too.

okay. next cell group, you guys are in for a treat. i'll bake something. heehee. if i remember lah!

sayonara!

P.S i can do requests. tell me what you want, for example, pizza, choc chip cookies, and i'll see if i can bake them. i won't gurantee they are top quality though.

oh yea! i came back and added this.

never ever wear 2 inch high heels anywhere unless you are very very sure there is somebody to drive you to and fro from wherever you are going. and only when you are sure there is minimal standing. and that you can get a seat anytime.

and it wasn't my fault i went to wear those heels. i only realized they were 2 inches tall when i got home. which was a little too late. hehe. did anyone notice my sudden change in height?

sooo. for the first time last night, i didn't go online even when there wasn't anyone using the com.

i didn't even go out of my room. and why, may you ask?

because of HER.

my brother and me, we are not superman and wonderwoman. we can't do EVERYTHING. we are also not your ladies-in-waiting, your HIGHNESS (my foot!), but actually, if you realized, your CHILDREN. from your WOMB.

i am not siding with my brother either. why is it everytime i don't do a chore, i get scolded (this is fair, i suppose) but when he doesn't do a chore, I GET SCOLDED TOO???? you just have to make sure EVERYTHING is my fault right??

just because daddy isn't at home doesn't mean you can call the shots at home. sorry. he still does. and i come in second. you are THIRD, in terms of education, if you do REMEMBER.

oh i FORGOT, her royal highness has a bad memory. which is WHY i have a bad memory too.

i am posting this on my blog, while everyone will go, minmin, you unfilial child!

HEY! WHY IS IT ALWAYS THE CHILD'S FAULT??? or in my case, why is everything the oldest child's fault???

why can't there be an unfair mother instead of an unfilial daughter?

so thanks to you, after dinner last night, i went straight to brush my teeth and stayed in my room. until i fell asleep. and woke up this morning.

well. to be honest. it was lucky i stayed in my room, because if i stayed outside you would have continued nagging and i would have finally shouted my throat hoarse at you and i'll probably earn more than that STUPID FUCKING grounding.

she didn't even know how to use the word grounding. all she said was (in chinese, DUH), "you better not go out anymore otherwise i *censored*" you don't wanna know that part.

i was so freaking mad at her, i didn't even want to shout back at her.

and that's not all. you always have to pick the day i decide to go out to come home and nag at everything.

by the way i went to david's house yesterday with eunice with a movie marathon.

"why aren't the laundry kept? did you sweep the floor? how come you never do any housework? your father and i work so hard to earn money and this is all we get?"

alright. first things first. I WAS OUT TODAY, DO YOU FUCKING REMEMBER??? second, YOU TOLD MY BROTHER, NOT ME, TO SWEEP AND MOP THE FUCKING HOUSE, REMEMBER? AND THIRD, IF YOU HAD PROBLEMS AT WORK, CAN YOU NOT TAKE IT OUT ON ME???

mind you, studying is tough business. you think working is? go try studying again, cos this is the 21st century. its definately different then what you had. and you only had up to secondary level, you AREN'T QUALIFIED TO COMMENT AT ALL.

so if you want everything to be done when you get home, GO GET A MAID. I AM NOT YOUR LADY-IN-WAITING.

i really shouldn't have gone out yeaterday. or maybe not gone out at all. i should just stay at home doing housework. i'll have perfect training to be a maid, just like hillary duff in the movie the perfect man, where her character has prefect training to be a house-mover.

i don't need to be in school anymore. you should just pay me to be your maid. i'll give you a discount. and you can save money on my school fees, since you say that's why you're working your bones out for.

go pamper your baby darling boy, cos he's never at fault, go give him the money intended for me to study architectural for him to study, i don't know, lawyer at Cambridge, so you can retire early. i'll just be your personal maid.

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I AM A TOTAL LOSERR.

because only losers fall for tricks like that. and embarress themselves. only losers are so stupid and muddleheaded.

and this morning, i turned on the radio, blasted it, and sang at the top of my voice, using my mop as the mike.

it felt good.

paart of thaaaaat....world!

(i was singing to disney's album. heeheehee.)

WAHHH! RACHAEL JUST SENT ME SOME SONGS BY ENYA!! at first i was so blur, i forgot who enya was.

THEN I REMEMBERED! YEA!

singing rocks!

spent my day yesterday doing household chores. and of COURSE hogging the com

well you can't call it hogging a com, cos my bro gota NEW GAMEBOY SP from my mom.

i thought she wanted to get him a PlayStation. or Xbox. so at least i can play too.

and won't spoil his eyes that bad. gameboys have so tiny screens!

and since he already has a gameboy colour, which may be old but still very functionable, i think she should have got him a PS.

but whatever. at least he won't pester me anymore to let him play maplestory. oh yucks. i rather he play pokemon. haha.

pokemon is nice! better than MS!

but my all-time favourite game would be....the SIMS 2!

here's what you can get me for christmas(i've learnt that being buay hiau pai can do you good from a teacher hahaha)! a sims 2 expansion pack, sims 2 UNIVERSITY!

haha. just kidding. i rather get something else.

oh yea. in these two days, i've made 3 skins! still under construction, but you can go view them!

P R O M I S E S; keep them.
b e s t f r i e n d s
confessions of a broken heart

a little plain, these skins, especially the confessions one. but suggestions are very much welcomed, for this is an amateur at work. me.

thanks, peeps! (=

oh yea. these are all very emo skins. emotional skins. very common. so it may be a little to boring. but even if they suck, please tell me, cos its easier to accept my friends telling me my skins suck then an outsider from blogskins telling me my skins suck.

and i have a new trick up my sleeve. gonna try it out later. i don't know if it will work. wahaha.

ciao. time to get my creative brain juices flowing!

P.S i believe this is my 174^th post. bus number 174 goes to jurong point.

lame, min, lame!