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whenever i read books about life in american schools, i wonder how come friends can stay such good friends. like, from elementary school all the way up to college.

do any of you peeps still keep in touch with your friends from kindergarten or primary school?

i mean, don't mention, primary schools, the friends i have change nearly every year.

like in sec 1 i hanged out with sec1 people.

in sec2 i hanged out with sec3 people, not so much with the people from my year

now in sec3 i'm hanging out back with sec3 people, people from my year.

same goes for me in primary school

the cliques i was in changed every year.

sometimes within the year

is it just me.

i think its just me. meaning there must be a problem with me.

its a little crazy, in this world she lives in where she know there are so many people lying to her everyday

tricking her into believe a fairytale that never existed

luring her into the trap planted to destroy anyone's life

cheating feelings within a young heart

so many dreams so many wishes so many gone.

and every night she try to figure out the roots of all these problems

only to wake up in the morning to face them again.

and she will never know, never find out what exactly did she do.

goodbye, huge endless cruel world.

...

...

i'm probably gonna spend my four days of holiday alone.

i can't go swimming

i can't go to the beach too, cos of THAT and i think only one person, my beloved lao ma will go with me. XD

OMIGOSH i so do want to go a beach.

anybody cares to accompany this little dreamy girl?

aw shucks even if tom felton (from harry potter, he's draco malfoy, the oh-so-ever-cute-and-handsome-ruler-of-my-heart tom felton) got down on his knees begging me to allow him to bring me to a beach in britain i still can't go.

then again, maybe i would. if he pays for everything, seeing that he is an actor and actors are very very very rich. and devishly handsome.

he has changed so much froom harry potter 1 up to harry potter 3

that reminds me.

people around me haved changed so much. i mean, like from sec1 to sec3 the difference is so much. 2 years ago i would never imagine some people looking like that.

haha. i supposed since people have changed so much to me, i should have changed alot to them. i just wondered whethere i changed for the better or for worse. the latter, i think.

aha! a picture my love, tom felton!

just joking.

and mouse over the picture. what do you see?

kekekex.

vrooooom!!!! *car drives off*

guess what??

EXAMS (for me) IS OVER!! OVER!! O-V-E-R!!!

happy? you bet.

i went bowling right after chemistry today. i am like so happy!!!!!!!!

went with szehan, lijie, daphne and xinyuh.

after that to my house. sang a little bit. then went to play basketball. or actually just watch. i was on my rollerblades.

then they came over again.

and szehan became a woman today. haha.

we put makeup on her. eyes became bigger right, han?

lol.

so nice. i only managed to get a pic on my dad's phone cam, which isn't nice at all. cos you can't really see the difference.

but see it in real life? wow. 10 years later the szehan wor!

i'll try to get the pic into my com.

oh well. can't. another day, then.

Nine Million Bicycles
by Katie Melua
There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

We are twelve billion light years from the edge
That's a guess
No-one can ever say it's true
But I know that I will always be with you

I'm warmed by the fire of your love everyday
So don't call me a liar
Just believe everything that I say

There are six billion people in the world
More or less
And it makes me feel quite small
But you're the one I love the most of all

We're high on the wire
With the world in our sight
And I'll never tire
Of the love that you give me every night

There are nine million bicycles in Beijing
That's a fact
It's a thing we can't deny
Like the fact that I will love you till I die

And there are nine million bicycles in Beijing
And you know that I will love you till I die

i love this song. its new on perfect 10. its lovely.

i want it!! Katie Melua. interesting name.

OKAY MIN MIN IS BREAKING NEW GROUND i have a new topic to bitch about.

you know the recent upsurge of singaporean-bloggers-eg-xiaxue-kennysia-wannabes?

there's this one i got to know of recently. i AM so not gonna tell who who they are or anything cos i SO DO NOT want to publicise them

they are totally against those kind of people whuu tYyPpe lIikE tHiiiS aLL tHe TiMe wOrx! ThOsE toTallY aCt cUutex de WoRx!

i so agree with that and all. and they really discriminate ALOT of friendster profiles. which i agree that sucks alot.

HOWEVER, you keep saying they are doing that, taking cute pics and everything of themselves JUST FOR ATTENTION. they are crazy and just looking at their fuckface gets onto your nerves.

SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TAKING THEIR PICTURES AND POSTING IT ALL OVER YOUR BLOG? LETTING EVERYONE IN THE WORLDSEE? and helping them to advertise, which gives them even MORE attention?

HELLO??? haven't you just given them their 15 minutes of fame(or actually longer cos this is online)??!!

stupid asses.

i really don't know what to say about them. as if they don't want attention.

grrrrr spoil my mood.

i didn't blog yesterday cos i was lazy. so here am i.

yesterday was geography and maths paper2

oh wait. just now i was on the bus with xinfang, and she said that last time it seems that we always had alot of extra time after we've completed our paper. but this year, it seems like we wither have just enough tim eor not enough time.

that is so true. i haven't got any paper which i can sit and relax before time is up.

so anyway. geography. not enough time though. but it wasn't as bad i had expected, actually.

at least the qeustions could be understood. unlike ms lim's class tests, where she beat around the bush while asking a question.

and there wasn't even questions on bearing. but i think i did horribly for the questions on MNCs.

and for maths p2...how come paper1 and paper2 are set by different teachers?

if only miss wong set paper2 too.

but mdm lim did, and there's no use crying over spilled milk.

and as for today, i totally flunked physics! i mean, the total amount of marks i calculated from the questions i didn't do was more, much more than 50!!

you know what that means?

I FAILED!!!

yes and this is a totally definately gurantee plus chop.

as for a.maths. totally didn't have enough time. i think 4 hours is much more suitable. i won't have to rush through everything. and i have this tendency to make more careless mistakes then usual people.

like in my primary school maths. i never got higher then 80, and my dad was like, why?

he checked through, and everythng i lost marks it was due to careless mistakes.

its not lke i don't know how to do the questions. i just make alot of careless mistakes.

but for physics, i don't even understand the questions, don't mention make careless mistakes!

then again. celebrate! fellow 3e1 peeps, tomorrow is our last (and for me most terrible) paper - CHEMISTRY!

why chemistry last, anyway?

whatever. ONE LAST PAPER TODAY BEFORE I AM FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahaha.

oh wait. there is just one more thing i have to do right before i go on enjoying.

i have to figure that out.

i mean, this is much more important then my exams. it concerns my life, my future, ME!(goes to show i'm totally a self-centered person huh.)

but HOW am i going open my mouth?

tch. the last time was totally horrible. i don't another one like that.

so like HOW HOW HOW?

don't know don't know don't know.

i rather sit for another round of exams.

oh wait a minute. NO WAY. i rather do this than sit for another round of exams. exams gave me so much pimples!

had social studies and maths p1 today.

at least the maths paper was aesier than usual.

although i've already lost nearly 10 marks.

i'm in the swing!

haix.

you know, sometimes people can get really really weird.

or is it just me.

seriously hope its just me, cos that will make things easier.

okay. 3 more days of exam to go. GAMBATTEH!!!!

okay i will start from saturday.

saturday
as usual. wake up brush teeth wash...okok just kidding. haha. just spent the whole morning spilt between watching tv, sims two-ing, gunbound-ing, and doing household chores. aiyer! skip saturday. saturday is SO boring.

sunday
went to mayim for lunch. you know, the restaurent in westmall.

actually i just went last week. or actually, the week before. for dim sum.

my mom loved it so much, we went again this week. or actually, last week.

this time with my cousin, her boyfriend, my uncle and my aunt.

they loved it too.

yea. now i'm sick of dimsum.

now the main feature of this post will be my dinner.

why dinner? let's see. i had steamed egg rolls stuffed with fish cake. very nice, since i love egg and i love fishcake and i love steamed food.

BUT. i HATE preparing it. you know how gooey fishcake is? first you have to scrape it off the fish bones. then you mash it up in a bowl of water, pepper, starch and light soya sauce. and continue mixing, or mashing, until the whole bowl of...thing( i don't know what to call it, paste?) is nice and smooth.

but it only looks smooth. it is so not smooth to touch.

then spread it onto egg, erm, pancakes? ommelettes? the flat round yellow thingies? whatever. i'm sure you know what i mean.

the spreading is horrible. the fishpaste never sticks to anything except the spoon.

but the fruits of labour are sweet. XD

yea david, that was my dinner. that was what i was busying about so i could not reply your message. i was having the time of my life with fishpaste. or fishcake. WHATEVER!

i hate raw fishcake/paste.

and today. i had chinese.

3 simple words:

I

will

fail.

end of story.